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WHOA.
It sure has been QUITE some time since i last blogged. Sorry guys. Been really busy with my school projects and stuff. Am really lacking sleep nowadays. Right now while typing this my brain is SCREAMING for my bed. Been getting lots of feelings of light headedness recently. Cant blardy wait for Tuesday to come in which my last presentation will be OVER.
I'm left with exams in mid august only. Thank god~
Attachments? Let that wait. I'll take things in stride.


woots BAYBEATS 2007 is coming! YAYNESS.
cant wait to watch all the bands perform and to spend more time with him(:

Performance LINE UP!
3 Aug FRI
Nokia Powerhouse (Stage @ Powerhouse)
6.30- 7pm KING KONG JANE
7.30- 8pm STENTORIAN
8.30- 9pm AZMYL YUNOR (MY)
9.30- 10.15pm UTOPIUM (FRA)

Nokia Arena (Stage @ Esplanade Park)
7- 7.30pm MONOFONE
8- 8.30pm CARACAL
10- 10.45pm PLAINSUNSET

4 Aug SAT
Nokia Power House (Stage @ Powerhouse)
6- 6.30pm THE SALLYS
7- 7.30pm INTONE (OZ)
8- 8.30pm MARCH TWELVE
9- 9.30pm URBANDUB (PH)
10- 10.30pm THE CITY ON FILM (USA)

Nokia Arena (Stage @ Esplanade Park)
6.30- 7pm ALLURA
7.30- 8pm DEPUTY SIREN
8.30- 9pm TYPECAST (PH)
9.30- 10pm THE LOVE SONG (HK)
10.30- 11.15pm BLINDSIDE (SW)

Observation Deck (Singapore Art Cafe & Library @ Esplanade)
2pm- Junk's Choice: WARREN CHAN, REZA SALLEH & ADLIN ROSLI (MY)
3pm- TOOKOO (China)
4pm- THE LOVE SONG (HK)
5pm- THE CITY ON FILM (USA)

5 Aug SUN
Nokia Power House (Stage @ Powerhouse)
6- 6.30pm GIANTS MUST FALL
7- 7.30pm EVERYBODY LOVES IRENE (IND)
8- 8.30pm TOOKOO (China)
9- 9.30pm KATE OF KALE
10- 10.45pm ONE BUCK SHORT (MY)

Nokia Arena (Stage @ Esplanade Park)
6.30- 7pm BISMUTH
7.30- 8pm THE FIRE FIGHT
8.30-9pm They will kill us all (MY)
9.30- 10pm B QUARTET
10.30- 11.15pm ALOHA (USA)

Observation Deck (Singapore Art Cafe & Library @ Esplanade)
2pm- Junk's Choice: ALALINQ (MY) & KOFFKOFF
3pm- ALOHA (USA)
4pm- JON CHAN (PLAINSUNSET)
5pm- tbc

Visit http://www.baybeats.com.sg/ for details! GO (:

omg. i was so darn estatic when i found out Blindside was gonna come to play for BAYBEATS. Their music are very nice. I'll categorise Blindside and Bleed The Dream together as they have the same sound and style. Yeh but BTD songs are much much more catchy. GOSH. so how long more to wait till all the other big bands come and have a concert on our little red dot? hmm.. we've already welcomed A7X, FOB, The Cure, Black Sabbath, Gwen Stefani etc
maybe the mention of SINGAPORE in Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 might have had some effect on these bands? LOL

i can list ohsoeffingMANY bands tt i want to come here. but i'll still regret tt time when Anberlin came and i forgo[-ed] tt event. Rrrr.
Pricing doesn't have to cost an arm and a leg tho.
damn cant wait cant wait.

-- special. special. everyone is special. everyone in his or her own way --

as worlds collide.-

BEAUTIFUL LOVE by THE AFTERS

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
My beautiful love

Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love

My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love

My beautiful love.



babybaby *tuning

Rampage.- the night away

forget the last entry. heh
Rampage The Durian [a one year tribute to Rampage On The Airwaves] totally kept my mind off the problem at hand. Me, Fai and Zim reached Esplanade too late to watch Rika. But we were there for one mission: To watch A Vacant Affair!
Yeahness~

I bought a green AVA teeshirt for $18 and badges at $2 for 2. Supernice texture the shirt is made of. Hmm but i should have gotten the small size instead of medium. Heh.. its a ferris wheel design with a face in front of it. The words: A VACANT AFFAIR. please take your shirts. your smiles aren't working no more' adorn the front of the tee. OMG. How About Enough is my fave AVA song! What with the lyrics and guitars.. woot~



-- can you see matt on the right? *strain ur eyes baybeh~


-- for all your sins. they will come around again.

at the end of the whole thing we wanted to go approach Matt. Fai wanted to know if they were gonna sell AVA merch during BandzOut 2007. we stood infront, a bit to the right, side of the merch table debating on how to approach him. So long la sey we stood there. You go la! I go accompany you. Give you support. Come onn~ *one leg forward*
LOL. it was like that for like 10 minutes i swear.
then everyone seemed to be leaving, so i was like ahh wth! let's just go.. so we turned our heels and walk away.. heh.
you know why we cant do it? well its partly cuz i dunt have BALLS [i'm a babe ok?] but mostly cuz we were damn bloody STARSTRUCK! omg. :O

and we also did not want to appear to 'angkat bola' like what the malays like to say. Suck it to them' in English it means. HEH so mayb we'll pluck up the courage to talk during BandzOut?! Ouhh and another piece of bad news:( the A Vacant Affair EP that i preordered in HMV will only arrive next 2 weeks. AVA is coming next week..

How am i gonna get them to sign it? Rrrrr.
Maybe at their next gig i guess. I sure will approach them next time i have the album :)


-- remember the thunder



-- your smiles aren't working, no more. .. so just leave me alone.

Rant.

ok i am so unbelievably pissed right now. A warning to everyone of my readers- this is one of those posts where i just rant on abt something that is occupying my mind at the present time. In the time that i'm writing this, i might not be in a correct state of mind and i might regret what i wrote and this post might magically disappear after recuperation phase but it might not.

okay see i have this junior in guitar club. he shall not be named. Lets just call him ASH for ASsHole ok. i am so goddamn pissed right now you cant imagine how many bad words wanna spill out into my blog but i'll have to keep my image as a cute and INNOCENT girl. And i do not want to be deleted. fullstop.

HAHA my rant on my other blog got deleted and PURGED sia. LOL. Dunno why uh. maybe i used bad words or that i did not log on often. *sigh what is done is done. maybe case is resolved. maybe not..

well as u all know i am in love with the kind of music i'm listening to. so i really hate it when ppl come up and say that emo sucks or is just people crying and trying to slit of their wrists and wearing all black eyeliners and shit. For all those who know me, you know damn well i am not like this. I am only in in for the MUSIC not the CULTURE. I am even proud of what i am, of what i listen to. i dun judge a band just cuz of its genre. i know i'm bragging here but i know of many many bands both underground and mainstream. and you. what do YOU know? i asked you what emo bands do you listen to? he stated My Chemical Romance. then i said well i like screamo more actually. what screamo bands do you know? he went: Linkin Park. I laffed my ass off la. LP is nu-metal ok? you dun even know screamo and emo still wanna talk big. Go listen to your britney spears and LJ songs and sit under ur rock for all i care.

So this *insert badword here* ASH is always calling me EMO and laffing in his DAMN *badword!* annoying high pitched voice. He calls me EMO everytime i see him and laughs as if its a bad thing. Then he relates the stupid cultur-fic practices like slitting of wrists to me by asking me whether i do that. So i asnwered, Of cuz not. I think that's just stupid. you dun cut your wrists just cuz ur emo. or vice versa. Then i ASKED HIM BACK, since he was talking so much abt it as if he was the effing genius abt emo. His answer was that he was scared. HAH~ stupid ass

but tt was an old incident. what sparked this rant happened just five minutes ago. I was on the way back from Cheers to my nursing block. Then i saw him walking towards me with his guitar and a guy friend. I recognised that the friend was one of the dude that could dance real well during Jam & Hop. Being the good person that i am i acknowledged ASH. Just small talk [note tt not all seniors are friendly towards their juniors]. I asked him why was his hair like that. [ his hair was damn fcuked up la can?! like one mini explosion on his head. But i didnt ask him why it was so ugly. note: i am a good girl]. But he cut me short.

*points at me* EH! EMO! His friend took one look at me and laughed. i just walked on speechless. I didnt even care to look at him. Imagine a dark cloud above my head. Eff la! i dont even know your friend and u made fun of me in front of him. DO YOU THINK THAT I DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS?! not like you. *insert many many bad words* think before you talk ok fatty. UGH. i dont care anymore. HATE me now if u want cuz i alr HATE you..

i seriously feel like i do not need you to be someone in my life. someone not as in a friend. someone as in an individual. no one needs to know someone like you. from now onwards i will not acknowledge you in the corridors unless there is an absolute need to. you just get on my nerves wayy too much. seriously who the fcuk needs enemies when you've got friends like this. but dude, SERIOUSLY youre no friend.

k that effer just spoilt my lovely day. but he's not gonna spoil my night out to watch Rika, A Vacant Affair and West Grand Boulevard at RAMPAGE THE DURIAN! mayb i'll even mosh tonight.

let the emotions pour out.
Rrrr.

Sun Worshippers

MORNING!

its a beautiful Saturday morning. I did my house chores today. Washed clothes, vacuumed the house, hanged clothes, bathed the cats..

yeah so here are my darlings (:
all wet and grumbling.


-- stereo


-- mono


-- nekokyu jahat 300 :D

LOL right now they're hiding from me.

welps gotta go crash a birthday party with the arSCENEics!

-- the poison's in our veins. you know that i'll die for you --

Capital Letters SCARE Me

Yeah so i guess you guys have heard of the good news ey?
we made it into the FINALS of BANDZOUT 2007!! woots yeahh
damn excited la can? This means we have to really work hard to rock out on the finals. Rrrr. Nervous beb~

We'll be performing LIFE by Valentine's Letter and STAND BY ME a classic by Ben E. King that has also been covered by Metallica i think. Too bad we cant sing Love & Hate. I just love the bass 'solo' part. No really it'll always stay lodged in my head all throughout the day after jamming. Its okay then. All the best for your recording k VL? We'll always be here to support ur journey. What are NumberOneFans for eh?

so its on Friday the 13th. If i say 13th July many ppl wont remember so its FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH OKAY?! ahaha may all of you not be able to sleep tt day. Why you ask?

Bcuz A VACANT AFFAIR is coming! ARGH I. AM. SO. IN. LOVE. with this band. Ordered their EP at HMV. Its gonna come next week. YAYness. Sorry guys so many capital letters. Might have hurt your eyes but do i look like i give a DAMN? NO!!! AHAHA
i'm sleep deprived so bear with me k?
LOL bear!! SAVE THE BEARS! STOP DES FROM KICKING THEM! rawr.


-- polar bears!


-- i can just FEEL the love awww~

See? How can you even THINK of kicking such a cute little mammal?
tsk tsk tsk.

Hmm cant really think of much else to say here. Just hope to see everyone there okay? There'll be Bad Obsession and Firebrands too to perform for us. But Joe the cool drummer [we talked to him before. He's real nice(: ] wont be able to make it cuz of NS reservist [say gdbye to all that long hair. Aww. Wasted uh i didn't take photos with him tt day aft Rock For Wayne.. Damn.] So its gonna be an acoustic set for Bad Obsession i guess. Hope AVA plays a real rocking set with all the hxc dancing and screaming yea.

Just watch this video i took of AVA performing The Departure.
http://download.yousendit.com/B38225F31B970E87
-- this has become something we've never believed. slowly but surely it'll take us all away..

Enjoyed my ass off at RFW. Caracal and West Grand Boulevard were damn energetic. Its was a pleasure to watch them perform(: I like to watch the guitarist of WGB perform. heh. Ouh CARACAL managed to get into the finals of Baybeats 07. All the best!

yeah so as a tribute lets have a moment's silence for Wayne Seah of the Suns. He's a cool guy but i hate to have ppl passing on when they still have so much more of life to enjoy.. Rest in peace dude. Hope u move on to a better place~

-- remember the thunder. AMEN

Chaos via arSCENEic

destination unknown.

Band auditions was yesterday. It was nervewrecking but still very fun. Thank god the judges weren't those mean and strict kind who'll bite off our heads at every mistake. Comments they gave us were guitar was too soft; need to tune up a bit more cuz the solo couldn't be heard. OMG and Zim had to stay up to learn the solos in like two friggindays. Then they said vocals should be cleaned up abit. Bass and drums are tight but can be tighter. But the good comments they gave us were: Looove the outfit! Good stage presence. Love the dancing~! [ great job ppl! maybe we shld think abt joining the DanceFloor eh? :P]

we were packing up to leave and was abt to leave the jamming studio when one of the judges said.. 'Good job you guys. But when you get to the finals you should polish up on Stand By Me.. The blablablabla...' OMG those were the magic words. WHEN WE GET TO THE FINALS~

Wish we had recorded the judges' comments so we could contemplate what we heard and what we did not hear.. hmm but its disappointing to know that out of the eleven bands that registered there was only seven that turned up for auditions. And they are choosing six bands to play for finals.. DARN i dun wanna win by default. That's like damn pathetic sia.. ugh. Dunno if they'll change the rules or line up and stuff. We'll just wait and see. The results come out next week!!!

After all the debating on what was said and how to improve.. We headed on to Esplanade to chill and take pictures. Here are some of my fave shots! Ouh yeahh and we got high too.. On beer~ ROOT beer :p


-- a fond farewell


-- the one tt comes before AFTERmath.


-- arSCENEic atrocity.- CHAOS via POISON


-- beam me up

I'll keep you faithful readers posted on the results! (:
Ouh yeah and my ears getting better. I can finally FEEL it la. Good progress~

Surgical Paranoia

OMG yay!
I am finally online(:
Camp Guitare Photos can be found here:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/8515278@N03/
Didnt take many pics uh sorry.. Any problems let me know..

Okay time to talk about ME!
Most of you guys wouldn't have known about this but i just had an ear surgery. Its a minor ear surgery to patch up the hole in my ear drum. I learnt in school that these kinda hole usually heal on their own but this particular one is kinda stubborn. Been 3 weeks still it didnt heal so a surgery was to be scheduled. I forgot the medical term something-plasty eh. HAHA paiseh~ The person who wrote it down also got some problem with the handwriting. LOL cannot read properly ar..

Anyway it was a heck of an experience! I was already lying on the surgery table awaiting the anesthetic nurse to put me to sleep. Then the mask was on my face. Had to breathe in the sleeping gas.. Skali they injected one effingpainfulashell medication into my I/V site. Sialah~ The pain spread all the way up my left arm like wildfire!
I quickly inhaled the sleeping gas as if i was deprived of oxygen and also as it was the only thing that could keep the pain away.

Had to stay overnight for one night with the bandage on my head like a wannabe Ninja Turtle. Face swollen and feeling drowsy. Ugh. Then the next day was discharged and doctor cut away the bandages. Went home straight via taxi. It was then that i got to see my stitches in all its GLORY. Like WTH?! eeeeeeeeeeeee so gory la. Purple color stitches all the way down my left ear. Now i have trouble hearing cuz its still swollen.

Eff i have trouble even to feel my ears la. So numb. I keep telling ppl i feel like Ms Potato Head like my ear is gonna drop off anytime i jump around or move too much. I'm so scared cuz now is the second day and i still cant feel my ear properly. I dunno if this is a common side effect. Mummy i need my ears~ Dun wanna go deaf :'(
So far not much pain just deafness and a bit uncomfortable. Hope i can regain it fast.. In time for BandzOut 2007.

Pray for me guys (:
Phase One is over. Now's the healing period.. Mana potions ready?!

Scene TakeOver.

wow.
I soo did enjoy my holidays! And it's not even the end of the first week of school.. I've mentioned about the gigs that have been going on during the hols. Too bad i was not able to go to Anberlin's concert and to Rock The Sub. All was not lost though cuz i finally got to meet the guys of Valentine's Letter. Had so much funn.. The guys are such jokers. Hope we get to meet soon. I want proper pictures of you guys~

Sorry about the rashes thing. Might have scared away some ppl. Didnt eat my Anti-Godzilla medication. Hurhur~
No la. Its just my skin allergy working OVERtime cuz of the atmosphere. I'm fine now. I'll live..
Went home at around twelve to one AM. Had to sleep in to be able to wake up for Camp Guitare and chalet the next day. That is why it took so damn long for me to upload the videos and pictures.. Sorry guys. Youtube is being an ASS to me too. What with the superWOLS server i own. Rrr.

Dun fret here it is. I didn't record Missing tho. And my camera has too much special effects for the pics to even look HUMAN. Bursts of color and unearthly lights everywhere!~
Stupid place couldnt even have a good lighting. Like Kai said, you guys DESERVE a better place! So make friends, enlarge your circle of contacts and secure a well-deserved place in the local music scene~


- Neon lights will never blind me.


- I spy one of the LimOngs! Nice hair~ Looks like he's holding onto the guitar's fretboard only. Someone's gonna get a whacking tonight.


- Scream Caustic


-RAZOR. my camera pwns urs!

The Long Awaited Videos:


Four Steps To Make Love Work
-- Listen carefully. You can hear girls screaming '**ck You' right at the moment you asked us too. So who said you cant trust us not to scream along eh Ramon? Best song after Love & Hate what with the bursts of energy and screaming and jumping about. LOVE IT! Highly recommended.

Love & Hate
-- Front row seats for the Number One Fan!
Loving the intro :D Some parts were a bit shaky cuz i was jumping about nyaha.
Heroes never fall!~ *wink*

Goodbye [Thanks For The Memories]

-- Sorry to all FOB fans out there! Ahaha.. You make up good stuff Ramon! Like i said, the things that come out of your mouth~ LOL jkjk

Separation Anxiety

YouSendIt.com allows only 7 days and up to 100 downloads. So stop sitting there on your goddamned asses and get it!

Looking forward for more encounters and hope to see you guys perform in a bigger venue next time. Talented bands deserve all the support they warrant..
Viva La VL!~

regards
[tho i hate to admit it..]
NumberOneFan (:

A Fond Farewell (Not)

heyho.

From here now, lets bid SORROW a sweet farewell. Why you ask?
Well, cuz the GIGSmaker is working OVERtime! Wooo~ There are so many gigs to look forward to in this june holidays. But the sad thing is that they are all so near each other.. Like WTH!
ugh.

am still estatic though 'bcuz Anberlin is coming! And so is Copeland! Woweee~

Lets put this all in to sequence:

3rd june.


Main event: Anberlin, Copeland as headliners
Local greats also performing: Vertical Rush, Marchtwelve and The Fire Fight
I love Anberlin! Their albums: Blueprints for The Black Market and Cities are all so wonderfully done. Christian rock at one of its best. Dreamy yeahh :D

Am not too familiar with Copeland but i heard they're very good too..
Let's see how this goes.

Next gig:
9th June.
Rock the Sub like i've already mentioned in my last post..


Last but not least:
10th June
Music Fest '07
featuring Valentine's Letter and other Froplay bands.
Come and support! Yeah anyone wanna go contact me. Can get tickets one dollar off for $12. It's $13 at the door.
Hope dad lets me out of the house for this one cuz i'm sure to be home late if i go to ROCK THE SUB..

Then its Camp Guitar on the next day. Will be damn pooped.. BUT! Estatic yeahh~ Hope everything goes well. Busy busy busy like i told ya (:

So goodbye SORROW. You are not welcomed here..
- shoo


SIDETRACK abit la can~
Hey GC ppl! Here's the link to our day of Spiderman 3 and delicious seafood buffet at Seoul Garden:
http://summerablaze.multiply.com/photos/album/18
[NO! how can they kill off James Franco! well i say if u disfigure him i'll rather you just kill him off.. Hrrmph! RAWR~]


-- lips that need no introduction. now who's the greater sin. your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling..) where do we begin? --

Clearly Conscious

Ola~

Its 1:33 in the AM and i am pooped! Had NAPFA just now and i am oh-so-not happy with my results. Only managed to scrape by with a BRONZE. Ugh my inclined pull-up was only a pathetic 6. Can't blardy believe it.. After the whole thing i felt kinda disappointed with myself but well guess i should have trained harder. My fault~ Everyone say it with me: DAMN YOU SU!
o.O

Which brings me to the next issue: BUSY BUSY BUSY!
Yes just like the song by The Fray that is playing on my WMP right now.. 'Everyone knows I'm in over my head, over my head..' But the only problem is the 'everyone' part cuz it seems like many people do not know how much work i hafta do now. Half a year and all the ICAs are piled up together. Being the subgroup leader for all 6 modules doesn't help either. That and being VP for NYPGuitarClub. Someone run me down with a sharp object.. PLEASE!
This problem was really biting into me like no one's business till i broke down one Friday. What do you take me for? A robot? Well i guess this robot has had enough..

Sayang managed to calm my sorrows and help me think straight. Thanks a lot dear. You don't know how much it means to me.. I can never say this enough. I AM SO GLAD I MET YOU!
Well the answer to this problem is that i have to prioritise my time properly. And like Jeremy said, TIME MANAGEMENT is everything~ Wish i had that skill though.. heh


Now back to the lighter side of things:
GIG ALERT!
http://youth.sg/blog/2007/05/07/rock-the-sub/
Rock The Sub @ the Substation
9th June, 2PM to 3AM

The line-up of bands:
1) My Writes
2) ETC
3) The Fire Fight
4) Super Illegals
5) Caracal
6) The Love Experiment
7) Heritage
8) Syawla Evol
9) Ugly In The Morning
10) Moods
11) Analog Girl
12) Astreal
13) The Pinholes
14) B- Quartet
15) West Grand Boulevard
16) Plain Sunset

Indie Disco line up includes:
1) Beat! DJ Set by Ginette Chittick, George Chua and Joe Ng
2) Twee Like Me by DJ Set by Fruit Records DJS
3) Sweetmusic.fm vs unpopular radio - Home Based Internet Radio Station

And so far i've only managed to watch B Quartet and Astreal perform. Big bands playing~ I want to, need to, have to, MUST GO!

solikethehundredthtime,
takemeoutmofos!

-- take another glance and remember. we're the ones. setting you up to take our fall --

SuperJunior madness(:

OMG.
Saranghaeyo~

Have officially been bitten by the Korean bug. Lately there's been a craze going round of girls watching Korean dramas and such. Particularly this one girl called Hailwa. Been crazy about Rain for godknowshowlong. She and her Full House drama. Damn i wanted to watch the I Am A Cyborg but I'm Okay or something but the movie wasn't showing by the time we got round to seeing it.. She had this clip on her blog of Xiah from DBSK imitating Rain and of Heechul dancing to Rain's song. Farnie as hell. And to think these were my first exposure, my introduction to the little part of the world known as Korea.

Sayang had already started watching Super Junior- Full House when she told me about it. So one day while supposed to be finding stuff for my ICA i decided to take a rest and hop over to Youtube.com. Typed in Super Junior and the search came out with loads of different videos. Randomly picked a show. It was Episode 6- the Taekkyon martial arts lesson [with Eng subtitles of cuz]. Something about them wearing the Taekkyon suit attracted me to the clip so i watched it. After the first puff, i was HOOKED. .-line and sinker

kuangkuangkuang~
Hailwa is damn happy to know of 2 more Korean show lovers. LOL
Yeap and now my fave Super Junior member is Kangin! yay~

-- Kangin uses his whole body to drink! Racoon that drinks water~ :D

Then comes Heechul and Kibum. DDGmen! ARGH
Everyone is so funny. But i hate it when they dun provide the English subtitles cuz it kinda cuts off the fun and funny factor cuz the language and understanding factor is missing. :p
Yeah you people need to watch SuJu before u can understand just howeffingadorable they all are.. espesh Heechul.

My current wallpaper is this:

My big brother went: Eeeeee~ See la even an emo girl can change to like Korean stuff. *commenting to lil bro and pointing at my desktop*
I fought back: Huh whatever. You and your porn.. This is MY porn so u can't say anything. HAHA~
Then his face was like OMG. Okay then... -.-" [speechless]
~Ding! Ding! Ding! Round One I double you eye an. [read: WIN!]
lol


nowadays i end up sleeping at 3 plus in the AM cuz of doing ICA stuff and watching SJ Full House at the same time. But i always end up doing the latter. Dammit~
But i don't wanna quit...
Yet.

-- you look like a something :D

DDG freshmenn~

Woah~
3 BIG events just went past in a span of just 4 days: Club Crawl 2007, Jam N Hop 2007 and our NYPGC Freshmen Orientation 2007.

Club Crawl was okay. We had 215 people signing up at our booth. Mostly are for enrichment courses but we are gonna work hard to convince them to stay with the club after the course ends. Guitar Club is funn~ Trust me! Hehe.
For Club Crawl this year we wanted to make a giant guitar. And so we DID!


- setting up


-some of us


- Love Guitar Love Me~ Sayang's handiwork..

It is approximately 2.7 times bigger than a normal guitar. Had fun making the damn thing. But it was already coming apart near the end of Day One. By Day Two it was unfixable! And so we took it down for a rest. It ended up in the bin at the end of Day Two, which was kinda slow cuz not many freshies came to the Sports Hall. Ugh should have taken more pictures of our GIANT guitar.. We could have done better with the banner though. Poster was uber cool with electric guitars all over. Thanks Syarah! I think that poster might have pulled in a number of people and made them interested. Ouh and performance-wise; Erika, Marcus and Elton did a good job by representing GC. Thanx guys!

Thanks to all of those who have helped out with the decor, set-up, promoting.. whole event actually. Yeahh~ I'mma happy with the result(:

Jam N Hop was fun! They had a live band playing. Whoa the bass, guitars and drums were nice though the singing could have been improved. Oh and Michelle won Best Dancer. You GO GIRL! haha. Finally. A new MP3 eh? I 'm sooo gonna send u my songs.. Alesana wheeeeee~
Yes and there were many DDG freshmen. Its me and Sayang's code for Drop Dead Gorgeous btw. LOL~
Damn the fact that i only have half a year in school left. I am sooo gonna miss everyone :'(
~sigh

NYPGC Orientation 2007
Yeahh~ am really happy with the results of the event. Thanks to Kenneth C for the vision he had to have the Orientation in the TFA. We had a mini concert kinda thing. Was real informal and the impromptu emcees rocked the house! Thanks so much Joe and Mark. Thanks to all who came to help out and congrats to all performers. All of u just earned one CCA point! LOL
Though it was a bit hurried with the auditions and guitar reservations.. Everyone was so pooped and busy that we weren't able to go out after the event. Last year we went ice-skating right aft Orientation. But dun fret guys we are gonna plan an outing real soon for all of us to bond together and enjoy ourself~~ I need destressing. STAT!

well gtg sleep now

-- cry tonight. my hands around your hands i won't let you die tonight --

Lead me away~

Just thought i cld squeeze in one entry before i head off to sleep.
Well first of all i wanna talk abt all this mix up with emo and stuff. I mean just the other day a friend was watching a clip and commenting how 'emo' Britney looked being all cooped up or something i forgot. But it infuriates me how he can use the word 'emo' and 'Britney' all in one sentence. Damn i hate that lady uh. And u can stop with ur showing off cuz it wont work~ HAH

whatevs. i'm just letting off steam~

Nowadays many ppl are using the word 'emo' too loosely. Like "Aww.. He looks sad. He's acting so 'emo'. Cheer up kid noone's dying.. Or "No uh she's not emo cuz she's too happy. You're more moody so you MUST be more 'emo' than her." Like WTF. These things seem like small things but it still gets on my nerves uh~

Then my fren did something tt really pissed me off. I was listening to my songs out loud on my phone [Dead Language by Vanna]. Being a man with 'superior taste in music' he hates all punk songs and stuff.. Then he started strumming haphazardly while singing "I'm emo i'm mad. I'm emo i'm sad sad. i wanna kill ppl.." Those kind of stupid things. ARGH i just felt like screaming in his face to STFU but being the nice girl that i am, i put my bag down and stayed away for a few minutes. I mean DUDE! this is MY genre. MY fave music. You have no right to say bad things abt my fave kind of music. Think before you talk. You would like it if i made fun of what u love will you? I'll rather u just smack my phone silent or break it or whatever rather than say those stupid shit ~

If u don't know anything abt the genre. Then be quiet. You're hurting others who are in love with it.

Sorry readers but i couldn't stand it anymore. I have to blurt it out some where some time..

yes and i so miss going to gigs at Gashaus. The other time i went gigs like every week for 3 weeks straight uh. Now i'm having serious withdrawal symptoms.. Moshing or just watching ppl mosh in a darkened room full of ppl who love what i love might keep my mind off things.. takemeout~

The Youths and Our Music..

Listen to this!
http://profile.imeem.com/3nHESo/music/OkxuGXG6/spur_of_the_moment/
This is what you get when you put us 4 in a room with guitars, speakers and an mp3. Yup it really is a spontaneous song that we played.
Vocals: Faisal, Sakinah [timer :D Ahh! x4 ROFL]
Guitar: Me
Bass: Zim
*had to do lotsa retakes cuz i kept screwing up and play a different ryhthm. HAH. Need more practice~

One more thing.
Do me a favour and check out this band.
http://www.purevolume.com/valentinesletter
Listen to the song Love And Hate and you'll absolutely fall in love. They rock performing live too! Enjoy~
My friend who's into slow indie songs says he loveeeees the song. And that is a BIG thing cuz he doesn't say that a lot and he doesn't really like emo songs but this was an EXCEPTION. I mean i even had doubts if that was my friend talking in MSN and not his sister or evil twin. Duuuuude~ VL's gonna be huge! Guys~ produce more songs like this and you're gonna be the next A Vacant Affair!!

Woooooo~

Karma Me

Whoa.
Picture this.
Speakers on maximum loudness + mp3 + an air conditioned room + guitars + improvised drum kit + band members = Our first band session!
Band session as in practice unplugged kinda thing. W/o the electric guitars. Faisal had to improvise with the high chair and cowbells. But it sounded great still~

Ahh the perks of being vice president. LOL shhh. We didn't mess up the room if that's what you're worried about. But we did some prancing about the room and headbanging and basically enjoying the music.. Then suddenly a familiar tune came up: 'Hey there. I know it's hard to feel..' Zim our bassist/guitarist quickly 'angkat kaki jalan' la dey~
Haha for those who are confused, he kicked up his heels and got the hell out of the room. Being crazy jerks that we are [LOL], we opened the door and sang the song out loud [serenade more like.. haha] to him outside the room. Chasing and singing. Damn it was funn~
I LOVE SINGING~ espesh to my kind of songs..
-- sakina said mayb he had an ex living in Ohio so tt was why it was too painful for him to hear Ohio is For Lovers :D

Haha how the hell can i sing those to Mr Chris our vocal class instructor. I mean every week we have to sing one song on the karaoke machine. And all the choices i have are Westlife or some oldies English songs that i have never heard of. I mean COME ON.. I am sooo over boybands; BUT i have no choice. If someone outside Guitar Club reads this i'm SCREWED :O
He told us to bring our own karaoke CDs but the only Video CD that i have is My Chemical Romance. Haha imagine the shock on everyone's face if i sing I'm Not Okay or Helena.
Ugh. Beats Westlife any friggin day beb~

yeahyeahh so back to my band.
We're called arSCENEic atrocity.
Current Line-up:
Vocals: Sakina, Zul
Drums: Faisal
Guitar: Zim
Bass: Su

We plan on joining BandzOut 2007 if that's what u're wondering. I think its in June but not sure exactly when. Argh and that's like only 2 months away?! 60 days?! Damn damn damn.

Ok random stuff.
My horoscope on AstroSlam.com or something like that.

Your criteria for being cool-- a rainbow of ethnic friends and a good music collection -- suddenly seems to fall short. Get a tattoo and dress yourself in head-to-toe thrift store chic.

Yeap i am happy for having a sprinkling of friends of all races and am proud of my GREAT music collection. Hmm but it seems that that is not enough to stay cool ey? Tattoes are out of my league! Dad will burn my skin off if i ever get one. Does henna count?

So..




I got myself a lip ring! Well kinda anyway. Haha. *winkwink*
So YES lip rings are sexy! Does it work for me?
If not, i'll MAKE IT WORK~ heh

Oh yes and Sayang did this for me, knowing how much i love this genre:

--emosayang =me. YEAY!
She was worried abt the lip ring and stuff. So i told her it was Just A Phase. What do you think?--


-- Why do boys kiss boys? Leave some for me, dammit >.< --

See? Sayang is so talented la. Now ur suffering but one day u'll be swimming in wads of cash with cute children running here and there.. Just know that IT'S ALL WORTH IT.
Karma does not only work on the bad things we do. Good karma exists too!!
-- oh yes they do~


--and this here little cutie is STRIPE. He's the South Park character I made. Aww.

haha. Told ya. A bunch of random stuff..

-- i can't see outside myself. how can i live for someone else. its hard to say forever--

Sequel

wooohoo~

movie fest beb.
Mr Bean's Holiday with my little brothers [mum didn't want to come. was very tired she said..] but we enjoyed ourselves very much. Went to Bishan in the evening to watch after they came back from school. Didn't know my bros were so horny seeing women in low neck tees. I laughed out loud one to many times in Long John and the cinema. HAHA. real fun~
but we went back home and got an earful. parents didn't approve of me bringing them out on a school night. Won't happen again! *fingers crossed* but sat and sunday rates are expensive la~

Watched The History Boys with Hailwa. Didn't enjoy it much cuz the movie was abt gays and stuff. Touchy subject la. And her mum was angry with her and wanted her to be home fast. So we kinda rushed and stuff.. Oooo but the dude has a realllly nice voice and he sings well along with the piano. i loved the skit part abt the brothel and German hospital. Funny la. Sad that the mods scene kid had to die..

Freedom Writers rocks! I like the angmoh quiet kid's character. Hehe. Nice nice hair! The movie was great. Abt gang fights and racialism in the US. How true it still exists a bit nowadays.. I so want to read/borrow/buy/own the book: The Freedom Writers. Can't find it anywhere in the library. A must watch like 300!

Watched TMNT with Hailwa and Farhan. Haha the movie wasnt all that nice. Maybe cuz i wanted to watch something with more meaning. Something that will make me think.. Like the Number 23 or something along that lines. Brought back sweet childhood memories though~ Cowabunga dudes!
Love ya girl. No matter how many things u say to 'kenakan' me just now ey? Just don't do it too often or someone's gonna get hurt. LOL

more movies to come:
Sunshine.
Meet The Robinsons.
Ocean Thirteen.
Road To Terabithia.
The Number 23.

Casualty Of 300.

Its been a busy busy week both with guitar practices and movie marathons. So far i've watched 300 with Dash and The History Boys with Hailwa. Planning to watch Stomp The Yard with Dash and Mich soon; Mr Bean with my brothers and mum. Cant wait cant wait~ I'm A Cyborg.. seems nice so i might watch it with Hailwa again. She's CRAZEE over Rain it seems. LOL idol worship to the max beb. Me? I don't think i have an idol to worship just loads of role models in life like my parents and friends. Sometimes i even wish i was like my cats. So can slack all day- play eat sleep, play eat sleep REPEAT~ Wahaha

Ohh speaking of cats, i might name the new kid, Nekokyu 300. LOL three-hund-red. 3 syllables is wayy too long. Need more time to rethink. Wahaha.

The movie was awesome btw. A must watch for all war movie fans. Omggg it was hott bodies galore~ Feast for the eyes for us girls :D But guys do not fret there's an erotic bra-less Oracle dance and a 3 minute long sex scene for u to linger over :x geez

Waaa~ But the cutest and youngest warrior Astinos got beheaded. They should have put more sad scenes in the movie cuz this one is very very testosterone driven. LOVE the battle scenes and Spartan's fight tactics. Are our soldiers as prepared to fight and die for the country? These warriors are diehard Spartan patriots.

What occupation are you? Auf! Auf! Auf! Rawr. lol. Dunno how to spell their war cry. Auf! sounds like what comes after the sentence Who Let The Dogs Out?!

THIS IS SPARTA!!
So you better dun fcuk around with us~
arSceneic atrocity

ouh and there's this band Lola Ray. I love the song Automatic Girl that my friend introduced. Well ever since i heard the song i thought the lead sounds like those cool indie British angmohs but when i saw the video.. Gosh i was blown away! The lead vox is Asian. Effing cool voice he has. He looks a lot like my schoolmate Nazrul. In fact i'm gonna ask him to check out John Balicanta. Could be a long lost cousin! Wooot~ goshgoshgosh

Youtube links:
LOLA RAY
http://youtube.com/watch?v=x_SE5S8c970 -Automatic Girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cepw9Dh7KuI - What It Feels Like




- hello. here's John and Ollie lead vox from The OohLas. They were recently touring together.. Funny pic!

-- shrinkwrap your kiss in plastic love make my mind up when you return --

March.-AreSeen Kids

Ohla~

One more day till attachments end! Feel kind of happy cuz i can stay up late with no obligations for one whole month. But i too feel sad cuz i really love working in the ward that i have been working in. The staff are great and the workload is okay for us students. We still do our basic routine parameters and still get to practise some of the 'harder skills' or some skills that need more experience like dressing and NG tube insertion. I'm sooo gonna miss the nurses there. Might consider working there in the future too~ Hehx

Wow! March movies are killing me! There's oh-so-many cool movies in the theatres. No idea how many i'm gonna catch. Let's name them:

Half Nelson
-Omfg this movie got a 5 star rating! The other time i went all the way to find Cathay Picturehouse, got lost crossed the same red light FOUR times, got wet in the rain and ot weird looks from strangers and then they said the movie was no longer showing in the cinema. WTF la dey~ i had to change and rush all the way from SGH. Darn.
Was a bit disappointed cuz i missed the chance to watch it. Then heard from Hailwa tt they're showing Half Nelson in Cineleisure. Hope they can show it till next week. I WANNA WATCH! WAIT for me cinema ppl! Keep it rolling till i have time to go even if it means being alone in the whole theatre -..-

Mr Bean's Holiday
- Every month i try to belanja my family. Or my little brothers. Usually i bring them to watch movies. Last time it was Spongebob Squarepants the movie, then X-Men3 blahblah. Asked them and they said they wanna watch Mr Bean. Yay! Can't wait for March 22 when it opens. But by then they'll be back to school. Damn March hols and attachments~ Can't u both work hand in hand so that i can go out with my brothers without having to worry abt being home late? WARGH<

The History Boys
- Ooooo. I love watching movies abt teens. Plus point: Loads of angmoh teens in this British movie and its a COMEDY! Woohoo~ Must watch! You rancid little turd! LOL

Words And Lyrics
- I'm not really a BIG fan of love , romantic movies especially Hugh Grant's [ I like Drew Barrymore tho :)] but this one caught my eye since i've been thinking of going into songwriting. Hehe. Borrowed Songwriting For Dummies *blushes* but haven't read it tho. Hahaha. Lets see where this leads me to..

Freedom Writers
- Another movie with teens acting in it. Saw the poster outside Cine while out with the band and totally stopped. Cuz i saw one of the actors sporting emo hair. *drools* Wahaha. And Sakina still prefers Mario. LOL

300
- omfg. I think this movie is a nice one. Read in someone's blog tt after he watched 300 he felt like fighting! Wahaha that i wanna see~ Movie goers throwing popcorn and coke cans all over each other while clambering over each other's girlfriends. What a sight to behold. Go Spartans!

Stomp The Yard
- A nigger dance movie. From my experience, nigger movies are friggin NICE! Good ones include You Got Served, Honey, Drumline. So i am not sure if this one will rock too.. Online reviews aren't giving it a chance.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
- Ooooo. TMNT is an all time fave cartoon of mine. And so is Spongebob! Hope this movie has all the action and comedy as its counterpart.

Blood And Chocolate
- Looks like a cool vampire movie. And i think there's cute actors in it too... Haha. But the online movie reviews aren't too good. In fact its BAD. damnit~


So that's abt all the movies i can think of at this moment. And it kinda adds up to more than $70?! LOL worth it meh~
Now all i need is someone to enjoy it with. Any takers?
This is when loneliness kicks in. Life's a bitch~

Band names kaplookie~
On Prescribed ArSCENEic
ArSCENEic
AreSeenKids
AreSceneKids
MarchForthSeenKids

lol just came up with the last three. Cool uh? :D Scene Kids make me weak oh yes they do! WARGH~
i wanna scenekid boyfriend! LOL who'll bring me to gigs and dance with me and watch over me while i try to join in the mosh. damndamndamn. seeing couples with seenkid boys make me all teary-eyed. Where and when will i find my bliss?



-- as her insides are screaming let me out, she speaks as if someones in the room with her --

Monster Unleashed

Ola~

One week of attachments down. Two more to go babeh! Wheeee~
Stupid lecturer keep scolding us. Making me dread morning shift. Not only do we have to wake up damn early than normal human beans but we have to listen to the gong-gong nag at us.. But like sayang said: Go in one ear, go out the other! LOL
I thot she was an okay lecturer since my last attachment at O&G ward.
OMGWTFBBQ! The monster has been unleashed~
Utter crapness.

We celebrated Red Renjaaaa AKA Faisal's belated 19th Birthday yesterday @ Vivocity SkyGarden. Actually his birthday was on 27th Feb [same as my lil bro Teruna's!] but due to me having afternoon shift on that day we decided to wait till Friday to celebrate as a band. Thanks guys!
Oh and HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FAISAL!! May Allah bless you with many more birthdays and good crazy friends like US! Wahaha


-- Devil Chocolate Cake from Cedele.

which took us veryyy long to find and we nearly got lost in the monster of a shopping mall that is VivoCity. Thanks to the help of avid Vivo-goer Nina we managed not to appear on the front page of The Straits Times [read: missing children column].


-- The lovely couple -> Faisal & Sakina

Here is the link to my videos:
http://summerablaze.multiply.com/video
Vids include:
Nurul's Birthday Song
Elevator Antics
Sabotage: Lil Brother
Sabotage: Red Renjaa
Renjaa Throwdown

I need help with suggesting names for the new member in my family. Nope my sis is not pregnant [not tt i know of].. Well here he is!!


Isn't he just soooo effing adorable?!
LOL


-- Another pic of the kitty

I have a lot of other cutecute pics on my phone but i cant seem to upload it on Photobucket for some reason. Stupid ass. When i get the chance too i'll definitely will!!

Stuff we came up with:
Saffron
Nekokyu
Motorboat? [my big bro suggested like wtf?]
Trax
...

Tag my board with ur suggestions lovely human beans!! Till then~

-- we'll drive 'til the love that's in your eyes drops to the ground, unravels like a thread --