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WHOA.
It sure has been QUITE some time since i last blogged. Sorry guys. Been really busy with my school projects and stuff. Am really lacking sleep nowadays. Right now while typing this my brain is SCREAMING for my bed. Been getting lots of feelings of light headedness recently. Cant blardy wait for Tuesday to come in which my last presentation will be OVER.
I'm left with exams in mid august only. Thank god~
Attachments? Let that wait. I'll take things in stride.


woots BAYBEATS 2007 is coming! YAYNESS.
cant wait to watch all the bands perform and to spend more time with him(:

Performance LINE UP!
3 Aug FRI
Nokia Powerhouse (Stage @ Powerhouse)
6.30- 7pm KING KONG JANE
7.30- 8pm STENTORIAN
8.30- 9pm AZMYL YUNOR (MY)
9.30- 10.15pm UTOPIUM (FRA)

Nokia Arena (Stage @ Esplanade Park)
7- 7.30pm MONOFONE
8- 8.30pm CARACAL
10- 10.45pm PLAINSUNSET

4 Aug SAT
Nokia Power House (Stage @ Powerhouse)
6- 6.30pm THE SALLYS
7- 7.30pm INTONE (OZ)
8- 8.30pm MARCH TWELVE
9- 9.30pm URBANDUB (PH)
10- 10.30pm THE CITY ON FILM (USA)

Nokia Arena (Stage @ Esplanade Park)
6.30- 7pm ALLURA
7.30- 8pm DEPUTY SIREN
8.30- 9pm TYPECAST (PH)
9.30- 10pm THE LOVE SONG (HK)
10.30- 11.15pm BLINDSIDE (SW)

Observation Deck (Singapore Art Cafe & Library @ Esplanade)
2pm- Junk's Choice: WARREN CHAN, REZA SALLEH & ADLIN ROSLI (MY)
3pm- TOOKOO (China)
4pm- THE LOVE SONG (HK)
5pm- THE CITY ON FILM (USA)

5 Aug SUN
Nokia Power House (Stage @ Powerhouse)
6- 6.30pm GIANTS MUST FALL
7- 7.30pm EVERYBODY LOVES IRENE (IND)
8- 8.30pm TOOKOO (China)
9- 9.30pm KATE OF KALE
10- 10.45pm ONE BUCK SHORT (MY)

Nokia Arena (Stage @ Esplanade Park)
6.30- 7pm BISMUTH
7.30- 8pm THE FIRE FIGHT
8.30-9pm They will kill us all (MY)
9.30- 10pm B QUARTET
10.30- 11.15pm ALOHA (USA)

Observation Deck (Singapore Art Cafe & Library @ Esplanade)
2pm- Junk's Choice: ALALINQ (MY) & KOFFKOFF
3pm- ALOHA (USA)
4pm- JON CHAN (PLAINSUNSET)
5pm- tbc

Visit http://www.baybeats.com.sg/ for details! GO (:

omg. i was so darn estatic when i found out Blindside was gonna come to play for BAYBEATS. Their music are very nice. I'll categorise Blindside and Bleed The Dream together as they have the same sound and style. Yeh but BTD songs are much much more catchy. GOSH. so how long more to wait till all the other big bands come and have a concert on our little red dot? hmm.. we've already welcomed A7X, FOB, The Cure, Black Sabbath, Gwen Stefani etc
maybe the mention of SINGAPORE in Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 might have had some effect on these bands? LOL

i can list ohsoeffingMANY bands tt i want to come here. but i'll still regret tt time when Anberlin came and i forgo[-ed] tt event. Rrrr.
Pricing doesn't have to cost an arm and a leg tho.
damn cant wait cant wait.

-- special. special. everyone is special. everyone in his or her own way --

as worlds collide.-

BEAUTIFUL LOVE by THE AFTERS

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
My beautiful love

Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love

My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love

My beautiful love.



babybaby *tuning

Rampage.- the night away

forget the last entry. heh
Rampage The Durian [a one year tribute to Rampage On The Airwaves] totally kept my mind off the problem at hand. Me, Fai and Zim reached Esplanade too late to watch Rika. But we were there for one mission: To watch A Vacant Affair!
Yeahness~

I bought a green AVA teeshirt for $18 and badges at $2 for 2. Supernice texture the shirt is made of. Hmm but i should have gotten the small size instead of medium. Heh.. its a ferris wheel design with a face in front of it. The words: A VACANT AFFAIR. please take your shirts. your smiles aren't working no more' adorn the front of the tee. OMG. How About Enough is my fave AVA song! What with the lyrics and guitars.. woot~



-- can you see matt on the right? *strain ur eyes baybeh~


-- for all your sins. they will come around again.

at the end of the whole thing we wanted to go approach Matt. Fai wanted to know if they were gonna sell AVA merch during BandzOut 2007. we stood infront, a bit to the right, side of the merch table debating on how to approach him. So long la sey we stood there. You go la! I go accompany you. Give you support. Come onn~ *one leg forward*
LOL. it was like that for like 10 minutes i swear.
then everyone seemed to be leaving, so i was like ahh wth! let's just go.. so we turned our heels and walk away.. heh.
you know why we cant do it? well its partly cuz i dunt have BALLS [i'm a babe ok?] but mostly cuz we were damn bloody STARSTRUCK! omg. :O

and we also did not want to appear to 'angkat bola' like what the malays like to say. Suck it to them' in English it means. HEH so mayb we'll pluck up the courage to talk during BandzOut?! Ouhh and another piece of bad news:( the A Vacant Affair EP that i preordered in HMV will only arrive next 2 weeks. AVA is coming next week..

How am i gonna get them to sign it? Rrrrr.
Maybe at their next gig i guess. I sure will approach them next time i have the album :)


-- remember the thunder



-- your smiles aren't working, no more. .. so just leave me alone.

Rant.

ok i am so unbelievably pissed right now. A warning to everyone of my readers- this is one of those posts where i just rant on abt something that is occupying my mind at the present time. In the time that i'm writing this, i might not be in a correct state of mind and i might regret what i wrote and this post might magically disappear after recuperation phase but it might not.

okay see i have this junior in guitar club. he shall not be named. Lets just call him ASH for ASsHole ok. i am so goddamn pissed right now you cant imagine how many bad words wanna spill out into my blog but i'll have to keep my image as a cute and INNOCENT girl. And i do not want to be deleted. fullstop.

HAHA my rant on my other blog got deleted and PURGED sia. LOL. Dunno why uh. maybe i used bad words or that i did not log on often. *sigh what is done is done. maybe case is resolved. maybe not..

well as u all know i am in love with the kind of music i'm listening to. so i really hate it when ppl come up and say that emo sucks or is just people crying and trying to slit of their wrists and wearing all black eyeliners and shit. For all those who know me, you know damn well i am not like this. I am only in in for the MUSIC not the CULTURE. I am even proud of what i am, of what i listen to. i dun judge a band just cuz of its genre. i know i'm bragging here but i know of many many bands both underground and mainstream. and you. what do YOU know? i asked you what emo bands do you listen to? he stated My Chemical Romance. then i said well i like screamo more actually. what screamo bands do you know? he went: Linkin Park. I laffed my ass off la. LP is nu-metal ok? you dun even know screamo and emo still wanna talk big. Go listen to your britney spears and LJ songs and sit under ur rock for all i care.

So this *insert badword here* ASH is always calling me EMO and laffing in his DAMN *badword!* annoying high pitched voice. He calls me EMO everytime i see him and laughs as if its a bad thing. Then he relates the stupid cultur-fic practices like slitting of wrists to me by asking me whether i do that. So i asnwered, Of cuz not. I think that's just stupid. you dun cut your wrists just cuz ur emo. or vice versa. Then i ASKED HIM BACK, since he was talking so much abt it as if he was the effing genius abt emo. His answer was that he was scared. HAH~ stupid ass

but tt was an old incident. what sparked this rant happened just five minutes ago. I was on the way back from Cheers to my nursing block. Then i saw him walking towards me with his guitar and a guy friend. I recognised that the friend was one of the dude that could dance real well during Jam & Hop. Being the good person that i am i acknowledged ASH. Just small talk [note tt not all seniors are friendly towards their juniors]. I asked him why was his hair like that. [ his hair was damn fcuked up la can?! like one mini explosion on his head. But i didnt ask him why it was so ugly. note: i am a good girl]. But he cut me short.

*points at me* EH! EMO! His friend took one look at me and laughed. i just walked on speechless. I didnt even care to look at him. Imagine a dark cloud above my head. Eff la! i dont even know your friend and u made fun of me in front of him. DO YOU THINK THAT I DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS?! not like you. *insert many many bad words* think before you talk ok fatty. UGH. i dont care anymore. HATE me now if u want cuz i alr HATE you..

i seriously feel like i do not need you to be someone in my life. someone not as in a friend. someone as in an individual. no one needs to know someone like you. from now onwards i will not acknowledge you in the corridors unless there is an absolute need to. you just get on my nerves wayy too much. seriously who the fcuk needs enemies when you've got friends like this. but dude, SERIOUSLY youre no friend.

k that effer just spoilt my lovely day. but he's not gonna spoil my night out to watch Rika, A Vacant Affair and West Grand Boulevard at RAMPAGE THE DURIAN! mayb i'll even mosh tonight.

let the emotions pour out.
Rrrr.