Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

maybe

maybe bcuz i deserve it.
maybe bcuz i brought it upon myself.
maybe bcuz i was brought up that way.
maybe bcuz i'm too immature.
maybe bcuz you're way ahead of me.
maybe bcuz i'm not cool like you.
maybe bcuz we're worlds apart.
maybe bcuz i'm not understanding enough.
maybe bcuz i can't be understanding all the time.
maybe bcuz i wanna feel like a king, for once.
maybe bcuz i hide my feelings too much.
maybe bcuz i think tt by hiding it, it will go away.
maybe bcuz those kind of things don't happen that way.
maybe bcuz it hurts too much.
that i can't breathe. i can't sleep. i can't think. ..eat or be myself anymore.
maybe bcuz u deserve it.
maybe bcuz i'm too paranoid.
maybe bcuz i just want to feel loved again.
sometimes i'll imagine if the train i'm on explodes,
if the cab i'm in crashes,
if the oncoming traffic won't stop..
would anyone care?
would you care?
maybe.
would it be too late?
maybe.

maybe i just..

..don't care.

taken.- for granted

i've read somewhere that spontaeneity just means the guy just doesn't care enough to plan. I dunno. Going to the movies and doing the same old thing just doesnt cut it anymore. Where's all the fun and excitement that i'm supposed to have? I cherish the times we had and look forward for more but..

..sometimes i just want to feel like i'm wanted. Like i'm treasured. Not taken for granted. I want to be surprised and pampered once in a while. maybe thats too much to ask?

maybe. just maybe..
i want to feel like a girlfriend.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Twin Celebration- Sayang & Mr. Pres

Yest we celebrated Sayang [Huiwen] and Kenneth's birthday. Their actual bdaes are on 13th Oct [hwen] and 14th [ken].. Since it fell on the first and second day of raya, we decided to celebrate it earlier. Yeah and cuz these two are significant figures in my life..
we ate at EatZi at SAFRA Yishun. Food are quite reasonably priced and are in big portions. Which is GOOD in my books.. hahaha.

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-pic taken at the head of the table-

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-grp pic! SMILE~-

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-read it and weep. ahhaha-

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-awww.~ LOVEtheseguys-

i'm so glad tt both of the bdae boy and girl enjoyed their celebration. nothing brings me joy more than to see them smile. guys, i'm real lucky to have both of you as my friends. i sincerely feel that both of u are like the glue tt keeps our club together. not to mention the rest who are doing their part for us to continue on. don't let those obstacles and nasty comments get in the way. what matters is the way we pick ourselves up and vow to go on. lets make LA GUITARE 2007 a success~ i believe in us.

nypgc is like my second family..
u guys never fail to make me smile :)

PICTURE links here! enjoy.
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-loves-

Thursday, October 04, 2007

The Long Wait

hola
one more week of attachments then i'll be free.. like a BIRD eh baby?
hahha. no more restrictions [parents maybe], holidays for like 5 effing weeks. So can't wait! yeahh~

Last week i had OT [Operating Theatre] posting at SGH. Omgosh. It was super fun. A complete change of setting from the general ward. I so wanted it to be longer. Like two weeks long but NYP can't afford to put us in that area for long. Too many students.

One bad thing is the temperature. Cuz its airconditioned. Pros include being able to watch doctors performing surgeries, seeing blood spill on the floor, blades cutting skin, babies popping out of wombs.. etc. It made everything all worth. Some staff are nice to work with too.

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Right now i'm in A&E. I'm loving the group of year 3 schoolmates i'm going round with. That's only one-fifth of them in the pic above. They're fun peeps to joke around with. I really miss that day at ortho OT/ minor OT with huda and jeremy. I was like the big doctor having a MAJOR op to do then they were my minions.. uh i mean slaves.. eh wait! helpers.. HAHAHA

so funn la can?

welp i'm left with two more aftnn shifts and i'm done with attachments. backt o halping mum at home dolling up the house for raya. Raya first day is at MY HOUSE! all my cousins and uncles and aunties squeezed in one house. Cats sure as hell gonna be in hiding. Under the bed? LOL

neways to all muslims out there.. HAPPY FASTING!
woots. raya here i come!!

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