Saturday, July 15, 2006

Grapes In The Freezer

'This is goods for those who wish to enjoy simple and rational lives..' -- haha what the hell is that supposed to mean? Goods for those..? Vocab ppl! Guess where i read this quote.. On a friggin rubbish bin in the toilet. Eww.. lol. Was having stomachache and this quote caught my eye. Like how the hell does a rubbish bin make ur life more rational? Simple shmaybe but rational? hmm can trash make u go crazy?

Ouh bought some Vienetta ice cream for my big bro's birthday on 13th July and a big bunch of grapes for my lil bro coz he wanted to eat some. Went home and mum said that the fridge was full. Opened the door and nearly couldn't close it back. Then i blur blur go and put both the icecream AND grapes into the freezer (which is meant for keeping fish and stuff like ice cubes) which had space. Next morning, i found the grapes all rotten and brown. Eff la i paid 7 bucks for the fruit and now it can't even be eaten. So lesson learnt, NEVER put ur grapes into the freezer.. :P

Baybeats started yesterday. Thought i could go downtown to watch Ingride but came home at around 6pm. Went to Little India to eat puri with Dash and buy some face mask after last day of attachment at KKH. Gonna miss the lil buggers.. lol. 2 weeks. Just when i was getting along fine with the staff nurses at my ward.. Was waayy too tired to even stand straight. Felt like fainting. Shmaybe not enuf sleep. Wonder what might happen if i still went to watch the event.. Well sorry Ingride i can't witness ur rock awesome-nessity. For now. Till next time then.

As u guys know, i sport an emo one-side-covering-the-eyes hairstyle. All my aunts and uncles have been complaining about it. Like what the hell hairstyle is that supposed to be they ask, but in a nicer way mind you.. Then comes Singapore Idol 2006. Omg who's that with the mysterious-one-eye-covered-hair? Paul Twohill!! Arrgh! lol. Don't get me wrong guys, I still luv Paul and his image, voice and craziness. But the last time we had a family 'gathering', my uncles and aunts kept saying Paul Twohill Paul Twohill around me ar.. Hehe one of my aunts even asked me whether i was Paula or Pauline Twohill.. Like wtf la. I have been having this hair since sec 3. Looong before SI 2006.. So i am not copying his hairstyle. Its just that we have the same taste in music.. Geez. I know for sure that i am not hearing the end of this.

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I'm such a sucker for:
*Grapes: Green small ones are the best! Whenever i go to NTUC i have to buy some. They're like calling me or something..

*Emo hair: Gosh i so so loooove guys with emo hair. I know this sounds kinda pervertic (hah) but i love looking at these cute guys with their cute hair.. *blushes* yes i have a thing for scene kids.

*Lead singers: Some people like listening to a song coz of the awesome guitar riffs or the smashing drums but for me i listen mostly to the voice of the lead singer. I like the unique voice of Anthony Green of Circa Survive and stuff like that. I dont really pay that much attention to the guitars or drums in most songs most of the times..

*Skater boys: This could be due to the fact that my first crush is a skater :P I like the sport too tho i'm not good at the stunts.. And i like the whole skater get-up. Skate shoes are the bomb espesh Vans.. woOt Viva La Vans!

*Ang mohs: Aww come on.. who doesn't like oogling at Eurasian people.. LOL.


--she's broken and let down. with nowhere left to turn. asking herself what's worth living for. she cries out again--

Monday, July 10, 2006

Washed-up Wishes

hey hey been awhile huh since i blogged. yesterday i treated my family, with the exception of my big sis (cuz she dun wanna share.. hrrmmph), to lunch at Seoul Garden at AMK. As a birfday present/treat for my mum. HAPPY BITHDAY MUM!! i heart you so much! muahx

It was the first time for everyone except me. I went there before with the peeps from NYP guitar club as a post concert celebration thingy. Haha i was the last one to surrender. Even my big brother gave up eating early. Damn the food was delicious. What with all the seafood and icecream. Mum was so paranoid. She was so scared the ppl were gonna kick us out of the place. gosh we only stayed there for 2 hrs la. Last time we stayed for like 5 hrs and had this silly wasabi icecream fruit daring game and made a lot of noise. Tak kena tendang keluar pun.. oh ya and my big bro was so full he couldn't think straight- Wasabi became wasiwa. Caramelized became camere..uhwhatever. LOL then he started singing along with the radio. ALOUD like some retard idol wannabe.. ~jk.. had a good time larfing and making fools of ourselves. Wish we stayed longer tho but my dad had to go off for work. Night shift and he didnt get enuf sleep. Stay up all night watch soccer somemore la. hehe one hour 50 minutes more till the final match between Italy and France.

World Cup this yr is kinda depressing not like 4 yrs back. Firstly cuz of the time. Then the passion and drive usually shown by the players are missing. Just look at Brazil. gosh. Mich was telling me abt some underhand dealings. In one match the referee booked a red card to the person who fell instead of the one whole tackled. Like wtf la. Then tt guy got the cheek to pat the ref on the back.. haha what has the world come to?

anyway Baybeats is this friday to sunday 14- 16th july. i wanna go but i have no one to go with.. anyone out there wanna take me? *cue Franz Ferd song*

I say don't you know. You say you don't know I say... take me out! .lol

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Asphyxiated In Screams

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This is what i feel like doing right now. Heh. That dude above is Ryan Zimmerman from a damn good emo/screamo band known as Greeley Estates. Its from the video 'Y'all With The Vampire Squad' and his hair is sooo effingly nice in the music vid. You should check them out. http://www.purevolume.com/greeleyestates yea one of my all-time fave band.
Get aural pleasure listening to: Outside Of This and Through Waiting
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Anyways here are the pics i promised a few entries back:

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Dash.Me.Michelle @ my sister's wedding.

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The nurses at the wedding.

i dont have the bride and groom's pic with me coz i'm still waiting for my cousin to send them to me.. hmm yea i really really need my own digital cam but i dunno which brand and what kind to buy. kinda a tech noob hehe. maybe sometime after my exams or around the Christmas sale.

heh i have nothing better to do right now. Just finished watching 'Hi My Name is Earl.' Funny show with all the talk about karma and such. Personally, i dont believe in karma. What goes around comes around shyte. The balance in this world is seriously screwed up. Some people get to do stupid evil stuff and yet they live a life of riches. I know of real nice people who suffer so much in their life and i pity them so. They have to suffer blow after blow and things still don't change for the better. It is so not fair. My life and the problems it entails are nothing compared to what they have to go through.

at least i can rest well knowing that since karma is non-existent, at least there's such a thing called :heaven and hell.
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Since we're kinda at the topic of teevee shows, let's go through some of these programmes on the tube:

Boston Public- a good show abt school tt they no longer show anymore. damn. i still remember vividly one episode where there was a fight between two school kids and one of them bit the earlobe bit of the other kid ala Mike Tyson. Then the monkey-faced vice principal came to stop the fight and the kid spit the tiny earlobe bit onto his forehead. And it bloody STUCK there!! cool lol

Charmed- was good the first few seasons. now getting monotonous tho it is not as lame as Superman [ read below]

Criminal Minds- oOo.. new show. every episode has a different theme. so far its copycat bombers, arsonists, obsessive compulsive disorder and the latest episode i didn't manage to watch. I love these kind of shows. Makes u think.

CSI: Las Vegas- yea one of my all-time fave late night shows. Just love the whole forensic science idea. But i feel its kind of stupid when i watch shows like Law And Order or something similar and they act as tho there was no crime scene investigations that could be done to help solve the case and then *poof!* here we have a show that shows the wonders of forensic science. I wanna be something like that one day but it seems that Singapore has yet to venture into forensic science. hmm forensic science nursing? Has a nice ring to it don't it? :p

Desperate Housewives- okay show that has a very winding plot tt manages to captivate its viewers. Not to mention Eva Longoria is sooo pretty! But i'm willing to skip this to do other stuff..

Grey's Anatomy- woot i love this show. firstly maybe coz its in a hospital setting. the show is also quite funny and touching at the same time. you get 'attached' to a patient then the next thing u know they end up dead on the surgery table. A must watch for me.

Lost- oh this is one shitty show. i sooo dont watch this show and i have absolutely no idea why the hell they won what awards la for this piece of crap. they have wayy too many recaps and stuff. damn bloody confusing if u miss one episode. so i juz forgo the whole goddamn thing.. HAH

Scrubs- why Oh why are all the great shows only 30 minutes long? Another great example is 'Who's Line Is It Anyway?' which is like everyone's fave show.. [haha just go and check out people's Friendster profile under Fave shows:.. Second most common could be Viva La Bam or Spongebob Squarepants. Yay Spongebob and Patrick!]

Superman- first season is okay. then it gets r-e-a-l monotonous even tho the characters aka villians keep changing. okay here's a typical Superman episode: Teen kena contact with kryptonite. Teen gains superpowers and takes advantage of powers. Teen attacks school or one of Clarke's love interest. Zoom to fight scene: Love interest or the week's lucky character focus faints right before battle. Damn she lost her chance to see Clarke use his superpowers yet AGAIN. *fight* Villian goes down. *badaBOOM or insert other sound effects here.* Love interest wakes up just after the villain gets beaten to a pulp. Aww damn. Superman is successful yet again at keeping his identity a bloody secret. Repeat repeat rep.. bleh Tom Welling's still cute tho. heh


--What made you so scared? Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares..--

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Friday June 30. 11:19PM

‘ Last day’ of school today. We had 2 weeks of break, then one week of school. Now its 3 weeks of attachment and then back to school again. Then comes the dreaded exams and onwards to the hospital we go.. Tiring huh? Confusing too.. But wth we need all the experience we can get..

Next week I’m going to KK Hospital for 2 weeks.. Feeling kinda nervous, eh hope the staff are nice.. Am not too good with kids.. hehe see how it goes. Bought new nursing shoes with mum at Geylang. Got Sleese cause they didn’t have Kappa in my size. Seems that both Mich and Dash are also planning to buy sport shoes for attachment. I think ar sooner or later every student is gonna be wearing black sport shoes. Definitely due to the fact that the recommended shoes (like those black auntie shoes from BATA) are killing our feet. Let me count the ways: they r tight, make our feet stink (espesh during morning shift where we have to bathe the patient and the water goes into the shoes and u have no choice but to walk around in wet, squelching, uncomfortable shoes the whole day acK), wear and tear easy, makes the skin of my precious feet peel and not to mention r soooo unflattering :P

~kuang kuang kuang

Haha so since I’m online I went music video hopping at www.youtube.com which I totally looove doing. Yea that’s basically what I do when I go online other then the usual mail-checking, friendster profile-glancing, song-downloading, occasional game-playing, spam-killing, msn-chatting if I’m not on a quest of homework-researching or other crap like that. bleh

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Mmkay lets start with the letter F. why? For the F oF it.

-Roses For The Dead’ by Funeral For A Friend. A sad video about suicide. Nearly made me cry by the end of the video. Nice song too tt can be found on Best of Taste of Chaos: Side One.

Recommended Songs: End Of Nothing. Juneau. FFAF have a weird screaming voice. Kinda scratchy and this weird quality makes it somewhat funny.. Like Tsunami Bomb’s screaming part for Dawn On A Funeral Day. [still feel bad tt they had to break up. Salute to Agent M. Damn her voice sounds very Japanese doesn’t it? So unique ar..]

- 'Should Have Stayed In The Shallows' by Fear Before The March Of Flames. Gosh. I used to regard this band as one that I feel is very nice but a bit too hardcore for my ears but now I can tolerate it. [Just cant tolerate those bands who scream in deep evil-Satan-like throathy tones. yet.] Still have no idea what they are singing though. Can only hear ‘Ladies and gentlemen. Boys and girls’ and snatches of ‘tequila’ and ‘fire’.. lol

Recommended Songs: On The Bright Side She Could Choke

-'What It Is To Burn’ by Finch.. I used to have this video in my friendster but it had to go to make way for Underoath’s new single, Writings On The Walls. F yea. The whole video is captivating. This is the song that made me like Finch. hmm but the lead singer, Nate, looks kinda fat in this video.. haha not complaining..

Recommended Songs: Letters To You. The music vid for this song is creepy. reminds me of paedophiles and bunnies. i like the short part where the Nate fell to the floor with the guitarist tho.. and Nate looks a whole lot younger and thinner too.. Bitemarks and Bloodstains.

that’s about all the video ratings I have time for.. tune in next time!

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~Hmm nowadays I feel so down. I dun wanna go back to my depressed mode like last time.. Waa I have no idea why I’m feeling so crappy. Well mayb i do have a slight idea why.. i just feel so empty. lonely. unloved. Help me someone before this hollow void swallows me whole.. This is a cry for help. Are you my knight in shining armor?