sedate me someone

ON MY OWN by BOY KILL BOY

Feel the force of the blow
That's the price for getting down
Maybe I understand
Just because I'm doing fine
On my own
I'm better off
On my own

Feel the cold of my hands
That's the price for moving on
Taste the shame on my lips
I know, I know I'll do this
On my own
I'm satisfied
On my own

Step aside, let the hearts decide
The final kiss goodnight, my love
tears will fall, years will grow they say
The final kiss goodbye, my love

Wipe the sleep from your eyes
The last nights lullabies
Its a smack in the face
I know, I know you'll do this
In your own way

Keep the wolf from the door
Spend some time getting well
On your own
We're better off
On our own

Step aside, let the hearts decide
The final kiss goodnight, my love
tears will fall, years will go they say
The final kiss goodbye, my love

Step aside, let the hearts decide
The final kiss goodnight, my love
tears will fall, years will go they say
The final kiss goodbye, my love



I know hurts so much but i have to keep reminding myself that it's all for the very best. Sometimes when i'm down thinking about you i'll listen to this as loud as i can to stop the memories from pushing their way in and the tears from pouring down.
You don't know how much you meant to me.
Well i guess its too late then.
.. tears will fall, years will grow they say.
the final kiss goodbye, my love.-

Reise - A Musical La Guitare Journey 2007

heyho.
La Guitare was a success thanks to the hard work of everyone from the backstage crew, to the emcee, instructors and performers.
The audience also helped out by being completing Mr Micheal's song by being so sporting and fun. Hope all those who came enjoyed themselves cuz i enjoyed myself so much.
We were asked to keep a smile on our faces while performing and then i turned to the left to see Jeremy and Mark dancing to our songs. Mr Micheal also made us laugh by sticking his tongue out. HEH the audience missed tt.

thank you everyone.
thanks for the memories.

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see you guys at our many xmas dinners and upcoming outings!
.-su (:


relive the heartpounding moments performing for a room of more than 300 ppl. More than full house! woah~


last min practicing


smile for the camera


NYPGC [Batch 11, 12 &13]

heh and the 'Aye Aye!~' from the crowd really made my day.
thanks fai, zim and kinah for supporting me (:
thnks to the madrasah peeps [hakeem, raudhah, basirah and fazly] too for attending!

somehow someway

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me, yeah
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free, talk to me I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free, talk to me I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone

And I don't need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here
And I want to get free, talk to me I can feel you fallin'

And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone
And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you fallin'

I know it's out there, I know it's out there
And I can feel you fallin'

I know it's out there, I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I know it's out there, I know it's out there

Somehow here is gone, yeah...


-goo goo dolls

smile for the camera

Wait till I put my plastic smile on..
I have such a low tolerance for snobs nowadays. And the world is filled with them stupid ass fishes. I mean I go out of my way to be friendly and yet I get snubbed.. Ok I’m a nobody. I get it. But I’m still an individual aren’t I? Don’t I at least get a simple ‘Hi, how are you doing?’ or better answers to questions??

Just cause you know so many cool people doesn’t make you one of them. Look around.. There are people who put on their plastic faces just for you. I hope you realize it. I hope you choke change.

Now do you feel special?

Cuz i think your head's stuck in cloud nine. Wake up and smell the roses.

the last teen

Aye aye!
There's so many things i've been up to. One of which is the Lime Sonic Bang!
This time they made it at Sentosa. Wasn't such a bad response considering there were many who came over to the beach.
my escort for the day was none other than PRIMELA!
woots. our weekend. had fun disturbing u and such..

Met up with my bro and his friends.
The most memorable event happened on A Vacant Affair's set. We were waiting so impatiently for them to come up and when they finally came on... hell broke loose!
I had so much fun moshing along to the songs. Prim had a hard time trying to record the set but to no avail. She was my cushion as she stood beside the barricade and me. Whoa it was so darn thrilling. Only thing is i have to stop wearing slippers to mosh pits! Only one minute into the 1st song my slippers came off. So had to endure the stinging sand and yet even more stinging soles of shoes. HAHAH. Fark! I wish i wore shoes tt day. But it was damn worth it. We limped happily back home...



2nd Dec came round and tadaaaaah!!~
HAPPY NINETEENTH BDAE TO ME!
woots! The last of my -teen years.. Next time i'll be a -ty!
gosh gosh time pass by so fast ey.
Anyways thanks to everyone for your well wishes. Really really appreciate it!
And the bdae songs too. whoa...
Sue TAN! ahhaa

First cake i got was from Guitar Club. they made everyone stay back to sing me the bdae song. oh and great composition by Gabriel! Thanks ar dude. LOL wish i had recorded tt high pitched version.




Second surprise i got was at the reunion at ECP with the madrasah peops. It was so nice to see you guys again(: Had loads of childish fun playing UNO and joking around. Then they presented me and Hafiz with a cake! HAHA so sweet la can.



here's me with basirah. Our dear organiser!
yeah thnx gurl! i enjoyed myself tt day. Here's to more reunions(:

Third surprise was the biggest of all. I cant effing believe my eyes when i saw their beautiful faces at the ward. Heh the thing is i had to work aftnn shift on my birthday. yes right on the very day. I tried to take off but to no avail. So wth i'll just soldier on. I thot the day'll be a miserable one.. BUT!
Sayang, Zuyi and Jack made a special appearance just for me. You know the phrase 'made my day?' well that was the exact words to use. You guys totally turned my frown upside down. Thanks so very much! And to think u had to go asking where's the gastro/ endo ward? Smthg to do with stomach one. *point point. *scratch head.. LOL
LOVE YOU GUYS!
and thnx for the presents :D

Fourth surprise was before i left for work. Some staff nurses from my work area bought a cake for me!
wahaha
tt's even sweeter considering i dun know them tt well. been working for only like 2 weeks plus. heh. touched la can?


weird thing is every cake is a blueberry cake!
ahah. how'd everyone know tt's my fave?