love is 쿡 지 용

But i love u- gDragon's solo

Why did you do that? Why did you do that? Love? Don’t make me laugh

Yeah with bitter beer and I cigarettes that I quit because of you
Because of you I smoke them again goes out to you
To you who left without one word
Can you hear this song right now

This lonely morning I meet without you
After you left, the compass of the map in my heart
Has lost its way, my life is all ruined
I was unprepared, you ran far away from me
My Venus, I’ve prayed to God to try to hate you
Because it was so unfair, because my life felt so miserable
My tone, actions, even my steps have gone away
My habits that have copied yours are bothering me
You can’t be forgotten, how can I forget you
You’re on the first page of all of my memories
Birthdays, the beach, over the cliff of deep love
You’re the first girl who’s given me the pain of a first broken heart
Even if in my craziness I feel sad I’ll try to smile
I don’t want your empty feelings, we just too late
Uh if it’s your’s, if you’re going to do whatever you want
This is the way you love? If I hadn’t started the beginning yeah

The time I had with you was so hard
Everyday I waited for you by my phone
And every time you have no blame
You told me you were sorry and avoided me then left

But I love you girl, I wish you would stay here
But I love you girl, I wish you would hold onto me
But I love you girl, even if I don’t say it
Please don’t lose my eager heart ma girl

In my eyes you are just beautiful
My friend told me not to fall too deeply
First I get mad that girl is different
She is nicer and more pure than anybody
Uh lo-… no I really like you
Let’s not change I’ll make you happy, you
Stay by my side time flows by when 1, 2 years goes by
More better than this year
Your voice seems so tired
You need a place to lean, please lean on me
Don’t you see me? Why do you fall alone?
Lower my head, my heart tears and breaks

It was great when we first met
We were happy just seeing each other
Actually I’m still like that, but why aren’t you?
Lately when I see you I don’t get the same feelings yeah

The memories with you were so hard
Of course it may be my fault, I’ll probably comfort myself like this
When time goes by this memory will be like smoke too
Fly far away, a new love may find me too

But I love you girl, I want to make you smile
But I love you girl, I want to wipe away your tears
But I love you girl, nothing anymore
I can’t turn back your changed heart I know girl

I call wanting to see your face one last time
But till the end there’s no answer from you
Oh why are you avoiding me? Please tell me
Girl I’m still standing still

But I love you girl, I wish you would stay here
But I love you girl, I wish you would hold onto me
But I love you girl, even if I don’t say it
Please don’t lose my eager heart
But I love you girl, I want to make you smile
But I love you girl, I wan to wipe away your tears
But I love you girl, nothing anymore
I can’t turn back your changed heart I know girl

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the reason why jiyongie is love~

just laugh and be merry~

i was blog hopping when i saw this hilarious video!
there are many other episodes and parodies on youtube.
and i think this particular video could be the one to make you hooked!

from madTV- Stuart Larkin goes to the therapist~


another addictive variety show!
GAG concert!!

one of my fave: the master of math


no tickle master



idiotic master!!


hahah funny shizz~

i've been wanting to share this!
key is being extra cute~ AHH KIYOPTA!
shinee mnet countdown(:



'you're weird!!'

mimic

a reply for fuzzy

think you would have seen haha on Xman ( i have no idea what is his real name but apparently he is refered to as Haha on the show).
even before stumbling over this videos i didnt know that both he and KJK can actually dance~
so be amazed.
and tickled to the bone!

there are 5 parts to the videos
apparantly haha and soo imitate KJK's dance.
and these videos are like asking Kookie to take the challenge and show the audiences his old dance moves (:

how fun!

i loved this when i heard the song!
haha big bang danced it too~
http://i-wanna-be-sedated.blogspot.com/2008/09/we-in-zone.html


koyangi nero! Black cat by Turbo

And MC Yoo is super hilarious with his shouts of amazement~




i liked this best when Kookie danced~



MC Yoo's reactions never fail to amuse me!
01:40 is hilarious!! (:
ahaha and their show's guest still can clap hands la~

best for last!

i think the veh last dance was from sarangsurowo MV

update smupdate!

inspiration comes and goes. that's all i have to say abt that.

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ahh my first seven days of annual leave is finally over. i'm glad i've managed to put it in good use :) especially celebrating sayang's bdae!
thank god i was off on that day~
great thing was i managed to go out rayaing with the Fallen Harbingers!

hmm where shld i start?
mayb i shld start backwards cuz way too much happened the last week.

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tuesday i woke up late and met Hailwa for lunch (nasi pattaya @ FarEast) and White Choc Mocha (me) & Choc Cream Chip (her) at Starbucks after. i came a bit late so it was my fault that i didnt manage to watch more of her SuperJunior Super Show DVD. Heh imagine us girls huddled in the warm cozy corner, with a laptop on our laps; sipping our cool drinks while squealing at our idol's antics!
I told her straight tt i felt sad cuz i felt like i was moving away from SuJu after i found a new love (BB). But that was what i honestly felt. And to think i hated that one time when she chose Yunho over Junsu, when was the first person she liked in DBSK (i have always found Yunho to be a bit stuck up).
Sad thing is these 2 girls (her & sayang) are so headstrong that they refuse to accept Big Bang into their hearts when i cld accept their loves (Shinee & Kim Jong Kook).

it came across to me that i'm mayb just too 'OPEN'. too open to possibilities and new things. a friend once said that i could love just about anything- anything would be okay for me to like /accept. well just ask my friends! i'm always up for a movie, a CS session or a just a quick dinner date- provided i'm off of work. that is actually a good thing right?
and its dead obvious that i've fallen head over heels in love with this current obsession.
hangul aka korean. i've fallen into its trap and its so hard to get over it! i've never been in love with a language before ;)

reading and writing korean is cool!

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eighteenth Nov was Sayang's 20th birthday. I made her a bdae card with korean writing's in front saying ' Seng-il Chukaeyo! & a mini t shirt of cookie monster inside (since tt was the first Sesame Street character she got from us and also a pun from her kor idol- Kim Jong Kook aka Kookie)
gahh you know the feeling you get when you try to go shopping for a gift and you just cant come up with one that's worth giving to the person? well to me it feels more special to spend the time to make a card which is more personalised. and those materials dont come cheap too. i always spend like $70 plus one shot everytime i visit the shop.

we decided to try our luck at Alps Cafe (directly opp Paradiz Center). A new cafe recommended by her cousin. Bad thing was the food was a tad too expensive. The place had more variety of booze so i was practically more of a bar than a restaurant. But my seafood linguine marinara was SUPERB! and i was so happy that our korean oni(s), Su A and her Korean friend (Christine) was able to make it. The place had a karaoke machine so it was great that my karaoke junkie sayang was able to sing a few songs that night. christine oni was veh outgoing and even sang 2 kor songs for us. In the middle of the first song she wished sayang a Happy Bdae and even exclaimed, 'I love Singapore!!' to which we all burst out laughing. the 2nd song she sang was a surprise. it was KJK's Sarangsurowo (Lovely)! hahah! It was fun trying to sing along and watching the MV with Kookie dancing his funny dance while trying to look all cute in his manly way.
hard to explain so just watch it for urself (:



one thing i learnt from our meet up was that koreans are always so gracious! i wrote before in a blogpost abt Su A oni giving her cup of apple juice that we poured for her to me just because i didnt have one. well when their pizza came, without a word they just placed a slice on our plates and asked us to eat. so when our dishes came, we placed it in the center of the table and invited them to share. i guess its like a korean tradition to share food at restaurants and not have a plate all by yourself. maybe i guess that's why korean dishes are like rice mixed with their special sauce and meat and vegetable all in one bowl for everyone to eat. that and the yummy yummy side dishes(:
tho i secretly felt like cleaning my ohsoyummy plate of seafood marinara by myself (hahah selfish much?). anyways the girls are so cute in their own ways! when i offered christine my food, she took a bite and like drew a sharp breath in. i was momentarily shocked as i had not taste my food yet. since i was being gracious i asked her to try the food first. when her reaction was like that, i thot it was bcuz there was something wrong with the food. but she smiled wide and said 'Ahh! Bashi'da!' with her eyes wide in genuine awe. tt means 'Ahh! Delicious!' Su A oni tried it too and it got the very same reaction. i sldnt help but smile seeing them act so alike (:

its heart breaking tho to think back that Su A oni only has like 5 months or lesser before she has to leave sunny SG and go back home. Christine has to go back only 6 mths aft Su A leaves. I really wish we cld plan a really great day out with them before they leave. Sayang, we have to work hard for it yea?

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finance has been a bit tight lately but i've been spending it so freely and i hate tt.
firstly for my imported CDs and other stuff, then for my scrapbooking materials and for that occasional concert tickets. dad confronted me one day abt my money situation and made me open my eyes. mostly he talked abt saving up the money for studies. i'd love continue studying! overseas or local i wouldnt mind actually. so from now on i'll have to work extra hard to make my money stay in the bank;

but sometimes- it feels impossible.


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raya with FH was crazy banget!
superbly fun~
pictures.

nazim's house


purple curtains can only mean..
fuzzy's house!



veh spacious sia your house. good to take group pictures~
too bad some turned out blurry :(

khairi's house



best pic:
mafia don





next up. raya again guys?
wheee~


*message me when ur online for the pictures aight?
these are prolly too small to copy and save~

KJK~

a song by the old korean band H.O.T.
I always thought this was a song by Super Junior.

2am performing Haengbok (means Happiness)

party ppl!~

haha the boys are so adorable in this.
espesh Jo Kwon leader with all his hyped up dancing!
here's a convo with Huiwen Sayang:


are we glory; glorious says:
hahah see 2am sing haengbok!

are we glory; glorious says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ljncZT99BQ&feature=related

are we glory; glorious says:
remix yoyo

are we glory; glorious says:
the one on the most right is CUTE!!!

are we glory; glorious says:
the one in blue

are we glory; glorious says:
but my fave singer is the one who look like tablo~

are we glory; glorious says:
and jo kwon as wonderboys is love(:

(st)('.') hwen ('.') (L) says:
hahaha dat sayang trademark love hair


LOL. She comes up with such random sayings!
but yes indeed! trademark love hair~
my obsession with this long emo eye covering long hair is still alive.
emo hair is love indeed!
gahh now i miss roti and stripe in school :(

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A game show titled XMAN. This episode features my favourite couple,
Yoon Eun Hye & Kim Jong Kook!

enjoy~



Yoon Hye VS Lee Min Ki

*see how secretive the couple are abt their relationship? everyone suspects tt they are together but they always refuse to say so. its damn obvious anyways.

Saying You Love Me

by Kim Jong Kook

and yes this is indeed sung by Mr Muscle Man himself.
A voice to melt the coldest of hearts eh?
and if you are wondering why in the world the guy's face cant be seen in this MV?
well its bcuz from wikipedia,

[unquote] In order to fulfill his duty to perform two years of mandatory service, Kim entered the military in 2006. However, he is still involved in the music business, releasing a fourth album in early 2006. Unable to directly promote it while in the military, he has taken to using unorthodox methods in order to do so. In order to comply with Korean law, the music video was shot so that his face would never be seen on screen. Also, in order to raise awareness, Kim's rumored girlfriend Yoon Eun Hye was asked to star in the music video. Though there has been no direct promotion, his latest album has sold in excess of 100,000 copies. [quote]

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and to think i didnt really like him when Sayang introed him to me at first. She has this thing for tall muscular men you see. And she refuses to like Big Bang or Shinee cuz they are not as stated. *pouts*
but i'll never fail to try and tempt her away from Kookie and Super Junior!
right now i'm loving his songs and i might even put him on my playlist soon~
YAY.


..
to my dearest sayang,
happy 20th birthday.
saranghae chinguyo (:

klutzZ

Aissshhh!~

Without knowing, without saving..
I clicked on GET A NEW TEMPLATE.
and my old blog templates with all the moving images.. was GONE!

grrrAAHH.
now i'll have to start anew
whe'? whe'?
just because i wanted to get a banner for my blogsite~
*pouts*

how's the color scheme ey?
i always did suck at choosing colors that match o.O

..
mum's nagging at me now.
so i gotta continue on another time
4 more days til i'm back to routine!
gotta enjoy this moment


currently watching: Coffee Prince
andd LOVING it!
Yoon Eun Hye is so talented (:

number one~

dinner with my love




Big Bang is coming up with a new album to be released in Japan.
this means more songs in English!
and the single for this album is:
Number 1



Let me introduce myself!
BIGBANG. Yeah~
Are you ready for the show~!!!

I’ll be ready in an hour, jump in the shower
Crisp and clean now I got the power
Blasting music from my speakers
T-shirts fresh, brand new sneakers

Ready to flow, ready to go,
Ready for the spot light, ready for the show
Let me tell you something that you already know
I’m a hardworking man and I work for my fans.

[CHORUS] Girl, I love your style, love your smile
Wish that you could be
Only mine, be only mine (fa’sho)
I can’t let it go, I don’t know
What you’re doin’ to me (yeah)
You’re so fine (yeah uh huh) , oh you’re so fine (let’s go)

Gettin’ hot in the club, I can see they want some more
(I will give you more; I’m your number one)
Once I get up I will rock, never stop, you can be sure
(Yeah you can be sure; I’m your number one)

I, (uh) you know I (yes) you know I (yo)
I’m your number one. (I’m your number one)

Crazy hot, mad party
Shorty drop it low for me
You can keep me company
You look sweet smell like honey

I need a girl who is in it for me.
Not for the money, not for the fame,
Not for the glory, not for the name.
It ain’t easy as long as you’re sayin’ this…

[CHORUS]

We jump, jump, jump to the ceiling (everybody in the place c’mon now)
We jump, jump, jump what a feeling, feeling~
We jump, jump, jump to the ceiling, ceiling (once again BIGBANG c’mon)
We jump, jump, jump, what a feeling, feeling~(naaaaa meeeeannnn!?!)

[more CHORUS]
I, (you know I) you know I, (yeah you know I) you know I
I’m you’re number one (I’m.your.number.one)

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im loving the chorus which TY's voice in tt high pitch-y voice. hahah dunno how to describe it exactly~
and GD's looking hot in the start with that crazy shades of his!

speaking of shades, there's this one shades of his that i ABSOLUTELY LOVE!
its a Ray-Ban Wayfarer.
and i want those in COLOR!
i went to their site, http://www.rayban.com/
and they had this super cute application called Virtual Mirror where you can try on the shades via webcam.
here's the end results!
HAHAHA laugh all you want! :D


RB2140 COLOR 955


RB2143 COLOR 968 3E


another one not of wayfarer kind tho it still looks good

ok. finish laughing? get back on tt chair and CHECK OUT THE WEBSITE!

some other colors that are irresistabloooony


and currently i'm having a strong STRONG liking to the color brown!
two more shades tt i shld consider:
RB2140 COLOR 965 (white frame, dark brown sides with brown lens)
and RB2140 COLOR 964 (dirty green frame, dark brown sides with brown lens- though im not a fan of green, this particular shade is too cool to resist!)

go go http://www.rayban.com/ and let me know what u think!
*drools

....
putting my new found knowledge to use!

Fazlyna- 밧 리 나
Jason Sensation- 잿ㄴ ㅅㄴ샛ㄴ
Suee- 수

anyone else want a name revamp?

From an episode of SBS Change- Big Bang style
Ji Yong & Seung Ri (twins makeover)



haha tt's the 3 goofballs! SeungRi, Dae Sung and TOP!

AL kapers?!

wowwweee!
my annual leave is here~
i cant wait to spend my day out with friends and go out raya and basically just relaks!

this was from racheal's wedding

tho we took a picture with the bride and groom with their photographer. We have yet to receive a copy. this is post-wedding ceremony. miss u guys! hope all of you are doing fine at your workplaces~


this is the first day of raya.
family pic minus big sister and family.
see how funny kelana's hair looks!
macam helmet la deyy


my babies! (Seri) MONO on the left and (Nurul) STEREO on the right~
hahah the malay names is a joke me and my brothers made but we never call them tt

Slmt hari raya people!


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