Wet Underpants in Vivo

Gosh.
The rain so needs some cursing nowadays. Its been raining nonstop for the past few days. Kinda wrecked many of my plans. No Escape theme park with blood family. No picnic at East Coast with NYPGC family.. Bleh.

But that didn’t stop us having it in Vivocity! Olaaaaaaaa~

Picnic-ed outside Food Republic for awhile and ate our food. Thanks Mum for cooking the noodles for me. Sorry we couldn’t finish it and it was spoilt by the end of the day. :( But it was delicious. Ooyar. Syarah makes GREAT cupcakes!! Yummy! Thanks to everyone who came yea. Next time we plan a proper one. On a non-rainy day k?

Here are the pics:
http://new.photos.yahoo.com/love_gone_ballistic/album/576460762381479426

Highlights of the day:

Playing Pepsi Cola in the skygarden pool. Most of us got all wet. Entered the shopping mall and got frozen. Wargh. So we went around trying to find cheap DRY clothes. Thank god for the Post Christmas sale~ hurhur

Darn we didn’t take pictures of the fun we had at the Skygarden.

Gotogo!

~extra absorbent XD


-- everything keeps the right melody. i've got a couple of killin' machines --

Rain. Rain. Go away..

Heyy..

More details on the NYPGC potluck picnic!

Those who fear getting lost on the way to our rendezvous can come meet some of us at Yio Chu Kang MRT control station at 12pm. So in this way we can get lost together. How exciting!~ Inform me if you're going along. If we do not know you're coming then we'll leave without you.. *cue Here Without You by Three Doors Down in background* And you'll know how sad it can get.. So inform me plz! Or some of the ppl coming along : Su, Huiwen, Julian, Junxin, Syarah, Mark, Siew Kee.. Tell anyone of us k?

Bring food or the stuff that i have discussed with some of you okay?
Anyone have netball or volleyball that ball? Thanks Gabe for offering to bring your basketball but i think if we play Captain's ball with that, we all need to bring helmets.. Haha. Hmm a soccer ball is also better i guess.. SMS me who ever has the required balls~ LOL. I'm not dirty okay.. Just not sure how to structure my sentence without letting your imaginative minds run free.. Like balls~ XD

*clears throat* So those who are not meeting up with us first can meet at MacDonalds @ East Coast Park. Go find seats outside.. At 1pm k?

Those with beach mats please bring along. Then we can claim land with our beach mats.. [READ: beach mats.. not bitch, mats] haha. Bored la dey..

Suggestions for games anyone?
Captain's Ball with proper balls [LOL] or frisbee
Frisbee
Dog & Bone
Catching
Sandcastles building and smashing
Card games? Tai Tee! <-- Correct spelling? oooo... Murderer. 007 also maybe can. I'll teach u guys on that day. Funn must be quick and can shout alot.. Blow Wind Blow? heh as last resort.. Long Jiang Paz?? ahaha Junxin's idea :P K ppl so lets summarise this: Venue : East Coast Park . Meet at McD outdoors eating area
Date: 28th Dec 2006
Day: Thursday
Time: 1pm to maybe 7pm

Things to bring:

Yourself. Bring your crazy side okay. The guai guai side of you can go stay at home being... guai. -.-"
Food. Edible ones plz. [Drinks, Plates & Cups for those ppl i told to bring k?]
Money if u wanna rent bicycles or skates
Balls. Anyone have netball or volleyball <-- tt ball? SMS me or tell me online. Soccer ball as 2nd choice.. Frisbee as 3rd. Then basketball.. Beach mats for those who have..
Game Suggestions?


And normal beach stuff la. Need me to state meh? So big already what u ppl.. HAHA <-- see i'm talking to myself again. Pardon me. Yup c'yall there. I sure hope it doesn't rain. Pray hard together k ppl? Nvr plan wet weather program le..

-- so let me take this medicine. to quench my love for violent things --

Wargh.- Outing

NYPGC outing details:

Venue: East Coast Park [specific place not confirmed. Maybe meet outside McD easier~]
Date: 28th December 2006
Day: Thursday
Time: 1pm to 7pm
Activity: Picnic cum potluck, play games [eg: Captain's ball, Frisbee etc], throwing ppl into the sea, strumming underneath the coconut trees, sun tanning, cycling, skating.. yafooo~


Help us think of team games to play ok? Food we still have to plan uh..
And those who don't know how to go we noobs will most probably meet at YCK mrt. Not confirmed. Tell Julian<-- batch 10 senior. The one always play PSP. ahah. Ya Huiwen papa~
I don't want to put his phone number here. It's rude la. Later he kena stalked i die~
Add me in MSN: blazing_summer@hotmail.com

or ask huiwen or some others for my number or something.
If u want to come tell us k? If not u'll be left out.. I wouldn't want that to happen. Hope to see all of u lovely people soon!! Can't wait~

Keep checking back here for details..

-- it was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. this strife it dies, this life and these lies. and these lungs have sung this song for too long..--

Countdown to Euphoria

heyho.

i'm sure u have heard this a gazillion times but i can do shit about it. I'm not online much nowadays due to my brothers both big and small monkeyshitheads hogging the computer twentyfour-seven. And to do what? Play bloody World of Warcraft. I have absolutely nothing against the game but its taking away my precious time online surfing and chatting on MSN. Wargh. Cuz my brothers are so damn addicted to the game. From 10 am to 3 in the morning they'll sit in front if the screen. I only get to use it when i really need to research or send something immediately. No fair no fair no fair~

Nevermind.
I still get the last laugh ey. Cause i am sooo going to enjoy my two weeks of break this coming week.. Hells yea. Gonna go shop till i drop at KL. Then hopefully a picnic outing with the NYPGC people. Meeting up with old aquaintances. Gigs galore at GasHaus.. BBQ with class? Movies or Minds Cafe with family? Yea and that top secret mission.. Shh.

So looking forward to the end of school. Yea~


Here's the link to the pictures i took at Lime Sonic Bang 2006. Funn funn..
http://new.photos.yahoo.com/love_gone_ballistic/album/576460762369706817

Thanks so much to Faisal who gave me the balls to take pictures with the band. If not i would have gone straight home and not get an autographed poster of Stars Don't Fall.. Their new rockers from Australia. I'll call their music pop-punk if i listen to their CD. But they're so much better performing live. Had fun jumping along to the music. But i didnt jump much though cuz i was videotaping the performances. Jerky pictures is so not professional.. Ahaha.. Could have enjoyed myself more if i wasn't videotaping.. Darn. Maybe i'll bring along a cameraman along eh?
Took pics with all the members of SDF, Sam from Saw Loser, the hellacute bassist from Saw Loser and Ramon- friend /cameraman for SDF. Hellaexcited can? Liam and Ben from SDF are cute la.. Wargh. Seminaked drummer--> Liam. Go look at the pics uh.

Will update soon.

Oh and NYPGC peeps! What do u guys say to a picnic cum potluck outing? We'll organise games to play too. Venue and day not confirmed. Probably 2nd week of holidays. Anyone know whether we can picnic in the Singapore Zoological Gardens? Can camp infront of the monkey cage and admire monkey korkor's friends.. Bring bananas can? LOL. Or Botanical Gardens? Mich said there are many angmohs there. *drools* haha monkey korkor ur plates not enuf. Like tt need to bring bowls or pails.. Eeww :
Any suggestions for the venue? No void decks please. Later get caught by police. Illegal gathering~
Wargh. Need to be online to plan. How? Sayang~ need ur help..



don'tgo.
takemeout can? gashaus anyone?


--this is not a movie. things just ain't the same as your favourite video. try standing back and move me. next to you's a very nice place to go..--

.-LeGirl

Oh wow its already the 7th of December when I’m supposed to type this on the 2nd of December 2006. Wargh. Sorry dear readers! It’s not that I didn’t want to write its just that my brothers have been hogging the computer all the time to play their stupid games and I don’t have to to use it la.. Can only upload pictures on computer but cannot load it to the Net. I promise to link all the pics I take in my blog.

Back to the birthday celebrations!

La Guitare 2006 was a success! Right after that everyone who was able to, stayed back to have a taste of the post-La Guitare cake.

Yes its fuh-reaking HUGE! 15kg or something. Go on read what it says on the cake. PS: Happy Birthday Su!! omg. wtf?! Been expecting a celebration cuz of all the talking in hushed tones behind my back and all the hiding of stuff whenever I enter a room. I was fun acting oblivious though.


--15kg can?

Thanks to everyone who stayed back to wish me Happy Birthday. Thanks for helping us finish the cake. Delicious wasn’t it? Peaches and strawberries..
Most of all thanks to my sayang, Huiwen for planning the surprise. And the card was so sweet! The comments brought a big smile to my face. My fave present of all..


--sayang&me

I used the milk bottle already ar sayang. Haha the milk teat was so hard to use so I ended up not using it at all.. Good thinking huh.. Suhaila--> Su--> susu--> milk--> milk bottle!! Yeah

Love the ZipIt! Bag [So cool!] and the chocolates too.. Haha. I didn’t get saboed.. Too bad uh MeowMeow. So gentleman ar dun take revenge on me.. LOL
This year’s celebration is so much better compared to me spending it alone in front of the computer last year. 120% better. No.. Add another zero to that. 1200% better!!

~I’ll never forget this guys.. Thanks a million!!


--La Guitare 2006(:

The day I turned LeGirl. :P Legal= Eighteen babeh!!

YingXian invited us to go to a JRock concert at Kallang CC. Seems like her friend is performing in one of the bands.. Imagine all the cosplayer and gothic makeup. Too bad there was some miscommunication and we had to give the mega event a miss.. Darn. Next year I wanna go!! Bring me along k girl! Book a ticket for me!




Met Hailwa and YingXian at Long John Silver’s at Hougang Mall for lunch. They bought me this cute Tasmanian Devil cake from Polar Puff’s and Cakes. Heh seems like his personality was the one closest to mine. Haha. The other characters they had were Tweety and Hello Kitty. ~no wonder la. Rubber flavored too.. LOL


--i'll take him over Hello Kitty any day..

Then both me and YX headed off to board 51 to go to [jengjengjeng] the Singapore Science Center! 2 bloody hours journey but it was good cause we had loads of time to catch up with news of the other classmates and what’s new in our lives. Oh yea.. Why of all places to go on your birthday.. to the Science Center? Am I THAT big of a nerd? Of course not! But I am that big of a giglover! Hoho~ Seems like there was an Indie Fest organized at tt place on 2nd Dec. Bands like Astreal, Electrico, Poptart and Guerilla Collective performed.

Met our other partner in crime, Desrie at the interchange. Went to McD to takeaway some dinner [frigging famished we were..]. Headed to the event and found out that we weren’t supposed to bring food or drinks in. Damn. So we had to eat our takeaways at the venue’s McD. The ladies presented me with beautiful accessories [i lOVE them!] and a down-right gorgeously cool white tee [LOVE this the most!].. Ooo yar.. Toilet. Outside please! wahaha(:

By the time we finished our food, we only managed to watch Electrico perform one song- We’re Not Made In The USA. But I was worth every damn minute. Managed to record a video of them performing tt song. Will upload it on Youtube.. Heh but I’ll apologise first cuz I’m an amateur photographer/ videographer so mind the shakiness of the video. I was also kinda dancing to the song so it kinda contributed to the shakiness of the film.. :P The short dark part where I aimed at the audience was cause they were moshing and I wanted to tape them doing it..


--local scene ROCKstars

Too bad the drummer William couldn’t be seen.. He was way in the back. Waa~ he’s cute and I love the way he plays the drums with such feelings too!! LOL Desmond’s long hair is to die for! Yea Electrico rocks! Support our local music!

During the intermission, all three of us started camwhoring. Fun seh. Seems like camwhoring on the steps was not enough so we moved the party inside. It was like a walk down memory lane.. So long since I stepped into the Science Center. And that day it was free entry too! [Normal price= $9] Coolness~ Camwhored in front of the exhibits, with the exhibits and in the exhibits.. LOL

Wish we could have stayed longer and we could have even camwhored on TOP of the exhibits. Ahaha.
Thank you is such a small word to say when it comes to this guys. I feel so honoured to have you as my friends, who are willing to celebrate my turning of eighteen. It’s a one in a lifetime thing yea. Gosh. Xie Xie ni! :)


--camwhoring the night away..

The peektures can be found at : http://new.photos.yahoo.com/love_gone_ballistic/album/576460762365060310

- Can wishes really be fulfilled in one day? Sayang said he was a present from above.. Could this really be? Maybe a wish made through a 15kg cake.. it can (:


--everything, is everything. the more i talk about it, the less i do control. everything, means everything. can't understand a word, half of the stuff i'm sayin--

Omfg! You shouldn't have..

Wargh.
It's taking me so long to the pictures to a reliable photo sharing site. I'm using Yahoo! Photos by the way. Yea and mostly because the pictures are too darn big in size. 1.20MB average.. Without furthur ado, i present to you, pre and post La Guitare 2006 in NYP! Woohoo~ I don't have pictures DURING the event cuz my friend took videos of it. Ahaha but he gong2 only focus on me.. Which is not fair for the rest of the ensemble.. So i'm not gonna upload it. Let's wait for the CD. I think there WILL be a CD. No there SHOULD be. No there MUST be!! I want...

Thanks to our President Sean and Vice President Bazilah for organising a successful NYPGC La Guitare 2006. [Blood, sweat and tears babe..]
Thanks to Huiwen sayang for planning the celebration and the cool birthday card.
No thanks for Huiwen sayang for writing out the 'PS: Happy Birthday Su p[o.O]q' even bigger than 'La Guitare 2006'.. [waa~ damn paiseh can? 40 plus people singing birthday song for you and you don't even know one-third of them.. Eh but u guys sing very melodic you know? Shld have recorded it.. :P]
Thanks to Ken C, Zuyi and Hwen for the thoughtful gifts.
Thanks to Monkey KorKor Adriel for teaching this noob how to resize the images so it is possible to upload the pictures faster and for being my 'cameraman' for that day. [yea camwhoring is such fun! But not when i look so tired and sweaty.. Ack!]
Thanks to everyone in NYPGC and associated with La Guitare 2006!!

I really appreciate it. Thanks a million!!!

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/love_gone_ballistic/album?.dir=757fscd

I want to blog abt my celebration but its already so late. I neeed to be in school by eleven-ten. Classes start then. Bleh
Wait up for my next entry!!

Regards.
.-Su

Death or .-Glory

Heyho.
Its 12.30 in the morning and that officially makes it 1st of December. Wargh. The Nanyang Polytechnic Guitar Club concert named La Guitare 2006 is today! I am so very nervous for the performance. My heart’s gonna beat so fast onstage. It’ll be so loud that it’ll overpower the songs played. Argh. So guys come to our concert and hear the rhythmic throbbing of my heart with guitar chords in the background. LOL

Don’t worry I’ll make my heart stop beating.. So nervous la.. Especially for the song Overture. Some parts are way to fast but the song is oh so nice to play. Well I am actually very much lacking of sleep right now. Just need to waste some time till my mask dries off.. Wahaha.

We’ll see how it goes today. See all you people with the tickets yea(:

Details:
Event: La Guitare 2006
Time: Be seated by 7PM
Place: NYP Theatre For the Arts
Duration: One and a half hour –no intermission so u guys go and pee first before you come okay? In case u miss something if u had to go and do ur business halfway through the show.. xD

Wish us all the best! Hope the concert is a success. Can’t wait can’t wait!



Oh and it’ll be the last day for me to sing this..


-- seventeen without a purpose or direction. we don’t owe anyone a f**king explanation.


Let's go!

Monster .-Shy

Eshlo.

My mouth ulcer is killing me! Wargh. What's makes it worse is its on the underside of my tongue. Bleh hurts like hell at times. I have no idea wth its not healing.. I mean ulcers usually disappear like within a week of taking vitamin Cs but this one is just too stubborn. And its on the UNDERside of my tongue la. Always had ulcers elsewhere in the mouth but not on the underside.. Darnit. Heal goddamnit heeyeeaaalll!! Ahaha. Mayb if i curse it enough it'll just crawl up and die.. uh disappear i mean.. :D

Went for our NR0503 class outing today. The Mind Cafe at Prinsep St [or Rd. not sure]. Darn cool place. Sure as hell i'm going to go there again. With friends or with my brothers.. Wish they had like games for big groups so we can really interact and play together as a class. I highly recommend this one game called Which Hand? Friggin fun time we had laughing at each other's slow reaction. Wish we stayed and played longer though. Food was nice and worth it yea. Except maybe the pizza. A bit too ex. Free flow of drinks was a good thing. Ice Peach Tea is the bomb! Fitriah brought her camera along. I'll post the pics soon when i get ahold of the pics k? Oh and thanks a million to Racheal and Joel for taking the time to organize the trip.. *Hugs* Can't wait for the next one! Paintball anyone??



.- phoar!

Came upon this at the Heeren shops. Nice uh? Some hair salon tinted window. Didn't really look at the name.. Ahah. I'm kicking myself tho. Why you ask? Well in Plaza Singapura the other time me and Mich stumbled upon this oh-fudging-gorgeous ad in People Of Asia [P.O.A.] and i mean the model in the ad was effing GORGEOUS.. Phark i'm drooling right now. Kicking myself blue black coz i didnt take a picture of the ad that time. Argh! I soo hope the shop doesn't change ad anytime soon. I can just sit in the shop and stare at the masterpiece all day. Heh. Now i'm going around comparing the ads around town but nothing comes close to the one at P.O.A. at Plaza Singapura. Go check it out if u don't believe. And please don't torture yourself like i did to me. Flip out your phone, snap a pic and.. pass it to ME! PUHLEASEEEE!!

.- wargh! sorryicantstopusingtheEFFword..
itisTHATawesomelyfrigginhott!

haha sorry for the major swooning session.. i'm just being a GIRL. Deal with it.


-- turn it up i never want to go home, i only want to be part of your breakdown.. --

Race The Dream

Having a spot of insomnia right now. It's been a long time since i last used the house computer too.. Darn holidays gives my brothers opportunities to use the comp every friggin night. Big bro use in the morning or afternoon then the lil 'uns use it at night. To play what else but DOTA and World Of Warcraft. Lucky third-buses :P And i get scolded everytime i play games.. No fair.

Anyway, the cause of my insomnia could be cuz of this: On Friday i borrowed 2 books from NYP library. [Read: BORROWED already] Then i went to the cafe where my bag was. I remembered vividly that i kept the [liver disease] books INSIDE my bag. Sat night, being the good girl that i am [ahahaha], i wanted to start on my ICA research. Opened my bag.. and they WEREN'T there! Arrgh. Where oh where have they run to? Bloody hell i'm screwed la. Borrowed alr but i think i left it in the library. How to find it again? Fines gonna run sky-high. And how am i going to inform the librarian on Monday? Embarassing ar!!

Oh and i am officially sick. Sore throat. Cough. Runny nose. Grr.
Kelana, my 2nd brother is having chicken pox. I pray hard it don't get infected by the itchy dotty scars sickness. Shingles might be coming back. DAMN you.
~ Ma. I want a NEW body. This one SPOILT already.. :X

My emphyeetree is FULL. I hate having to delete songs to make up space for new tunes. It's like trying to choose which one of your children to dispose of. Sheesh.
- I need new bands to fall in love with. Recommendations anyone?


Current faves: Hollywood Undead- No. 5
Kill Hannah- Race The Dream

Set Phasers To.. World Domination

The Chumscrubber. Have you guys heard of this movie yet? Stars Jamie Bell [Billy Elliot], Ralph Fiennes [The Avengers], tt slick-haired lady who answers to the name Trinity in the Matrix trilogy and many more new and old, accomplished actors. I just watched it yesterday and holy f*** most of the characters were potrayed as crazyassbeings due to eg. death of beloved son, loss of best friend and impact of briefcase from second floor to noggin etc.

Haha funny shit. There was this one scene were the little kidnapped dude fought with the kidnappers who wanted to stab him dead but ended up slashing one of the bad guy’s BABY BLUES. Yes tt means his EYES! Bloody hell you could see his eyeball kinda slash in two. May I emphasize on what an awesome shot it was? It was so real it had me screaming in pain… Then I started laughing.. LOL. My bro says its all bullshit like how can those kind of people lead such screwed up lives.? But I argued tt the movie was cool in which these same people just led worst-case scenario kind of lives; as in these kind of things COULD happen in reality. Just not all at once. And in the same neighbourhood too. No heck they were bloody-next-door-neighbours.

Back to the issue I want to discuss, the briefcase to the head. Ralph Fiennes was darn hilarious in the Chumscrubber. I was so used to see him act in movies like The Avengers as those cool, slick good guys, tt seeing him act like a gunduhead here made me laugh so hard. His expressions were priceless. There was one scene where he spilled wine on the linoleum floor. The next thing he did was stand in the mess with his green socks absorbing the red liquid with this spaced out look on his face as if he just saw a unicorn flying across the room singing the national anthem. The protagonist/hero in the movie, Dean [Jamie Bell] gave him such funny looks tt I fell about laughing my ass off. Definitely the funniest scene in the movie.

Well you see, Ralph Fiennes’ [darn cool name I must say] character, Micheal went slightly bonkers when the briefcase hit his head. Bonkers as in he sees these ‘inspirational’ things all around him [read: Dolphins! Aha.] He said something about life being filled with coincidences and hidden messages and tt we must be alert enough to notice it.. Or he might have said other things but it was somewhere along these lines.. You get the idea.

And me, I was alert today, enough to spot these cute ickle things while helping my mum out with the kuih sales this morn.


-- can you see it?


-- boo!

I assure you these appeared on their own and have not been tampered with by human hands.

It might seem like a small silly thing but its minor things like these tt brings a smile to my face. I packed them into packs of 3 paus. Hope the individual tt buys them notices these marks and tt it made their day as much as it did mine. --Yea I’m crazy like that.



-- your face is so contagious, it wears announcements. it leaves me breathless, i won't forget this. i won't forget.. --

Shin, girls?

'sup balls!
Darn it. I've always been online but am in no mood to write in my blog.. Well if i keep doing this, the blog will not be updated for a long time. Hope this feeling doesn't last long..

Thanks to the genius-ity of KenC [thnx!], i found of the Eng name of the 'condition' that i have.. and thank God no i'm not gonna die anytime soon and yes that means you can't have my possessions yet cause can't you READ?! I said i'm not gonna die! [ahaha. sorry i get carried away sometimes talking to myself LOL. it's funn you should definitely try it some time].

It's called shingles/herpes [eww] zoster which is a painful, blistering rash caused by the chickenpox (varicella) virus. I had chickenpox when i was around Pri 3 or 4 and i was fun cuz i could have a week off school and just stay at home watching the tube all day while eating junk food. Haha i'll tell you guys a secret.. Promise you won't tell my mum mmkay?

As u shld know, chickenpox is infectious and toddlers are cute [yes, in tt order] and my mum also asked me to avoid going near my siblings. But i guess one day my bro was just being too cute so i kissed him on the cheek; yes i was already diagnosed with chickenpox then. You know those fuzzy memories you have in the back of your head where you don't know if its reality or fiction? Well that was the memory i had of kissing my wee lil 3 yr old brother and passing the virus on to him. Haha. Notty notty sister. This means mum had to take care of two snotty lil spotted kids instead of just one snotty spotted itchy little girl. Sorry mum! :P

Shingles it seems is caused by a reactivation of the dormant virus in the nerves of people who have previously had chickenpox. As as a result shingles can unfortunately occur more than once. You may have further attacks of shingles, especially at times when you are run down. [not by a car i hope] For more info read: http://www.medinfo.co.uk/conditions/shingles.html

Oh and thanks for the show of concern. I'm feeling much much better thanks. Guess i only have to wait for the scars to heal. Oh and another thing.. i lost something that i am ohsoglad to get rid off. Yup i LOST weight! 5 kaygee baybeh LOL. Fasting is a blessing. Hope tt by going back to school i don't gain what i wanted to lose. And it is sonotmybloodyfault the fat goes to my cheeks. Yes the ones on my face not on my rear end. Hah! DEATH to unwanted fat! *pokes it with a pencil*



LOL. Random madness!!

-- what if i fell to the floor couldn't take all this anymore what would you do?

Forget Me.- not

Whoa. I didn't think my blog was worth reading.. Thanks sayang. Your comment made my day..

Well today's the third day of raya and i'm bored at home. Day One was fun tho; we went to Cik Mah's house for a family reunion cum mass-uh-forgiveness thingy.. Haha how do i explain this.. Well, all of the relatives on my Mum's side gather in one house. Then we line up from the elderst to the youngest and ask for forgiveness from each other. Packets filled with Singapore currency are distributed [my fave part! :P] to the young ones. After tt we proceeded to stuff our faces silly with delicious kuihs and food brought by my relatives.


-- kak ain and me.

The second house we went to was my aunt on my dad's side; Bibik Manik. I loe going to their house. They always seem to have their computers on for the little kids to play. Well i'll let the pics speak for itself.



-- peach-ey


-- on: the other side

Uh too down to talk much. Wanna know why? Cuz i'm kinda sick. Went to the polyclinic yesterday and the doctor said i had some kind of viral skin infection or what. Not sure what it is exactly but all i know is it HURTS like a b*tch!! Well i'm kind of apprehensive and reluctant to write it here but wth.. The doctor mentioned something about sakit Cina [means Chinese sickness] and snake.. Eff la!! Snake?! Doesn't sound that scary here but read on..

Conversation we had while waiting for yet another 2 grueling hours for the medicine [was prescribed Acyclovir tablets and cream] with my mum [she offered to come along with me. Sweet right? awW..]

[translated to English for my loving readers..]
Mum: Eh the doctor said something about snake and sakit Cina just now right? I heard tt if the thing manages to go round the body/waist, the person will die.
Me: *speechless*
(2 minutes pass)
Me: Ma. (grasps mum's hands tightly and stares deep into her eyes) Before i die, can i dye my hair red?
(Mum smacks my shoulder and we both laugh.)

~Heh. Moments like are what makes me feel lucky that i get along well with my loved ones..

The inspiration for the red-tinged hair was when i watched Singapura Live! Edisi Raya on Suria channel a few days back. Fell in love with the lead from Aegyptie's red highlights. That and the hairstyle combined equals phoAr!! I like~ .. I tried to find peektures of that hairstyle online but to no avail.. Hmm maybe Suria could show a repeat of the show again? Pretty please?

Yea well come round to my place for raya people! And i'll show u my new contacts! Haha. Nice?


-- and they said that vampires will never hurt you..

-- because one day I'll leave you, a phantom to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade...

.-Gravity

gosh oh gosh it has been a busy week! What with all the brain-racking for suitable birthday presents and all the sabotage planning..
So far this month's birthday beings are:
2nd- Michelle Segal
7th- Suriawati [sis]
13th- Huiwen
14th- Kenneth Chng

Celebrated Hwen's bdae on Wednesday 11th Oct after guitar practice. Zuyi bought a chocolate coffee cake [of which most of it ended up on the floor and on Hwen herself :P] and we hid it in the club room for her to find when she opens the door. So basically Hwen went home all covered in shiny purple glitter and smelling sugary. Have fun scrubbing your face blue black getting all that glitter off eh.. Heh


--*drools*

Then on Saturday we planned a water bomb assault for Ken C. Aaron and Alvin came along to celebrate with us. I managed to smash one right on Ken's head and one in front of his face. Ahaha. Actually Ken wanted a truce but i wasn't about to let all the planning go to waste. I popped one on his noggin, then Ken got a hold of the second one tt was in my hand. So i popped that one too.. If not i would have been the one getting wet.. hell no i'm not going home dripping :P


--battlefield


--the cake. tt i didn't get to eat. waa~ fasting uh

After tt we had dinner at Zingdo slash Breeks! at AMK and watched the Departed at Jubilee. Too bad the birthday boy wasn't able to join us. But yea the movie was darn good. Eh not to mention it was M-18.. and i'm 17! Guns, blood, eff words everywhere. Sayang would not have been happy.. ~kuangkuangkuang

So anybody else celebrating their birthdays any time soon? *smirks*
-cuz mark has another sabotage plan/idea..
Read on:

MSN convo:-
Mark says:
evil lor u...
Mark says:
plan 2 throw water bomb
Mark says:
i tink we splash baking powder on him 1st
Mark says:
den we throw vinigar
Mark says:
better
Mark says:
he will start bubbeling
lessthan.-three*~ ۩۞۩~* -andshe'sshakingjustlikea.-revolution! says:
LOL
glitterishcheeeeshyguyulyheloooooo says:
hahahhahaa
glitterishcheeeeshyguyulyheloooooo says:
wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lessthan.-three*~ ۩۞۩~* -andshe'sshakingjustlikea.-revolution! says:
like volcano
glitterishcheeeeshyguyulyheloooooo says:
hahahaha kukuuuuuuuuuuu
Mark says:
lol
Mark says:
fun ma~
lessthan.-three*~ ۩۞۩~* -andshe'sshakingjustlikea.-revolution! says:
eh. tt's one hell of an idea i must say
Mark says:
lol
lessthan.-three*~ ۩۞۩~* -andshe'sshakingjustlikea.-revolution! says:
call ppl evil. u even more la

--hah. wouldn't u like to know if that could happen? o.O
--there you were in your perfection looking on. you can see that i could only run in circles for so long..
that’s when it all came screaming back.--

Shh! Crazy is a sensitive word here...

ola~
yea just wanna wish all my friends and to my big sister celebrating their birthdays in October a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY .. you old farts! Lol. Just a-kidding. I'm still not legal yet. Jeles la gitu.. Bleh must wait for an eternity till December. -.-"

Just an update: Attachment in IMH. So far ok. Interesting cases seen. Good thing i'm not in an acute ward. Its scarier there cuz the patients are not as stable as the chronic and long term stay patients. Quite boring at times bcuz we dun have much things to do like the normal nursing skills we can't really practice. But it's fun shouting out the patients' name when taking their parameters for them. And some of the uncles are cute la the way they act. Wish i can see an OCD [Obsessive Compulsive Disorder] patient. Seen and heard so much abt the repetitious things they do- like Micheal J Fox in Scrubs and one episode of Criminal Minds. Cool seh.

Welp i'm not supposed to be online long. Gonna start limiting myself. If not i'll sleep at 12pm to 1pm and tomorrow's morning shift. Yea til next time! Woohoo CSI: Miami here i come.


Peektures! after NYPGC practice on Saturday. I didn't play tho. Monopoly takes too long to end. The last time i played also so suay. Like wtf la..


-monopoly.-uh


-like apeks at the roadside. Play monopoly also must squat.. -.-" Buying houses ar. Too excited i think. Hwen & Zuyi


--holding on, moments will last always inside of our hearts. but what good are hearts when their beatz have stopped?--

e.STAB.-lish.ME.-nt

'sup balls. Eh

New month. New greeting seh. Haha. Which reminds me; 1st October. Happy Children's Day ickle buggers! Cartoons tmrw start at 9am and i am not there to watch it. Why you ask? My attachments are starting already. Bleh. Hope everything will be fun and fine. Gonna go to Obstetric ward at SGH. Yea and hope i get to watch the bearing of a new life. First hand experience of a pregnant baby expulsing the foetus [-phoetoes]. from inside her womb thingy. LOL.

Well just thought i'll update my blog. 3 more weeks of attachments and i'm free bebeh! Wohoo! Here's to the weeks flying past like no one's business. Oh and selamat berpuasa to every Muslim. Heh yea we have to fast while having our attachments. Hope i don't faint or anything. All i know is tt my tummy will be a whole lot painful. Hungry ar. Stay at home already hungry; whatmore working.. Nvm cobaan la katakan~

I hafta go now. Attachment at 8am tmrw. And Mr Rockett Power just told me about this Hougang flasher guy. Likes to flash at young girls and nurses. Shit la scarey can? Damn hope i dun run into the a-hole whoever that hentai guy is. Wek!

You guys should check out the Blood Brothers. They have a friggin unique sound in the vocals section. I don't think it's many people's cup o tea but i love them all the same. Check out 'Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck' <-- hells yea it does.
and 'Every Breath Is A Bomb' <-- my fave.




--kermit. the. frog. is moshing along to theBloodBrothers. *hails*

*Side note: Hmm seems like i used too many of the word ' hope' in this entry. Can't have too high hopes cuz if it doesn't come true, you'll crash hard and burn even harder. Don't know if this makes sense to you and i think it's my brain not talking. Probably the suh-leep tt is taking over. G'night to one and all. Oh and plz leave a comment. My tagboard's currently on effing vacation. Oh and anyone care to recommend a good tagboard to put on my blog site? Currently i'm using cBox and i have no idea wth is wrong with it. Gateway timeout Julian says. Guess who's been a naughty taggy-board then?! xP


-- motion gives up on you in the end. i try my best to be home by then.

Chat Sessions No. 1

Yessah. We need a day to go out. We Guitar Club members tt is.. Oh and something to do too..
Here's parts of the 7 person [tho 3 were inactive] conversation we had:
Characters:
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. -- Me!
心雨 -- Huiwen
[° -+ HøHøHø© -+ °] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 -- Lydia
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * -- Julian
What a wonderful world... -- Bazilah

Excerpt No. 001

voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
if i know u guys.. surely go buffet one..
心雨 says:
sayang type so long~
心雨 says:
haha
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
if other activities.. urm. movies? bowling? escape theme park? go beach cycling or rollerblading? go ubin? waaa ice skating surely out.
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
see la i write long2 sentence
心雨 says:
haha u typing not goood
心雨 says:
not like me hehehe
[° -+ HøHøHø© -+ °] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
escape~?!?!
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
-.-"
心雨 says:
escape no larrrrrrrrrr
心雨 says:
scream till head drop somemore so ex
心雨 says:
risk life oso
心雨 says:
haahhaaa

--my sayang dun like scary rides. or ice skating. No fun eh like tt.. Heh

Excerpt No. 002

心雨 says:
cannot wear clothes and shorts one uh jurong
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
urm wear singlet thingy and shorts can
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
board shortS?
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
tshirt cannot i think
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
board shorts shld be able to
心雨 says:
jurong can meh
心雨 says:
wut boardshorts got board on it uh =x
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
=.=

-- Hehe board shorts got boards on it uh? then must give tt face --> =.= or [Andy teach me:] -.-" or -..- ahaha. so cute la can

Excerpt No. 003

voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
so bad la u. talking abt my sayang leh..
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
lolx yalar.. i wanna say her in ur face lolx
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
if u arent happy.. talk to my hip
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
!!!!
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
LOL
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
waaa.. u think u next anita sarawak isit?! talk to my hand?
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
lolx..
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
hip talk
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
replying u rite now
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
hips don lie
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
ahaha
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
....
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
lydia has some cold jokes

-- yes Guitar Club batch 10 and 11 members are currnetly infatuated, no, obsessed! with Mr Hard Gay. LOL. Espesh Julian la.. Go spin spin somemore. Crazy dude..

Excerpt No. 004

-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
i got ear plugs if u want
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
wah... u buy ear plugs for wat?
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
gt the same prob too?
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
not mine... is a family heirloom
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
ey u use one already is it? if use already. thank u very the much hor..
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
sial la family heirloom!! antique not?
[•·.·´HøHøHø© `·.·•] 每一夜我感觉你的存在 says:
HEIRLOOM~??~?~
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
lolx..
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
u believe ah
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
the 2 of u eat too much kang tang
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
freak la u
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
but i really got ear plugs
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
and dude its kentang not kang tang
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
whats kentang?
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
potato
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
type it liddat... aint fun no more
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
kencheng
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
lol
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
kentote?
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
lolx

-- ear plug heirloom. how gullible can u get? LOL. Julian trying to act cute by spelling uh uniquely.

Excerpt No. 005

voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
how come ur papa suddenly quiet leh
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
?
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
suddenly?
心雨 says:
he fAinted or wut
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
aik i say papa he suddenly pop up!
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
stylo milo
心雨 says:
he tokin to gals
心雨 says:
dun wan tok to us
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
u saying u not a ger?
心雨 says:
okok he tokin to woman.
心雨 says:
haha
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
ROFL
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
going to whip out ur thing and scare me
心雨 says:
har whip wut thing
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
OMG. no comments
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
*rolls eyes*

-- woOt! Stylo Milo la dey

Excerpt No. 007

-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
i need to sleep
心雨 says:
whip potato
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
wei.. he going alr ma
心雨 says:
dun dream of meeeeeee
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
dun tell her.. she dunno anything
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
lolx
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
heeh. bye bye
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
dream or nitemare sia
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
tc and nights!
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
alrite... gd nitez
心雨 says:
haha dun dream of meeeeeeeeee
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
hwen will keep in touch wif ya..
voices*~ ۩۞۩~* -to know they're real.. i'll never tell. says:
hoho sabo
心雨 says:
hahahaaaha
remember the days when memories were still dreams... says:
night haha
心雨 says:
=x in his dreams
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
touch me in my dreams?
-JuLaN- * A liFe lesS OrdInaRy * says:
confirm is nitemare
remember the days when memories were still dreams... says:
haha

-- very the perasan hor tt Mr Hard Gay fan.. hehe

Ouhkay. I hafta go now. Sorry if i hurt anybody feelings or what eh. Not intended.. Just for fun. Hope we have more of these kind of chat sessions. So fun la. But plz be more active at talking when ur invited into the convo. U think invite u into convo as display only is it? Hehe. If busy just say then leave la. Dun have to make us nudge nudge then no response. Earthquake on the screen gives me headache.. -.-"

--hehe

Uber Hyper-nessity?

Feeling super happy, hyper and exuberant today! Hoho. Must be cuz of my date with Sayang Huiwen. hehe. Had loads of fun comparing primary and secondary peektures. Yea the pizza @ Pizza Hut was damn nice. Still can't believe you never dined in before la. Chicken soup also not bad but if there was my fave mushroom soup it'll be nicer. Hehe

After we bought Zuyi's present (nice black Billabong pencilcase with gorgeous pink fonts) we went back school for guitar class.. We decided to buy tt instead of a teeshirt or wallet cuz Hwen said he didnt have a proper pencil case. More of those primary school pencil box kind.. haha. So i think it was a perfect present for him. Yea Happy Blated Bdae Zuyi!! I dunno you how old leh.. Forgot to ask. Hehe 19 already ar? Waa i still not legal age yet. Heh. Must wait so long. Hrmmph cannot go clubbing.. Even if i fake an entry, i know i sure as hell can't pass to look like a 16 year old .. Hmm~

Guitar class was fun today. But i still very slow at learning new song cuz i can't read notes tt fast la. Dun blame me so much cuz i did not have any experience before this ok? The last instrument i played was the recorder in Pri 6 la like everyone else. Pathetic huh? And i picked up the guitar only last year to enter the Nanyang Poly Guitar Club as a CCA. Yea i soo love the people there. Now we planning to go out.. But clash with the fasting month. Jia lat leh. Going out with these crazy bunch of people is so fun. Espesh with the bunch of regulars- Hwen sayang, Ken C, Zuyi, Julian, Lydia, Baz, Sean and Mark etc. Looking forward to every practice on Wed and Saturdays..

I think i still have a lot more to type. But tired already.. Need my beauty sleep. Hehe. Will continue blogging soon..

Sweet dreams..

--who lives in a pineapple under the sea? Spongebob Squarepants--

~hoho told ya i was in a happy mood! Of all songs to sing.. i chose Spongebob Hotpants! hehe And don't forget dear old Patrick Star.. ~uh DUH.. :P His pants are even HOTTer.. LOL

Happiness. Will it too, Be Shortlived?

god i hope not..

hoho
I am in a good mood. Yay! Got back from jogging with mum at the uh 'longkang besar' near my house. Getting fat already le. Hehe. You must be wondering of all places in the world why the heck i'm doing my morning jog [o.O] beside a big drain eh? Well it's just tt the gov made like a jogging cum bicycle track beside the longkang. Dunno y ar the gov so clever want to make full use of the space~ kalau bau wangi takpe jugak.. Punggol Park is also a bit too far so we ended up there ar. Had fun joking around and catching up on things with my mum.. I feel oh so happy and blessed knowing that i am in good terms with my parents and can joke with them and treat them like best friends; since i know of many peeps who can't even bear to look at their family members or just treat their parents as money banks. hehe i used to always go to my mum for $$ but now tt i'm sponsored well i am a bit more independent.. Yessah!
Yea i am so in luv with my family! :P Wish we had more family outings tho but dad's been realll busy with work and mum with all the jualans an stuff. Sigh~
Hope things dun change. Insyaallah.


-- i heart her so

Gonna go meet my sayang later on at Causeway Point to eat, buy our 'sister's' present and to gossip!! Can't wait can't wait!! Hoho pizza hut here i come!! *drools*


-- yay! i heart her too

Sayang we need to take nicer photos la. The photos i have on my phone are either blurry or one of us has a funny/embarassing face on. Heh.
alamak the pic so dark somemore. hehe we were at the place where they played pool/billard. What's tt place actually called arh? Can't call it a pool place right? Later become like swimming pool or what.. haha. Fuyoo the NYPGC guys are so damn pro lar I jeles can? Practice makes perfect eh? When's the next ice skating session? Hehe. I still need help to help me move along tho. And to keep me from falling.. Haha. Fun sial tt session but my pants [the ass part.. LOL] was damn cold and wet after that.. Nvm no regrets hehe. I even considered taking a pic of my wet pants [READ: ass! :P] to post on this blog. But well too bad i dunch have a nice ass.. Woops! hehe
Ya wanna know more go read my past entry: Filter Out The Definitions.
~Welp me gotta go get ready! Hells yea i love dressing up!

--strolling down the same old sidewalk. move in for the kill and forget my name--

Flashbacks

Came back from School Health Services at Marymount Convent. We as student nurses have to go to a primary or secondary school to observe how and what the nurses do for the children, as part of our syllabus or something.. Aww the Primary 1 kids were all so adorable and naive.. Hmm lets do a flashback thingy to our primary school years why dont we?

*Sit back and enjoy the trip into the past* Phoosh!!

- You grew up watching He-man, Care Bears, Transformers, Captain Planet [oOo.. Earth! Wind! Water! Fire! something something! ahaha can't the last element.. ] and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja Turtles and Smurfs too.. [hehe i still love TMNT btw..]

- You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teachers said you must brush each side ten times too. [yea i still remember how long the sink in my school was.. Located underneath the hall near the music room..]

- You know what TCS stands for.. [Pri sch joke. Toilet Cleaning Service back when Mediacorp was still TCS]

- You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in secondary school. [I only got my first handphone in Sec 3. So late la had to convince my dad.. Nowadays even pri one kids have handphones.. Hrrmmph not fair..]

- You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. [ a bit lame ar the magazine. But hey there's comics in there! Comics are always good.. haha. Ouh and remembr the packets of milk we'll get every month. Haha i always look forward to tt.. Yumm chocolate milk..]

- You longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents per pack) and Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. [oOo.. Junk food! A kids' fave food :P]

- Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story ! books you ever thought you have read. Even SweetValley High. [ Enid Blyton was my fave then.. Short story fan here!]

- Catching was the IN thing and twist the magic word.

- Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow. [ Rmbr the PETS textbooks? We had to find the squirrel, bird, monkey and some other animals from inside the book..]

- Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. [ Mum even knitted a water bottle holder thingy in white purple and pink for me but i never used it.. sorry mum!]

- Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives. [ahaha. true true]

- PE lessons always consists of girls playing Captain's Ball and boys playing soccer. [ Gosh the girls in my class LOVED Captain's Ball so much tt we got quite competitive. Oh and i learnt T-Ball in pri sch.. Cool game.]

- Every children's day and national day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with Happy National Day 1994'.

- In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. [ Yay i was a reading buddy. I can still rembr my reading buddy's face. Seen him around the neighbourhood. Dunno if he recognizes me.. Heh. His dad is kinds scary tho.. Fierce face he has.]

- Your form teacher taught you maths, science and english. [haha i rembered when i was caught eating those tape-type sweets in class.. Sold for 50cents in school canteen. Had to spit it out into the bin in front of the class. The weird thing was before i spat it out i saw tt the sweet had some brown brown thing on it.. haha.. random.]

- The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. [cannot erase too hard]

- You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. [yea my raincoat was yellow in color. heh. i soo love my mum for sending me to school everyday in lower primary and when it rains. *hugs and kisses*]

- There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday. [ i love English and spelling tests. Oh and dont forget dictation!]

- Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. [Hmm.. i think i got only $1 per day.]

- You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. [ ahaha i was one of the shortest girls but during the last pri classmates gathering i found out tt i am taller than some of them.. haha so happy la. cannot larf at me anymore hor..]

- Handkerchiefs were a must for both genders

- Collecting notebooks and all kinds of stationery was a popular thing. [ oOo.. and stickers too! Sailormoon.. lol]

- Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".

- Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

- There were at least 40 people in one class.

- Large, colourful schoolbags were carried. [I always looked like i was struggling with mine coz i was small then..]

- You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable. [haha. One of the reasons the schoolbags were large..]


-- haha kinda a long entry eh? but wasn't the trip worth it? yes? no? maybe? can u repeat the question? haha i dunno what else to type la.. guess that's all folks!

--Note: You can pick your friends. You can pick your nose. But you can't wipe your friends underneath the table. So the moral of the story is.. uh.. cherish your friends (?) and use a tissue paper to wipe ur boogers will you?! Jeez!

Sound Effects And Overdramatics

hey ho..

yesterday me and my family went to our annual-before-puasa shopping at Malaysia. Woohoo i was sooo looking forward to that. Didnt go far just stayed and shopped at City Square. My mum wanted to got to Larkin to buy Dunkin Donuts but no go cuz i dun think we can shop much there. Dunkin Donuts are fuckalicious tho.. Jeez just thinking about those round sugared buns makes me drool..

City Square is THE place to shop. So many things to buy so little time :P.. yea coz dad had to go off to work after that. Reached the place at 10+ AM and had to leave by 4.20PM.. Like wtf la. Go makan already so long.. Only left what.. 4 hrs to shop? I definitely wanted to shop shop shop till i drop.. or at least till i use up all my money la.. haha. Shopping mode in overdrive u could say that.. Hoho i so love the top floor of City Square where all the nice teen shops are at- like Crossover, Silver Planet, Damaged and Radioactive. There was this one salesboy at Crossover and he was so cute with his emo hair.. Aarrgh. Yes i am such a sucker for SeenKids its embarassing- haha. Bought loads of cool stuff and to think i ONLY spent SG$150. Wish i had more time. Gosh then i'll be estatic.

It was weird tho cuz almost everything i saw i wanted to buy. Like it was an impulse buy but not an impulse buy at the same time. haha. Usually when something is an impulse buy the person regrets buying the thing the next morning.. But no such luck i am in love with my new stuffs espesh my new sweater.
Guess which brand? Hint: Youth Against Establishment. Dustin Dollin. Mark Appleyard.. Still not sure? Okay okay i'll spare u the suspense.. its VOLCOM!! WoOt. Hehe am so happy with the find but it wld have been better if the sweater was in L size instead of M. The baggier the better ar.. More comfy. Tried finding for the pics on the net but the site cant load the pics of the fleece sweaters- so nevermind la..

Oh and those who wanna buy shoes? The skate shoes sold there are all fakes. Well i'm 95% sure they are anyway.. hehe. But most of the designs are wayy cool. If u're on a budget go la but i've warned ya the shoes wont last long. Crossover- the sister (or is it the brother shop? i didnt check i dunno.. lolx. How the hell do u check for a shop's gender anyways) shop have true blue genuine shoes tho. And realll nice ones at that. Hmm shoes could be next on my list after backpack ar.. Maybe i'll bring my bros out soon to go buy bags- dah koyal rabak pun masih nak pakai seh.. Kecian. HAHA i still remember that time near the school fountain cum pool me and mich were gossiping about this one cool guy in school- too bad his bag was those bags that u see apeks wearing. No i mean seriously those small as fuck backpacks u wear high on ur back.. So friggin ironic la. Like that might as well carry ur books around in an NTUC plastic bag. Patriotic sikit.. LOL. Thank goodness he bought a new bag already. And this bag is much much better. [Wanna know the brand? Its the same category as oil and kerosene. Hoho]

-which reminds me. I. So. Miss. School! waa! hmm i think i have 8 weeks to go.. Not sure of the curriculum. Heh.. Let the countdown begin. Oh and results gonna be out on Wednesday 3am like that. Shyte. Hope i did well.. Scared sial 47 failures for Medical Surgical.. Crammed like no one's business still not enuf coz got too many things to memorize. Well all the best to everyone yea?!

..let's go.

-- fading going black. gotta move gotta wake up. it is the sunlight. everyone is dead. and we dance like a knifefight. i am the sunlight--

Cat Lovers Inc.

Whoa. Exams are officially.... O. V. E. R!! Yessssaaahh!

So i have approximately 4 days to enjoy myself before clinical attachment sweeps me off to Tired-As-Fark-Go-Home-Can-Do-Nothing-Else-But Sleep-The_Rest-of-The Day-land.. :P
I have 3 weeks at SGH. Then 2 (*sheds a tear* yes only blardy two) weeks of vacation of which the second week start puasa already.. Darn it. Pathetic huh? Then after that 2 weeks of 'break' i have another 2 weeks of attachment. At SGH Obstetric ward and also at *jeng jeng jeng..* IMH!! muahahaha Yay can get to meet all my fans. LOL
Guess i'm more or less ready for the attachments. We need the experience before the big PRCP. Moreover i have nothing to do at home except house chores and logging on the interNET all day long..

Last year, two days before raya someone disowned a kitten. Then my sis, who was gonna get married and move to her own house, wanted a cat to keep her company at home. So she talked to that kid into giving her that kitten- All black with a white patch on the chest. Then a few hours later we heard pitiful mews underneath the block. I went downstairs and took home another all black cat. Seems like we adopted cat sisters! The first one was younger; so the adik la. Yours truly got to name the kittens- Mono and Stereo it is then! hehe. cool eh


Mono. Plastic bag monster.


Stereo in predator-mode. <-- cute wide eyed look Recently they got sterilised. *A big shout out to Fatin and her mum for bringing them to the clinic! We owe u alot.. and thanks for taking care of the neighbourhood cats! May all ur good deeds be rewarded. Insyah-allah..* Whoa balik dari clinic terus marah satu macam. Stereo refused to eat for 2 days- somemore my exam season la, cannot really concentrate cuz worried. Now they are back to their crazy self- running around the house chasing each other. Wrestling. Hah that time they nearly ran into my mum while she was carrying something hot. Made her shout like Tarzan. But Mono's wound kinda got loose or something. There's like a hole there with pus coming out. Darn it i think we have to visit the vet again. I wanted to take a pic of it but it looks very uh. vulgar? pornographic? why? coz i looks like a *****.. yes the one that goes meow. no really. *looks arounds* hope i dont get reported for this.. LOL

oh and my sis decided not to take them both in the end. she took home a kitten at geylang while searching for chendol. guess what she named her? Chendol! haha very creative huh? * rolls eyes* then she also adopted another kitty from Cat Welfare or something. Haven't been named but the cat is oh so scared of people. Doesn't trust humans. So my sis has got her hands full with the 2 new kittens. THAT means Mono and Stereo are staying with us. GOOD. mum and dad who were a bit apprehensive at first also seem to not want to let them go. Mono and Stereo- the first (two) house cats. Usually most of my other cats are the bed-and-breakfast kind. House cats= toilet trained cats => toilet tt smells like cat piss. no larfing matter. Jeez.

This is what always happens when i wake up every morning:
Take towel and other toiletries. Groggily head over to toilet in kitchen. Try not to bang onto the chairs on the way to toilet. *sounds of cat collar bells* Braces self against the wall. So cats manage to outrun me into the toilet. Fine. They go toilet drink water nevermind.. Alamak this two go to the toilet and do their business right before i take my shower la. Which means i have to bathe in a bathroom tt reeks of fresh poo and piss.. --The trials and tribulations of an Ailurophile i guess.


Nekokyu Stitch ish smiling!! cute right?! My fat-ass cat.

-- maybe we, why don't we sit right here for half an hour? we'll speak of what a waste i am and how we missed your beat again..

Let's Redefine!

Hells yea. I am all done with my assignments and assessments like BCLS [which stands for Basic Cardiac Life Support- this means technically i am certified to do CPR on any unconscious/-uh pulse-less stranger tt faints in a train. hope nothing of tt sort happens tho but i'll be ready].. Now i'm left with 3 modules for my exams. Only 3 - Bio, Medical-Surgical Nursing and Pediatrics Nursing yay! Last year we had like 5 or 6 modules. Hope this doesn't mean that they push all the rest of our modules in the second semester ~ then i'm lyk getting all happy and shyte for nothing la..

Ugh i think i'm falling ill. Aww now dont take out ur pens to write Get-Well-Soon cards for me yet though.. Its only a minor flu. I have a runny [more of jogging ar. not running.. :P] nose.. I also keep sneezing a whole lot and in that process, making the people around me jump coz of the sudden urge of the virus in my nose to fly out and cling to others and infect them so that they can eventually rule the world. Ahaha. Sounds evilly-dirrty huh? Hope i get well in time for the exams. First paper's on 17th August. You know how annoying it is to have someone sniffling next to you when you're raking your-already-full-of-useless-crap-that-you-might-or-might-not-use-in-the-near-future-..uh brain to come up with 'What are some of the clinical manifestations of the Kwashiorkor disease?' or something along that lines.. haha and i sure dun wanna be that person that others are silently swearing under their breaths at. And not to mention the amount of tissues i have to lug around. Right now i'm using the tissues from the countless tissue boxes we uh salvaged from my sister's wedding.

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Here's an update on 28th July 06
- haha as u've already known i write some of my entries [like this one] before-hand. The one on top is not. Enjoy-

It has been awhile so i thot i'll hit you up with an update.. Yesterday was the Sugarfree *cue someone yodeling in the snowy mountains~ RI-COLA!* GIG in nyp. It was awesome with many grreat bands playing. I really expected there to be more moshing but there weren't many people willing to get hurt -uh i mean moshers in the crowd. It could be partly coz most of the energetic moshers were big-sized. If you ran straight into them i swear you'll bloody bounce right back into the black-plastic-lined walls. I particularly enjoyed the screamo bands like the one that played Alexisonfire's 'Accidents' [ i dunno the band name ar] and 4th Avenue. They sound real professional in the screaming section. The all-girl band Jinx play well and i love the Distillers songs they played. Rock on grrl power!!
Oh and i love that other band where they have the bassist in braids. Funny guys. Damn they play real fast and nice rhythms too.

Loads of scene kids came down but the place was only like half-filled uh maybe one-fourth filled. Not good response eh? Nevertheless i enjoyed myself immensely, watching the bands perform and the moshers beating each other up. hah

29th July 06

Today me and my family minus dad and big bro plus bro-in-law, Abg Zaid, went for the NDP preview. Damn hott day it was. This year's parade is so-so. The vibe just wasn't there. The audience didn't even stand up when the limo carrying the supposed-VIP came past. Tak semangat memang. I think it was bcoz the emcees suddenly disappeared and we spoonfed Singaporeans need someone to kick us in the ass and tell us what we need to effing do. Like stand up and scream for instance. Or clap with the clapper thingy. Lol my little brothers clapped that plastic thing too hard tt it bcame 'pancit'. My youngest bro, Teruna Suffian decided to make ballon animals with the pancit clapper instead. haha. In the end i was the semangat one who kept dancing along to the NDP songs.. haha. Fun la.


-our neurotic patriotic NDP bunny head

The fireworks display were also quite disappointing even tho i believe they made it closer to the audience section. But this could be bcoz its only the preview. Dunno ar. Just wait and see. Hope its not so disappointing la. Sad huh? Last NDP at Kallang Stadium and the parade's as crappy as this.. Damn someone needs to be blamed.. :'( *looks around*


-my friends can't breathe underwater i guess. they have weak lungs. black cuts herself so that you could fall in. this is heaven-

nushell. -shocked

Horoscope from the Friendster website on 1st August 2006

The Bottom Line
Shed your skin and start acting more like you feel today -- announce who you are.

In Detail
The essence of who you are may not be accurately communicated right now -- the external is overshadowing the internal. If you are in a mood to hide a bit from the world (or keep everyone guessing), then enjoy this convenient camouflage -- even though it is keeping you separate from people. But if you are aching for the world to know who you really are, then shed your skin and start acting more like you feel. In the end, this is the more self-affirming way to go.

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yea i feel this is kinda true coz i am the kind of person who doesn't open up easy. I need to warm up to a person first but the thing is: it takes time. I do tend to hide from the world a bit but i truly dun enjoy being so distant. So i cant relish this 'convenient camouflage' i've been hiding under like a security blanket with my thumb in my mouth for so long. Its really putting a strain on my social life. But the fact is i am so damn blardy shy to talk to guys. Espesh cute Malay guys. eh and my love life is like so stagnant right now. [ my love life sounds like a mosquito. hah]

Well I guess i am slightly motivated to stand up and show the world who i really am. Slowly but surely i've lost the quiet side that dominated me during my adolescent years. Watch out world here i come!..

~conquer and destroy. muahaha

--sing like you think no one's listening. you would kill for this. just a little bit. you would. you would.

Grapes In The Freezer

'This is goods for those who wish to enjoy simple and rational lives..' -- haha what the hell is that supposed to mean? Goods for those..? Vocab ppl! Guess where i read this quote.. On a friggin rubbish bin in the toilet. Eww.. lol. Was having stomachache and this quote caught my eye. Like how the hell does a rubbish bin make ur life more rational? Simple shmaybe but rational? hmm can trash make u go crazy?

Ouh bought some Vienetta ice cream for my big bro's birthday on 13th July and a big bunch of grapes for my lil bro coz he wanted to eat some. Went home and mum said that the fridge was full. Opened the door and nearly couldn't close it back. Then i blur blur go and put both the icecream AND grapes into the freezer (which is meant for keeping fish and stuff like ice cubes) which had space. Next morning, i found the grapes all rotten and brown. Eff la i paid 7 bucks for the fruit and now it can't even be eaten. So lesson learnt, NEVER put ur grapes into the freezer.. :P

Baybeats started yesterday. Thought i could go downtown to watch Ingride but came home at around 6pm. Went to Little India to eat puri with Dash and buy some face mask after last day of attachment at KKH. Gonna miss the lil buggers.. lol. 2 weeks. Just when i was getting along fine with the staff nurses at my ward.. Was waayy too tired to even stand straight. Felt like fainting. Shmaybe not enuf sleep. Wonder what might happen if i still went to watch the event.. Well sorry Ingride i can't witness ur rock awesome-nessity. For now. Till next time then.

As u guys know, i sport an emo one-side-covering-the-eyes hairstyle. All my aunts and uncles have been complaining about it. Like what the hell hairstyle is that supposed to be they ask, but in a nicer way mind you.. Then comes Singapore Idol 2006. Omg who's that with the mysterious-one-eye-covered-hair? Paul Twohill!! Arrgh! lol. Don't get me wrong guys, I still luv Paul and his image, voice and craziness. But the last time we had a family 'gathering', my uncles and aunts kept saying Paul Twohill Paul Twohill around me ar.. Hehe one of my aunts even asked me whether i was Paula or Pauline Twohill.. Like wtf la. I have been having this hair since sec 3. Looong before SI 2006.. So i am not copying his hairstyle. Its just that we have the same taste in music.. Geez. I know for sure that i am not hearing the end of this.

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I'm such a sucker for:
*Grapes: Green small ones are the best! Whenever i go to NTUC i have to buy some. They're like calling me or something..

*Emo hair: Gosh i so so loooove guys with emo hair. I know this sounds kinda pervertic (hah) but i love looking at these cute guys with their cute hair.. *blushes* yes i have a thing for scene kids.

*Lead singers: Some people like listening to a song coz of the awesome guitar riffs or the smashing drums but for me i listen mostly to the voice of the lead singer. I like the unique voice of Anthony Green of Circa Survive and stuff like that. I dont really pay that much attention to the guitars or drums in most songs most of the times..

*Skater boys: This could be due to the fact that my first crush is a skater :P I like the sport too tho i'm not good at the stunts.. And i like the whole skater get-up. Skate shoes are the bomb espesh Vans.. woOt Viva La Vans!

*Ang mohs: Aww come on.. who doesn't like oogling at Eurasian people.. LOL.


--she's broken and let down. with nowhere left to turn. asking herself what's worth living for. she cries out again--