2010. Pfft!

it is officially 2010. And its post number 214.
Thank you dear readers for staying with me all these while. I really appreciate your visit into the realm where i spazz my excitement, vent my anger and teenage(!!) angst and maybe shed a few tears. I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart :D

2010. Another year. A whole new lease of life. But why does it feel so .. mundane? I seriously dont feel the difference. Nowadays im happier in school compared being all vulnerable to mistakes and the laser eyes of the big sisters at work. But i guess sometimes i just get too worked up with projects and exams. And my classmates.. Gosh i dont feel close to them at all! I dont know how the batch before me (my cuzzin and bro's gf's batch) are like inseparable. And i hate it tt my lecturer compares me to my cuzzin who's apparently very vocal and friendly.. I hate being compared. Its like i have something to compete with. Seems like teenage school days all over again. Geez.

Im not gonna make new yrs resolutions but i just wish for good grades for studies. So i can move ahead and hopefully go to a good ward with good colleagues who dun stab your backs or talk bad abt you. I sincerely miss my uncle and auntie patients! Well minus the anxious (sometimes irritating) family members. I miss the fun times we have joking with the uncles and aunties behind the curtains while we help them with their activities of daily living like sponging, tube feeding, even changing of diapers. I miss playing ard with my old demented elderlys.. Or how we used to pass over funny stories of what happened during our shifts. Or gossip abt those family's kids! Haha. I miss the cute doctors on call. Some are real nice and down to earth ppl whilst some are just downright nasty. We'll always compare which ho we like and complain how much we miss this doctor and hate that one. Hahaha. But i guess it'll be back to the wards for many years to come :D .. After im done with studies!

Tt was totally random! Didnt plan on talking abt ward life! But it was nice talking it out~

other random stuff.
My trusty cybershot cam has been with me for goddamn how many years i dunno.. Maybe 3 years? Bought it prolly cuz i was gonna go london. Now it has seen so many things and i love it so for capturing such beautiful memories on film! London and korea trip! :D it worked extra awesome as fancams for concerts and stalking of stars especially. I love you camera! Haha
but sadly now, its being all sensitive and a lil bit haywire with the controls. Lately i discovered the sound for when i press the controls was gone.. (i find tt sound really loud and annoying actually but now tt its gone, i find it nervewrecking) well mostly cuz i think i wont be long till i'll have to say goodbye and thank it for its services. Gosh.

Another trusty companion tt i bring with me everywhere is my mp4! So far so good :D
no hanging, no weird sounds, no spoilt buttons. I hope it lasts till next yr!

Well im talking abt gadgets cuz i'll need to plan what i need to get next!
Maybe a semi pro camera if my cybershot dies first.
And then an ipod touch cuz ive always wanted one of those. But hopefully my mp4 can last till 2011!

Schools starting tomorrow! *stabs self*
on a brighter note, later today im gonna go visit some old folks! Hope it'll be fun!
Till next time!