Monday, September 21, 2009

XING

Usually its very hard to get me hooked on to ballads.. But these few days ive been more and more interested in many ballad singers/ groups.

First there was 8Eight. Thanks to their new song- Goodbye My Love with maknae JinWoon in their MV.

Then there was Mr Park Hyo Shin with After Love. Im still waiting for english subs to appear! Hehe. Im sure it is one sad sad song. His new album that he is promoting now (Gift) is also quite good like the single (Gift). And the more i stare at it, the more i start to love his hair!
I thought it was blonde at first but its actually those bright-ish orange red tho not as fiery as Hongki's orange hair. But the texture, curls and fringe was exactly the same at Hongstar's. I like :D
kinda watched his videos for Gift- Jaejin & Minhwan's aegyo made an appearance on Part 3! And on Jeju Island nonetheless! Ahhh memories~

..

but the main reason im here is to introduce this one band/ grp called XING.

means Cross In New Genre. I've just heard their songs like 20 minutes ago.. And i know i'll be hooked. They are indeed like a mini SG Wannabe. And that's a damn great compliment!

Memorize


time to spazz!
i've never looked at dongsaengs twice- you know like how they make such a good impression on you that u cant help but to start noticing them? no matter how much i support shinee with jonghyun and onew's vocal talent.. wow this group takes the cake!

majority of them are so goodlooking!
first guy tt appears looks like a young wilber pan.
first guy who sings by the stairs reminds me of FTTS Brian Joo and OMG his voice is droolworthy!
namja at 00:42 is soooo ohwonbin! i love the hair, love his voice, smirk and clothes! omo. his tie looks like hogwarts'... wahh so mannn la
0:55 looks like taemin; sounds like him too
RAP!! 1:42 so minho shinee!
1:53- GOOD first impression :D (psst and he looks so much like my junior!!)
2:42 looks like some china boy. but a hot one at that!

they sound so good together. they have the whole package.. but why not promoted widely? why'd they have to disband to form UKISS?! Look how that turned out.. Bring back XING Opera! <3


INKIGAYO BABY!

MEMORIZE LYRICS
사랑, 그 잔인함 속에 남겨진 너에대한 기억들

..Love, memories of you left in such cruelty

이별, 슬프지만 가슴시린 아름다운 추억들

..Seperation, sad but heartachingly beautiful memories...

이제 그 많은 추억들을 지우려 합니다.

I'm about to forget all those memories

Goodbye

도려내도 자라나는 그리움,

Yearning grows even if I cut it out

소름 돋을만큼 두려워서

So fearful, it makes me shudder

My love

함께 했던 기억을 다 지우고서

After erasing memories of being togethe

r숨쉬고 난 살 수 있을까

Could I still breathe and live

어제 오랜 네 사진을 태우고서

Yesterday, after burning your old picture

거짓말이 된 네 맘까지

along with your heart that is now a lie

이제 남아있는 눈물까지 쏟아버리고

I'll pour our leftover tears

내 안에 너를 흘려 보낼게

and let the you inside me flow outGood Bye

왜 내게만 시간은 더딘건지

Why is the time so slow for me

숨차게 흘러 널 데려가길

Let it flow fast and take you away

My love

널 보내고 살을 에듯 아파와도

After letting you go, it hurts me so

이제는 널 위해 지울게

But now, I'll erase it for you

널 위해 노랠 불러줬었잖아

I sang for you

니가 원한다면 다 준다했잖아

Said I'll give it all if you want

귀를 막아도 목소리 들리지

Even if I shut my ears, I can hear the voice

기억하니 우리

anniversary

Remember, our anniversary

널 위해 모두 다 버렸잖아

I threw it all away for you

니가 원한다면 다 포기했잖아

I gave all up when you wanted

눈을 감아도 얼굴이 떠오르지

Even if I close my eyes, I can see the face

기억하니 우리 그 때

history

Remember, our history

눈을 닫고 마음을 다 묻어도

I close my eyes and bury my heart

내 안에 아직 너는 살아가

You still live on inside me

어제 손에 너의 반질 버리고서

Yesterday, after throwing out your ring from my fingers

무너져버린 약속까지

Along with broken promises

이제 고개드는 미련까지 묻어버리고

I'll bury surfacing regrets

돌아오란 기대도 잘라내

And cut off hope that you'll return

Good Bye

왜 내게만 시간은 더딘건지

Why is the time so slow for me

숨차게 흘러 널 데려가길

Let it flow fast and take you away

My love

널 보내고 살을 에듯 아파와도

After letting you go, it hurts me so

이제는 널 위해 지울게

But now, I'll erase it for you

I do

널 지우고 앞을 봐도

Erase you and face the front

하두 너와 함께 했더라구

I was with you too much

아직도 넌 나의 발목을 잡더라구

You still haunt me so

니가 논 덫에 걸린 쥐 같은 나더라구

I'm like a mouse caught in your trap

I do

맘 비우고 또 비워도

I empty and empty my heart

하두 엉켜버린 너와 나두

You and I got tangled so

아직도 넌 나를 미치게 하더라구

You still drive me crazy

너라는 늪에 빠져 허우적대는 나더라구

I'm struggling in a swamp called you

Goodbye

도려내도 자라나는 그리움

,Yearning grows even if I cut it out

소름 돋을만큼 두려워서

So fearful, it makes me shudder

My love

함께 했던 기억을 다 지우고서

After erasing memories of being together

숨쉬고 난 살 수 있을까

Could I still breathe and live

오늘도 너의 기억들로 하루를 살아가

Again, I live today with your memories

내일은 널 잊었으면 좋겠다

I hope I can forget you tomorrow

HI-5 MV

the jump shot reminds me of 2pm's photoshoot and also norago repackage album! hehe
the dance is too cute! espesh the shimmy with the leg shot~
here one of them looks like junsu 2PM and one of them sounds like Onew! :D
its all thanks to this post linked on omona
http://community.livejournal.com/kizukazuni/22676.html


pyeontae noona?
wahaha
dongsaeng nomu nomu kiyowo~

Thursday, September 17, 2009

when you smile in your sleep

I’ve texted most of my dreams over to my kpop friends the moment I woke up. Now after my 2nd 2PM dream I’m inspired to blog down all my kpop dreams for them (and for me!) to relive. If I miss something, do let me know! :D
 
My dream of TVXQ was had lots of skinship. It featured 4 members except Junsu. Since it happened quite some time ago, I cant quite remember the storyline.
The venue was at home. Me and a few of my friends were hanging out at home- much like a gathering tho many faces I don’t recognise. We were talking when someone introduced TVXQ as good friends of theirs. They were goofing around in my room so I went in. The feeling it had was of a very light, happy and friendly one. I felt very much at home :D
I think we were sitting on beanbags at one point (tho I don’t own any)..
Fun part happens when we were playing a game. But now tt I think abt it.. I don’t know what’s the objective.
HAHA
But it had skinship! Not those pervertic ones mind you.. More like funny games. With Changmin it had something to do with legs, then Yunho piggybacked me (I remembered having a good time! Haha). Then came Yoochun’s (my fave member) part.. We were thinking hard what to do with me blushing so hard…
.. But then I woke up.
:/ RAHHH what an anticlimax!


 
My first 2PM dream featured Leadja himself and the rest were just fuzzy images/ memories. Darn. The atmosphere was like at a pool party. Crowded and happy. But the venue was in my house too..
I had a conversation with Jay tho. There were so many of us. We all wanted to take individual photos with Jay and the other members but then I suggested to take like a whole group photo! Jay was very kind to all our requests; much like a good friend. Then I somehow had an inking that the dream was gonna end. That morning I was going out to meet Fuzzy. And she somehow got mentioned by me to Jay in the dream. I asked him if it was okay for me to bring a friend along to meet him and he said yes! Haha. I was so excited to text Fuzzy and tell her the good news when I suddenly woke up. The dream was all too real! I wasn’t sure if I was holding my phone when I woke up tho… HAHA
But u shld guess what happened next :p


// 
The dream I’ll treasure the most was of my baby Kwon.
Venue was none other than my workplace- in the hospital/ wards.
Kwon was one of my patients. It looked like it was a night duty whereby we stood at our posts/ stations outside our patient’s rooms. In the dream, the room was Room 25 first half.
Kwon’s bed was at 25/1. He looked so cute in white-ish blue patient’s uniform/gown. He woke up looking quite scared/ disturbed as if awakening from having a nightmare.
I quickly rushed over to him and hugged him to sleep.
The dream may be short but I’ll treasure it always.
I can still remember his smile in my dream. Ahh the tranquility of seeing Jiyong sleep brings me peace of heart.
Weirdly enuf now that I try to imagine the dream again, I keep seeing Kwon with blond hair when in truth it was long before he had it. I think tt time was even before they went to Japan.
 

One dream I had of jay alone is .. Can I say.. Personal?
Haha he and his sleeveless shirts! *drools*
XD


Another two dreams tt deserve mention includes my alltime favourite band :Blink 182. And also MCR!
At one point of time I was listening to Blink 182 to sleep every night. Thanks to my big brother’s disk player. Its one of those damn cool square portable players tt use square disks- I cant for the life of me remember what they are called!! I listened to them til I memorized every song and sang myself to sleep. I loved them to the extent that my heart ached! (Have you ever loved a band to that extent?)
I was hoping that my Blink dream had a lot of interaction with Thomas Delonge cuz he was my favourite member. But it had more Travis Barker. Venue was in my bedroom.
I used to sleep on mattresses on the floor with my two brothers. In the dream Mark Hoppus and Travis were lying with their head on pillows beside me. Mark didn’t really talk much but I recalled having like a heart to heart talk with Travis. In it he is such a good guy! Very down to earth; a very brotherly feeling. My sub consciousness has a very good image of him! (:
When we were lying down and talking, I spotted Tom checking himself out in the full length mirror we have in the hallway. (HAHA vain pot much?) Then I plucked up my courage to go talk to him. Cause everyone knows how shy I am to talk to someone I like. Wahhh in the end I got snubbed by him. Tom just gave me attitude like short answers etc.
All in all it was an honour getting to dream abt Blink and talking to Travis. But getting snubbed by Tom was like :X
Though I still love and respect the boy like no other!
Wish you all the best in the Blink reunion. You guys have to stop by Singapore!!
It might be cuz of all the interviews I read of Tom when he had Angel & Airwaves. You know how he was! LOL. He had such high expectations of AVA and himself..



I started liking MCR around Three Cheers & Helena era. I remember getting all excited buying their album and singing and dancing (and shouting!) along to their songs while playing it on the radio damn loud and replaying it til mummy nagged that her ears were crying. Daddy commented tt I listened to songs with singers who sounded like durians sprouted in their throats o.O
I really cant remember details but it was a blast! Cuz they were performing on my bed and I was jumping around like mad!! HAHA. And to think my bed is actually the bottom bunk of a double bunk bed! LOL
How the hell can a drum set get on it.. Not to mention the whole band! Memories <3
i want moar moar dreams!~

Saturday, September 12, 2009

in the midst of the controversy

last night i had another dream of 2pm after a long time of not having them. I've missed them sooo much!! I had no idea why i was there but the storyline is just too cute for words! The moment i woke up i quickly mass sent my dream to my kpop friends.

First scene showed Bada being pulled into 2PM's rehearsal room by Baek Ji Young. Apparently Bada was jealous of BJY cuz she got to perform My Ear Candy with Ok Taec Yeon and all she got was her song So I'm In Love with him. Weird thing was that she kept insisting that she had never seen Taec. So we enter the room and Taec is standing there in a shiny white suit looking all surprised at his noonas' entrance.
Suddenly someone barges in and straight away sits on one of the many light pink chairs in the room. It was non other than Mr Park Jay Beom. All of us looked shocked. Taec was speechless and he kept jumping and pointing at Jay. I stared at Jay. He looked shy. Like how he was in those airport fancams. All of us were wondering how in the hell he flew back to Korea..
But there wasnt any crying only happiness! No one blamed him for anything. I cant really rmbr what conversation we had with him (tho it does seem to be a crucial part of the story) but on and off Jay had like a blank face on. I guess in my mind he was still troubled..
There cld have been a dance in there somewhere but my mind didnt register it. LOL

then came the funny part. we were back at my home kitchen. Nickhun was telling me something. Get this; He said that Singapore's main soccer team was SengKang FC! After he said that he turned with a smug grin on his face. (LOL cuteness la NICK! He looked like he was proud of being such a lil genius!) I was like.. uhhh okay... ( really random la nick! what reaction can i give? haha)
then i took the opportunity to tug on his sleeve and ask him for a favour (in view of him being one of the 'American Boys' :D)
I spotted WooYoung in my living room dinner table eating. So i pulled Nick over to Woo. He was very shocked and stood up. I looked straight into Nick's innocent eyes and told him to translate to Woo that he was my favourite 2PM member cuz he was so cute, crazy and humble! At the same time when i was spilling my heart out i cld feel tears flowing.. gosh

but then nick interupted by asking 'how do i translate 'humble' in korean?'

..
i woke up to the sound of baek ji young's song (my hp message tone) whilst thinking of a word to describe humble.
haha
one of the cutest 2pm dream ever!

i felt what this was missing was hottstuff hwang chan sung! :p
but i had a gut feeling he was one of those ppl stuffing their faces at the dinner table with wooyoung. tho i didnt really see his face. AWW~


friends whom i smsed my dream to texted back their LOLs and 'gratitude?' of having such a laugh in the midst of these trying times. I too feel the same. Na dhu~






//
Jay,
how i wish the hands of time could be reversed.
how i wish you could have just stayed in the low instead of being such a hero that you are..
making the decision to leave our 6 boys
to protect them from harsh words just becuz they try to defend you
and thus breaking all our fragile hearts.
i respect your decision after knowing your reasons..
but i hate knowing that it happened.
and tt the team wont be the same again without you
please come back soon.
we'll wait till the end.
you have to come back'

once a 2PM. Always a 2PM.
11-1=0 <3