a thank you is in order.

dear avid readers.
sorry for not updating for a while
i havent been home long enough to go online and also due to the downside of having lotsa siblings who also need their fix of internet surfing.
i have been out and about for almost everyday these past two weeks
spending time with friends and family
loving every moment

you know
i once confided in someone
saying that i feel like i didnt have many friends
that was during a rough spot

but after a change of events
i finally saw the light

its not about the amount of time spent with a person
its not about the promises that a person makes
or the excuses they come up with just because

its about the spontaneous stamp of approval
the ok lets go when invited
its about the frequent dropping by to say hi
to check up on us just because
its about the support they give when someone needs it
be it a performance
or just an organized event
not because its 'not their thing'

now that i have seen the light
i know that there are many out there who'll miss me and who will be missed by me
thank you so very much guys
for spending time with me in my holiday period
before all freedom is snatched from me
when work and responsibility takes control

to hailwa, naz, nurul
thanks for the times spent, us talking nonstop abt korean superstars and
sharing shows to a point that other topics cease to exist
korean is love indeed (:

to nypGC
i did not regret one bit when i jotted my name down
at the booth on Club Crawl
you guys never fail to make me feel loved
with the late night makans
and the constant practices
and it was an honour to be a vice president
my second family!

to vlc (espesh arSCENEic)
i hold you guys close to my heart
having friends who listen to the same genre
going exploring, to gigs together
teaching me to play CounterStrike and thus making me have CS withdrawal when we dont play for a long time.. LOL
cherish the times we had
there sure as hell will be more to come

to primmasaurus rex
the london trip was the highlight of my holidays
heh i wonder if i can win the 'so how did u spend your holidays?' among friends
many experiences gained
wonderful memories created
i love how i always get on ur nerves by being all inquisitive and hyper
and how u can just shoot me down just by doing tt face.
LOL
we shld just lose our inhibitions and model-walk across the street one day
123.. can?!

to huiwen Sayang
you never fail to make me smile
i have never met anyone whom i can mix so well with
considering the only thing we have in common is
in terms of hyper-ness, GC and the ability to spew random questions.
i hope we dont lose touch
and we still have tt Genting trip to plan
thanks for being my accomplice in so many things
you will be severly missed

this is how i define: FRIENDS.

..
the much awaited video
watch it till the very end
that's when the magic happens
a voice to melt even the coldest of hearts.
jonas bjerre



mew- comforting sounds~

cold is the night

his voice brings chills down my spine
i think i'm in love
- Jonas Bjerre

stfu; she said.

well
jason sensation has all this cool metal /rock/ punk bands in his top ten of current playlist songs

me?
i have this..


old school memories much?
love them soo~

Shut Up- Blink 182

Shut the f- up she said
I'm going f-ing deaf
You're always too loud
Everything's too loud

Now that all my friends left
This place is f-ing dead
I wanna move out
When can we move out?
This shit has got to stop
I'll run away

Get the f- up she said
Your life is meaningless
It's going nowhere
You're going nowhere

You're just a f- up she said
I'll live alone instead
She said:"You don't care"
I know I don't care

I'll never ask permission from you
F- off I'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home

I got too f- up again
And passed out on the plane
Tried to forget you
I can't forget you

No sleep on this flight
I'll think about the nights
We had to get through
How did we get through?

(x2)
I'll never ask permission from you
F- off I'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I'll run away

I think it's time that I should leave
I think it's time that I should leave
I think it's time that I should leave

I think it's time that I should leave


-- push it out, fake a smile. avert disaster, just in time --

adrenaline junkie

thanks to kai, adi, faisal, sakinah and zul
for the glorious time we had at pulau ubin yesterday
i have always been a fan of cycling, nature
and adventure outings.

so pulau ubin was an idea waiting to happen!
fuzzy went a week earlier and got bitten by mosquitoes
but thanks to the ever dutiful armybrand mosquito repellant,
we escaped bumps-free(:

best times was
the countless downhill slopes
feeling the breeze on my back
screaming and whooping in joy
bending low to embrace the speed
gosh i so miss the feeling
adrenalin equals ultimate euphoria~

just the scenery is reason enough to pack your bags and have a little family picnic
i remember vaguely once when i was younger
my aunts, my cousins and my family would sit by the beach eating
nasi lemak while we kids played by the shoreline
but i cant for the life of me remember the ferry ride there.
heh i wonder why.
too bad the scenic seaside picture was tainted with the new installation of the iron fence all around the island
to keep the illegal immigrants at bay

our tour guides, kai and adi, wanted to bring us to the quarry area
but it was closed off
tt was a minor setback..
we took pictures of the place tho.
and loads more funny poses
i even had a new hairdo!

links:
http://picasaweb.google.com/casualtyofsociety/UbinCycling

then halfway zul's bike's front tire blew a flat.
we went back to the starting point to change the bike
and discovered a wonderful gassy lemonade drink
zul's 2nd bike proved to be a pain as well
the gears kept shifting everytime pressure was placed on it

and being the kind soul tt i am
(i'm a heroine init?)
i exchanged my bike with him
the rest of the journey was more or less accident-free

..
which reminds me of the 'cycling trick' of riding zigzag upslope
funny as hell
shld have taped tt
LOL
but hope you guys aren't too injured by tt

we left ubin with a sense of accomplishment..
of having trekked that far all over the island
of cooking maggi outdoors with the littlest appliances
of feeding poor hungry strays called milo, leftover noodles and soggy bread
of waiting and lending a hand to friends who are on the brink of frustration-izom
of getting a chance to meet mother nature and enjoy the fruits of her labour
of capturing the moments we had on film
and keeping the rest in our memories

and last but not least,
of suffering from aches and pain the very next day
but knowing that it was all bloody hell worth every minute

thanksomuch for the experience!
we shld do this some time again (:

monopolize em'

end of club crawl.
we've got more than 200 people who've registered.
great job guys(:
looking forward for orientation concert!

so after club crawl
the remaining of 8 of us went in search for makan
ended up at Mad Jack at Jalan Kayu

omg
the place is amazing
serves an awesome plate of baked rice
all the rest of their other dishes are mostly seafood
and its very fresh and quite affordable too
i wanna go there again!
after an early dinner we stayed there for another round of monopoly; spongebob-style.
we all got pwned by kenneth.
there were 6 players, me, eugene, kenneth, sherilyn, jian hui and siewkee.
eveyone managed to snag plots of their own.
my mrt-owning tactic was stolen by jian hui.
but in the end he also went bankrupt when he tried alliancing with siew kee, who was losing.
haha
he said us 3 (ken, eugene and me) were like the US, Japan and Russia.
the 3 big countries eating off of the smaller third world countries (them).

in the very end,
ken teamed up with sher
while i teamed up with eugene.
what a headache.
a neverending game.
but we got pwned~
gahh
just look at the danger zones!
this was near the end of the game..


the yellow pineapples are houses.
while the red krusty krabs are hotels.
landing on one of ken's hotels costs $1100
and he owned all the mrt stations and utilities.
egad.

mine was at the 2nd most ex estate but i cld only afford 2 houses then.
till i landed on free parking and got $1700 worth of tax.
WOOO~

but still good game y'all~
heee (:

the love.

this was in year two, i think

our batch ppl were real close
usually after guitar practice we'd go out to eat
or sometimes catch a movie
this particular game of monopoly was played in front of the SA Office
Blk E Level 4. Outside the lift.
it was the best bright and windy spot we could find
after the aircon was shut off at 1pm on Saturdays.

Then two years later,

different phone models
different players
the same game of monopoly, Singapore edition!
Wednesday night we came to visit the juniors during practice
so while we 'gambled' our paper money away, sweet joyous music played in the background

heh and i won that game.
and for the game the following night (:
the secret to my success?
OWN ALL THE MRT STATIONS!!
$200/- per trip baybeh!
sayang was the one who kept landing on my mrt stations
then she got paranoid when riding the real thing back to woodlands
haha

so.
rematch anyone?
just keep the stations for me ay
LOL

now everyone wants to steal my tactic la.
no fair *pouts*

today's another day at club crawl(:
familiar faces and eye candies everywhere!
ahh it feels so good to be back..
can i help it if i've got lotsa friends?
woots~

roly poly

club crawl.
our elusive cca open house.
is here once again!
17th and 18th april.


-- our giant guitar at our booth in 2007.
vice president baby!

the times i had in NYP guitar club i'll always cherish
like the first guitar club camp
the dangerous game of dodgeball
the movie marathon
our annual concert, La Guitare
practicing nonstop
abusing our fingertips
my surprise 18th birthday celebration
staying back in school just to watch over the juniors
enrichment classes
disturbing ppl with my accomplice, Huiwen Sayang
late night makan

you guys are like my second family (:
love love lovee~
really hope we all keep in touch.
and and
sayang was talking abt a trip to genting
yeah maybe baby
hope it happens!
..


talking abt poly life.
one of the things i miss most is the people!
the eye candy of course.
hahaha
michelle, dash and i used to come up with all these codenames for our eyecandies
sorry, we're girls.
don't say you guys don't have codenames for ppl too

oops i'm gonna be late for something
will update again.
so come back for my exclusive post on codenames~



-- why don't we share our solitude

unsettled

a few weeks back i sat talking with my elder brother
me and him
we don't usually talk much since he's always so busy with work
by talk i mean really talk
speak and listen

he said
when a person really loves another
and then has to let go of them,
in many circumstances..
their heart never really mends properly
so they tend to be really delicate and fragile
they yearn for that feeling that is lost

when they are in this stage,
they settle for less
they settle for second best

..
and second best is not a good place to be
i would know

'say it like you mean it

ha dhul set.. FIGHTING!

late nights always means i'm up watching something.
it used to be grey's anatomy
then the big bang theory
but this group of people have consistently been
the ones tt cheer me up whenever i feel down
they're known as:
SUPER JUNIOR!

their endless jokes and mischief always have me at the edge of my seats.
figuring what random crazy stuff they'll do.
gahh i have a crazyy love for KOREAN stars!
*blush

here they are..


to the song by LMNT: Hey Juliet.
my darlings!

count em there's thirteen!

sneak peek into one of my fave episode in their
variety show: SuperJunior Full House
where they had two female guests from the states living with them
and whcih they do fun activities to welcome these girls into their korean land

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cr1318FvgPg

this show is what made me fall in love with them~

fave music video:
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--oppa SARANGHAEYO! <33

Attention VLC!

hells yeah
i know all of us had soo much fun at primela's party
so i decided to plan an outing for us!

what do you guys say to
cycling in Pulau Ubin?
Date: Sunday, 20th April

Expected costs:
$2 each for every 12 passengers on the boat ride
$8- $12 for a whole day bicycle rental
$4 ++ for a plate of nasi lemak
then kai suggested we cook our own meals for lunch.. army style!
with solid fuel and mesh tins all~
woots.
that you army boys gotta teach us kay?


So please do your very best to make urself free on tt day aite.
All those in favour of the adventure,
do let me know.
i'll be sending messages around too!
really hope everyone can come (:

so far i've got really gd response from Kai and Jason.
hahah

-- and this white lie fever isn't phasing me

makes the world go round

back from prim's party and chalet.
had a great GREAT time.
what with the amazing VL's performance
seeing hyper Aniek and David again
making new friends
crazy dance moves
hot music all around
singing and headbanging to Linkin Park and Nirvana..
not to mention the
late night laughs
playing of card games
experimenting with feng shui
being in close proximity of beloved friends
..
gahh
im still high from the party.
and primela has such a sexy voice now
hee.
not tt it wasnt sexy before that
*wink wink

gosh i had so much FUNN!
especially the dancing at the end
when everyone left until it was just Prim's relatives and family and the VLC.

and to see ian dance..
whoa.
we were all amazed!
and i love to see micheal dance~
pwned

photos from my cam is up
http://picasaweb.google.com/casualtyofsociety/PrimSDay

cant wait to see the professional photographer's pics (:

ouh and percussionistas!
your pics are here:
http://picasaweb.google.com/casualtyofsociety/Percussionistas
i'm real sorry abt the lighting
it cant be salvaged
since they refused to turn the lights on
for 'the mood' they said
grrr.
but the sound quality is awesomee~
will upload the videos when my comp stops being an ass.


ouh and i heard from primmy tt she and jason liked reading my blog!
wow.
tt kinda made my day (:
and to think that i thought no one reads my blogs.
show ur appreciation my commenting/ tagging!
pleassse~
hee
it gets pretty lonely out here.

*pouts*

...
so i've finished watching Grey's Anatomy Season 4.
Its superb with juicy doctor love drama and sarcastic jokes.
you guys have GOT to go and watch it.
cuz i'm hooked!

watched 'The L Word' at the chalet thru Faz's laptop
or at least i tried to
i guess its not my type of drama
dramas tt catch my attention are either full of hott guys and gals (the OC),
in the hospital setting (Grey's Anatomy, Scrubs) or comedy.

my current brain-kill poison is:
The Big Bang Theory!
woots.

i saw the ads and trailers while in London
it looked interesting so i kept wanting to wait till the show started
(it starts at around 10pm usually)
but something always, ALWAYS happens right before the show starts
i either get effing sleepy and retreat to bed
or someone changes the channel
and well its not like i cant just change back
its cuz i dun wanna aggravate the house owners who have been ohsokind to me for letting me stay in their house and cook in the kitchen
so i give in ..
and 10pm is kinda impossible to stay up until
considering we were still suffering from jet lag the first few days
*imagine going to bed when the clock in the living room reads 8pm*
hah! which is soo impossible back at home unless i'm havg a horrible headache
for me, fatigue kicks in only when both hands are past the 12 mark

besides!
i still can stream it online
ahh the glorious wonders of the world wide web
loves~

neways here's a sneak preview!


yeahh its more of a look into the life of geeks.
who have their lives changed when a pretty gal moves in across the hall.
and i love the geek talk!
enjoy(:

my fave is the walowitz guy~
great accents.
best at flirting
haha
hafta watch more to know him!

i lay tongue tied

am getting real bored with nothing much to write abt.
so i'll just keep on posting vids~

current obsession:
things with keyboards
retro
colors
bright lights
lyrics tt inspires

to be specific: playradioplay!



Loco Comotion

Outside, I lay tongue-tied
Oh, help me escape now
Cuz I'm on the brink now
Inside, I'm confusing
I have myself with these conflicting emotions
I'm on the brink of finding commotion

& who told you to take your time?
Cuz we got none
& I need some

Oh, hold me, we can kiss
I'll keep a secret of why I miss you
Everyday you ease the pain
Everyday I stay the same

Outside, I lay tongue-tied
Oh, help me escape now
Cuz I'm on the brink now
Inside, I'm confusing
I have myself with these conflicting emotions
I'm on the brink of finding commotion (x2)




heyy fai.
this is the video that i told you abt.
dan hunter from playradioplay on Guitar Hero swinging the guitar like mad
super cute can?!


- swing it! swing it!
guys i broke the strap!..

OH NO!