i think i get my inspiration usually before i fall asleep. Like right nw lying awake typing on my beloved n97. I love my wifi enabled handphonee! Tho it sucks having the phone fall on ur face when ur hand slips when typing/ holding the hp. HAHAHA stupid but true story. Caused a lip ulcer can? LOL
looking round i see couples emerging here and there. More and more single frens are getting bfs! Ahh i feel so happy for them :D and jealous too cuz i want one! I want someone who is veh open to things tt i love and willing to love it for me! I want someone to spazz with regarding new music loves (both kpop & scene) but minus all the drama and fights and heartbreaks. How is that possible? But everytime i'll keep on wishing til my man comes and sweeps me off my feet :-
hehe so u all know what i wish for every year before i blow my candles! Lol including the compulsory wishing of good health for my family and friends~ like my profile says.. Still waiting for my namja chingu! :D
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Speaking of which, i think the best bdae celebration wld be like primmy's party whereby we can play, dance and sing to our fave songs out loud! Ive always wanted to sing those emo songs out loud with friends (last time we locked ourselves in my club room with speakers and sang Ohio is For Lovers to a reluctant Nazim! Hahaha poly memories!) or dance to man man ha ni or bad girl. Ohh what fun tt wld be! Sad thing is, where in singapore do we have tt kinda rock karaoke place? Sigh.
Just grant me this one wish..
I wanna go gayo dajeun and watch all my boys in action.
I'd do anything to meet them!!
(watching beast fansign meet is doing stuff to me- @.@
i wanna hugg yooseob!! And do all kinda things to mr perfect. UNF much? Mwahahah)
Monday, November 30, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
downhill
ive logged off the lappy minutes ago. Yet i lay awake in bed crying. These days after being in the world of kpop i feel all my sadness disappearing. Only replaced or chased away by humorous pranks and emcees. But now that i think abt it life is still the same. The sadness is not gone. Its just in hiding..
This year i lost a good friend. I have no idea where the real person is but ive missed having a listening ear. Ive always been one to go all out for a friend. Just like daddy. But in the end what happens? We get stepped on. I'll do anything for a good friend- im spontaeneous like that. Yet im hesitant to make them do the same for me. Inferiority complex you might say. A 21st bdae party wld be rad but i hate having to go thru all the hassle. Why go thru the hassle at all i say but you keep insisting. Tt thing tt costs so much- if its so hard to find ppl who care enuf then i guess we shldnt even bother getting it. Gawdd i'll get it on my own then. Ahhhh!
Why pretend when you know what they think?
I love people.
.. but do people love me?
I guess not.
This year i lost a good friend. I have no idea where the real person is but ive missed having a listening ear. Ive always been one to go all out for a friend. Just like daddy. But in the end what happens? We get stepped on. I'll do anything for a good friend- im spontaeneous like that. Yet im hesitant to make them do the same for me. Inferiority complex you might say. A 21st bdae party wld be rad but i hate having to go thru all the hassle. Why go thru the hassle at all i say but you keep insisting. Tt thing tt costs so much- if its so hard to find ppl who care enuf then i guess we shldnt even bother getting it. Gawdd i'll get it on my own then. Ahhhh!
Why pretend when you know what they think?
I love people.
.. but do people love me?
I guess not.
Monday, November 23, 2009
count down hooray~
gooood morning dear readers! well honestly i dont even know who's reading this blog of mine anymore.. *runs off and cries in the corner** aww come'on show some love at my tagboard y'all! hehe
back home from meeting fuzzy for dinner at fresh bulgoggi @ changi T2. Yummy! Im loving my new stuff tt i bought recently! My cyan hoodie with the colored prints, my white headphones (cld be better but the old one died on me TT TT) and the dark blue lappy case! Yayy thanks fai for accompanying me! Ive always been picky on choosing the correct design for the lappy bag. But i think Song (my laptop) is happy being encased in blue (just like the owner!) hahaha.
So many things to blog about, so little time. Sometimes i wish one day had more than 24hrs! Mainly cuz im almost always on the net and refuse to sleep at night. Then end up not being able to concentrate in school! Lol sorry lecturers! Im ADDICTED!!! Help!!
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Anyways im still wide awake now when i have attachments early morn tmrw.. Hjeyhjfiolmdiep~
what to do. Who ask you to drink coffee at 1030pm! Haha. Forgot la cann?
Its countdown time!
10 more days till 2nd dec in which im turning 21 but not able to hold a party cuz of money problems. Anyways im also not gd at being a hostess. I'll love to spend a day with my friends just basking in their love and laughter :D
last yr was great! Hei sushi with the loved ones till not being able to end walk properly, then last for one at novena square 2! This yr im not too sure where we can go.. But i'd love to go karaoke-ing! Any good places tt we can give current korean hits? Presents hmmm. Im asking sayang to chip in for band hero! One of those games tt ive been wanting to get my hands on :D Sitex here i come!!
If ur thinking on what to get for my bdae.. Well think along the lines of Sims 3 pc game or something related to my korean idols! The new big bang scheduler and calender looks good! Wahahah. But i hope u guys dun all buy the same thing! Haha
then theres 13 more days till kimchi ninja date!! I hope it wont be disappointing cuz of all the hype! I wanna bask in rain's ninja badass awesomeness and abs and witness lee joon's acting skills. Poor boy's bald tho. Not too good in my books :P
we'll see how it goes!
Then theres another 20 days till Seoul'd out!! Im so eggcited (as dear junho wld say). Hehe. Im eggcited beyond words to witness fti's glory once again. And to watch BEG and Tmax too! Not to mention meeting ppl from all walks of life who love the hell lot of these kor idols. Just dun push ok? We're all friends yaa! Hehe
i lala love my kor obession and my fangirls! :D
still waiting for tt kor dance contest by novena sq ppl tho. Hmm~
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Nan jeongmal mystery mystery!
back home from meeting fuzzy for dinner at fresh bulgoggi @ changi T2. Yummy! Im loving my new stuff tt i bought recently! My cyan hoodie with the colored prints, my white headphones (cld be better but the old one died on me TT TT) and the dark blue lappy case! Yayy thanks fai for accompanying me! Ive always been picky on choosing the correct design for the lappy bag. But i think Song (my laptop) is happy being encased in blue (just like the owner!) hahaha.
So many things to blog about, so little time. Sometimes i wish one day had more than 24hrs! Mainly cuz im almost always on the net and refuse to sleep at night. Then end up not being able to concentrate in school! Lol sorry lecturers! Im ADDICTED!!! Help!!
..
Anyways im still wide awake now when i have attachments early morn tmrw.. Hjeyhjfiolmdiep~
what to do. Who ask you to drink coffee at 1030pm! Haha. Forgot la cann?
Its countdown time!
10 more days till 2nd dec in which im turning 21 but not able to hold a party cuz of money problems. Anyways im also not gd at being a hostess. I'll love to spend a day with my friends just basking in their love and laughter :D
last yr was great! Hei sushi with the loved ones till not being able to end walk properly, then last for one at novena square 2! This yr im not too sure where we can go.. But i'd love to go karaoke-ing! Any good places tt we can give current korean hits? Presents hmmm. Im asking sayang to chip in for band hero! One of those games tt ive been wanting to get my hands on :D Sitex here i come!!
If ur thinking on what to get for my bdae.. Well think along the lines of Sims 3 pc game or something related to my korean idols! The new big bang scheduler and calender looks good! Wahahah. But i hope u guys dun all buy the same thing! Haha
then theres 13 more days till kimchi ninja date!! I hope it wont be disappointing cuz of all the hype! I wanna bask in rain's ninja badass awesomeness and abs and witness lee joon's acting skills. Poor boy's bald tho. Not too good in my books :P
we'll see how it goes!
Then theres another 20 days till Seoul'd out!! Im so eggcited (as dear junho wld say). Hehe. Im eggcited beyond words to witness fti's glory once again. And to watch BEG and Tmax too! Not to mention meeting ppl from all walks of life who love the hell lot of these kor idols. Just dun push ok? We're all friends yaa! Hehe
i lala love my kor obession and my fangirls! :D
still waiting for tt kor dance contest by novena sq ppl tho. Hmm~
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Nan jeongmal mystery mystery!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
b2st revealed~
my new obsession: BEAST.
this is from their 10Asia interview.
the ones tt brought us hilarious answers from 2pm :D
i love this! hope u enjoy reading it as much as i did!!
Lee KiKwang
My name is Lee Ki Kwang
I was born on March 3, 1990. Junhyung, Hyunseung and I are the oldest children in our families. But we all have at least some cuteness. I have a younger brother.
I seem like I’m pushed around by the other members? Haha. I’m restraining myself for their sake.
Yes, I have taken off all the clothes on my upper body on stage before. Since I was filming a sitcom, I couldn’t be at the dry rehearsal, but the person who was in charge told me at the camera rehearsal that I had to take off my clothes decisively so I would show up well on the screen. But that person didn’t know how revealing my clothes actually were. He/she was fine with it since it was the first time but told me never to do it again.
I joked on the radio that I liked the ethics section of the college entrance exam, but fans took me seriously. Ah, I have to explain! Honestly, I’m not stupid. I studied well when I was younger.
Saeho from “High Kick Through the Roof” and the real me are pretty similar. We’re bright, a bit foolish, affirmative, and fond of exercise.
I couldn’t keep my focus when I had to film the scene where I confess to Jungeum nuna why I like her. Nuna is really pretty, and I think it was hard for me to recite the script in front of someone like that.
A lot of people say that Saeho is a character with a personality that is too simple. They also wish that he had more funny parts. But the truth is that Saeho is a character who is nice and bright when he’s outside but makes a 180 degree transformation when he goes home. Those parts still haven’t been shown, but I hope that they will be shown in the future.
I like crumping. I like to dance passionately with feeling and big movements like black people. So when I dance stage choreography, I dance so intensely that I’ve ripped my costume before. Starting with music video filming, the crotch area kept ripping so they changed the fabric, but they still ripped on stage, too.
I almost never do anything that’s bad for my body. I can restrain myself from things like that really well. I never eat ramen, and I hardly ever snack. Alcohol and cigarettes never touch my lips.
I’ve been working out for about 3 years. Even though there are times when it’s tiring to go work out by myself after our schedule, it’s become a part of my character so I have to. Also, if my body is good then I feel good, and I gain self-confidence, so I’m going to keep exercising.
I’m really nice to people when I first meet them. That’s my natural instinct. It’s not that I want anything from them later; I’m just the type of person who wants to become close with others. So I suck up to others a bit as well.
I think I’m a lot cooler than I was when I was younger. So I think that I “became a dragon at twenty years old.” My lips were thick back then…eh, now is better.
Son DongWoon
My name is Son Dongwoon.
I was born on June 6, 1991. All the hyungs acknowledge each other as friends, and I’m the only maknae since they can’t overlook a two year age difference.
I am a senior in high school. I took the college entrance exam this year. Kikwang hyung, Junhyung hyung, and Hyunseung hyung all took the exam too.
The day that Kikwang hyung excessively exposed himself, we were at a part in the choreography where all our heads were lowered, so we didn’t really know what was going on. The screaming was really loud, so I thought “Oh, Kikwang hyung must have done something really cool.” But after we came down from the stage, the director and other people said that it was a big deal. After watching the performance, the members were really surprised too.
I’ve lost my character, so even in my daily life, I’m gradually talking less. Ah…….. (Doojoon: Lately, Dongwoon has been hearing that he’s good looking. Have strength.)
The BEAST hyungs were trainees for long times too, but I started my trainee life a long time ago. I started in 2004 and then briefly left, but after seeing the hyungs that I practiced together with debut as 2PM and 2AM, I regained my focus. But while I took a break, I lost all my instincts and didn’t have any stage experience, so I was frustrated. (Kikwang: Dongwoon is only nice and good looking. Even during his trainee days, he was famous for that.)
When the other hyungs play games, Yoseub hyung and I eat midnight snacks, since we don’t even really know the rules of the games.
Truthfully, in MTV episode 1, my entrance into BEAST had already been decided, and we reenacted it. But because of my terrible acting, the PD didn’t give us any information after that.
That program was actually real. When we had the naval base experience, we thought we were going to play at the beach. We had our suspicions, but they kept denying it….they thoroughly kept the secret from us.
The hyungs are very protective of secrecy. When we divided into groups of 3 people and had a dance battle, we had to share the practice room since there is only one, and neither team told the other anything that they were doing. Hyunseung hyung, Yoseub hyung, and Doojoon hyung were one team, and they performed all kinds of things that they hadn’t even revealed in the rehearsal. They painted their faces, blew bubbles, and took off their pants. I was really surprised. (Hyunseung: We really wanted to win.)
When we practiced the choreography for the dance battle, the background music was R.Kelly’s “Bobble,” and I don’t listen to that song anymore. I heard it too much. I became sick of it.
Yang YoSeob
My name is Yang Yoseob.
I was born on January 5, 1990.
I have one older sister. You can think of her as me but with a smaller face, smaller body, and long hair. The truth is that my mom and dad look similar too. If the four of us stand together, even from far away people say, “Oh, they’re a family!”
I first started practicing singing after I listened to Brian McKnight’s music. After that, I listened to a lot of music of a similar style, but I thought about it and realized that I couldn’t be biased towards certain music. So I also started listening to dance music and rock.
I was in a band when I was in high school. At that time, we performed a lot of hard rock and metal, but the truth is that I wanted to try modern rock. But my sunbaes said that it would ruin the mood and forbade it. Even now, modern rock is a genre that personally, I really want to try.
Originally, I'm artistically or musically talented because I take after my dad. I couldn’t dance. Because I’ve practiced, I’ve reached this level with difficulty. (Doojoon: Yoseub learns the fastest now. Junhyung: He can even make choreography by himself.)
My hairstyle changed dramatically, but I think it was a successful transformation, so I like it. It’s to the point where the members look at old pictures of me with black hair and think I look weird. They keep telling me to bleach it, but it’s a bit sad. Since I’m Asian, black hair keeps growing…
On KBS , the PD said I looked like a shi tzu, and my mom was really happy when she saw that episode. Since I received one more camera shot. She complimented me on tying my hair.
Honestly, my manly/sexy side is disappearing, and I used to not like being called cute. I would just throw on clothes to wear carelessly, and I couldn’t act silly. But now that’s become a part of my color, so I accept it, and I even mess around more enthusiastically.
Maybe it’s because started filming videos a long time ago, but when people ask me to perform, instead of being embarrassed I try to make something good out of it. Even in front of a blue screen, I’m not embarrassed. If you type in “Yang Yoseub” in a search engine, a lot of videos come out. Look them up when you’re bored!
When Dongwoon is only with us, he’s really fun, to the point where at first, MTV PD said that Dongwoon and I had the biggest chance to succeed in entertainment. But as soon as the camera gets in his face, he’s not fun anymore. So he’s slowly becoming more awkward, his screen time is shrinking, and the kid seems like he’s going to develop a speech impediment, plus he’s aging more and more. Hahaha.
Doojoon has a strong sense of responsibility, and even if something is taken care of, he has to check the process himself before he’s satisfied. So if Doojoon wasn’t here [in BEAST] we probably wouldn’t have been able to do interviews, music programs, anything. You see, Doojoon wakes up first and wakes up all the other members.
At home, the members like to play games like “Winning Eleven,” but at those times, everyone’s desire to win is no joke. Kikwang kept saying that he would cancel the patbingsoo debt he owed Doojoon after he lost a bet, but eventually he had to buy patbingsoo for everyone in the house. At that time, I think he used more than 20,000 won? (approx. $20 ish) Hahaha.
Yong JunHyung
My name is Yong Jun Hyung.
I was born on December 19, 1989. Even though our school year is the same, whether one be born on '89 or '90, it doesn't seem like a huge difference.
When Ki Kwang was performing as AJ, I worked as his back up dancer as well as a featuring, so I do have some experience on stage, but as a singer, holding the microphone was pretty heavy. However, as I was standing on stage, I practiced spotting the camera and adapted to this really quickly.
We choreographed our dance. Our dance teacher did give us some feedback and opinions, but we are the ones who proposed the contents of the dance. In fact, during practices, we are very radical and would do our so-called 'jack-hammer-like' dance, but we ended up doing a light, lively stage performance, so it's a bit regretful. Just like MBLAQ, i would love to do a more strong, stylish performance in the future.
I nag a lot at our dorm. But i don't do it without a reason. There's always a reason. With our 6 members and 3 managers, making 9 guys living in the dorm, really...it makes no sense! They don't clean and after they eat snacks, they just leave it around, and when flies come out, they don't even catch them. A few days ago, I cleaned out the whole living room, you guys don't even know that, do you? [Doo Joon: We don't. After you clean, you nag. So that's how we know. hehe.]
Out of the members, me and Hyun Seung are interested in fashion. And in the past, since we came to watch many artists on stage, we were a bit greedy of their outfits. But somehow because of the song's atmosphere, team's environment, and the company's thoughts on our image, we aren't quite ready to enter the field of styling. And if the image of the stage outfits and our casual clothes are different, it's good to show people two different appearances.
I love hats, so I like wearing them. i don't have much to collect, but maybe one day i could get a room filled with hats.
Doo Joon can't fail when using his head. Doo Joon is always the best at thinking up a lot of games.
When practicing, as much as you do it, it isn't always efficient. Usually one would do it if they want to, Hyun Seung, unlike others, would always look for that moment. Even right now, when our schedule ends, Hyun Seung would be the one to practice alone until dawn.
I wrote the rap parts in the lyrics of 'Bad Girl'. Sometimes, to others, the lyric's rhyme and flow can be awkward. One time, before composer hyung went to get coffee, he told me 'some are durable, try it', and while he left, I started to think up ideas. When recording, I once modified it and we almost went with that. Though I can't say I am the best, I'm satisfied by the results.
As I practice writing lyrics alone, the contents of the lyrics are more imporatnt to me than the flow. I listen to a lot of underground music, like Kebee and The Quiett, and their lyrics really come to mind. I hate hearing people say that I rap because I can't sing, but I put a lot of effort on my own. But the more I do, the more I'm mesmerized. Whenever I'm writing lyrics, I always put Yo Seob next to me. We talk back and forth and come up with great ideas, so it helps a lot. [Yo Seob: Really? I should've just gathered those words and wrote it myself!]
The members talk to each other a lot. So, now I have nothing much to say. In the past, we talked about each other's past girlfriends so much that I'm not even curious anymore.
Jang HyunSeung
My name is Jang Hyun Seung
I was born September 3, 1989. Dong Woon and I entered just as friends we had thought. If you're taking care of different grades may have had.
Neckwear Items In the winter and fall I like to wear a lot of scarves. However, the members don't lend things to each other. There are rules in our group to what we can wear.
These days people dress more with a feminine image. People are very conscious of their style. Dong Woon has the original beauty¡¦.(Doo Joon: He has the pretty role, but all of Beast is beautiful!)
I wanted to have a stage name, a particular name before I debuted. Younger artist especially singers have to think of a name. Its how your seen on stage. Ah, but saying you don't want your name will upset your parents.
To get rid of stress is had. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. In some ways I live accordingly. But its frustrating.
I can be a perfectionist. I want things to be perfect. How should I put it. I don't hate anything I just pursue the idea. That's it.
Now after a month the company has made us start practicing everyday and dancing. But it is art so we have to keep a theoretical approach of how it will be in the future. Haha
When I first saw Doo Joon was probably when I learned he was our leader, he looked reliable. Jun Hyung was mysterious and shy but he was easy to get along with. Yo Seob was an old friend but I couldn't imagine as it is now!
Kikiwang or AJ made his debut and he was a good solo artist. I¡¯m so glad he joined our group. The dancing is difficult but easier when you have others. When you dance you can meet friends with similar interests and work hard together, it makes me happy. And, that¡¯s what happened. And, then I didn't know this was the cause.
When you eat it has to be light. I didn't know this when we had to exercise and it(stomach)hurt, but now I know. Even now I still want to eat cake but I can only look. Ah, I shouldn't eat.(Yo Seob: Look at Hyun Seung's body in the album!)
Yoon DooJoon
My name is Yoon Doo Joon.
I was born on July 4, 1989. I might not be the oldest, but I'm the team's leader.
Recently fans have revealed pictures from my past, but I'm afraid of my past, though there isn't a reason to avoid it. Now everything is out, but the present is more important so it's okay. However, when I was young, I was a cute kid.
Though Yo Seob shows many different dance adlibs, in fact, he just watches videos and tries to do them. For one month, we would be on 4 different music shows, and I feel as though the audience would get bored watching the same thing over and over. So, we are going to try to make an effort to show something different.
When we first filmed MTV BEAST, we decided to set our characters based on our image or features. But when, little by little, the cameras came over to me, and I think up words I want to say, in the end, I noticed the others showing their natural side. In my case, I was supposed to have the calm yet charismatic image......it makes no sense. Haha.
If MBC asks me to be a cameo, I'm ready at any time! I would love to be one of the students who pick on Seo Ho. And especially Yo Seob who can be the exchange student.
Honestly, even though I'm not the oldest, being a leader is burdensome. Though it's a difficult and embarrassing situation, what can we do, someone has to do it. Whether it be talking to adults or convincing others, it's better to place myself out there than having another member do it, only because it didn't fit their individual character.
My training period was really short. Because I started this when I was a senior in high school. I wanted to do music, but I could only do songs that I already knew. During my life as a trainee, even though I could mimic dance moves and liked decorating my face, if only I concentrated more on my singing I think I would sing a bit more better than now. When I was in middle school, I loved black people's music and since then i mainly listened to soul music. And so, I follow the features of the music and tend to sing along. I would try to find my own color.
I taught myself piano. I don't learn classical music or play very well, but by myself, I can play while singing. When attending my first music academy, my first practice song was Richard Marx's "Now and Forever", but since I didn't have the MR, I learned the piano code myself. At first I practiced that song to death.
Even though Dong Woon looks like that, he's really the maknae. When we're at home, he would come to me using his cute act and say "Hyung~~".
Without writing, I can remember trivial things really well. Like, when, where I met them, and the clothes they wore. And that's why I'm the best at rock-paper-scissors. Because usually, I can see who is going to put down what first. Scientifically proven, because the law is, I am invincible.
Ki Kwang's first stage as AJ? Of course I remember. April 2 Music Bank! (Yo Seob: No. That day was M Countdown!)
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hard surnames to rmbr! Jang, Lee, Son, Yang, Yong & Yoon <3
this is from their 10Asia interview.
the ones tt brought us hilarious answers from 2pm :D
i love this! hope u enjoy reading it as much as i did!!
Lee KiKwang
My name is Lee Ki Kwang
I was born on March 3, 1990. Junhyung, Hyunseung and I are the oldest children in our families. But we all have at least some cuteness. I have a younger brother.
I seem like I’m pushed around by the other members? Haha. I’m restraining myself for their sake.
Yes, I have taken off all the clothes on my upper body on stage before. Since I was filming a sitcom, I couldn’t be at the dry rehearsal, but the person who was in charge told me at the camera rehearsal that I had to take off my clothes decisively so I would show up well on the screen. But that person didn’t know how revealing my clothes actually were. He/she was fine with it since it was the first time but told me never to do it again.
I joked on the radio that I liked the ethics section of the college entrance exam, but fans took me seriously. Ah, I have to explain! Honestly, I’m not stupid. I studied well when I was younger.
Saeho from “High Kick Through the Roof” and the real me are pretty similar. We’re bright, a bit foolish, affirmative, and fond of exercise.
I couldn’t keep my focus when I had to film the scene where I confess to Jungeum nuna why I like her. Nuna is really pretty, and I think it was hard for me to recite the script in front of someone like that.
A lot of people say that Saeho is a character with a personality that is too simple. They also wish that he had more funny parts. But the truth is that Saeho is a character who is nice and bright when he’s outside but makes a 180 degree transformation when he goes home. Those parts still haven’t been shown, but I hope that they will be shown in the future.
I like crumping. I like to dance passionately with feeling and big movements like black people. So when I dance stage choreography, I dance so intensely that I’ve ripped my costume before. Starting with music video filming, the crotch area kept ripping so they changed the fabric, but they still ripped on stage, too.
I almost never do anything that’s bad for my body. I can restrain myself from things like that really well. I never eat ramen, and I hardly ever snack. Alcohol and cigarettes never touch my lips.
I’ve been working out for about 3 years. Even though there are times when it’s tiring to go work out by myself after our schedule, it’s become a part of my character so I have to. Also, if my body is good then I feel good, and I gain self-confidence, so I’m going to keep exercising.
I’m really nice to people when I first meet them. That’s my natural instinct. It’s not that I want anything from them later; I’m just the type of person who wants to become close with others. So I suck up to others a bit as well.
I think I’m a lot cooler than I was when I was younger. So I think that I “became a dragon at twenty years old.” My lips were thick back then…eh, now is better.
Son DongWoon
My name is Son Dongwoon.
I was born on June 6, 1991. All the hyungs acknowledge each other as friends, and I’m the only maknae since they can’t overlook a two year age difference.
I am a senior in high school. I took the college entrance exam this year. Kikwang hyung, Junhyung hyung, and Hyunseung hyung all took the exam too.
The day that Kikwang hyung excessively exposed himself, we were at a part in the choreography where all our heads were lowered, so we didn’t really know what was going on. The screaming was really loud, so I thought “Oh, Kikwang hyung must have done something really cool.” But after we came down from the stage, the director and other people said that it was a big deal. After watching the performance, the members were really surprised too.
I’ve lost my character, so even in my daily life, I’m gradually talking less. Ah…….. (Doojoon: Lately, Dongwoon has been hearing that he’s good looking. Have strength.)
The BEAST hyungs were trainees for long times too, but I started my trainee life a long time ago. I started in 2004 and then briefly left, but after seeing the hyungs that I practiced together with debut as 2PM and 2AM, I regained my focus. But while I took a break, I lost all my instincts and didn’t have any stage experience, so I was frustrated. (Kikwang: Dongwoon is only nice and good looking. Even during his trainee days, he was famous for that.)
When the other hyungs play games, Yoseub hyung and I eat midnight snacks, since we don’t even really know the rules of the games.
Truthfully, in MTV episode 1, my entrance into BEAST had already been decided, and we reenacted it. But because of my terrible acting, the PD didn’t give us any information after that.
That program was actually real. When we had the naval base experience, we thought we were going to play at the beach. We had our suspicions, but they kept denying it….they thoroughly kept the secret from us.
The hyungs are very protective of secrecy. When we divided into groups of 3 people and had a dance battle, we had to share the practice room since there is only one, and neither team told the other anything that they were doing. Hyunseung hyung, Yoseub hyung, and Doojoon hyung were one team, and they performed all kinds of things that they hadn’t even revealed in the rehearsal. They painted their faces, blew bubbles, and took off their pants. I was really surprised. (Hyunseung: We really wanted to win.)
When we practiced the choreography for the dance battle, the background music was R.Kelly’s “Bobble,” and I don’t listen to that song anymore. I heard it too much. I became sick of it.
Yang YoSeob
My name is Yang Yoseob.
I was born on January 5, 1990.
I have one older sister. You can think of her as me but with a smaller face, smaller body, and long hair. The truth is that my mom and dad look similar too. If the four of us stand together, even from far away people say, “Oh, they’re a family!”
I first started practicing singing after I listened to Brian McKnight’s music. After that, I listened to a lot of music of a similar style, but I thought about it and realized that I couldn’t be biased towards certain music. So I also started listening to dance music and rock.
I was in a band when I was in high school. At that time, we performed a lot of hard rock and metal, but the truth is that I wanted to try modern rock. But my sunbaes said that it would ruin the mood and forbade it. Even now, modern rock is a genre that personally, I really want to try.
Originally, I'm artistically or musically talented because I take after my dad. I couldn’t dance. Because I’ve practiced, I’ve reached this level with difficulty. (Doojoon: Yoseub learns the fastest now. Junhyung: He can even make choreography by himself.)
My hairstyle changed dramatically, but I think it was a successful transformation, so I like it. It’s to the point where the members look at old pictures of me with black hair and think I look weird. They keep telling me to bleach it, but it’s a bit sad. Since I’m Asian, black hair keeps growing…
On KBS , the PD said I looked like a shi tzu, and my mom was really happy when she saw that episode. Since I received one more camera shot. She complimented me on tying my hair.
Honestly, my manly/sexy side is disappearing, and I used to not like being called cute. I would just throw on clothes to wear carelessly, and I couldn’t act silly. But now that’s become a part of my color, so I accept it, and I even mess around more enthusiastically.
Maybe it’s because started filming videos a long time ago, but when people ask me to perform, instead of being embarrassed I try to make something good out of it. Even in front of a blue screen, I’m not embarrassed. If you type in “Yang Yoseub” in a search engine, a lot of videos come out. Look them up when you’re bored!
When Dongwoon is only with us, he’s really fun, to the point where at first, MTV PD said that Dongwoon and I had the biggest chance to succeed in entertainment. But as soon as the camera gets in his face, he’s not fun anymore. So he’s slowly becoming more awkward, his screen time is shrinking, and the kid seems like he’s going to develop a speech impediment, plus he’s aging more and more. Hahaha.
Doojoon has a strong sense of responsibility, and even if something is taken care of, he has to check the process himself before he’s satisfied. So if Doojoon wasn’t here [in BEAST] we probably wouldn’t have been able to do interviews, music programs, anything. You see, Doojoon wakes up first and wakes up all the other members.
At home, the members like to play games like “Winning Eleven,” but at those times, everyone’s desire to win is no joke. Kikwang kept saying that he would cancel the patbingsoo debt he owed Doojoon after he lost a bet, but eventually he had to buy patbingsoo for everyone in the house. At that time, I think he used more than 20,000 won? (approx. $20 ish) Hahaha.
Yong JunHyung
My name is Yong Jun Hyung.
I was born on December 19, 1989. Even though our school year is the same, whether one be born on '89 or '90, it doesn't seem like a huge difference.
When Ki Kwang was performing as AJ, I worked as his back up dancer as well as a featuring, so I do have some experience on stage, but as a singer, holding the microphone was pretty heavy. However, as I was standing on stage, I practiced spotting the camera and adapted to this really quickly.
We choreographed our dance. Our dance teacher did give us some feedback and opinions, but we are the ones who proposed the contents of the dance. In fact, during practices, we are very radical and would do our so-called 'jack-hammer-like' dance, but we ended up doing a light, lively stage performance, so it's a bit regretful. Just like MBLAQ, i would love to do a more strong, stylish performance in the future.
I nag a lot at our dorm. But i don't do it without a reason. There's always a reason. With our 6 members and 3 managers, making 9 guys living in the dorm, really...it makes no sense! They don't clean and after they eat snacks, they just leave it around, and when flies come out, they don't even catch them. A few days ago, I cleaned out the whole living room, you guys don't even know that, do you? [Doo Joon: We don't. After you clean, you nag. So that's how we know. hehe.]
Out of the members, me and Hyun Seung are interested in fashion. And in the past, since we came to watch many artists on stage, we were a bit greedy of their outfits. But somehow because of the song's atmosphere, team's environment, and the company's thoughts on our image, we aren't quite ready to enter the field of styling. And if the image of the stage outfits and our casual clothes are different, it's good to show people two different appearances.
I love hats, so I like wearing them. i don't have much to collect, but maybe one day i could get a room filled with hats.
Doo Joon can't fail when using his head. Doo Joon is always the best at thinking up a lot of games.
When practicing, as much as you do it, it isn't always efficient. Usually one would do it if they want to, Hyun Seung, unlike others, would always look for that moment. Even right now, when our schedule ends, Hyun Seung would be the one to practice alone until dawn.
I wrote the rap parts in the lyrics of 'Bad Girl'. Sometimes, to others, the lyric's rhyme and flow can be awkward. One time, before composer hyung went to get coffee, he told me 'some are durable, try it', and while he left, I started to think up ideas. When recording, I once modified it and we almost went with that. Though I can't say I am the best, I'm satisfied by the results.
As I practice writing lyrics alone, the contents of the lyrics are more imporatnt to me than the flow. I listen to a lot of underground music, like Kebee and The Quiett, and their lyrics really come to mind. I hate hearing people say that I rap because I can't sing, but I put a lot of effort on my own. But the more I do, the more I'm mesmerized. Whenever I'm writing lyrics, I always put Yo Seob next to me. We talk back and forth and come up with great ideas, so it helps a lot. [Yo Seob: Really? I should've just gathered those words and wrote it myself!]
The members talk to each other a lot. So, now I have nothing much to say. In the past, we talked about each other's past girlfriends so much that I'm not even curious anymore.
Jang HyunSeung
My name is Jang Hyun Seung
I was born September 3, 1989. Dong Woon and I entered just as friends we had thought. If you're taking care of different grades may have had.
Neckwear Items In the winter and fall I like to wear a lot of scarves. However, the members don't lend things to each other. There are rules in our group to what we can wear.
These days people dress more with a feminine image. People are very conscious of their style. Dong Woon has the original beauty¡¦.(Doo Joon: He has the pretty role, but all of Beast is beautiful!)
I wanted to have a stage name, a particular name before I debuted. Younger artist especially singers have to think of a name. Its how your seen on stage. Ah, but saying you don't want your name will upset your parents.
To get rid of stress is had. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. In some ways I live accordingly. But its frustrating.
I can be a perfectionist. I want things to be perfect. How should I put it. I don't hate anything I just pursue the idea. That's it.
Now after a month the company has made us start practicing everyday and dancing. But it is art so we have to keep a theoretical approach of how it will be in the future. Haha
When I first saw Doo Joon was probably when I learned he was our leader, he looked reliable. Jun Hyung was mysterious and shy but he was easy to get along with. Yo Seob was an old friend but I couldn't imagine as it is now!
Kikiwang or AJ made his debut and he was a good solo artist. I¡¯m so glad he joined our group. The dancing is difficult but easier when you have others. When you dance you can meet friends with similar interests and work hard together, it makes me happy. And, that¡¯s what happened. And, then I didn't know this was the cause.
When you eat it has to be light. I didn't know this when we had to exercise and it(stomach)hurt, but now I know. Even now I still want to eat cake but I can only look. Ah, I shouldn't eat.(Yo Seob: Look at Hyun Seung's body in the album!)
Yoon DooJoon
My name is Yoon Doo Joon.
I was born on July 4, 1989. I might not be the oldest, but I'm the team's leader.
Recently fans have revealed pictures from my past, but I'm afraid of my past, though there isn't a reason to avoid it. Now everything is out, but the present is more important so it's okay. However, when I was young, I was a cute kid.
Though Yo Seob shows many different dance adlibs, in fact, he just watches videos and tries to do them. For one month, we would be on 4 different music shows, and I feel as though the audience would get bored watching the same thing over and over. So, we are going to try to make an effort to show something different.
When we first filmed MTV BEAST, we decided to set our characters based on our image or features. But when, little by little, the cameras came over to me, and I think up words I want to say, in the end, I noticed the others showing their natural side. In my case, I was supposed to have the calm yet charismatic image......it makes no sense. Haha.
If MBC asks me to be a cameo, I'm ready at any time! I would love to be one of the students who pick on Seo Ho. And especially Yo Seob who can be the exchange student.
Honestly, even though I'm not the oldest, being a leader is burdensome. Though it's a difficult and embarrassing situation, what can we do, someone has to do it. Whether it be talking to adults or convincing others, it's better to place myself out there than having another member do it, only because it didn't fit their individual character.
My training period was really short. Because I started this when I was a senior in high school. I wanted to do music, but I could only do songs that I already knew. During my life as a trainee, even though I could mimic dance moves and liked decorating my face, if only I concentrated more on my singing I think I would sing a bit more better than now. When I was in middle school, I loved black people's music and since then i mainly listened to soul music. And so, I follow the features of the music and tend to sing along. I would try to find my own color.
I taught myself piano. I don't learn classical music or play very well, but by myself, I can play while singing. When attending my first music academy, my first practice song was Richard Marx's "Now and Forever", but since I didn't have the MR, I learned the piano code myself. At first I practiced that song to death.
Even though Dong Woon looks like that, he's really the maknae. When we're at home, he would come to me using his cute act and say "Hyung~~".
Without writing, I can remember trivial things really well. Like, when, where I met them, and the clothes they wore. And that's why I'm the best at rock-paper-scissors. Because usually, I can see who is going to put down what first. Scientifically proven, because the law is, I am invincible.
Ki Kwang's first stage as AJ? Of course I remember. April 2 Music Bank! (Yo Seob: No. That day was M Countdown!)
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hard surnames to rmbr! Jang, Lee, Son, Yang, Yong & Yoon <3
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Kim Ki Bum's Pimp Post
i've been obsessing over many arirang dudes lately. HEHE
my colleague calls me 'kimchi' and 'arirang' cuz i've started to influence everyone else with my kor love :p
today's man of the moment is none other than Kim Ki Bum of SM Shinee!
i know i've started with liking Onew leader first. But lately Key has been tugging at my heartstrings. Boy is such a dork!
an introduction to the world of Key:
such a pretty boy (:
Stage Name: Key 키
Real Name: Kim Ki Bum 김기범
Nickname(s): Almighty Key, Key umma, KimKey
Birthday: September 23, 1991
Blood-type: B
Height: 177 cm
**Random things about Key in no particular order.
• His hometown is Daegu (South Korea).
• He is the "middle" SHINee member (@ age 17).
• His stage name is Key because he likes to solve things.
• He is a dog lover! (He has a pet dog back at home.)
• He is the "triple-threat" in SHINee-- he is gifted with skills in singing, rapping, & dancing. Hence his 'Almighty' title.
• He is very talkative & out-going.
• He does not like fermented soybean stew.
• He wears contacts/glasses.
• He likes Spongebob Squarepants.
• He has a total of five ear-piercings.
• He has a pair of key & lock (mismatched) earrings.
• He can speak (but is not necessarily fluent in) a total of 4 languages-- Korean, Japanese, Mandarin, & English. (The other SHINee members say that his M. & E. skills are the most proficient among them all.)
• He has quick reflexes (reactions).
• He likes to watch dramas/movies.
• He likes photography.
• He keeps a journal/diary.
• He (sort of) cooks & does chores; he is known as Key umma (Korean term for "mother").
• He auditioned for SM Entertainment in 2005 and again in 2006. During his 2nd audition, only 2 people were to be accepted; he was one of them.
• He was a Daegu water sports (water-skiing) representative during his junior high days.
• He practices his facial expressions in front of a mirror.
• He studied in Los Angeles, California (USA) when he was younger.
• He does not know how to wash rice.
• He takes very good care of his belongings.
• He is known as one of SHINee's most fashionable members.
• He is good at imitating other people/things.
• He is afraid of heights.
• He likes AND hates horror movies at the same time.• He shares a bunk-bed with SHINee member MinHo. He takes the top bunk while MinHo takes the bottom.
• He can pull-off wearing pink. ;]
• He loves cameras; he is good at spotting them. (He has a "camera-radar.")
• He would like to visit Taiwan one day. (The 1st thing he wants to do there: shopping. He finds the fashion to be "very cool.")
• Loved ones he often gives thanks to are his parents & grandmother.
--remember thy name
...
COOL轻音乐 magazine - September Issue cover story: SHINee
20 facts about KEY
1. Will go to the CD shop and ask, "Where are the SHINee CDs? Are they selling well?" Cares about his welfare in outlook in life.
2. "Right from when we are trainees till now, the one who sings really well, dances superbly, gets angry only when it is an occasion to be angry about, makes people feel that "this guy is really amazing!", that person is Key." (JONGHYUN)
3. Has a love-hate relationship with horror movies and horror stories, he yearns for them but he is also scared of them, he likes them but he also dislikes them. He lost his composure/image in the cinema many times because of that, he is only able to rent horror movies/dramas to watch at home to continue scaring himself. [LOLed!!]
4. "I don't want a fantasy romance like those in the movies, I look towards a realistic and truthful relationship." Honest, straighforward and open minded girls are OK, but girls who are soft on the outside but really fierce on the insides are a NO. Must have an opinion, not be too girly, and must like to freely express what she likes.
5. In terms of dressing up as girls, Taemin is the most suitable, but the prettiest is still the one who is looking into the mirror (ie. Key), if he really wants to do it, even a true woman will not be able to match up to him. (Proudly)
6. Is confident that he can be a gourmet chef, nobody can escape his dumplings trap.
7. "To be an idol, it's not enough to just put in effort in the front appearance, your back appearance is important too." [o.O now ur saying u can beat junho's butt? LOL ]
8. Good at saying honeyed words, but hearing lines like "Are you hurt? I am hurting too." makes him burst out in laughter.
9. "If I were to become Yunhanam's director, the viewing rates ought to be able to rise." (smug)
10. His personal talent is imitating a robotic character from a cartoon show, the classic line being "Woah! Money! With money anything can be done!!"
11. Good at preparing, good at analyzing, belongs to the kind who is able to work out a plan from scratch with just a single detail.
12. "You cannot avoid me, you must look at me in the eyes."
13. It's his nature to take care of people? At first he was just Taemin's umma, after that his nagging extends to include all of the members, and now it is becoming that he nags at whoever he sees.
14. Still nagging. Because he has been too naggy, Taemin really wants to change his umma now...
15. Become a girl? Then he would date all the other members once and see how it is. Does not know how it is like when they are in front of a girl, he is really curious about it.
16. "The person who is able to meet an ET who has come to earth and not feel scared but instead in able to converse naturally with it is Key...Even if he is left on an abadoned island, he will still be able to find a way to survive." (JONGHYUN)
17. As long as he is being sincerely asked to do something, he will do it no matter how unwilling he is, even if he does not like to do it.
18. Sentimental and sensitive, even if it just a piece of paper from someone who he cares about, he will take really good care of it.
19. The group's No.1 in fashion. Red, white, blue, it is normal for him to carry off these colours which are easy to carry off, but for colours like pink and grass green which are more difficult to pull off, he is still able to do it.
20. "I hope that this album can receive a lot of love from everyone, and, if only our friends all know SHINee's songs, they only know 'Noona is so pretty' ..."
Matters needing attention:
Height phobia: Will feeling giddy, disgusted, off balanced when standing on high grounds, feels very dangerous if he is suspended in midair.
The X catalyst: Rollercoaster or bungee jump or water slide...
The O catalyst: Standing with both foot on the ground.
Translation Credit: atlantis-x @ SHINee Forums
Credit(s): Soompi + SHINee Forums
Full credits goes to: http://asianfanatics.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t542929.html
im just posting these on my blog to share with friends. Thanks for the info. I LOL'ed all the way thru reading these :)
and check out this pimp post: she's hilarious!
http://berrycherry.livejournal.com/276289.html
hajiman sexyy~
my colleague calls me 'kimchi' and 'arirang' cuz i've started to influence everyone else with my kor love :p
today's man of the moment is none other than Kim Ki Bum of SM Shinee!
i know i've started with liking Onew leader first. But lately Key has been tugging at my heartstrings. Boy is such a dork!
an introduction to the world of Key:
such a pretty boy (:
Stage Name: Key 키
Real Name: Kim Ki Bum 김기범
Nickname(s): Almighty Key, Key umma, KimKey
Birthday: September 23, 1991
Blood-type: B
Height: 177 cm
**Random things about Key in no particular order.
• His hometown is Daegu (South Korea).
• He is the "middle" SHINee member (@ age 17).
• His stage name is Key because he likes to solve things.
• He is a dog lover! (He has a pet dog back at home.)
• He is the "triple-threat" in SHINee-- he is gifted with skills in singing, rapping, & dancing. Hence his 'Almighty' title.
• He is very talkative & out-going.
• He does not like fermented soybean stew.
• He wears contacts/glasses.
• He likes Spongebob Squarepants.
• He has a total of five ear-piercings.
• He has a pair of key & lock (mismatched) earrings.
• He can speak (but is not necessarily fluent in) a total of 4 languages-- Korean, Japanese, Mandarin, & English. (The other SHINee members say that his M. & E. skills are the most proficient among them all.)
• He has quick reflexes (reactions).
• He likes to watch dramas/movies.
• He likes photography.
• He keeps a journal/diary.
• He (sort of) cooks & does chores; he is known as Key umma (Korean term for "mother").
• He auditioned for SM Entertainment in 2005 and again in 2006. During his 2nd audition, only 2 people were to be accepted; he was one of them.
• He was a Daegu water sports (water-skiing) representative during his junior high days.
• He practices his facial expressions in front of a mirror.
• He studied in Los Angeles, California (USA) when he was younger.
• He does not know how to wash rice.
• He takes very good care of his belongings.
• He is known as one of SHINee's most fashionable members.
• He is good at imitating other people/things.
• He is afraid of heights.
• He likes AND hates horror movies at the same time.• He shares a bunk-bed with SHINee member MinHo. He takes the top bunk while MinHo takes the bottom.
• He can pull-off wearing pink. ;]
• He loves cameras; he is good at spotting them. (He has a "camera-radar.")
• He would like to visit Taiwan one day. (The 1st thing he wants to do there: shopping. He finds the fashion to be "very cool.")
• Loved ones he often gives thanks to are his parents & grandmother.
--remember thy name
...
COOL轻音乐 magazine - September Issue cover story: SHINee
20 facts about KEY
1. Will go to the CD shop and ask, "Where are the SHINee CDs? Are they selling well?" Cares about his welfare in outlook in life.
2. "Right from when we are trainees till now, the one who sings really well, dances superbly, gets angry only when it is an occasion to be angry about, makes people feel that "this guy is really amazing!", that person is Key." (JONGHYUN)
3. Has a love-hate relationship with horror movies and horror stories, he yearns for them but he is also scared of them, he likes them but he also dislikes them. He lost his composure/image in the cinema many times because of that, he is only able to rent horror movies/dramas to watch at home to continue scaring himself. [LOLed!!]
4. "I don't want a fantasy romance like those in the movies, I look towards a realistic and truthful relationship." Honest, straighforward and open minded girls are OK, but girls who are soft on the outside but really fierce on the insides are a NO. Must have an opinion, not be too girly, and must like to freely express what she likes.
5. In terms of dressing up as girls, Taemin is the most suitable, but the prettiest is still the one who is looking into the mirror (ie. Key), if he really wants to do it, even a true woman will not be able to match up to him. (Proudly)
6. Is confident that he can be a gourmet chef, nobody can escape his dumplings trap.
7. "To be an idol, it's not enough to just put in effort in the front appearance, your back appearance is important too." [o.O now ur saying u can beat junho's butt? LOL ]
8. Good at saying honeyed words, but hearing lines like "Are you hurt? I am hurting too." makes him burst out in laughter.
9. "If I were to become Yunhanam's director, the viewing rates ought to be able to rise." (smug)
10. His personal talent is imitating a robotic character from a cartoon show, the classic line being "Woah! Money! With money anything can be done!!"
11. Good at preparing, good at analyzing, belongs to the kind who is able to work out a plan from scratch with just a single detail.
12. "You cannot avoid me, you must look at me in the eyes."
13. It's his nature to take care of people? At first he was just Taemin's umma, after that his nagging extends to include all of the members, and now it is becoming that he nags at whoever he sees.
14. Still nagging. Because he has been too naggy, Taemin really wants to change his umma now...
15. Become a girl? Then he would date all the other members once and see how it is. Does not know how it is like when they are in front of a girl, he is really curious about it.
16. "The person who is able to meet an ET who has come to earth and not feel scared but instead in able to converse naturally with it is Key...Even if he is left on an abadoned island, he will still be able to find a way to survive." (JONGHYUN)
17. As long as he is being sincerely asked to do something, he will do it no matter how unwilling he is, even if he does not like to do it.
18. Sentimental and sensitive, even if it just a piece of paper from someone who he cares about, he will take really good care of it.
19. The group's No.1 in fashion. Red, white, blue, it is normal for him to carry off these colours which are easy to carry off, but for colours like pink and grass green which are more difficult to pull off, he is still able to do it.
20. "I hope that this album can receive a lot of love from everyone, and, if only our friends all know SHINee's songs, they only know 'Noona is so pretty' ..."
Matters needing attention:
Height phobia: Will feeling giddy, disgusted, off balanced when standing on high grounds, feels very dangerous if he is suspended in midair.
The X catalyst: Rollercoaster or bungee jump or water slide...
The O catalyst: Standing with both foot on the ground.
Translation Credit: atlantis-x @ SHINee Forums
Credit(s): Soompi + SHINee Forums
Full credits goes to: http://asianfanatics.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t542929.html
im just posting these on my blog to share with friends. Thanks for the info. I LOL'ed all the way thru reading these :)
and check out this pimp post: she's hilarious!
http://berrycherry.livejournal.com/276289.html
hajiman sexyy~
Monday, November 02, 2009
gerontology
ohgawd. i feel so damn guilty for not updating dear blog. do forgive ur master!
anyways as most of you guys have known, i am currently back to school. today is the third week at NYP! Advanced diploma in gerontology (study of old people to put in simple words). I've always been intersted in this speacialisation. Well first i had an interest in gynaecology but my heart was set on geron since the start. Actually i have no idea from where this love of old people came up.. cuz i was never that close to my grandparents. My belated maternal grandparents always seem to belittle me- well not so severely. more of like when we visited them, they'll always say that im as short/small as ever and never seem to grow up. (which i HATED when my mum said tt to her friends). do i have a choice? my parents are short themselves lor? and im a girl la... aigooyaa~
I was never one who know how to handle kids- So no pediatrics for me.
I always cried at stories abt cancer- So no oncology for me.
I've always hated the thot of running around in an ICU in a collapse- So no med-surg or intensive care.
I know nuts abt bones and its diseases- So no orthopedics.
I've always loved taking care of old senile patients who tell the funniest of stories.
I've always loved the smile on their faces when they thank you.
I love seeing them on good days and hated it when they turn bad (condition-wise).
I've teared seeing many pass on.
Rehabilitation is quite interesting i must say.
Yup im glad to say i love GERONTOLOGY!
So if i comment that some old uncle or auntie on the train is cute, dont give me that funny look yea? I really do find them cute! HAHA
ive always loved my belated paternal grandma. she died when i was in primary six or early sec years. I still remember that one Hari Raya when i was the only one who got $50 cuz she said it was as a gift for PSLE (cant rmbr if it was pre or post PSLE); and i kept boasting to my brothers who were sulking away.. HAHA. She wld always fry chicken wings/ drumlets whenever we come over for a visit (which was not tt often i regret to say cuz they live as far as Telok Blangah and me at Hougang). Nyai (grandma in javanese i think) died of brain cancer. My family and some of my relatives were lucky enuf to kiss her hands and visit her at the hospital before she left the world. In my vague dream like memory i remember kissing her hands goodbye, which we as bloated as balloons due to her illness, as we left the hospital. That was on Hari Raya Haji. That very night we received a call from my paternal auntie who stayed over, that Nyai had passed over to the other side. May Allah protect her. Nyai i love and miss you. Why did you have to leave so fast? You were always so kind and loving. Always with a smile on your face..
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life in school beats ward life so bad. the stories we hear abt the ward never seems to get better. the politics, the complaints, the scoldings. gawd i do hope i dont go back to the hell hole when my 8 mths are up. assignments are okay i guess. the only thing is that its a whole lot harder than normal diploma topics. and being 'seniors' they expect us to know a lot more things and be more independent. I STILL WANNA BE SPOONFED! HOWW!~
and the majority of my classmates are all married and have an average of 2 kids each la. how do you bond with a parent? i feel that its a big difference to talk to an adult than to talk to a parent. LOL.
at least there are 2 girls who are interested in kpop! hehe
and im busy trying to influence my colleague who is now my classmate to kpop. Her name's Rahmahwati and she was my favourite senior at work so im happy being her classmate :D
now she's very much into 2Days 1Night and MC Mong. She knows abt Big Bang existence and watches KBS at times.
WISH ME LUCK!
lets spread the kPOP love y'all!! :D
anyways as most of you guys have known, i am currently back to school. today is the third week at NYP! Advanced diploma in gerontology (study of old people to put in simple words). I've always been intersted in this speacialisation. Well first i had an interest in gynaecology but my heart was set on geron since the start. Actually i have no idea from where this love of old people came up.. cuz i was never that close to my grandparents. My belated maternal grandparents always seem to belittle me- well not so severely. more of like when we visited them, they'll always say that im as short/small as ever and never seem to grow up. (which i HATED when my mum said tt to her friends). do i have a choice? my parents are short themselves lor? and im a girl la... aigooyaa~
I was never one who know how to handle kids- So no pediatrics for me.
I always cried at stories abt cancer- So no oncology for me.
I've always hated the thot of running around in an ICU in a collapse- So no med-surg or intensive care.
I know nuts abt bones and its diseases- So no orthopedics.
I've always loved taking care of old senile patients who tell the funniest of stories.
I've always loved the smile on their faces when they thank you.
I love seeing them on good days and hated it when they turn bad (condition-wise).
I've teared seeing many pass on.
Rehabilitation is quite interesting i must say.
Yup im glad to say i love GERONTOLOGY!
So if i comment that some old uncle or auntie on the train is cute, dont give me that funny look yea? I really do find them cute! HAHA
ive always loved my belated paternal grandma. she died when i was in primary six or early sec years. I still remember that one Hari Raya when i was the only one who got $50 cuz she said it was as a gift for PSLE (cant rmbr if it was pre or post PSLE); and i kept boasting to my brothers who were sulking away.. HAHA. She wld always fry chicken wings/ drumlets whenever we come over for a visit (which was not tt often i regret to say cuz they live as far as Telok Blangah and me at Hougang). Nyai (grandma in javanese i think) died of brain cancer. My family and some of my relatives were lucky enuf to kiss her hands and visit her at the hospital before she left the world. In my vague dream like memory i remember kissing her hands goodbye, which we as bloated as balloons due to her illness, as we left the hospital. That was on Hari Raya Haji. That very night we received a call from my paternal auntie who stayed over, that Nyai had passed over to the other side. May Allah protect her. Nyai i love and miss you. Why did you have to leave so fast? You were always so kind and loving. Always with a smile on your face..
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life in school beats ward life so bad. the stories we hear abt the ward never seems to get better. the politics, the complaints, the scoldings. gawd i do hope i dont go back to the hell hole when my 8 mths are up. assignments are okay i guess. the only thing is that its a whole lot harder than normal diploma topics. and being 'seniors' they expect us to know a lot more things and be more independent. I STILL WANNA BE SPOONFED! HOWW!~
and the majority of my classmates are all married and have an average of 2 kids each la. how do you bond with a parent? i feel that its a big difference to talk to an adult than to talk to a parent. LOL.
at least there are 2 girls who are interested in kpop! hehe
and im busy trying to influence my colleague who is now my classmate to kpop. Her name's Rahmahwati and she was my favourite senior at work so im happy being her classmate :D
now she's very much into 2Days 1Night and MC Mong. She knows abt Big Bang existence and watches KBS at times.
WISH ME LUCK!
lets spread the kPOP love y'all!! :D
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