Showcase was organized by Sony Music at Suntec Convention Hall 603. The line was manageable. The fans were well behaved. No one got screamed at by the bodyguards. Everyone followed instructions. This is like the best and most organized fan meet anyone cld ask for! For one, i LOVE the airconditioned venue which is far away from the eyes of curious public. Best of all, me and my group got to stand RIGHT in front of the barricade! this is thanks to Risz who came at like 630AM to queue ((: We got to stand right in the middle somemore!
and and and i had looooooooads of Dongjun like eye to eye contact.
and that one time Heecheol teased all of us by licking his fingers with tt piece of cake. I screamed like mad whilst staring into his eyes and he with his cheeky smile ((: was wayy too mesmerized to videocam. I hope someone managed to video cam tt scene!
oh how you tease us heecheol!
so i bought the Cat One seats which meant we got signatures of all nine members!
Before going upstage, Risz, Fid, Adrienne and me made a pact to dance to a little bit of Mazeltov by doing the Mazeltov hand sign and singing. In the end we did it!
Order in which the boys were seated:
Kevin, Junyoung, Taehun, Hyungsik, Heecheol, Dongjun, Siwan, Kwanghee & Minwoo.
I was standing in front of Kevin when we sang: Mazeltov.. Himnaebwa. Mazeltov.. Useobwa~ Kevin didnt smile but Moon was like Oh! and he did the hand motions like us too ((:
Was really embarrasing but we stood out! HAHA
As my ZEA biases were DJ, Kevin & Minwoo, i HAD to shake hands with Kevin!
So after we danced i said thank you to Kevin and told him he had a great voice. I held out my hand to shake his and he did! His hands were smooth!
In front of Moon i cldnt do much but stare at his cute face! Said manaseo pangapseumnida and just smiled at him~
Taehun i didnt do much at all cuz i didnt have a thing for him. Hyunsik omgg was damn damn good looking! I swear he was born an ULLZHANG! and so tall too! I wanted to say Prince Hyungsik!! to him but nothing came up. i think most prolly i was waiting to talk to Dongjun!!!
Heecheol next! I love love love this crazy boy. When i stood in front of him i said: HEECHEOL AH! MOSHIDA!! (Translation: So cool!) Boy was so happy he beamed~~ HAHA i shld have shaked his hands too but i was happy with what i wanted to tell him so i skipped right on over to my baby boy DJ!
ohmygod. he is like so damn cute i tell you! haha even from a distance he glowed! So when i stood in front i practically screamed out his name and smiled so damn wide. He saw how happy and excited i was! I cld tell from his expression! HEHE I spoke to him. I said: DONGJUN AHHHH! Nomu nomu sarang... chuah haeyeo!! LOL i wanted to say chuah haeyeo in the first place but sarang came out so i changed last minute and it ended up like i was stuttering. But MY BABY BOY WENT: OH REALLY? (THE 'L' DAMN KARAT LA SEHHHH!!) I totally went: YAHHHH!!!! and nodded like a crayy crayy crazyy girl! HAHA
DongJun smiled wide and said thank you! I could tell that he knew i really liked him! HAHH I put out my hand to shake his and he was shocked but i didnt wanna give so in the end he just gave me three fingers! i think it was cuz he was holding onto his marker! His fingers were so smooth~~
By tt time i was already being pushed to stand in front of Siwan but DJ was turning to me and smiling. OMG boy i swear i love you! <3 <3
I thanked Siwan for coming to SG and told him to come back again. I think he said Thank You. Didnt really concentrated cuz my dongsaeng in front of me was dancing Abracadabra to Kwanghee and he was laughing so happily and mimicking her! HAHA I think i didnt speak much to KH. But i loved his English when he spoke during the show! Geero Geero! (Zero Zero~)
Kwanghee was also seem staring at my right hand. At first I thot he was staring at my bracelets but i think he was looking for presents and fanletters! HAHA CUTE.
Last but not least was adorable maknae Minwoo. He's my 3rd bias! I felt like telling him something but my mind was totally blank so i just thanked him and went down. In the end i kinda regretted it cuz i cld have wished him a belated bdae! hehe. Wanted to shake his hands too but he was like so busy with his signing~~ aww.
when i went down to spazz with my friends it seemed tt DJ shook hands with them with 3 fingers too! HAHA too cute! the next segment was handshake with Cat 2 fans. I purposely zoomed onto DJ and his handshake... boy shook hands like normal! HAHA so it MUST be the marker! LOL.
i love my DJ interactions. Apparently, according to my dongsaeng, DJ looked a lot into my fancams! i didnt even notice~~ too busy camming XD XD
check out my YT acc! muziqphreak
ZEA's fansign was as daebak as Ukiss's ((:
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
2AM singapore fansign fanaccount
i am sorry dear blog cuz i have been ignoring you for so long~ but i am back! and with tons of stories and fanaccounts to share!
i'll start with the most recent one! meeting 2am for showcase and fansign ((:
i was really lucky to be one out of five of my other friends to get the ticket. And that was right after the conversation i had with Atiqa on letting what is meant to happen, happen to someone. Because fate is beautiful like that! And being a person happy with simple pleasure i was estatic to know that i have the chance to meet 2am face to face! I also made a new kpop friend and she's a Philipino! I guess its fated for us to randomly meet today and be friends! Nice to meet you BIANCA!~
So on with the show~ 2AM was daebak as expected singing their songs live. the mics proved to be a little bit of a problem but not too much. And then it was time for the fanmeet! As per usual we went up the stage on the right. First was Seulong, Changmin, Jo Kwon & Jinwoon. When still lining up i could see that Seulong was smiling from ear to ear and saying a big HI! to everyone who came in front of him. AWW his smile was so genuine ((: I LOVE SMILEY PEOPLE!
I stood in front of Seulong and automatically said Annyeong hasaeyeo and gave him a big smile. He replied back with an annyeong hasaeyeo, smiled at me and turned down to sign the album. While he was singing his cute huge ass signature I spoke again and said 'Manaseo pangaseumnida!' AND HE REPLIED BACK!
Nehh manaseo pangaseumnida~~ and he smiled again (i was HIGHHH!)
i scooted over to Changmin. He looked like he was having a hard time and he had like three albums with him and he was trying to sign as fast as he could. But when he heard my conversation with Seulong he glanced up at me and i just stare in his eyes. I swear it was a light brown kinda like cat's eyes but it was smaller. HEHE. I was shocked and could only stutter an 'Annyeohasaeyeo'. Changmin nodded and smiled.
As Changmin was taking quite long with the signatures, one of the security guards pulled me to stand in front of Jo Kwon. I was considered quite lucky as the fans in front of me were too starstruck to talk to any of them. HAHAH so more chances for me to speak up and interact. I kind of took over the place of the fan in front of me and totally went 'JO KWON!! Please come back to Singapore!!!' Kwonnie with his slim beautiful face and awesome orangeybrown hair looked up at me. He was concentrating on signing the album that i think it took quite some time for him to register what i said (he had a confused faraway expression) but when it suddenly dawned on him he went, 'Oh! Thank you!' and smile his famous diva smile ((:
I was considerably calm for all three of them but when I stood in front of the baby, the maknae, the ohsocute Jung Jinwoon... i just froze. Before, while sitting down waiting in the sun, whilst standing up waiting in line, i wanted to call Jinwoon 'chagiya!!' and maybe say ROCK ON whilst doing the rock on hand sign but when it came down to standing in front of the tall, charming, orange haired ball of cuteness... i just went, JINWOON AHHH! (i literally screamed his name so happily!!) I wasnt able to say anything else so i waved so enthusiastically in his face!! HAHAHA
i was smiling from ear to ear when i said his name and waving like a mad woman. Jinwoon smiled his MEGAWATT smile and handing my album to me with both arms out. I bowed a bit, said thank you and wobbled down the stairs. My hands were trembling! And here i thot i had fanmeetings and fansigns figured out! Seeing Jinwoon face to face and seeing his smile made me tremble.
thank you dear friends for making this possible.
2am, HAPPY 2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!
i'll start with the most recent one! meeting 2am for showcase and fansign ((:
i was really lucky to be one out of five of my other friends to get the ticket. And that was right after the conversation i had with Atiqa on letting what is meant to happen, happen to someone. Because fate is beautiful like that! And being a person happy with simple pleasure i was estatic to know that i have the chance to meet 2am face to face! I also made a new kpop friend and she's a Philipino! I guess its fated for us to randomly meet today and be friends! Nice to meet you BIANCA!~
So on with the show~ 2AM was daebak as expected singing their songs live. the mics proved to be a little bit of a problem but not too much. And then it was time for the fanmeet! As per usual we went up the stage on the right. First was Seulong, Changmin, Jo Kwon & Jinwoon. When still lining up i could see that Seulong was smiling from ear to ear and saying a big HI! to everyone who came in front of him. AWW his smile was so genuine ((: I LOVE SMILEY PEOPLE!
I stood in front of Seulong and automatically said Annyeong hasaeyeo and gave him a big smile. He replied back with an annyeong hasaeyeo, smiled at me and turned down to sign the album. While he was singing his cute huge ass signature I spoke again and said 'Manaseo pangaseumnida!' AND HE REPLIED BACK!
Nehh manaseo pangaseumnida~~ and he smiled again (i was HIGHHH!)
i scooted over to Changmin. He looked like he was having a hard time and he had like three albums with him and he was trying to sign as fast as he could. But when he heard my conversation with Seulong he glanced up at me and i just stare in his eyes. I swear it was a light brown kinda like cat's eyes but it was smaller. HEHE. I was shocked and could only stutter an 'Annyeohasaeyeo'. Changmin nodded and smiled.
As Changmin was taking quite long with the signatures, one of the security guards pulled me to stand in front of Jo Kwon. I was considered quite lucky as the fans in front of me were too starstruck to talk to any of them. HAHAH so more chances for me to speak up and interact. I kind of took over the place of the fan in front of me and totally went 'JO KWON!! Please come back to Singapore!!!' Kwonnie with his slim beautiful face and awesome orangeybrown hair looked up at me. He was concentrating on signing the album that i think it took quite some time for him to register what i said (he had a confused faraway expression) but when it suddenly dawned on him he went, 'Oh! Thank you!' and smile his famous diva smile ((:
I was considerably calm for all three of them but when I stood in front of the baby, the maknae, the ohsocute Jung Jinwoon... i just froze. Before, while sitting down waiting in the sun, whilst standing up waiting in line, i wanted to call Jinwoon 'chagiya!!' and maybe say ROCK ON whilst doing the rock on hand sign but when it came down to standing in front of the tall, charming, orange haired ball of cuteness... i just went, JINWOON AHHH! (i literally screamed his name so happily!!) I wasnt able to say anything else so i waved so enthusiastically in his face!! HAHAHA
i was smiling from ear to ear when i said his name and waving like a mad woman. Jinwoon smiled his MEGAWATT smile and handing my album to me with both arms out. I bowed a bit, said thank you and wobbled down the stairs. My hands were trembling! And here i thot i had fanmeetings and fansigns figured out! Seeing Jinwoon face to face and seeing his smile made me tremble.
thank you dear friends for making this possible.
2am, HAPPY 2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!
Friday, May 14, 2010
beastly classroom
okay i have been smiling thruout the day like a pabo! minutes ago we've watched and spazzed over SJ's comeback stage. pure awesomeness i tell ya~ cant wait for them to conquer the awards ((:
main reason im here is to share my newest BEAST dream!! like my past dreams i usually get spazzy and watch videos of the characters before i fall asleep.
Last night i slept at like 230AM when i was supposed to wake up at 630AM for work. So i had like 3 hours 40 mins plus of precious sleep left when i finally managed to doze off. Was watching the Adieu Stage for BEAST at MNet Countdown. As usual, i spazzed a whole lot on my beastly babies.
Setting for the first scene was in some kind of classroom. I was shocked to see a blond haired short boy walking around in class. It was Seobie!! I was like jumping in joy but was hesitant to approach him to tell him how much i like then~~ then there was this unnie friend of mine who was standing beside me. She suddenly came up to him and screamed YOSEOB SARANGHAEYEO!!!! ..and she sat down. LOL Seobie was like @.@ but didnt comment. Even i was shocked!
i was seated directly in front of him with my unnie fren beside me smiling happily. Seobie looked a bit uneasy by himself. I couldnt really rmbr if there were others in the room (but who the hell cares ey, this is Yang Yoseob in front of me!!)
So i casually turned behind in my seat and started to strike a perfectly normal conversation with him. He smiled a lot and spoke perfect english (which i suspect he is very good at IRL). I was happy cuz i wasnt in hyper fangirling mode and screaming at everything he said. LOLLLL
best part was when he casually mentioned that they were gonna come back to Singapore on 31st JULY!! This was the part when i spazzed openly! AHAHA I still remember tt cute smile on his face when he talked :D *faints*
when i felt tt he was more at ease, i decided to ask him for a photo together! there were many other fangirls present but i somehow managed to get a pic with him (: then i stashed tt camera somewhere in the room.
after a fulfilling conversation with the visual maknae and tt prized photo in my camera, i went out of the classroom to find something (either food or the other members). Imagine my friggin shock when i saw JunHyung and DooJoon at one corner of the room reading something. I ran over to YongYong and said tht Yoseob was waiting for them in the next room! Jun and DJ both had like a confused face on. (maybe cuz in my mind i knew they weren't tt proficient in English- WE ARE HAPPINESS! AHAHA).. So i kinda tugged on Jun's sleeves (he was wearing his red and black striped performance jacket!! HAHA) or was it his arms and led them to Seobie. I didnt manage to talk to DJ personally tho.
Then the scene changed to be the classroom again. Dongwoon appeared! It was at the back of the classroom unlike the Seobie part where it was at the front of the class. Dongwoon smiled a lot too and he was really tall! i started looking for my camera to take pics with him but it was missing. i rmbr cursing to myself for losing such a precious photo (ohnoesplzdunletthisbeaSIGN!) Suddenly DW turned to leave the room when his hyungs were all leaving.I managed to call his name and he turned back.
'You can speak really good english!', i said.
'Yes i can!' he replied with a wide grin on his face.
i swear i could have just pat him on his head and say 'GOOD JOB!!'
sho proud of maknae! XD
....
on a side note i have no idea why i didnt dream of my beast bias gikwang instead. but im really happy with my beast dream within tt short 3 hrs 40 mins!
i kept waking up ard 6am tho cuz i was scared of being late for work! XP
and weirdest part was tt i had dongho's name like repeated so many times in my head the moment i woke up. news of ukiss fanmeet really got me essited!
AND THAT RUMOR OF BEAST IN SUNDOWN. PLEASE LET IT BE TRUE YO!
thanks.
amin~
*chants* Yoon Doo Joon, Jang Hyun Seung, Yong Jun Hyung, Yang Yoseob, Lee Gi Kwang, Son Dong Woon, to-get-her, λΉ-μ€-νΈ!
Friday, April 09, 2010
karma bites
..
which brings up the topic of me being pissed off at the malaysian ELFs during SS2.
im the kind of person who shows her disagreement and unhappiness VERY OPENLY but will never come right out and say it (does Dongho do that? cuz he's my type B hero like that.. HAHA)~ Imagine, we were like number 15 in line. We lined up for the RockPit A line from 7am. When we reached Bukit Jalil Stadium we were shocked but pleasantly surprised to see such a short line at 7am for a 7pm korean concert. Singapore fans are very different from Msia fans in terms of lining up i guess.. So we wait for practically half a day in the hot scorching sun. Many times we had to direct ppl to the back, ppl who tried to squeeze into the front of the line. We succeeded many times and happily waited till around 3-4pm there was this group of around 9 girls (average age: 18?) They friggin just sat beside us. The line was actually like one lonnng snake but when the girls sat beside us it looked damn obvious cuz the snake looked FAT at the front. We spoke nicely to them saying tt the line was at the back. They just gave a stupid look and kept saying that the ppl in FRONT of us didnt line up right (cuz they sat in a line that was abit crooked). Fazy tried to tell them many times in a calm tone to go to where they were supposed to go but it seemed that they ignored her too. I couldnt take it any longer and i blew up and screamed at them that it wasnt fair that we had to line up since 7am while they just came at 4pm and sat beside us. They STILL didnt budge. By that time i was FUMING MAD. I refused to talk to anybody and just sat listening to my mp4.
Im those kind of ppl who cant shout at ppl cuz the next moment i will cry. i usually hide my anger and resentment in my heart till i cant take it anymore and tell tt person off.. (yes this kind of ppl exist!) but somehow being in that heat and with the restlessness piling up.. i just blew up.
I screamed at them two more times. now with more hatred and just plain anger. I think i might have used the F word a couple of times. But what i hated most was that no one behind us fought for their places. oh well i tried.
ppl were pushing so much till a few girls fainted. we pushed those blardy liars as much as we cld but they still managed to get in at the same time as us. Oh and after that, the long snaky line behind practically collapsed. just cuz of these 9 liars. there was no justice to those who lined up early. lots of things happened in line while in wait for suju. which involved TONS of snarky remarks by me. Gosh i swear i have NEVER been so angry in my life. I had talk with fazy in the hotel after breakfast. I told her that i was really scared for my life cuz after screaming at the 9 of them i remember thinking what if they came up to me during the concert and try to hurt me! gosh.
oh wells. i strongly believe in KARMA.
i know for a fact that KARMA BITES BACK.
and i hope she does.
i hope she bites you guys TEN-FOLD!
So long b****es.
which brings up the topic of me being pissed off at the malaysian ELFs during SS2.
im the kind of person who shows her disagreement and unhappiness VERY OPENLY but will never come right out and say it (does Dongho do that? cuz he's my type B hero like that.. HAHA)~ Imagine, we were like number 15 in line. We lined up for the RockPit A line from 7am. When we reached Bukit Jalil Stadium we were shocked but pleasantly surprised to see such a short line at 7am for a 7pm korean concert. Singapore fans are very different from Msia fans in terms of lining up i guess.. So we wait for practically half a day in the hot scorching sun. Many times we had to direct ppl to the back, ppl who tried to squeeze into the front of the line. We succeeded many times and happily waited till around 3-4pm there was this group of around 9 girls (average age: 18?) They friggin just sat beside us. The line was actually like one lonnng snake but when the girls sat beside us it looked damn obvious cuz the snake looked FAT at the front. We spoke nicely to them saying tt the line was at the back. They just gave a stupid look and kept saying that the ppl in FRONT of us didnt line up right (cuz they sat in a line that was abit crooked). Fazy tried to tell them many times in a calm tone to go to where they were supposed to go but it seemed that they ignored her too. I couldnt take it any longer and i blew up and screamed at them that it wasnt fair that we had to line up since 7am while they just came at 4pm and sat beside us. They STILL didnt budge. By that time i was FUMING MAD. I refused to talk to anybody and just sat listening to my mp4.
Im those kind of ppl who cant shout at ppl cuz the next moment i will cry. i usually hide my anger and resentment in my heart till i cant take it anymore and tell tt person off.. (yes this kind of ppl exist!) but somehow being in that heat and with the restlessness piling up.. i just blew up.
I screamed at them two more times. now with more hatred and just plain anger. I think i might have used the F word a couple of times. But what i hated most was that no one behind us fought for their places. oh well i tried.
ppl were pushing so much till a few girls fainted. we pushed those blardy liars as much as we cld but they still managed to get in at the same time as us. Oh and after that, the long snaky line behind practically collapsed. just cuz of these 9 liars. there was no justice to those who lined up early. lots of things happened in line while in wait for suju. which involved TONS of snarky remarks by me. Gosh i swear i have NEVER been so angry in my life. I had talk with fazy in the hotel after breakfast. I told her that i was really scared for my life cuz after screaming at the 9 of them i remember thinking what if they came up to me during the concert and try to hurt me! gosh.
oh wells. i strongly believe in KARMA.
i know for a fact that KARMA BITES BACK.
and i hope she does.
i hope she bites you guys TEN-FOLD!
So long b****es.
Not just anyone.. 2NE1!!
i just had a kpop dream after so long! the last i had was the days leading to SS2! ahh and the one i had of 2pm on the night after SS2. That dream was kinda short but i was happy baby woo was inside it! haha. Cuz SS2 was all about stalking and taking tons of fancams of SuperJunior; i guess my 2pm love/conscience was a bit jealous and the boys started to appear in my dream! HAHA. All i know was that i was super shagged post SS2 cuz of all the pushing and fighting~ will elaborate more later in the post. The short 2pm dream just consisted of the boys being like 2-3metres away and us fangirls were busy taking fancams of them instead! Weird part was that i dont remember that much screaming..
maybe cuz i know what makes a good fancam/ fanvideo is that you (videographer) has to keep quiet and not be able to scream and spazz till the whole thing is over. I guess that is one of the big cons of being a videographer. You have to keep your excitement level low and stay calm cuz getting excited means a shaky video. But the best advantage is having an awesome video to relive the memory by!
back to the 2ne1 dream! HAHA
the events tt lead to the dream kinda have importance to it so im gonna share what i did~
i was home from having my second last theory paper (HOORAY!) at 2pm today. I had already eaten at school and felt like chilling on my lappy before going to take a nap in the aftnn to be able to mugg at night. Nowadays im watching this american drama called GLEE. Its awesome! The next High School Musical i tell you! haha
so to cut things short, there was this one asian dude in it who was actually a dancer in Step Up and i did some wikipedia research on him.. blablabla. which led to youtubing some videos and i came upon this one Philipines StarStruck Show (kinda like American Idol). The video was of the male and female contestants covering KOREAN POP in ENGLISH! ultimate horror i tell you!!
Link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0tv4DSeP9Q&annotation_id=annotation_780914&feature=iv
they sang I dont care, Nobody & Sorry Sorry. Ultimate fail! Worth the watch for laughter though. Hehe. so then after watching Glee till 5pm i went to nap~
I admit that i have this bad habit of napping in the evening. this pisses my mum off a lot cuz from what she said the evening time is the best time the devils will enter ur body. i mean its like a wives' tale- its scary and all but my body just wont be able to stay awake past 12mn if i dont nap. And i blame this habit to working morning shifts! HAHA i get so sleepy from work tt i will nap straight after coming back from work..
so anyways TIP 1: most of my kpop dreams happen during my evening naps.
TIP 2: you have to watch something tt is related to the person u wanna dream abt!
(i posted my Beast- AJ and Junhyung dream here before.. i watched AJ's Wipe the Tears like 7 times (all different performances mind you! haha) the aftnn i dreamt of them :D)
So i guess tt short dance/ cover of I Dont Care made me dream abt the girls!
I was seated in the front row of an auditorium. There were many fans watching and supporting the 2NE1 girls who were performing. They looked so radiant and happy performing :D
then the scene was cut to the part where the girls have ended their performance. they were seated on the stage discussing something. The stage was one of those small, low lecture theatre type of stages so i was able to come up to them personally. There wasnt many other fans left as the rest were filing out of the theatre. I fumbled in my bag for the concert tickets and handed it straight to Minzy (MY BIAS!!) to sign~ She was signing it halfway when the marker went out of ink.. She went off try to get a new one but i was like 'wait! i think i have one in my bag!' (PS: i really DO carry permanent markers in my makeup bag for such reasons! :P) so i handed it to Bom who reached out her hand and took it with a smile and proceeded on to sign on it.
I took the concert ticket and looked at Minzy's cute signature tt was in fading ink cuz of the dry marking. (i dunno how her real signature looks like btw! haha) Then i figured she had already finished signing it cuz the signature looked kinda complete. Bom's signature looked cute too! Somehow when i passed the ticket to Sandara who was nearest to me, it turned into an autograph book! Sandara wrote a really LONG message for me.. it was so friggin farnie it doesnt make sense at ALL! haha
After she signed it i took it from her and laughed aloud when reading it. The longest message reads something along the lines of Ryfflesoptometrist is Parkinsonianism!! (LOL! WTH is right! i can explain why these words came out. Cuz i had stopped by Ryffles shop in AMK Hub to get new contacts before i got home. And the parkinsonianism is cuz of one comment my geron classmate wrote to another friend's wall.. so random! very -..-") i did a double take reading it and looked at Sandara and the book simultaeneously. She just laughed a cute but awkward laugh. I laughed too hearing it (and remember thinking, this is the crazy weird girl who posts random stuff on her me2day.. what can i expect! haha). After tt i reached out to CL and passed her my autograph book. I dunno why i didnt have much interaction with CL and Bom TT.TT I didnt really see CL's face in my dream.. more of like, oh the girl beside Sandara is CL! I'll just pass the book to her to make it complete! (gosh im sorry CL! im a big fan of urs too! CL is my second fave!)
After CL signed it i took both the ticket (which miraculously reappeared!) and the autograph book in both hands. I remember thinking, oh wldnt it be better if ALL of them signed on my ticket instead! (HAHA Greed is a human trait! bear with me now fellow beings~) okay this is when the weird part starts..
i turned back to the girls and one of them was replaced with this one chubby average looking girl. It seemed that she was replacing one of the members (either CL and Bom). From the dream it looks like i was quite close to the new girl and tt she was supposed to pass me some promotional merchandise of the girls that she promised me weeks ago. So i was talking to her and planning on how to avoid clashing with other fan girls at the hotel and stuff. I suggested meeting at their hotel and asked for the hotel they were staying at. Suddenly she went, oh sorry! i have an interview with this one 13 membered group later in the afternoon!' I asked her what 13 member group?
she replied, 'oh 2pm and 2am!' I just went 'Oh i seee... Darn. Then when to meet? Hmmmmm~' at that time i didnt occur to me that even 7 + 4 does not equal to 13! HAHA
From here u can see that i am indeed loyal to my Suju and OneDay love! XD
i was still happily talking to this girl when suddenly my secondary school friend came up to me and sat on the stage. there was a grp of them there earlier for the concert but they had left when i was asking for autographs. so when she suddenly came up to me i was shocked but i was still engrossed in my conversation. Suddenly one of her friends started to flare up and scream 'Come on! how much longer do i have to wait?! I want to go home!'
I shocked even myself when without thinking twice i went up to her and screamed back, 'I dont remember asking you guys to wait for me!' while giving her the WTF are you doing here look. And that girl squirmed in her seat and backed down.. Everyone else was shocked but i was just... angry.
I woke up to the sound of my mum nagging at me saying that its 8pm and i need to wake up.
so yeah! that was my 2ne1 dream! ending was a bit ..off. I blame that on my mum and dad nagging at me before i took my nap at 5pm.
..
but still a kpop dream is a kpop dream (:
happy dreaming my lovelies!
maybe cuz i know what makes a good fancam/ fanvideo is that you (videographer) has to keep quiet and not be able to scream and spazz till the whole thing is over. I guess that is one of the big cons of being a videographer. You have to keep your excitement level low and stay calm cuz getting excited means a shaky video. But the best advantage is having an awesome video to relive the memory by!
back to the 2ne1 dream! HAHA
the events tt lead to the dream kinda have importance to it so im gonna share what i did~
i was home from having my second last theory paper (HOORAY!) at 2pm today. I had already eaten at school and felt like chilling on my lappy before going to take a nap in the aftnn to be able to mugg at night. Nowadays im watching this american drama called GLEE. Its awesome! The next High School Musical i tell you! haha
so to cut things short, there was this one asian dude in it who was actually a dancer in Step Up and i did some wikipedia research on him.. blablabla. which led to youtubing some videos and i came upon this one Philipines StarStruck Show (kinda like American Idol). The video was of the male and female contestants covering KOREAN POP in ENGLISH! ultimate horror i tell you!!
Link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0tv4DSeP9Q&annotation_id=annotation_780914&feature=iv
they sang I dont care, Nobody & Sorry Sorry. Ultimate fail! Worth the watch for laughter though. Hehe. so then after watching Glee till 5pm i went to nap~
I admit that i have this bad habit of napping in the evening. this pisses my mum off a lot cuz from what she said the evening time is the best time the devils will enter ur body. i mean its like a wives' tale- its scary and all but my body just wont be able to stay awake past 12mn if i dont nap. And i blame this habit to working morning shifts! HAHA i get so sleepy from work tt i will nap straight after coming back from work..
so anyways TIP 1: most of my kpop dreams happen during my evening naps.
TIP 2: you have to watch something tt is related to the person u wanna dream abt!
(i posted my Beast- AJ and Junhyung dream here before.. i watched AJ's Wipe the Tears like 7 times (all different performances mind you! haha) the aftnn i dreamt of them :D)
So i guess tt short dance/ cover of I Dont Care made me dream abt the girls!
I was seated in the front row of an auditorium. There were many fans watching and supporting the 2NE1 girls who were performing. They looked so radiant and happy performing :D
then the scene was cut to the part where the girls have ended their performance. they were seated on the stage discussing something. The stage was one of those small, low lecture theatre type of stages so i was able to come up to them personally. There wasnt many other fans left as the rest were filing out of the theatre. I fumbled in my bag for the concert tickets and handed it straight to Minzy (MY BIAS!!) to sign~ She was signing it halfway when the marker went out of ink.. She went off try to get a new one but i was like 'wait! i think i have one in my bag!' (PS: i really DO carry permanent markers in my makeup bag for such reasons! :P) so i handed it to Bom who reached out her hand and took it with a smile and proceeded on to sign on it.
I took the concert ticket and looked at Minzy's cute signature tt was in fading ink cuz of the dry marking. (i dunno how her real signature looks like btw! haha) Then i figured she had already finished signing it cuz the signature looked kinda complete. Bom's signature looked cute too! Somehow when i passed the ticket to Sandara who was nearest to me, it turned into an autograph book! Sandara wrote a really LONG message for me.. it was so friggin farnie it doesnt make sense at ALL! haha
After she signed it i took it from her and laughed aloud when reading it. The longest message reads something along the lines of Ryfflesoptometrist is Parkinsonianism!! (LOL! WTH is right! i can explain why these words came out. Cuz i had stopped by Ryffles shop in AMK Hub to get new contacts before i got home. And the parkinsonianism is cuz of one comment my geron classmate wrote to another friend's wall.. so random! very -..-") i did a double take reading it and looked at Sandara and the book simultaeneously. She just laughed a cute but awkward laugh. I laughed too hearing it (and remember thinking, this is the crazy weird girl who posts random stuff on her me2day.. what can i expect! haha). After tt i reached out to CL and passed her my autograph book. I dunno why i didnt have much interaction with CL and Bom TT.TT I didnt really see CL's face in my dream.. more of like, oh the girl beside Sandara is CL! I'll just pass the book to her to make it complete! (gosh im sorry CL! im a big fan of urs too! CL is my second fave!)
After CL signed it i took both the ticket (which miraculously reappeared!) and the autograph book in both hands. I remember thinking, oh wldnt it be better if ALL of them signed on my ticket instead! (HAHA Greed is a human trait! bear with me now fellow beings~) okay this is when the weird part starts..
i turned back to the girls and one of them was replaced with this one chubby average looking girl. It seemed that she was replacing one of the members (either CL and Bom). From the dream it looks like i was quite close to the new girl and tt she was supposed to pass me some promotional merchandise of the girls that she promised me weeks ago. So i was talking to her and planning on how to avoid clashing with other fan girls at the hotel and stuff. I suggested meeting at their hotel and asked for the hotel they were staying at. Suddenly she went, oh sorry! i have an interview with this one 13 membered group later in the afternoon!' I asked her what 13 member group?
she replied, 'oh 2pm and 2am!' I just went 'Oh i seee... Darn. Then when to meet? Hmmmmm~' at that time i didnt occur to me that even 7 + 4 does not equal to 13! HAHA
From here u can see that i am indeed loyal to my Suju and OneDay love! XD
i was still happily talking to this girl when suddenly my secondary school friend came up to me and sat on the stage. there was a grp of them there earlier for the concert but they had left when i was asking for autographs. so when she suddenly came up to me i was shocked but i was still engrossed in my conversation. Suddenly one of her friends started to flare up and scream 'Come on! how much longer do i have to wait?! I want to go home!'
I shocked even myself when without thinking twice i went up to her and screamed back, 'I dont remember asking you guys to wait for me!' while giving her the WTF are you doing here look. And that girl squirmed in her seat and backed down.. Everyone else was shocked but i was just... angry.
I woke up to the sound of my mum nagging at me saying that its 8pm and i need to wake up.
so yeah! that was my 2ne1 dream! ending was a bit ..off. I blame that on my mum and dad nagging at me before i took my nap at 5pm.
..
but still a kpop dream is a kpop dream (:
happy dreaming my lovelies!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
confused
on the 25th when news broke out that the decision was final, tears ran down my cheeks. but they said that there'll be an all important conference to answer all the qns we have on the 27th. i told my quivering heart that there is still hope. maybe the hottests present cld help them see the light, the love, the support we all offer.
yesterday (26th feb) at cwp ..
logged on to twitter cuz my itchy heart was yearning for news, almost cried into my plate of food. pushed back my tears so that i wont be embarrased in front of the happy families and grps of frens eating out in banquet. but i remained sorrowful and morose the whole time. on the bus back home from woodlands i let my mp4 play continuously. the battery was in the red zone and was dying real soon. i kept thinking in my head: what if it died exactly on a 2pm song? what song will it be? will my mp4 really know my heart?
(cuz it happened before that it played what my heart wanted to hear when its actually on shuffle mode.. and by shuffle mode i meant all 2259 songs including english songs!-- rmbr when it played barae as i ran to catch FTI post Seould Out concert send-off?)
tears was coming down slowly as i thought back of the times jay tricked taec on his hidden camera ep in WB. how close he was with them. how much woo cried for him.
suddenly an all too familiar tune came on..
and i cried even more as wooyoung started the verse.
it was Only You.
then i thot back abt tt Win Win episode how woo explained abt the hardships they faced during debut period (for Only You promos).. oh gosh. what a song to choose ey dear mp4?
to think tt after i heard the heartbreaking news on 25th i actually skipped all the 2pm songs tt started playing? (cuz it was too painful to listen)..
..
now on the 27th.
conference with big shots and 2pm members are done.
masks are thrown.
attitudes and faces are revealed for the first time.
news from 2od rep making us confused cuz it was w/o clarification d/t hurried texting.
helpless fans stood on the other side of the screen poised for every new update.
we interpreted all that we heard our own way.
till now it is revealed..
taec sniggering.
woo trying to cover his tracks.
even khun the angel laughing at jay's dance crew video.
all of them denying accusations made.
saying tt they'll work harder.
saying tt they're not lying.
i dont want to believe all this.
especially since this came out from their own mouth.
but
if what they said is real
is this the 2pm that we all love, respect, support and look up to?
all i see are vengeful demons. sniggering at fans?
is that how low you have gone to? really?
i guess we asked for it.
what you want is what you get.
now i'll just have to see it for myself.
..
the pieces of the puzzle are falling into place
i havent made my decision on where i currently stand
till then.
this has been a hottest who has always supported jay.
one man saved six
the time came for six to save one..
but
yesterday (26th feb) at cwp ..
logged on to twitter cuz my itchy heart was yearning for news, almost cried into my plate of food. pushed back my tears so that i wont be embarrased in front of the happy families and grps of frens eating out in banquet. but i remained sorrowful and morose the whole time. on the bus back home from woodlands i let my mp4 play continuously. the battery was in the red zone and was dying real soon. i kept thinking in my head: what if it died exactly on a 2pm song? what song will it be? will my mp4 really know my heart?
(cuz it happened before that it played what my heart wanted to hear when its actually on shuffle mode.. and by shuffle mode i meant all 2259 songs including english songs!-- rmbr when it played barae as i ran to catch FTI post Seould Out concert send-off?)
tears was coming down slowly as i thought back of the times jay tricked taec on his hidden camera ep in WB. how close he was with them. how much woo cried for him.
suddenly an all too familiar tune came on..
and i cried even more as wooyoung started the verse.
it was Only You.
then i thot back abt tt Win Win episode how woo explained abt the hardships they faced during debut period (for Only You promos).. oh gosh. what a song to choose ey dear mp4?
to think tt after i heard the heartbreaking news on 25th i actually skipped all the 2pm songs tt started playing? (cuz it was too painful to listen)..
..
now on the 27th.
conference with big shots and 2pm members are done.
masks are thrown.
attitudes and faces are revealed for the first time.
news from 2od rep making us confused cuz it was w/o clarification d/t hurried texting.
helpless fans stood on the other side of the screen poised for every new update.
we interpreted all that we heard our own way.
till now it is revealed..
taec sniggering.
woo trying to cover his tracks.
even khun the angel laughing at jay's dance crew video.
all of them denying accusations made.
saying tt they'll work harder.
saying tt they're not lying.
i dont want to believe all this.
especially since this came out from their own mouth.
but
if what they said is real
is this the 2pm that we all love, respect, support and look up to?
all i see are vengeful demons. sniggering at fans?
is that how low you have gone to? really?
i guess we asked for it.
what you want is what you get.
now i'll just have to see it for myself.
..
the pieces of the puzzle are falling into place
i havent made my decision on where i currently stand
till then.
this has been a hottest who has always supported jay.
one man saved six
the time came for six to save one..
but
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
empty
have you ever imagined how devastating it would be if your haven,
your little room where you go to every now and then
to escape from life's troubles
gets broken into?
its as if there's a blackhole sucking everything in,
everything you've ever loved,
every little thing that makes you smile,
laugh or even makes your heart skip a beat.
what happens if this black hole;
tiny and unnoticable to the naked eye
but huge looming and scares the living daylights out of you,
consumes all your love
..and then you're left with nothing?
nothing
but
an empty room.
what use is that room to you now?
i'd say i'd leave and never look back.
but deep inside
i'd wish i had shut the door tight.
stfu
your little room where you go to every now and then
to escape from life's troubles
gets broken into?
its as if there's a blackhole sucking everything in,
everything you've ever loved,
every little thing that makes you smile,
laugh or even makes your heart skip a beat.
what happens if this black hole;
tiny and unnoticable to the naked eye
but huge looming and scares the living daylights out of you,
consumes all your love
..and then you're left with nothing?
nothing
but
an empty room.
what use is that room to you now?
i'd say i'd leave and never look back.
but deep inside
i'd wish i had shut the door tight.
stfu
Monday, January 04, 2010
2010. Pfft!
it is officially 2010. And its post number 214.
Thank you dear readers for staying with me all these while. I really appreciate your visit into the realm where i spazz my excitement, vent my anger and teenage(!!) angst and maybe shed a few tears. I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart :D
2010. Another year. A whole new lease of life. But why does it feel so .. mundane? I seriously dont feel the difference. Nowadays im happier in school compared being all vulnerable to mistakes and the laser eyes of the big sisters at work. But i guess sometimes i just get too worked up with projects and exams. And my classmates.. Gosh i dont feel close to them at all! I dont know how the batch before me (my cuzzin and bro's gf's batch) are like inseparable. And i hate it tt my lecturer compares me to my cuzzin who's apparently very vocal and friendly.. I hate being compared. Its like i have something to compete with. Seems like teenage school days all over again. Geez.
Im not gonna make new yrs resolutions but i just wish for good grades for studies. So i can move ahead and hopefully go to a good ward with good colleagues who dun stab your backs or talk bad abt you. I sincerely miss my uncle and auntie patients! Well minus the anxious (sometimes irritating) family members. I miss the fun times we have joking with the uncles and aunties behind the curtains while we help them with their activities of daily living like sponging, tube feeding, even changing of diapers. I miss playing ard with my old demented elderlys.. Or how we used to pass over funny stories of what happened during our shifts. Or gossip abt those family's kids! Haha. I miss the cute doctors on call. Some are real nice and down to earth ppl whilst some are just downright nasty. We'll always compare which ho we like and complain how much we miss this doctor and hate that one. Hahaha. But i guess it'll be back to the wards for many years to come :D .. After im done with studies!
Tt was totally random! Didnt plan on talking abt ward life! But it was nice talking it out~
other random stuff.
My trusty cybershot cam has been with me for goddamn how many years i dunno.. Maybe 3 years? Bought it prolly cuz i was gonna go london. Now it has seen so many things and i love it so for capturing such beautiful memories on film! London and korea trip! :D it worked extra awesome as fancams for concerts and stalking of stars especially. I love you camera! Haha
but sadly now, its being all sensitive and a lil bit haywire with the controls. Lately i discovered the sound for when i press the controls was gone.. (i find tt sound really loud and annoying actually but now tt its gone, i find it nervewrecking) well mostly cuz i think i wont be long till i'll have to say goodbye and thank it for its services. Gosh.
Another trusty companion tt i bring with me everywhere is my mp4! So far so good :D
no hanging, no weird sounds, no spoilt buttons. I hope it lasts till next yr!
Well im talking abt gadgets cuz i'll need to plan what i need to get next!
Maybe a semi pro camera if my cybershot dies first.
And then an ipod touch cuz ive always wanted one of those. But hopefully my mp4 can last till 2011!
Schools starting tomorrow! *stabs self*
on a brighter note, later today im gonna go visit some old folks! Hope it'll be fun!
Till next time!
Thank you dear readers for staying with me all these while. I really appreciate your visit into the realm where i spazz my excitement, vent my anger and teenage(!!) angst and maybe shed a few tears. I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart :D
2010. Another year. A whole new lease of life. But why does it feel so .. mundane? I seriously dont feel the difference. Nowadays im happier in school compared being all vulnerable to mistakes and the laser eyes of the big sisters at work. But i guess sometimes i just get too worked up with projects and exams. And my classmates.. Gosh i dont feel close to them at all! I dont know how the batch before me (my cuzzin and bro's gf's batch) are like inseparable. And i hate it tt my lecturer compares me to my cuzzin who's apparently very vocal and friendly.. I hate being compared. Its like i have something to compete with. Seems like teenage school days all over again. Geez.
Im not gonna make new yrs resolutions but i just wish for good grades for studies. So i can move ahead and hopefully go to a good ward with good colleagues who dun stab your backs or talk bad abt you. I sincerely miss my uncle and auntie patients! Well minus the anxious (sometimes irritating) family members. I miss the fun times we have joking with the uncles and aunties behind the curtains while we help them with their activities of daily living like sponging, tube feeding, even changing of diapers. I miss playing ard with my old demented elderlys.. Or how we used to pass over funny stories of what happened during our shifts. Or gossip abt those family's kids! Haha. I miss the cute doctors on call. Some are real nice and down to earth ppl whilst some are just downright nasty. We'll always compare which ho we like and complain how much we miss this doctor and hate that one. Hahaha. But i guess it'll be back to the wards for many years to come :D .. After im done with studies!
Tt was totally random! Didnt plan on talking abt ward life! But it was nice talking it out~
other random stuff.
My trusty cybershot cam has been with me for goddamn how many years i dunno.. Maybe 3 years? Bought it prolly cuz i was gonna go london. Now it has seen so many things and i love it so for capturing such beautiful memories on film! London and korea trip! :D it worked extra awesome as fancams for concerts and stalking of stars especially. I love you camera! Haha
but sadly now, its being all sensitive and a lil bit haywire with the controls. Lately i discovered the sound for when i press the controls was gone.. (i find tt sound really loud and annoying actually but now tt its gone, i find it nervewrecking) well mostly cuz i think i wont be long till i'll have to say goodbye and thank it for its services. Gosh.
Another trusty companion tt i bring with me everywhere is my mp4! So far so good :D
no hanging, no weird sounds, no spoilt buttons. I hope it lasts till next yr!
Well im talking abt gadgets cuz i'll need to plan what i need to get next!
Maybe a semi pro camera if my cybershot dies first.
And then an ipod touch cuz ive always wanted one of those. But hopefully my mp4 can last till 2011!
Schools starting tomorrow! *stabs self*
on a brighter note, later today im gonna go visit some old folks! Hope it'll be fun!
Till next time!
Monday, December 28, 2009
wipe the tears
I just had my first b2st dream like 10 minutes ago. It’s still vivid in my mind and i so had to blog this down :)
Today I went back to school to do one of my assignments and brought along Song my lappy. On the way back home for some reason i started playing all of my AJ Wipe the Tears performances. Saw his smile and his cute hand dance for the chorus part. Always made me wanna join along! Not to mention seeing Doojoon & Junhyung in it and dancing as well. So since 530pm, that song was stuck in my head.
When I reached home, my persistent headache since yesterday was getting worse so i popped a paracetamol and decided to sneak off to bed (mum wasnt aware hehe). Here's when the awesome dream started..
The start of the dream was a bit vague. A lot of running around was involved. Not for fangirling but for .. desserts? HAHA. The setting was in some kind of hotel convention room. Not many people were around and there was this big silver glittery stage in one of the corners of the room. The spotlight was on the stage but then one waitress came up to us (me and a guy whom i can’t recall) and apologized and said that that was all the dessert that was left. I came up to the table and saw two big bowls of vegetable soup. It looked kinda disgusting but before my mind could register anything else I saw Fazlyna and Atiqa running out of their hotel rooms carrying empty plates. I ran up to Atiqa and asked her for a taste of her dish and she handed me an empty plate with a tiny portion of pasta. I looked at it once and quickly gobbled it down and stuffed the plate into a bin in the wall panel. Suddenly an all too familiar song started to play..
It was AJ’s Wipe The Tears. I screamed and started running towards the crowd that had formed in front of the stage. They were actually standing quite far away but I stood alongside them as the view was quite good/ wasn’t restricted. The song was ending so i started to sing along and try to dance to it. AJ looked into the audience and I danced and jumped and sang as hard as I could to give support. I was even able to witness Doojoon & Junhyung rapping!
When AJ’s performance ended, I was the only one who was still very hyper. The boys were gathering around, resting on some red chairs in front of the stage. I could clearly see Junhyung in a lime green beanie sharing a seat with blondie YoSeob. AJ and DooJoon were talking and standing. Around them were some dancers and unknown faces. But I wasn’t interested in them! Haha.
Well like any fangirl I started screaming all their names out loud. My voice was all scratchy and stuff but i still proceeded on screaming! I didn’t know that my sickness was even present in my dreams! Lol wthh. I remember screaming for Yoseob and Jun and they both turned and smiled. Weirdly enough no one else was screaming. But all the more attention to me then!
The best part comes later...
All the boys had left the room and only JunHyung in his white tee and lime green beanie was left behind. He was sitting comfortably in the red chair reading some kind of fan letter. You know the ones A3- A4 sized made by scrapbookers? He was flipped through those, quite intently reading the details and messages. I inched my way closer without saying a word. Looked at the names of the fans and saw that all of them were malay girls! One glance I even saw my name there and I gave it a second look and gave a confused face!! (haha i dunno why this is so random. Malay fangirls laa!)
I was quietly looking around, standing quite near to JunHyung. I wanted to speak to him but didn’t know what to say. JunHyung has this bad boy image that i admire but i always find myself thinking.. If i meet him in real life, will i ever have the guts to speak to him? But the more i read about him and see pictures of them goofing off, i know that he’s softhearted too! A very hip-hop guy.. And ohsogoodlooking!! :D
I spotted this circular black cardstock of a letter white letter S with four of those tiny bells in baby blue and pink on the floor. It was there for quite some time but i was afraid to make a move. In the end I bent down to pick it up. JunHyung suddenly straightened up in his seat and started counting the fancards one by one from the one furtherest away from him. ‘One, two, three, four, five.. Hmm yeah I think that’s the one that it came out from.’ That was when I took the chance to speak up.
I asked him what the cards were for. He told me that they were fan-letters and that he liked reading them. Then he started flipping the pages and showing me the different details and designs the fans have made. I was like ‘oh wow it really is nice!’ and he said ‘yeah i know, good right? I just wanted to show you how they made it’, and he grinned happily to himself. All of this was spoken in English. So i turned to him to ask another question as to how come he can speak English so well.. But then i became too conscious of my surroundings and woke up. I didn’t bother trying to revive the dream cuz i know too darn well that it can’t come back so i went online and started blogging this! HEHE
Ahh my JunHyung dream is very precious indeed. Makes me feel even more motivated to write fanletters to my favourite rookie group! One day i will show you my scrapbooking skills JunHyung! And you better speak to me in English! HAHAH
Truthfully I haven’t read anywhere which states that Jun is proficient in English. That short AJ, DooJoon & Yoseob parts in my dream made me darn happy too. Too bad HyunSeung and Dongwoon were nowhere in sight. And come to think of it, the screaming and fangirling part was all too real!!
I will strive to hunt you down and scream your names out loud for real my beastly babies! wahaha
lovelovelove!!
Monday, December 14, 2009
a new light
seoul'd out 09 was fun!! I love watching tmax with hyperbunny leader minchul and cutiepies yoonhwa and kimjoon! Beg were also very 'fan-oriented' cuz they knew how to make the fans happy. In other words both groups shower us with loads of fan service! Hehe
dearest fti made my heart sink cuz i thot they were really enjoying their performance. No matter how many times i screamed seunghyun's name, he wld just stare spacelessly into the crowd and not smile. Tt was why my heart started getting all restless. Then i watched tt yt video on the fangirl who disrespected seunghyunnie's space. Tears started streaming again. I cant help feeling tt it was our fault. The sg fans who made him mad. Well i know some might disagree saying tt all of us are not like that. But still, one stupid girl's mistake might change our beloved's perception of the country. Tt is why i like having cute, jovial, happygolucky fans/ friends like yanti and her cute-as-hell story abt hongki speaking english to her. I hope and pray tt seunghyun wont stay mad for long. I want to see his smile again.
.. Which brings me to another story
we just got back from sending tmax and fti off at the airport. While on the bus, rushing to the airport.. Praying and hoping so hard tt the boys will still be around, my fingers started trembling. Cldnt even sms properly. Ran up to the elevator. Heart pounding like mad, trying to hold all hope, tears abt to fall. The moment the elevator rang level 2 and the glass doors slid open, an all too familiar song started playing thru my headphones. It was 'Barae'. A smile creeped its way up to my face. With the song playing i ran up to the nearest flight signboard and saw Row 1 for Asiana Airlines. Saw some ppl at the departure hall entrance so i rushed there and spoke to some primadonnas. Saw two young maybe sec 3- sec 4 girls as striked up a conversation. Then it came to the part when i started to describe what i saw at seould out. Tears welled up in my eyes, all the frustration and sadness, and the girls calmed me down by saying tt the boys were so hyper at the hotel.. I was still in a sad disturbed state since yest night..
Fastforwarding.. After fti left, i talked to the two young fans again. One of the girls said something tt made such an impact on me. I asked if they managed to fancam fti and how they felt. One of them just started saying 'they were so sweet. So united. They shouted for fti as one. Im so touched', with a faraway dreamy expression.
tt was the best thing i heard from a fangirl. A typical fangirl wld say how cute the idol was, how closeup they were, how the idol smiled, waved, maybe even glanced at them. But she, she was touched at how united the fans were chanting each of the boys' names and fti's trademark chant. I salute her.
Ive got no words to describe how i feel. Just that im glad fans like that exist. I hope all follow her example.
Its not all abt the idols, its abt the love and sense of unity tt we shld uphold. Not to mention respect!
Love & Respect.
You girls made my day :) I just wished i cld hv hugged you before i left~
dearest fti made my heart sink cuz i thot they were really enjoying their performance. No matter how many times i screamed seunghyun's name, he wld just stare spacelessly into the crowd and not smile. Tt was why my heart started getting all restless. Then i watched tt yt video on the fangirl who disrespected seunghyunnie's space. Tears started streaming again. I cant help feeling tt it was our fault. The sg fans who made him mad. Well i know some might disagree saying tt all of us are not like that. But still, one stupid girl's mistake might change our beloved's perception of the country. Tt is why i like having cute, jovial, happygolucky fans/ friends like yanti and her cute-as-hell story abt hongki speaking english to her. I hope and pray tt seunghyun wont stay mad for long. I want to see his smile again.
.. Which brings me to another story
we just got back from sending tmax and fti off at the airport. While on the bus, rushing to the airport.. Praying and hoping so hard tt the boys will still be around, my fingers started trembling. Cldnt even sms properly. Ran up to the elevator. Heart pounding like mad, trying to hold all hope, tears abt to fall. The moment the elevator rang level 2 and the glass doors slid open, an all too familiar song started playing thru my headphones. It was 'Barae'. A smile creeped its way up to my face. With the song playing i ran up to the nearest flight signboard and saw Row 1 for Asiana Airlines. Saw some ppl at the departure hall entrance so i rushed there and spoke to some primadonnas. Saw two young maybe sec 3- sec 4 girls as striked up a conversation. Then it came to the part when i started to describe what i saw at seould out. Tears welled up in my eyes, all the frustration and sadness, and the girls calmed me down by saying tt the boys were so hyper at the hotel.. I was still in a sad disturbed state since yest night..
Fastforwarding.. After fti left, i talked to the two young fans again. One of the girls said something tt made such an impact on me. I asked if they managed to fancam fti and how they felt. One of them just started saying 'they were so sweet. So united. They shouted for fti as one. Im so touched', with a faraway dreamy expression.
tt was the best thing i heard from a fangirl. A typical fangirl wld say how cute the idol was, how closeup they were, how the idol smiled, waved, maybe even glanced at them. But she, she was touched at how united the fans were chanting each of the boys' names and fti's trademark chant. I salute her.
Ive got no words to describe how i feel. Just that im glad fans like that exist. I hope all follow her example.
Its not all abt the idols, its abt the love and sense of unity tt we shld uphold. Not to mention respect!
Love & Respect.
You girls made my day :) I just wished i cld hv hugged you before i left~
Sunday, December 06, 2009
JYP thanks..
Park Jinyoung's Thanks To
[ One Day Cut ]
Our company's pride, 2AM and 2PM. Forever the company's discipline chief, Jo Kwon. The warm oldest brother, Seulong. The pillar of strength, Jaebum. Don't lose focus. True Gentleman Nichkhun. Wooyoung, who's now slowly beginning to be funny (Watch my jokes!). And our detailed boy, Junsu, who sent me a text immediately after receiving their award. Junho, who always shows the strength of effort. Changmin, who's voice I want to always listen to. Innocent and pure Chansung. Chansung, I've never seen anyone that's hated you. Animal Taecyeon. I've never seen an animal that's studied as hard as you do. Smiling Angel, Jinwoonie. I hope you never become corrupted...
CREDITS: BESTIZ(SOURCE); hazyfiasco@2ONEDAY(TRANS)
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OMG i just HAD to post this!~
all i want for xmas is
PARKJAEBEOM.
[ One Day Cut ]
Our company's pride, 2AM and 2PM. Forever the company's discipline chief, Jo Kwon. The warm oldest brother, Seulong. The pillar of strength, Jaebum. Don't lose focus. True Gentleman Nichkhun. Wooyoung, who's now slowly beginning to be funny (Watch my jokes!). And our detailed boy, Junsu, who sent me a text immediately after receiving their award. Junho, who always shows the strength of effort. Changmin, who's voice I want to always listen to. Innocent and pure Chansung. Chansung, I've never seen anyone that's hated you. Animal Taecyeon. I've never seen an animal that's studied as hard as you do. Smiling Angel, Jinwoonie. I hope you never become corrupted...
CREDITS: BESTIZ(SOURCE); hazyfiasco@2ONEDAY(TRANS)
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OMG i just HAD to post this!~
all i want for xmas is
PARKJAEBEOM.
Monday, November 30, 2009
wishupon candles
i think i get my inspiration usually before i fall asleep. Like right nw lying awake typing on my beloved n97. I love my wifi enabled handphonee! Tho it sucks having the phone fall on ur face when ur hand slips when typing/ holding the hp. HAHAHA stupid but true story. Caused a lip ulcer can? LOL
looking round i see couples emerging here and there. More and more single frens are getting bfs! Ahh i feel so happy for them :D and jealous too cuz i want one! I want someone who is veh open to things tt i love and willing to love it for me! I want someone to spazz with regarding new music loves (both kpop & scene) but minus all the drama and fights and heartbreaks. How is that possible? But everytime i'll keep on wishing til my man comes and sweeps me off my feet :-
hehe so u all know what i wish for every year before i blow my candles! Lol including the compulsory wishing of good health for my family and friends~ like my profile says.. Still waiting for my namja chingu! :D
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Speaking of which, i think the best bdae celebration wld be like primmy's party whereby we can play, dance and sing to our fave songs out loud! Ive always wanted to sing those emo songs out loud with friends (last time we locked ourselves in my club room with speakers and sang Ohio is For Lovers to a reluctant Nazim! Hahaha poly memories!) or dance to man man ha ni or bad girl. Ohh what fun tt wld be! Sad thing is, where in singapore do we have tt kinda rock karaoke place? Sigh.
Just grant me this one wish..
I wanna go gayo dajeun and watch all my boys in action.
I'd do anything to meet them!!
(watching beast fansign meet is doing stuff to me- @.@
i wanna hugg yooseob!! And do all kinda things to mr perfect. UNF much? Mwahahah)
looking round i see couples emerging here and there. More and more single frens are getting bfs! Ahh i feel so happy for them :D and jealous too cuz i want one! I want someone who is veh open to things tt i love and willing to love it for me! I want someone to spazz with regarding new music loves (both kpop & scene) but minus all the drama and fights and heartbreaks. How is that possible? But everytime i'll keep on wishing til my man comes and sweeps me off my feet :-
hehe so u all know what i wish for every year before i blow my candles! Lol including the compulsory wishing of good health for my family and friends~ like my profile says.. Still waiting for my namja chingu! :D
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Speaking of which, i think the best bdae celebration wld be like primmy's party whereby we can play, dance and sing to our fave songs out loud! Ive always wanted to sing those emo songs out loud with friends (last time we locked ourselves in my club room with speakers and sang Ohio is For Lovers to a reluctant Nazim! Hahaha poly memories!) or dance to man man ha ni or bad girl. Ohh what fun tt wld be! Sad thing is, where in singapore do we have tt kinda rock karaoke place? Sigh.
Just grant me this one wish..
I wanna go gayo dajeun and watch all my boys in action.
I'd do anything to meet them!!
(watching beast fansign meet is doing stuff to me- @.@
i wanna hugg yooseob!! And do all kinda things to mr perfect. UNF much? Mwahahah)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
downhill
ive logged off the lappy minutes ago. Yet i lay awake in bed crying. These days after being in the world of kpop i feel all my sadness disappearing. Only replaced or chased away by humorous pranks and emcees. But now that i think abt it life is still the same. The sadness is not gone. Its just in hiding..
This year i lost a good friend. I have no idea where the real person is but ive missed having a listening ear. Ive always been one to go all out for a friend. Just like daddy. But in the end what happens? We get stepped on. I'll do anything for a good friend- im spontaeneous like that. Yet im hesitant to make them do the same for me. Inferiority complex you might say. A 21st bdae party wld be rad but i hate having to go thru all the hassle. Why go thru the hassle at all i say but you keep insisting. Tt thing tt costs so much- if its so hard to find ppl who care enuf then i guess we shldnt even bother getting it. Gawdd i'll get it on my own then. Ahhhh!
Why pretend when you know what they think?
I love people.
.. but do people love me?
I guess not.
This year i lost a good friend. I have no idea where the real person is but ive missed having a listening ear. Ive always been one to go all out for a friend. Just like daddy. But in the end what happens? We get stepped on. I'll do anything for a good friend- im spontaeneous like that. Yet im hesitant to make them do the same for me. Inferiority complex you might say. A 21st bdae party wld be rad but i hate having to go thru all the hassle. Why go thru the hassle at all i say but you keep insisting. Tt thing tt costs so much- if its so hard to find ppl who care enuf then i guess we shldnt even bother getting it. Gawdd i'll get it on my own then. Ahhhh!
Why pretend when you know what they think?
I love people.
.. but do people love me?
I guess not.
Monday, November 23, 2009
count down hooray~
gooood morning dear readers! well honestly i dont even know who's reading this blog of mine anymore.. *runs off and cries in the corner** aww come'on show some love at my tagboard y'all! hehe
back home from meeting fuzzy for dinner at fresh bulgoggi @ changi T2. Yummy! Im loving my new stuff tt i bought recently! My cyan hoodie with the colored prints, my white headphones (cld be better but the old one died on me TT TT) and the dark blue lappy case! Yayy thanks fai for accompanying me! Ive always been picky on choosing the correct design for the lappy bag. But i think Song (my laptop) is happy being encased in blue (just like the owner!) hahaha.
So many things to blog about, so little time. Sometimes i wish one day had more than 24hrs! Mainly cuz im almost always on the net and refuse to sleep at night. Then end up not being able to concentrate in school! Lol sorry lecturers! Im ADDICTED!!! Help!!
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Anyways im still wide awake now when i have attachments early morn tmrw.. Hjeyhjfiolmdiep~
what to do. Who ask you to drink coffee at 1030pm! Haha. Forgot la cann?
Its countdown time!
10 more days till 2nd dec in which im turning 21 but not able to hold a party cuz of money problems. Anyways im also not gd at being a hostess. I'll love to spend a day with my friends just basking in their love and laughter :D
last yr was great! Hei sushi with the loved ones till not being able to end walk properly, then last for one at novena square 2! This yr im not too sure where we can go.. But i'd love to go karaoke-ing! Any good places tt we can give current korean hits? Presents hmmm. Im asking sayang to chip in for band hero! One of those games tt ive been wanting to get my hands on :D Sitex here i come!!
If ur thinking on what to get for my bdae.. Well think along the lines of Sims 3 pc game or something related to my korean idols! The new big bang scheduler and calender looks good! Wahahah. But i hope u guys dun all buy the same thing! Haha
then theres 13 more days till kimchi ninja date!! I hope it wont be disappointing cuz of all the hype! I wanna bask in rain's ninja badass awesomeness and abs and witness lee joon's acting skills. Poor boy's bald tho. Not too good in my books :P
we'll see how it goes!
Then theres another 20 days till Seoul'd out!! Im so eggcited (as dear junho wld say). Hehe. Im eggcited beyond words to witness fti's glory once again. And to watch BEG and Tmax too! Not to mention meeting ppl from all walks of life who love the hell lot of these kor idols. Just dun push ok? We're all friends yaa! Hehe
i lala love my kor obession and my fangirls! :D
still waiting for tt kor dance contest by novena sq ppl tho. Hmm~
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Nan jeongmal mystery mystery!
back home from meeting fuzzy for dinner at fresh bulgoggi @ changi T2. Yummy! Im loving my new stuff tt i bought recently! My cyan hoodie with the colored prints, my white headphones (cld be better but the old one died on me TT TT) and the dark blue lappy case! Yayy thanks fai for accompanying me! Ive always been picky on choosing the correct design for the lappy bag. But i think Song (my laptop) is happy being encased in blue (just like the owner!) hahaha.
So many things to blog about, so little time. Sometimes i wish one day had more than 24hrs! Mainly cuz im almost always on the net and refuse to sleep at night. Then end up not being able to concentrate in school! Lol sorry lecturers! Im ADDICTED!!! Help!!
..
Anyways im still wide awake now when i have attachments early morn tmrw.. Hjeyhjfiolmdiep~
what to do. Who ask you to drink coffee at 1030pm! Haha. Forgot la cann?
Its countdown time!
10 more days till 2nd dec in which im turning 21 but not able to hold a party cuz of money problems. Anyways im also not gd at being a hostess. I'll love to spend a day with my friends just basking in their love and laughter :D
last yr was great! Hei sushi with the loved ones till not being able to end walk properly, then last for one at novena square 2! This yr im not too sure where we can go.. But i'd love to go karaoke-ing! Any good places tt we can give current korean hits? Presents hmmm. Im asking sayang to chip in for band hero! One of those games tt ive been wanting to get my hands on :D Sitex here i come!!
If ur thinking on what to get for my bdae.. Well think along the lines of Sims 3 pc game or something related to my korean idols! The new big bang scheduler and calender looks good! Wahahah. But i hope u guys dun all buy the same thing! Haha
then theres 13 more days till kimchi ninja date!! I hope it wont be disappointing cuz of all the hype! I wanna bask in rain's ninja badass awesomeness and abs and witness lee joon's acting skills. Poor boy's bald tho. Not too good in my books :P
we'll see how it goes!
Then theres another 20 days till Seoul'd out!! Im so eggcited (as dear junho wld say). Hehe. Im eggcited beyond words to witness fti's glory once again. And to watch BEG and Tmax too! Not to mention meeting ppl from all walks of life who love the hell lot of these kor idols. Just dun push ok? We're all friends yaa! Hehe
i lala love my kor obession and my fangirls! :D
still waiting for tt kor dance contest by novena sq ppl tho. Hmm~
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Nan jeongmal mystery mystery!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
b2st revealed~
my new obsession: BEAST.
this is from their 10Asia interview.
the ones tt brought us hilarious answers from 2pm :D
i love this! hope u enjoy reading it as much as i did!!
Lee KiKwang
My name is Lee Ki Kwang
I was born on March 3, 1990. Junhyung, Hyunseung and I are the oldest children in our families. But we all have at least some cuteness. I have a younger brother.
I seem like I’m pushed around by the other members? Haha. I’m restraining myself for their sake.
Yes, I have taken off all the clothes on my upper body on stage before. Since I was filming a sitcom, I couldn’t be at the dry rehearsal, but the person who was in charge told me at the camera rehearsal that I had to take off my clothes decisively so I would show up well on the screen. But that person didn’t know how revealing my clothes actually were. He/she was fine with it since it was the first time but told me never to do it again.
I joked on the radio that I liked the ethics section of the college entrance exam, but fans took me seriously. Ah, I have to explain! Honestly, I’m not stupid. I studied well when I was younger.
Saeho from “High Kick Through the Roof” and the real me are pretty similar. We’re bright, a bit foolish, affirmative, and fond of exercise.
I couldn’t keep my focus when I had to film the scene where I confess to Jungeum nuna why I like her. Nuna is really pretty, and I think it was hard for me to recite the script in front of someone like that.
A lot of people say that Saeho is a character with a personality that is too simple. They also wish that he had more funny parts. But the truth is that Saeho is a character who is nice and bright when he’s outside but makes a 180 degree transformation when he goes home. Those parts still haven’t been shown, but I hope that they will be shown in the future.
I like crumping. I like to dance passionately with feeling and big movements like black people. So when I dance stage choreography, I dance so intensely that I’ve ripped my costume before. Starting with music video filming, the crotch area kept ripping so they changed the fabric, but they still ripped on stage, too.
I almost never do anything that’s bad for my body. I can restrain myself from things like that really well. I never eat ramen, and I hardly ever snack. Alcohol and cigarettes never touch my lips.
I’ve been working out for about 3 years. Even though there are times when it’s tiring to go work out by myself after our schedule, it’s become a part of my character so I have to. Also, if my body is good then I feel good, and I gain self-confidence, so I’m going to keep exercising.
I’m really nice to people when I first meet them. That’s my natural instinct. It’s not that I want anything from them later; I’m just the type of person who wants to become close with others. So I suck up to others a bit as well.
I think I’m a lot cooler than I was when I was younger. So I think that I “became a dragon at twenty years old.” My lips were thick back then…eh, now is better.
Son DongWoon
My name is Son Dongwoon.
I was born on June 6, 1991. All the hyungs acknowledge each other as friends, and I’m the only maknae since they can’t overlook a two year age difference.
I am a senior in high school. I took the college entrance exam this year. Kikwang hyung, Junhyung hyung, and Hyunseung hyung all took the exam too.
The day that Kikwang hyung excessively exposed himself, we were at a part in the choreography where all our heads were lowered, so we didn’t really know what was going on. The screaming was really loud, so I thought “Oh, Kikwang hyung must have done something really cool.” But after we came down from the stage, the director and other people said that it was a big deal. After watching the performance, the members were really surprised too.
I’ve lost my character, so even in my daily life, I’m gradually talking less. Ah…….. (Doojoon: Lately, Dongwoon has been hearing that he’s good looking. Have strength.)
The BEAST hyungs were trainees for long times too, but I started my trainee life a long time ago. I started in 2004 and then briefly left, but after seeing the hyungs that I practiced together with debut as 2PM and 2AM, I regained my focus. But while I took a break, I lost all my instincts and didn’t have any stage experience, so I was frustrated. (Kikwang: Dongwoon is only nice and good looking. Even during his trainee days, he was famous for that.)
When the other hyungs play games, Yoseub hyung and I eat midnight snacks, since we don’t even really know the rules of the games.
Truthfully, in MTV episode 1, my entrance into BEAST had already been decided, and we reenacted it. But because of my terrible acting, the PD didn’t give us any information after that.
That program was actually real. When we had the naval base experience, we thought we were going to play at the beach. We had our suspicions, but they kept denying it….they thoroughly kept the secret from us.
The hyungs are very protective of secrecy. When we divided into groups of 3 people and had a dance battle, we had to share the practice room since there is only one, and neither team told the other anything that they were doing. Hyunseung hyung, Yoseub hyung, and Doojoon hyung were one team, and they performed all kinds of things that they hadn’t even revealed in the rehearsal. They painted their faces, blew bubbles, and took off their pants. I was really surprised. (Hyunseung: We really wanted to win.)
When we practiced the choreography for the dance battle, the background music was R.Kelly’s “Bobble,” and I don’t listen to that song anymore. I heard it too much. I became sick of it.
Yang YoSeob
My name is Yang Yoseob.
I was born on January 5, 1990.
I have one older sister. You can think of her as me but with a smaller face, smaller body, and long hair. The truth is that my mom and dad look similar too. If the four of us stand together, even from far away people say, “Oh, they’re a family!”
I first started practicing singing after I listened to Brian McKnight’s music. After that, I listened to a lot of music of a similar style, but I thought about it and realized that I couldn’t be biased towards certain music. So I also started listening to dance music and rock.
I was in a band when I was in high school. At that time, we performed a lot of hard rock and metal, but the truth is that I wanted to try modern rock. But my sunbaes said that it would ruin the mood and forbade it. Even now, modern rock is a genre that personally, I really want to try.
Originally, I'm artistically or musically talented because I take after my dad. I couldn’t dance. Because I’ve practiced, I’ve reached this level with difficulty. (Doojoon: Yoseub learns the fastest now. Junhyung: He can even make choreography by himself.)
My hairstyle changed dramatically, but I think it was a successful transformation, so I like it. It’s to the point where the members look at old pictures of me with black hair and think I look weird. They keep telling me to bleach it, but it’s a bit sad. Since I’m Asian, black hair keeps growing…
On KBS , the PD said I looked like a shi tzu, and my mom was really happy when she saw that episode. Since I received one more camera shot. She complimented me on tying my hair.
Honestly, my manly/sexy side is disappearing, and I used to not like being called cute. I would just throw on clothes to wear carelessly, and I couldn’t act silly. But now that’s become a part of my color, so I accept it, and I even mess around more enthusiastically.
Maybe it’s because started filming videos a long time ago, but when people ask me to perform, instead of being embarrassed I try to make something good out of it. Even in front of a blue screen, I’m not embarrassed. If you type in “Yang Yoseub” in a search engine, a lot of videos come out. Look them up when you’re bored!
When Dongwoon is only with us, he’s really fun, to the point where at first, MTV PD said that Dongwoon and I had the biggest chance to succeed in entertainment. But as soon as the camera gets in his face, he’s not fun anymore. So he’s slowly becoming more awkward, his screen time is shrinking, and the kid seems like he’s going to develop a speech impediment, plus he’s aging more and more. Hahaha.
Doojoon has a strong sense of responsibility, and even if something is taken care of, he has to check the process himself before he’s satisfied. So if Doojoon wasn’t here [in BEAST] we probably wouldn’t have been able to do interviews, music programs, anything. You see, Doojoon wakes up first and wakes up all the other members.
At home, the members like to play games like “Winning Eleven,” but at those times, everyone’s desire to win is no joke. Kikwang kept saying that he would cancel the patbingsoo debt he owed Doojoon after he lost a bet, but eventually he had to buy patbingsoo for everyone in the house. At that time, I think he used more than 20,000 won? (approx. $20 ish) Hahaha.
Yong JunHyung
My name is Yong Jun Hyung.
I was born on December 19, 1989. Even though our school year is the same, whether one be born on '89 or '90, it doesn't seem like a huge difference.
When Ki Kwang was performing as AJ, I worked as his back up dancer as well as a featuring, so I do have some experience on stage, but as a singer, holding the microphone was pretty heavy. However, as I was standing on stage, I practiced spotting the camera and adapted to this really quickly.
We choreographed our dance. Our dance teacher did give us some feedback and opinions, but we are the ones who proposed the contents of the dance. In fact, during practices, we are very radical and would do our so-called 'jack-hammer-like' dance, but we ended up doing a light, lively stage performance, so it's a bit regretful. Just like MBLAQ, i would love to do a more strong, stylish performance in the future.
I nag a lot at our dorm. But i don't do it without a reason. There's always a reason. With our 6 members and 3 managers, making 9 guys living in the dorm, really...it makes no sense! They don't clean and after they eat snacks, they just leave it around, and when flies come out, they don't even catch them. A few days ago, I cleaned out the whole living room, you guys don't even know that, do you? [Doo Joon: We don't. After you clean, you nag. So that's how we know. hehe.]
Out of the members, me and Hyun Seung are interested in fashion. And in the past, since we came to watch many artists on stage, we were a bit greedy of their outfits. But somehow because of the song's atmosphere, team's environment, and the company's thoughts on our image, we aren't quite ready to enter the field of styling. And if the image of the stage outfits and our casual clothes are different, it's good to show people two different appearances.
I love hats, so I like wearing them. i don't have much to collect, but maybe one day i could get a room filled with hats.
Doo Joon can't fail when using his head. Doo Joon is always the best at thinking up a lot of games.
When practicing, as much as you do it, it isn't always efficient. Usually one would do it if they want to, Hyun Seung, unlike others, would always look for that moment. Even right now, when our schedule ends, Hyun Seung would be the one to practice alone until dawn.
I wrote the rap parts in the lyrics of 'Bad Girl'. Sometimes, to others, the lyric's rhyme and flow can be awkward. One time, before composer hyung went to get coffee, he told me 'some are durable, try it', and while he left, I started to think up ideas. When recording, I once modified it and we almost went with that. Though I can't say I am the best, I'm satisfied by the results.
As I practice writing lyrics alone, the contents of the lyrics are more imporatnt to me than the flow. I listen to a lot of underground music, like Kebee and The Quiett, and their lyrics really come to mind. I hate hearing people say that I rap because I can't sing, but I put a lot of effort on my own. But the more I do, the more I'm mesmerized. Whenever I'm writing lyrics, I always put Yo Seob next to me. We talk back and forth and come up with great ideas, so it helps a lot. [Yo Seob: Really? I should've just gathered those words and wrote it myself!]
The members talk to each other a lot. So, now I have nothing much to say. In the past, we talked about each other's past girlfriends so much that I'm not even curious anymore.
Jang HyunSeung
My name is Jang Hyun Seung
I was born September 3, 1989. Dong Woon and I entered just as friends we had thought. If you're taking care of different grades may have had.
Neckwear Items In the winter and fall I like to wear a lot of scarves. However, the members don't lend things to each other. There are rules in our group to what we can wear.
These days people dress more with a feminine image. People are very conscious of their style. Dong Woon has the original beauty¡¦.(Doo Joon: He has the pretty role, but all of Beast is beautiful!)
I wanted to have a stage name, a particular name before I debuted. Younger artist especially singers have to think of a name. Its how your seen on stage. Ah, but saying you don't want your name will upset your parents.
To get rid of stress is had. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. In some ways I live accordingly. But its frustrating.
I can be a perfectionist. I want things to be perfect. How should I put it. I don't hate anything I just pursue the idea. That's it.
Now after a month the company has made us start practicing everyday and dancing. But it is art so we have to keep a theoretical approach of how it will be in the future. Haha
When I first saw Doo Joon was probably when I learned he was our leader, he looked reliable. Jun Hyung was mysterious and shy but he was easy to get along with. Yo Seob was an old friend but I couldn't imagine as it is now!
Kikiwang or AJ made his debut and he was a good solo artist. I¡¯m so glad he joined our group. The dancing is difficult but easier when you have others. When you dance you can meet friends with similar interests and work hard together, it makes me happy. And, that¡¯s what happened. And, then I didn't know this was the cause.
When you eat it has to be light. I didn't know this when we had to exercise and it(stomach)hurt, but now I know. Even now I still want to eat cake but I can only look. Ah, I shouldn't eat.(Yo Seob: Look at Hyun Seung's body in the album!)
Yoon DooJoon
My name is Yoon Doo Joon.
I was born on July 4, 1989. I might not be the oldest, but I'm the team's leader.
Recently fans have revealed pictures from my past, but I'm afraid of my past, though there isn't a reason to avoid it. Now everything is out, but the present is more important so it's okay. However, when I was young, I was a cute kid.
Though Yo Seob shows many different dance adlibs, in fact, he just watches videos and tries to do them. For one month, we would be on 4 different music shows, and I feel as though the audience would get bored watching the same thing over and over. So, we are going to try to make an effort to show something different.
When we first filmed MTV BEAST, we decided to set our characters based on our image or features. But when, little by little, the cameras came over to me, and I think up words I want to say, in the end, I noticed the others showing their natural side. In my case, I was supposed to have the calm yet charismatic image......it makes no sense. Haha.
If MBC asks me to be a cameo, I'm ready at any time! I would love to be one of the students who pick on Seo Ho. And especially Yo Seob who can be the exchange student.
Honestly, even though I'm not the oldest, being a leader is burdensome. Though it's a difficult and embarrassing situation, what can we do, someone has to do it. Whether it be talking to adults or convincing others, it's better to place myself out there than having another member do it, only because it didn't fit their individual character.
My training period was really short. Because I started this when I was a senior in high school. I wanted to do music, but I could only do songs that I already knew. During my life as a trainee, even though I could mimic dance moves and liked decorating my face, if only I concentrated more on my singing I think I would sing a bit more better than now. When I was in middle school, I loved black people's music and since then i mainly listened to soul music. And so, I follow the features of the music and tend to sing along. I would try to find my own color.
I taught myself piano. I don't learn classical music or play very well, but by myself, I can play while singing. When attending my first music academy, my first practice song was Richard Marx's "Now and Forever", but since I didn't have the MR, I learned the piano code myself. At first I practiced that song to death.
Even though Dong Woon looks like that, he's really the maknae. When we're at home, he would come to me using his cute act and say "Hyung~~".
Without writing, I can remember trivial things really well. Like, when, where I met them, and the clothes they wore. And that's why I'm the best at rock-paper-scissors. Because usually, I can see who is going to put down what first. Scientifically proven, because the law is, I am invincible.
Ki Kwang's first stage as AJ? Of course I remember. April 2 Music Bank! (Yo Seob: No. That day was M Countdown!)
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hard surnames to rmbr! Jang, Lee, Son, Yang, Yong & Yoon <3
this is from their 10Asia interview.
the ones tt brought us hilarious answers from 2pm :D
i love this! hope u enjoy reading it as much as i did!!
Lee KiKwang
My name is Lee Ki Kwang
I was born on March 3, 1990. Junhyung, Hyunseung and I are the oldest children in our families. But we all have at least some cuteness. I have a younger brother.
I seem like I’m pushed around by the other members? Haha. I’m restraining myself for their sake.
Yes, I have taken off all the clothes on my upper body on stage before. Since I was filming a sitcom, I couldn’t be at the dry rehearsal, but the person who was in charge told me at the camera rehearsal that I had to take off my clothes decisively so I would show up well on the screen. But that person didn’t know how revealing my clothes actually were. He/she was fine with it since it was the first time but told me never to do it again.
I joked on the radio that I liked the ethics section of the college entrance exam, but fans took me seriously. Ah, I have to explain! Honestly, I’m not stupid. I studied well when I was younger.
Saeho from “High Kick Through the Roof” and the real me are pretty similar. We’re bright, a bit foolish, affirmative, and fond of exercise.
I couldn’t keep my focus when I had to film the scene where I confess to Jungeum nuna why I like her. Nuna is really pretty, and I think it was hard for me to recite the script in front of someone like that.
A lot of people say that Saeho is a character with a personality that is too simple. They also wish that he had more funny parts. But the truth is that Saeho is a character who is nice and bright when he’s outside but makes a 180 degree transformation when he goes home. Those parts still haven’t been shown, but I hope that they will be shown in the future.
I like crumping. I like to dance passionately with feeling and big movements like black people. So when I dance stage choreography, I dance so intensely that I’ve ripped my costume before. Starting with music video filming, the crotch area kept ripping so they changed the fabric, but they still ripped on stage, too.
I almost never do anything that’s bad for my body. I can restrain myself from things like that really well. I never eat ramen, and I hardly ever snack. Alcohol and cigarettes never touch my lips.
I’ve been working out for about 3 years. Even though there are times when it’s tiring to go work out by myself after our schedule, it’s become a part of my character so I have to. Also, if my body is good then I feel good, and I gain self-confidence, so I’m going to keep exercising.
I’m really nice to people when I first meet them. That’s my natural instinct. It’s not that I want anything from them later; I’m just the type of person who wants to become close with others. So I suck up to others a bit as well.
I think I’m a lot cooler than I was when I was younger. So I think that I “became a dragon at twenty years old.” My lips were thick back then…eh, now is better.
Son DongWoon
My name is Son Dongwoon.
I was born on June 6, 1991. All the hyungs acknowledge each other as friends, and I’m the only maknae since they can’t overlook a two year age difference.
I am a senior in high school. I took the college entrance exam this year. Kikwang hyung, Junhyung hyung, and Hyunseung hyung all took the exam too.
The day that Kikwang hyung excessively exposed himself, we were at a part in the choreography where all our heads were lowered, so we didn’t really know what was going on. The screaming was really loud, so I thought “Oh, Kikwang hyung must have done something really cool.” But after we came down from the stage, the director and other people said that it was a big deal. After watching the performance, the members were really surprised too.
I’ve lost my character, so even in my daily life, I’m gradually talking less. Ah…….. (Doojoon: Lately, Dongwoon has been hearing that he’s good looking. Have strength.)
The BEAST hyungs were trainees for long times too, but I started my trainee life a long time ago. I started in 2004 and then briefly left, but after seeing the hyungs that I practiced together with debut as 2PM and 2AM, I regained my focus. But while I took a break, I lost all my instincts and didn’t have any stage experience, so I was frustrated. (Kikwang: Dongwoon is only nice and good looking. Even during his trainee days, he was famous for that.)
When the other hyungs play games, Yoseub hyung and I eat midnight snacks, since we don’t even really know the rules of the games.
Truthfully, in MTV episode 1, my entrance into BEAST had already been decided, and we reenacted it. But because of my terrible acting, the PD didn’t give us any information after that.
That program was actually real. When we had the naval base experience, we thought we were going to play at the beach. We had our suspicions, but they kept denying it….they thoroughly kept the secret from us.
The hyungs are very protective of secrecy. When we divided into groups of 3 people and had a dance battle, we had to share the practice room since there is only one, and neither team told the other anything that they were doing. Hyunseung hyung, Yoseub hyung, and Doojoon hyung were one team, and they performed all kinds of things that they hadn’t even revealed in the rehearsal. They painted their faces, blew bubbles, and took off their pants. I was really surprised. (Hyunseung: We really wanted to win.)
When we practiced the choreography for the dance battle, the background music was R.Kelly’s “Bobble,” and I don’t listen to that song anymore. I heard it too much. I became sick of it.
Yang YoSeob
My name is Yang Yoseob.
I was born on January 5, 1990.
I have one older sister. You can think of her as me but with a smaller face, smaller body, and long hair. The truth is that my mom and dad look similar too. If the four of us stand together, even from far away people say, “Oh, they’re a family!”
I first started practicing singing after I listened to Brian McKnight’s music. After that, I listened to a lot of music of a similar style, but I thought about it and realized that I couldn’t be biased towards certain music. So I also started listening to dance music and rock.
I was in a band when I was in high school. At that time, we performed a lot of hard rock and metal, but the truth is that I wanted to try modern rock. But my sunbaes said that it would ruin the mood and forbade it. Even now, modern rock is a genre that personally, I really want to try.
Originally, I'm artistically or musically talented because I take after my dad. I couldn’t dance. Because I’ve practiced, I’ve reached this level with difficulty. (Doojoon: Yoseub learns the fastest now. Junhyung: He can even make choreography by himself.)
My hairstyle changed dramatically, but I think it was a successful transformation, so I like it. It’s to the point where the members look at old pictures of me with black hair and think I look weird. They keep telling me to bleach it, but it’s a bit sad. Since I’m Asian, black hair keeps growing…
On KBS , the PD said I looked like a shi tzu, and my mom was really happy when she saw that episode. Since I received one more camera shot. She complimented me on tying my hair.
Honestly, my manly/sexy side is disappearing, and I used to not like being called cute. I would just throw on clothes to wear carelessly, and I couldn’t act silly. But now that’s become a part of my color, so I accept it, and I even mess around more enthusiastically.
Maybe it’s because started filming videos a long time ago, but when people ask me to perform, instead of being embarrassed I try to make something good out of it. Even in front of a blue screen, I’m not embarrassed. If you type in “Yang Yoseub” in a search engine, a lot of videos come out. Look them up when you’re bored!
When Dongwoon is only with us, he’s really fun, to the point where at first, MTV PD said that Dongwoon and I had the biggest chance to succeed in entertainment. But as soon as the camera gets in his face, he’s not fun anymore. So he’s slowly becoming more awkward, his screen time is shrinking, and the kid seems like he’s going to develop a speech impediment, plus he’s aging more and more. Hahaha.
Doojoon has a strong sense of responsibility, and even if something is taken care of, he has to check the process himself before he’s satisfied. So if Doojoon wasn’t here [in BEAST] we probably wouldn’t have been able to do interviews, music programs, anything. You see, Doojoon wakes up first and wakes up all the other members.
At home, the members like to play games like “Winning Eleven,” but at those times, everyone’s desire to win is no joke. Kikwang kept saying that he would cancel the patbingsoo debt he owed Doojoon after he lost a bet, but eventually he had to buy patbingsoo for everyone in the house. At that time, I think he used more than 20,000 won? (approx. $20 ish) Hahaha.
Yong JunHyung
My name is Yong Jun Hyung.
I was born on December 19, 1989. Even though our school year is the same, whether one be born on '89 or '90, it doesn't seem like a huge difference.
When Ki Kwang was performing as AJ, I worked as his back up dancer as well as a featuring, so I do have some experience on stage, but as a singer, holding the microphone was pretty heavy. However, as I was standing on stage, I practiced spotting the camera and adapted to this really quickly.
We choreographed our dance. Our dance teacher did give us some feedback and opinions, but we are the ones who proposed the contents of the dance. In fact, during practices, we are very radical and would do our so-called 'jack-hammer-like' dance, but we ended up doing a light, lively stage performance, so it's a bit regretful. Just like MBLAQ, i would love to do a more strong, stylish performance in the future.
I nag a lot at our dorm. But i don't do it without a reason. There's always a reason. With our 6 members and 3 managers, making 9 guys living in the dorm, really...it makes no sense! They don't clean and after they eat snacks, they just leave it around, and when flies come out, they don't even catch them. A few days ago, I cleaned out the whole living room, you guys don't even know that, do you? [Doo Joon: We don't. After you clean, you nag. So that's how we know. hehe.]
Out of the members, me and Hyun Seung are interested in fashion. And in the past, since we came to watch many artists on stage, we were a bit greedy of their outfits. But somehow because of the song's atmosphere, team's environment, and the company's thoughts on our image, we aren't quite ready to enter the field of styling. And if the image of the stage outfits and our casual clothes are different, it's good to show people two different appearances.
I love hats, so I like wearing them. i don't have much to collect, but maybe one day i could get a room filled with hats.
Doo Joon can't fail when using his head. Doo Joon is always the best at thinking up a lot of games.
When practicing, as much as you do it, it isn't always efficient. Usually one would do it if they want to, Hyun Seung, unlike others, would always look for that moment. Even right now, when our schedule ends, Hyun Seung would be the one to practice alone until dawn.
I wrote the rap parts in the lyrics of 'Bad Girl'. Sometimes, to others, the lyric's rhyme and flow can be awkward. One time, before composer hyung went to get coffee, he told me 'some are durable, try it', and while he left, I started to think up ideas. When recording, I once modified it and we almost went with that. Though I can't say I am the best, I'm satisfied by the results.
As I practice writing lyrics alone, the contents of the lyrics are more imporatnt to me than the flow. I listen to a lot of underground music, like Kebee and The Quiett, and their lyrics really come to mind. I hate hearing people say that I rap because I can't sing, but I put a lot of effort on my own. But the more I do, the more I'm mesmerized. Whenever I'm writing lyrics, I always put Yo Seob next to me. We talk back and forth and come up with great ideas, so it helps a lot. [Yo Seob: Really? I should've just gathered those words and wrote it myself!]
The members talk to each other a lot. So, now I have nothing much to say. In the past, we talked about each other's past girlfriends so much that I'm not even curious anymore.
Jang HyunSeung
My name is Jang Hyun Seung
I was born September 3, 1989. Dong Woon and I entered just as friends we had thought. If you're taking care of different grades may have had.
Neckwear Items In the winter and fall I like to wear a lot of scarves. However, the members don't lend things to each other. There are rules in our group to what we can wear.
These days people dress more with a feminine image. People are very conscious of their style. Dong Woon has the original beauty¡¦.(Doo Joon: He has the pretty role, but all of Beast is beautiful!)
I wanted to have a stage name, a particular name before I debuted. Younger artist especially singers have to think of a name. Its how your seen on stage. Ah, but saying you don't want your name will upset your parents.
To get rid of stress is had. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. In some ways I live accordingly. But its frustrating.
I can be a perfectionist. I want things to be perfect. How should I put it. I don't hate anything I just pursue the idea. That's it.
Now after a month the company has made us start practicing everyday and dancing. But it is art so we have to keep a theoretical approach of how it will be in the future. Haha
When I first saw Doo Joon was probably when I learned he was our leader, he looked reliable. Jun Hyung was mysterious and shy but he was easy to get along with. Yo Seob was an old friend but I couldn't imagine as it is now!
Kikiwang or AJ made his debut and he was a good solo artist. I¡¯m so glad he joined our group. The dancing is difficult but easier when you have others. When you dance you can meet friends with similar interests and work hard together, it makes me happy. And, that¡¯s what happened. And, then I didn't know this was the cause.
When you eat it has to be light. I didn't know this when we had to exercise and it(stomach)hurt, but now I know. Even now I still want to eat cake but I can only look. Ah, I shouldn't eat.(Yo Seob: Look at Hyun Seung's body in the album!)
Yoon DooJoon
My name is Yoon Doo Joon.
I was born on July 4, 1989. I might not be the oldest, but I'm the team's leader.
Recently fans have revealed pictures from my past, but I'm afraid of my past, though there isn't a reason to avoid it. Now everything is out, but the present is more important so it's okay. However, when I was young, I was a cute kid.
Though Yo Seob shows many different dance adlibs, in fact, he just watches videos and tries to do them. For one month, we would be on 4 different music shows, and I feel as though the audience would get bored watching the same thing over and over. So, we are going to try to make an effort to show something different.
When we first filmed MTV BEAST, we decided to set our characters based on our image or features. But when, little by little, the cameras came over to me, and I think up words I want to say, in the end, I noticed the others showing their natural side. In my case, I was supposed to have the calm yet charismatic image......it makes no sense. Haha.
If MBC asks me to be a cameo, I'm ready at any time! I would love to be one of the students who pick on Seo Ho. And especially Yo Seob who can be the exchange student.
Honestly, even though I'm not the oldest, being a leader is burdensome. Though it's a difficult and embarrassing situation, what can we do, someone has to do it. Whether it be talking to adults or convincing others, it's better to place myself out there than having another member do it, only because it didn't fit their individual character.
My training period was really short. Because I started this when I was a senior in high school. I wanted to do music, but I could only do songs that I already knew. During my life as a trainee, even though I could mimic dance moves and liked decorating my face, if only I concentrated more on my singing I think I would sing a bit more better than now. When I was in middle school, I loved black people's music and since then i mainly listened to soul music. And so, I follow the features of the music and tend to sing along. I would try to find my own color.
I taught myself piano. I don't learn classical music or play very well, but by myself, I can play while singing. When attending my first music academy, my first practice song was Richard Marx's "Now and Forever", but since I didn't have the MR, I learned the piano code myself. At first I practiced that song to death.
Even though Dong Woon looks like that, he's really the maknae. When we're at home, he would come to me using his cute act and say "Hyung~~".
Without writing, I can remember trivial things really well. Like, when, where I met them, and the clothes they wore. And that's why I'm the best at rock-paper-scissors. Because usually, I can see who is going to put down what first. Scientifically proven, because the law is, I am invincible.
Ki Kwang's first stage as AJ? Of course I remember. April 2 Music Bank! (Yo Seob: No. That day was M Countdown!)
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hard surnames to rmbr! Jang, Lee, Son, Yang, Yong & Yoon <3
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Kim Ki Bum's Pimp Post
i've been obsessing over many arirang dudes lately. HEHE
my colleague calls me 'kimchi' and 'arirang' cuz i've started to influence everyone else with my kor love :p
today's man of the moment is none other than Kim Ki Bum of SM Shinee!
i know i've started with liking Onew leader first. But lately Key has been tugging at my heartstrings. Boy is such a dork!
an introduction to the world of Key:
such a pretty boy (:
Stage Name: Key ν€
Real Name: Kim Ki Bum κΉκΈ°λ²
Nickname(s): Almighty Key, Key umma, KimKey
Birthday: September 23, 1991
Blood-type: B
Height: 177 cm
**Random things about Key in no particular order.
• His hometown is Daegu (South Korea).
• He is the "middle" SHINee member (@ age 17).
• His stage name is Key because he likes to solve things.
• He is a dog lover! (He has a pet dog back at home.)
• He is the "triple-threat" in SHINee-- he is gifted with skills in singing, rapping, & dancing. Hence his 'Almighty' title.
• He is very talkative & out-going.
• He does not like fermented soybean stew.
• He wears contacts/glasses.
• He likes Spongebob Squarepants.
• He has a total of five ear-piercings.
• He has a pair of key & lock (mismatched) earrings.
• He can speak (but is not necessarily fluent in) a total of 4 languages-- Korean, Japanese, Mandarin, & English. (The other SHINee members say that his M. & E. skills are the most proficient among them all.)
• He has quick reflexes (reactions).
• He likes to watch dramas/movies.
• He likes photography.
• He keeps a journal/diary.
• He (sort of) cooks & does chores; he is known as Key umma (Korean term for "mother").
• He auditioned for SM Entertainment in 2005 and again in 2006. During his 2nd audition, only 2 people were to be accepted; he was one of them.
• He was a Daegu water sports (water-skiing) representative during his junior high days.
• He practices his facial expressions in front of a mirror.
• He studied in Los Angeles, California (USA) when he was younger.
• He does not know how to wash rice.
• He takes very good care of his belongings.
• He is known as one of SHINee's most fashionable members.
• He is good at imitating other people/things.
• He is afraid of heights.
• He likes AND hates horror movies at the same time.• He shares a bunk-bed with SHINee member MinHo. He takes the top bunk while MinHo takes the bottom.
• He can pull-off wearing pink. ;]
• He loves cameras; he is good at spotting them. (He has a "camera-radar.")
• He would like to visit Taiwan one day. (The 1st thing he wants to do there: shopping. He finds the fashion to be "very cool.")
• Loved ones he often gives thanks to are his parents & grandmother.
--remember thy name
...
COOLθ½»ι³δΉ magazine - September Issue cover story: SHINee
20 facts about KEY
1. Will go to the CD shop and ask, "Where are the SHINee CDs? Are they selling well?" Cares about his welfare in outlook in life.
2. "Right from when we are trainees till now, the one who sings really well, dances superbly, gets angry only when it is an occasion to be angry about, makes people feel that "this guy is really amazing!", that person is Key." (JONGHYUN)
3. Has a love-hate relationship with horror movies and horror stories, he yearns for them but he is also scared of them, he likes them but he also dislikes them. He lost his composure/image in the cinema many times because of that, he is only able to rent horror movies/dramas to watch at home to continue scaring himself. [LOLed!!]
4. "I don't want a fantasy romance like those in the movies, I look towards a realistic and truthful relationship." Honest, straighforward and open minded girls are OK, but girls who are soft on the outside but really fierce on the insides are a NO. Must have an opinion, not be too girly, and must like to freely express what she likes.
5. In terms of dressing up as girls, Taemin is the most suitable, but the prettiest is still the one who is looking into the mirror (ie. Key), if he really wants to do it, even a true woman will not be able to match up to him. (Proudly)
6. Is confident that he can be a gourmet chef, nobody can escape his dumplings trap.
7. "To be an idol, it's not enough to just put in effort in the front appearance, your back appearance is important too." [o.O now ur saying u can beat junho's butt? LOL ]
8. Good at saying honeyed words, but hearing lines like "Are you hurt? I am hurting too." makes him burst out in laughter.
9. "If I were to become Yunhanam's director, the viewing rates ought to be able to rise." (smug)
10. His personal talent is imitating a robotic character from a cartoon show, the classic line being "Woah! Money! With money anything can be done!!"
11. Good at preparing, good at analyzing, belongs to the kind who is able to work out a plan from scratch with just a single detail.
12. "You cannot avoid me, you must look at me in the eyes."
13. It's his nature to take care of people? At first he was just Taemin's umma, after that his nagging extends to include all of the members, and now it is becoming that he nags at whoever he sees.
14. Still nagging. Because he has been too naggy, Taemin really wants to change his umma now...
15. Become a girl? Then he would date all the other members once and see how it is. Does not know how it is like when they are in front of a girl, he is really curious about it.
16. "The person who is able to meet an ET who has come to earth and not feel scared but instead in able to converse naturally with it is Key...Even if he is left on an abadoned island, he will still be able to find a way to survive." (JONGHYUN)
17. As long as he is being sincerely asked to do something, he will do it no matter how unwilling he is, even if he does not like to do it.
18. Sentimental and sensitive, even if it just a piece of paper from someone who he cares about, he will take really good care of it.
19. The group's No.1 in fashion. Red, white, blue, it is normal for him to carry off these colours which are easy to carry off, but for colours like pink and grass green which are more difficult to pull off, he is still able to do it.
20. "I hope that this album can receive a lot of love from everyone, and, if only our friends all know SHINee's songs, they only know 'Noona is so pretty' ..."
Matters needing attention:
Height phobia: Will feeling giddy, disgusted, off balanced when standing on high grounds, feels very dangerous if he is suspended in midair.
The X catalyst: Rollercoaster or bungee jump or water slide...
The O catalyst: Standing with both foot on the ground.
Translation Credit: atlantis-x @ SHINee Forums
Credit(s): Soompi + SHINee Forums
Full credits goes to: http://asianfanatics.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t542929.html
im just posting these on my blog to share with friends. Thanks for the info. I LOL'ed all the way thru reading these :)
and check out this pimp post: she's hilarious!
http://berrycherry.livejournal.com/276289.html
hajiman sexyy~
my colleague calls me 'kimchi' and 'arirang' cuz i've started to influence everyone else with my kor love :p
today's man of the moment is none other than Kim Ki Bum of SM Shinee!
i know i've started with liking Onew leader first. But lately Key has been tugging at my heartstrings. Boy is such a dork!
an introduction to the world of Key:
such a pretty boy (:
Stage Name: Key ν€
Real Name: Kim Ki Bum κΉκΈ°λ²
Nickname(s): Almighty Key, Key umma, KimKey
Birthday: September 23, 1991
Blood-type: B
Height: 177 cm
**Random things about Key in no particular order.
• His hometown is Daegu (South Korea).
• He is the "middle" SHINee member (@ age 17).
• His stage name is Key because he likes to solve things.
• He is a dog lover! (He has a pet dog back at home.)
• He is the "triple-threat" in SHINee-- he is gifted with skills in singing, rapping, & dancing. Hence his 'Almighty' title.
• He is very talkative & out-going.
• He does not like fermented soybean stew.
• He wears contacts/glasses.
• He likes Spongebob Squarepants.
• He has a total of five ear-piercings.
• He has a pair of key & lock (mismatched) earrings.
• He can speak (but is not necessarily fluent in) a total of 4 languages-- Korean, Japanese, Mandarin, & English. (The other SHINee members say that his M. & E. skills are the most proficient among them all.)
• He has quick reflexes (reactions).
• He likes to watch dramas/movies.
• He likes photography.
• He keeps a journal/diary.
• He (sort of) cooks & does chores; he is known as Key umma (Korean term for "mother").
• He auditioned for SM Entertainment in 2005 and again in 2006. During his 2nd audition, only 2 people were to be accepted; he was one of them.
• He was a Daegu water sports (water-skiing) representative during his junior high days.
• He practices his facial expressions in front of a mirror.
• He studied in Los Angeles, California (USA) when he was younger.
• He does not know how to wash rice.
• He takes very good care of his belongings.
• He is known as one of SHINee's most fashionable members.
• He is good at imitating other people/things.
• He is afraid of heights.
• He likes AND hates horror movies at the same time.• He shares a bunk-bed with SHINee member MinHo. He takes the top bunk while MinHo takes the bottom.
• He can pull-off wearing pink. ;]
• He loves cameras; he is good at spotting them. (He has a "camera-radar.")
• He would like to visit Taiwan one day. (The 1st thing he wants to do there: shopping. He finds the fashion to be "very cool.")
• Loved ones he often gives thanks to are his parents & grandmother.
--remember thy name
...
COOLθ½»ι³δΉ magazine - September Issue cover story: SHINee
20 facts about KEY
1. Will go to the CD shop and ask, "Where are the SHINee CDs? Are they selling well?" Cares about his welfare in outlook in life.
2. "Right from when we are trainees till now, the one who sings really well, dances superbly, gets angry only when it is an occasion to be angry about, makes people feel that "this guy is really amazing!", that person is Key." (JONGHYUN)
3. Has a love-hate relationship with horror movies and horror stories, he yearns for them but he is also scared of them, he likes them but he also dislikes them. He lost his composure/image in the cinema many times because of that, he is only able to rent horror movies/dramas to watch at home to continue scaring himself. [LOLed!!]
4. "I don't want a fantasy romance like those in the movies, I look towards a realistic and truthful relationship." Honest, straighforward and open minded girls are OK, but girls who are soft on the outside but really fierce on the insides are a NO. Must have an opinion, not be too girly, and must like to freely express what she likes.
5. In terms of dressing up as girls, Taemin is the most suitable, but the prettiest is still the one who is looking into the mirror (ie. Key), if he really wants to do it, even a true woman will not be able to match up to him. (Proudly)
6. Is confident that he can be a gourmet chef, nobody can escape his dumplings trap.
7. "To be an idol, it's not enough to just put in effort in the front appearance, your back appearance is important too." [o.O now ur saying u can beat junho's butt? LOL ]
8. Good at saying honeyed words, but hearing lines like "Are you hurt? I am hurting too." makes him burst out in laughter.
9. "If I were to become Yunhanam's director, the viewing rates ought to be able to rise." (smug)
10. His personal talent is imitating a robotic character from a cartoon show, the classic line being "Woah! Money! With money anything can be done!!"
11. Good at preparing, good at analyzing, belongs to the kind who is able to work out a plan from scratch with just a single detail.
12. "You cannot avoid me, you must look at me in the eyes."
13. It's his nature to take care of people? At first he was just Taemin's umma, after that his nagging extends to include all of the members, and now it is becoming that he nags at whoever he sees.
14. Still nagging. Because he has been too naggy, Taemin really wants to change his umma now...
15. Become a girl? Then he would date all the other members once and see how it is. Does not know how it is like when they are in front of a girl, he is really curious about it.
16. "The person who is able to meet an ET who has come to earth and not feel scared but instead in able to converse naturally with it is Key...Even if he is left on an abadoned island, he will still be able to find a way to survive." (JONGHYUN)
17. As long as he is being sincerely asked to do something, he will do it no matter how unwilling he is, even if he does not like to do it.
18. Sentimental and sensitive, even if it just a piece of paper from someone who he cares about, he will take really good care of it.
19. The group's No.1 in fashion. Red, white, blue, it is normal for him to carry off these colours which are easy to carry off, but for colours like pink and grass green which are more difficult to pull off, he is still able to do it.
20. "I hope that this album can receive a lot of love from everyone, and, if only our friends all know SHINee's songs, they only know 'Noona is so pretty' ..."
Matters needing attention:
Height phobia: Will feeling giddy, disgusted, off balanced when standing on high grounds, feels very dangerous if he is suspended in midair.
The X catalyst: Rollercoaster or bungee jump or water slide...
The O catalyst: Standing with both foot on the ground.
Translation Credit: atlantis-x @ SHINee Forums
Credit(s): Soompi + SHINee Forums
Full credits goes to: http://asianfanatics.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t542929.html
im just posting these on my blog to share with friends. Thanks for the info. I LOL'ed all the way thru reading these :)
and check out this pimp post: she's hilarious!
http://berrycherry.livejournal.com/276289.html
hajiman sexyy~
Monday, November 02, 2009
gerontology
ohgawd. i feel so damn guilty for not updating dear blog. do forgive ur master!
anyways as most of you guys have known, i am currently back to school. today is the third week at NYP! Advanced diploma in gerontology (study of old people to put in simple words). I've always been intersted in this speacialisation. Well first i had an interest in gynaecology but my heart was set on geron since the start. Actually i have no idea from where this love of old people came up.. cuz i was never that close to my grandparents. My belated maternal grandparents always seem to belittle me- well not so severely. more of like when we visited them, they'll always say that im as short/small as ever and never seem to grow up. (which i HATED when my mum said tt to her friends). do i have a choice? my parents are short themselves lor? and im a girl la... aigooyaa~
I was never one who know how to handle kids- So no pediatrics for me.
I always cried at stories abt cancer- So no oncology for me.
I've always hated the thot of running around in an ICU in a collapse- So no med-surg or intensive care.
I know nuts abt bones and its diseases- So no orthopedics.
I've always loved taking care of old senile patients who tell the funniest of stories.
I've always loved the smile on their faces when they thank you.
I love seeing them on good days and hated it when they turn bad (condition-wise).
I've teared seeing many pass on.
Rehabilitation is quite interesting i must say.
Yup im glad to say i love GERONTOLOGY!
So if i comment that some old uncle or auntie on the train is cute, dont give me that funny look yea? I really do find them cute! HAHA
ive always loved my belated paternal grandma. she died when i was in primary six or early sec years. I still remember that one Hari Raya when i was the only one who got $50 cuz she said it was as a gift for PSLE (cant rmbr if it was pre or post PSLE); and i kept boasting to my brothers who were sulking away.. HAHA. She wld always fry chicken wings/ drumlets whenever we come over for a visit (which was not tt often i regret to say cuz they live as far as Telok Blangah and me at Hougang). Nyai (grandma in javanese i think) died of brain cancer. My family and some of my relatives were lucky enuf to kiss her hands and visit her at the hospital before she left the world. In my vague dream like memory i remember kissing her hands goodbye, which we as bloated as balloons due to her illness, as we left the hospital. That was on Hari Raya Haji. That very night we received a call from my paternal auntie who stayed over, that Nyai had passed over to the other side. May Allah protect her. Nyai i love and miss you. Why did you have to leave so fast? You were always so kind and loving. Always with a smile on your face..
..
life in school beats ward life so bad. the stories we hear abt the ward never seems to get better. the politics, the complaints, the scoldings. gawd i do hope i dont go back to the hell hole when my 8 mths are up. assignments are okay i guess. the only thing is that its a whole lot harder than normal diploma topics. and being 'seniors' they expect us to know a lot more things and be more independent. I STILL WANNA BE SPOONFED! HOWW!~
and the majority of my classmates are all married and have an average of 2 kids each la. how do you bond with a parent? i feel that its a big difference to talk to an adult than to talk to a parent. LOL.
at least there are 2 girls who are interested in kpop! hehe
and im busy trying to influence my colleague who is now my classmate to kpop. Her name's Rahmahwati and she was my favourite senior at work so im happy being her classmate :D
now she's very much into 2Days 1Night and MC Mong. She knows abt Big Bang existence and watches KBS at times.
WISH ME LUCK!
lets spread the kPOP love y'all!! :D
anyways as most of you guys have known, i am currently back to school. today is the third week at NYP! Advanced diploma in gerontology (study of old people to put in simple words). I've always been intersted in this speacialisation. Well first i had an interest in gynaecology but my heart was set on geron since the start. Actually i have no idea from where this love of old people came up.. cuz i was never that close to my grandparents. My belated maternal grandparents always seem to belittle me- well not so severely. more of like when we visited them, they'll always say that im as short/small as ever and never seem to grow up. (which i HATED when my mum said tt to her friends). do i have a choice? my parents are short themselves lor? and im a girl la... aigooyaa~
I was never one who know how to handle kids- So no pediatrics for me.
I always cried at stories abt cancer- So no oncology for me.
I've always hated the thot of running around in an ICU in a collapse- So no med-surg or intensive care.
I know nuts abt bones and its diseases- So no orthopedics.
I've always loved taking care of old senile patients who tell the funniest of stories.
I've always loved the smile on their faces when they thank you.
I love seeing them on good days and hated it when they turn bad (condition-wise).
I've teared seeing many pass on.
Rehabilitation is quite interesting i must say.
Yup im glad to say i love GERONTOLOGY!
So if i comment that some old uncle or auntie on the train is cute, dont give me that funny look yea? I really do find them cute! HAHA
ive always loved my belated paternal grandma. she died when i was in primary six or early sec years. I still remember that one Hari Raya when i was the only one who got $50 cuz she said it was as a gift for PSLE (cant rmbr if it was pre or post PSLE); and i kept boasting to my brothers who were sulking away.. HAHA. She wld always fry chicken wings/ drumlets whenever we come over for a visit (which was not tt often i regret to say cuz they live as far as Telok Blangah and me at Hougang). Nyai (grandma in javanese i think) died of brain cancer. My family and some of my relatives were lucky enuf to kiss her hands and visit her at the hospital before she left the world. In my vague dream like memory i remember kissing her hands goodbye, which we as bloated as balloons due to her illness, as we left the hospital. That was on Hari Raya Haji. That very night we received a call from my paternal auntie who stayed over, that Nyai had passed over to the other side. May Allah protect her. Nyai i love and miss you. Why did you have to leave so fast? You were always so kind and loving. Always with a smile on your face..
..
life in school beats ward life so bad. the stories we hear abt the ward never seems to get better. the politics, the complaints, the scoldings. gawd i do hope i dont go back to the hell hole when my 8 mths are up. assignments are okay i guess. the only thing is that its a whole lot harder than normal diploma topics. and being 'seniors' they expect us to know a lot more things and be more independent. I STILL WANNA BE SPOONFED! HOWW!~
and the majority of my classmates are all married and have an average of 2 kids each la. how do you bond with a parent? i feel that its a big difference to talk to an adult than to talk to a parent. LOL.
at least there are 2 girls who are interested in kpop! hehe
and im busy trying to influence my colleague who is now my classmate to kpop. Her name's Rahmahwati and she was my favourite senior at work so im happy being her classmate :D
now she's very much into 2Days 1Night and MC Mong. She knows abt Big Bang existence and watches KBS at times.
WISH ME LUCK!
lets spread the kPOP love y'all!! :D
Monday, September 21, 2009
Usually its very hard to get me hooked on to ballads.. But these few days ive been more and more interested in many ballad singers/ groups.
First there was 8Eight. Thanks to their new song- Goodbye My Love with maknae JinWoon in their MV.
Then there was Mr Park Hyo Shin with After Love. Im still waiting for english subs to appear! Hehe. Im sure it is one sad sad song. His new album that he is promoting now (Gift) is also quite good like the single (Gift). And the more i stare at it, the more i start to love his hair!
I thought it was blonde at first but its actually those bright-ish orange red tho not as fiery as Hongki's orange hair. But the texture, curls and fringe was exactly the same at Hongstar's. I like :D
kinda watched his videos for Gift- Jaejin & Minhwan's aegyo made an appearance on Part 3! And on Jeju Island nonetheless! Ahhh memories~
..
but the main reason im here is to introduce this one band/ grp called XING.
means Cross In New Genre. I've just heard their songs like 20 minutes ago.. And i know i'll be hooked. They are indeed like a mini SG Wannabe. And that's a damn great compliment!
Memorize
time to spazz!
i've never looked at dongsaengs twice- you know like how they make such a good impression on you that u cant help but to start noticing them? no matter how much i support shinee with jonghyun and onew's vocal talent.. wow this group takes the cake!
majority of them are so goodlooking!
first guy tt appears looks like a young wilber pan.
first guy who sings by the stairs reminds me of FTTS Brian Joo and OMG his voice is droolworthy!
namja at 00:42 is soooo ohwonbin! i love the hair, love his voice, smirk and clothes! omo. his tie looks like hogwarts'... wahh so mannn la
0:55 looks like taemin; sounds like him too
RAP!! 1:42 so minho shinee!
1:53- GOOD first impression :D (psst and he looks so much like my junior!!)
2:42 looks like some china boy. but a hot one at that!
they sound so good together. they have the whole package.. but why not promoted widely? why'd they have to disband to form UKISS?! Look how that turned out.. Bring back XING Opera! <3
INKIGAYO BABY!
MEMORIZE LYRICS
μ¬λ, κ·Έ μμΈν¨ μμ λ¨κ²¨μ§ λμλν κΈ°μ΅λ€
..Love, memories of you left in such cruelty
μ΄λ³, μ¬νμ§λ§ κ°μ΄μλ¦° μλ¦λ€μ΄ μΆμ΅λ€
..Seperation, sad but heartachingly beautiful memories...
μ΄μ κ·Έ λ§μ μΆμ΅λ€μ μ§μ°λ € ν©λλ€.
I'm about to forget all those memories
Goodbye
λλ €λ΄λ μλΌλλ 그리μ,
Yearning grows even if I cut it out
μλ¦ λμλ§νΌ λλ €μμ
So fearful, it makes me shudder
My love
ν¨κ» νλ κΈ°μ΅μ λ€ μ§μ°κ³ μ
After erasing memories of being togethe
rμ¨μ¬κ³ λ μ΄ μ μμκΉ
Could I still breathe and live
μ΄μ μ€λ λ€ μ¬μ§μ νμ°κ³ μ
Yesterday, after burning your old picture
κ±°μ§λ§μ΄ λ λ€ λ§κΉμ§
along with your heart that is now a lie
μ΄μ λ¨μμλ λλ¬ΌκΉμ§ μμλ²λ¦¬κ³
I'll pour our leftover tears
λ΄ μμ λλ₯Ό νλ € 보λΌκ²
and let the you inside me flow outGood Bye
μ λ΄κ²λ§ μκ°μ λλ건μ§
Why is the time so slow for me
μ¨μ°¨κ² νλ¬ λ λ°λ €κ°κΈΈ
Let it flow fast and take you away
My love
λ 보λ΄κ³ μ΄μ μλ― μνμλ
After letting you go, it hurts me so
μ΄μ λ λ μν΄ μ§μΈκ²
But now, I'll erase it for you
λ μν΄ λ Έλ λΆλ¬μ€¬μμμ
I sang for you
λκ° μνλ€λ©΄ λ€ μ€λ€νμμ
Said I'll give it all if you want
κ·λ₯Ό λ§μλ λͺ©μ리 λ€λ¦¬μ§
Even if I shut my ears, I can hear the voice
κΈ°μ΅νλ μ°λ¦¬
anniversary
Remember, our anniversary
λ μν΄ λͺ¨λ λ€ λ²λ Έμμ
I threw it all away for you
λκ° μνλ€λ©΄ λ€ ν¬κΈ°νμμ
I gave all up when you wanted
λμ κ°μλ μΌκ΅΄μ΄ λ μ€λ₯΄μ§
Even if I close my eyes, I can see the face
κΈ°μ΅νλ μ°λ¦¬ κ·Έ λ
history
Remember, our history
λμ λ«κ³ λ§μμ λ€ λ¬»μ΄λ
I close my eyes and bury my heart
λ΄ μμ μμ§ λλ μ΄μκ°
You still live on inside me
μ΄μ μμ λμ λ°μ§ λ²λ¦¬κ³ μ
Yesterday, after throwing out your ring from my fingers
무λμ Έλ²λ¦° μ½μκΉμ§
Along with broken promises
μ΄μ κ³ κ°λλ λ―Έλ ¨κΉμ§ 묻μ΄λ²λ¦¬κ³
I'll bury surfacing regrets
λμμ€λ κΈ°λλ μλΌλ΄
And cut off hope that you'll return
Good Bye
μ λ΄κ²λ§ μκ°μ λλ건μ§
Why is the time so slow for me
μ¨μ°¨κ² νλ¬ λ λ°λ €κ°κΈΈ
Let it flow fast and take you away
My love
λ 보λ΄κ³ μ΄μ μλ― μνμλ
After letting you go, it hurts me so
μ΄μ λ λ μν΄ μ§μΈκ²
But now, I'll erase it for you
I do
λ μ§μ°κ³ μμ λ΄λ
Erase you and face the front
νλ λμ ν¨κ» νλλΌκ΅¬
I was with you too much
μμ§λ λ λμ λ°λͺ©μ μ‘λλΌκ΅¬
You still haunt me so
λκ° λ Ό λ«μ κ±Έλ¦° μ₯ κ°μ λλλΌκ΅¬
I'm like a mouse caught in your trap
I do
λ§ λΉμ°κ³ λ λΉμλ
I empty and empty my heart
νλ μμΌλ²λ¦° λμ λλ
You and I got tangled so
μμ§λ λ λλ₯Ό λ―ΈμΉκ² νλλΌκ΅¬
You still drive me crazy
λλΌλ λͺμ λΉ μ Έ νμ°μ λλ λλλΌκ΅¬
I'm struggling in a swamp called you
Goodbye
λλ €λ΄λ μλΌλλ 그리μ
,Yearning grows even if I cut it out
μλ¦ λμλ§νΌ λλ €μμ
So fearful, it makes me shudder
My love
ν¨κ» νλ κΈ°μ΅μ λ€ μ§μ°κ³ μ
After erasing memories of being together
μ¨μ¬κ³ λ μ΄ μ μμκΉ
Could I still breathe and live
μ€λλ λμ κΈ°μ΅λ€λ‘ ν루λ₯Ό μ΄μκ°
Again, I live today with your memories
λ΄μΌμ λ μμμΌλ©΄ μ’κ² λ€
I hope I can forget you tomorrow
HI-5 MV
the jump shot reminds me of 2pm's photoshoot and also norago repackage album! hehe
the dance is too cute! espesh the shimmy with the leg shot~
here one of them looks like junsu 2PM and one of them sounds like Onew! :D
its all thanks to this post linked on omona
http://community.livejournal.com/kizukazuni/22676.html
pyeontae noona?
wahaha
dongsaeng nomu nomu kiyowo~
First there was 8Eight. Thanks to their new song- Goodbye My Love with maknae JinWoon in their MV.
Then there was Mr Park Hyo Shin with After Love. Im still waiting for english subs to appear! Hehe. Im sure it is one sad sad song. His new album that he is promoting now (Gift) is also quite good like the single (Gift). And the more i stare at it, the more i start to love his hair!
I thought it was blonde at first but its actually those bright-ish orange red tho not as fiery as Hongki's orange hair. But the texture, curls and fringe was exactly the same at Hongstar's. I like :D
kinda watched his videos for Gift- Jaejin & Minhwan's aegyo made an appearance on Part 3! And on Jeju Island nonetheless! Ahhh memories~
..
but the main reason im here is to introduce this one band/ grp called XING.
means Cross In New Genre. I've just heard their songs like 20 minutes ago.. And i know i'll be hooked. They are indeed like a mini SG Wannabe. And that's a damn great compliment!
Memorize
time to spazz!
i've never looked at dongsaengs twice- you know like how they make such a good impression on you that u cant help but to start noticing them? no matter how much i support shinee with jonghyun and onew's vocal talent.. wow this group takes the cake!
majority of them are so goodlooking!
first guy tt appears looks like a young wilber pan.
first guy who sings by the stairs reminds me of FTTS Brian Joo and OMG his voice is droolworthy!
namja at 00:42 is soooo ohwonbin! i love the hair, love his voice, smirk and clothes! omo. his tie looks like hogwarts'... wahh so mannn la
0:55 looks like taemin; sounds like him too
RAP!! 1:42 so minho shinee!
1:53- GOOD first impression :D (psst and he looks so much like my junior!!)
2:42 looks like some china boy. but a hot one at that!
they sound so good together. they have the whole package.. but why not promoted widely? why'd they have to disband to form UKISS?! Look how that turned out.. Bring back XING Opera! <3
INKIGAYO BABY!
MEMORIZE LYRICS
μ¬λ, κ·Έ μμΈν¨ μμ λ¨κ²¨μ§ λμλν κΈ°μ΅λ€
..Love, memories of you left in such cruelty
μ΄λ³, μ¬νμ§λ§ κ°μ΄μλ¦° μλ¦λ€μ΄ μΆμ΅λ€
..Seperation, sad but heartachingly beautiful memories...
μ΄μ κ·Έ λ§μ μΆμ΅λ€μ μ§μ°λ € ν©λλ€.
I'm about to forget all those memories
Goodbye
λλ €λ΄λ μλΌλλ 그리μ,
Yearning grows even if I cut it out
μλ¦ λμλ§νΌ λλ €μμ
So fearful, it makes me shudder
My love
ν¨κ» νλ κΈ°μ΅μ λ€ μ§μ°κ³ μ
After erasing memories of being togethe
rμ¨μ¬κ³ λ μ΄ μ μμκΉ
Could I still breathe and live
μ΄μ μ€λ λ€ μ¬μ§μ νμ°κ³ μ
Yesterday, after burning your old picture
κ±°μ§λ§μ΄ λ λ€ λ§κΉμ§
along with your heart that is now a lie
μ΄μ λ¨μμλ λλ¬ΌκΉμ§ μμλ²λ¦¬κ³
I'll pour our leftover tears
λ΄ μμ λλ₯Ό νλ € 보λΌκ²
and let the you inside me flow outGood Bye
μ λ΄κ²λ§ μκ°μ λλ건μ§
Why is the time so slow for me
μ¨μ°¨κ² νλ¬ λ λ°λ €κ°κΈΈ
Let it flow fast and take you away
My love
λ 보λ΄κ³ μ΄μ μλ― μνμλ
After letting you go, it hurts me so
μ΄μ λ λ μν΄ μ§μΈκ²
But now, I'll erase it for you
λ μν΄ λ Έλ λΆλ¬μ€¬μμμ
I sang for you
λκ° μνλ€λ©΄ λ€ μ€λ€νμμ
Said I'll give it all if you want
κ·λ₯Ό λ§μλ λͺ©μ리 λ€λ¦¬μ§
Even if I shut my ears, I can hear the voice
κΈ°μ΅νλ μ°λ¦¬
anniversary
Remember, our anniversary
λ μν΄ λͺ¨λ λ€ λ²λ Έμμ
I threw it all away for you
λκ° μνλ€λ©΄ λ€ ν¬κΈ°νμμ
I gave all up when you wanted
λμ κ°μλ μΌκ΅΄μ΄ λ μ€λ₯΄μ§
Even if I close my eyes, I can see the face
κΈ°μ΅νλ μ°λ¦¬ κ·Έ λ
history
Remember, our history
λμ λ«κ³ λ§μμ λ€ λ¬»μ΄λ
I close my eyes and bury my heart
λ΄ μμ μμ§ λλ μ΄μκ°
You still live on inside me
μ΄μ μμ λμ λ°μ§ λ²λ¦¬κ³ μ
Yesterday, after throwing out your ring from my fingers
무λμ Έλ²λ¦° μ½μκΉμ§
Along with broken promises
μ΄μ κ³ κ°λλ λ―Έλ ¨κΉμ§ 묻μ΄λ²λ¦¬κ³
I'll bury surfacing regrets
λμμ€λ κΈ°λλ μλΌλ΄
And cut off hope that you'll return
Good Bye
μ λ΄κ²λ§ μκ°μ λλ건μ§
Why is the time so slow for me
μ¨μ°¨κ² νλ¬ λ λ°λ €κ°κΈΈ
Let it flow fast and take you away
My love
λ 보λ΄κ³ μ΄μ μλ― μνμλ
After letting you go, it hurts me so
μ΄μ λ λ μν΄ μ§μΈκ²
But now, I'll erase it for you
I do
λ μ§μ°κ³ μμ λ΄λ
Erase you and face the front
νλ λμ ν¨κ» νλλΌκ΅¬
I was with you too much
μμ§λ λ λμ λ°λͺ©μ μ‘λλΌκ΅¬
You still haunt me so
λκ° λ Ό λ«μ κ±Έλ¦° μ₯ κ°μ λλλΌκ΅¬
I'm like a mouse caught in your trap
I do
λ§ λΉμ°κ³ λ λΉμλ
I empty and empty my heart
νλ μμΌλ²λ¦° λμ λλ
You and I got tangled so
μμ§λ λ λλ₯Ό λ―ΈμΉκ² νλλΌκ΅¬
You still drive me crazy
λλΌλ λͺμ λΉ μ Έ νμ°μ λλ λλλΌκ΅¬
I'm struggling in a swamp called you
Goodbye
λλ €λ΄λ μλΌλλ 그리μ
,Yearning grows even if I cut it out
μλ¦ λμλ§νΌ λλ €μμ
So fearful, it makes me shudder
My love
ν¨κ» νλ κΈ°μ΅μ λ€ μ§μ°κ³ μ
After erasing memories of being together
μ¨μ¬κ³ λ μ΄ μ μμκΉ
Could I still breathe and live
μ€λλ λμ κΈ°μ΅λ€λ‘ ν루λ₯Ό μ΄μκ°
Again, I live today with your memories
λ΄μΌμ λ μμμΌλ©΄ μ’κ² λ€
I hope I can forget you tomorrow
HI-5 MV
the jump shot reminds me of 2pm's photoshoot and also norago repackage album! hehe
the dance is too cute! espesh the shimmy with the leg shot~
here one of them looks like junsu 2PM and one of them sounds like Onew! :D
its all thanks to this post linked on omona
http://community.livejournal.com/kizukazuni/22676.html
pyeontae noona?
wahaha
dongsaeng nomu nomu kiyowo~
Thursday, September 17, 2009
when you smile in your sleep
I’ve texted most of my dreams over to my kpop friends the moment I woke up. Now after my 2nd 2PM dream I’m inspired to blog down all my kpop dreams for them (and for me!) to relive. If I miss something, do let me know! :D
My dream of TVXQ was had lots of skinship. It featured 4 members except Junsu. Since it happened quite some time ago, I cant quite remember the storyline.
The venue was at home. Me and a few of my friends were hanging out at home- much like a gathering tho many faces I don’t recognise. We were talking when someone introduced TVXQ as good friends of theirs. They were goofing around in my room so I went in. The feeling it had was of a very light, happy and friendly one. I felt very much at home :D
I think we were sitting on beanbags at one point (tho I don’t own any)..
Fun part happens when we were playing a game. But now tt I think abt it.. I don’t know what’s the objective.
HAHA
But it had skinship! Not those pervertic ones mind you.. More like funny games. With Changmin it had something to do with legs, then Yunho piggybacked me (I remembered having a good time! Haha). Then came Yoochun’s (my fave member) part.. We were thinking hard what to do with me blushing so hard…
.. But then I woke up.
:/ RAHHH what an anticlimax!
My first 2PM dream featured Leadja himself and the rest were just fuzzy images/ memories. Darn. The atmosphere was like at a pool party. Crowded and happy. But the venue was in my house too..
I had a conversation with Jay tho. There were so many of us. We all wanted to take individual photos with Jay and the other members but then I suggested to take like a whole group photo! Jay was very kind to all our requests; much like a good friend. Then I somehow had an inking that the dream was gonna end. That morning I was going out to meet Fuzzy. And she somehow got mentioned by me to Jay in the dream. I asked him if it was okay for me to bring a friend along to meet him and he said yes! Haha. I was so excited to text Fuzzy and tell her the good news when I suddenly woke up. The dream was all too real! I wasn’t sure if I was holding my phone when I woke up tho… HAHA
But u shld guess what happened next :p
//
The dream I’ll treasure the most was of my baby Kwon.
Venue was none other than my workplace- in the hospital/ wards.
Kwon was one of my patients. It looked like it was a night duty whereby we stood at our posts/ stations outside our patient’s rooms. In the dream, the room was Room 25 first half.
Kwon’s bed was at 25/1. He looked so cute in white-ish blue patient’s uniform/gown. He woke up looking quite scared/ disturbed as if awakening from having a nightmare.
I quickly rushed over to him and hugged him to sleep.
The dream may be short but I’ll treasure it always.
I can still remember his smile in my dream. Ahh the tranquility of seeing Jiyong sleep brings me peace of heart.
Weirdly enuf now that I try to imagine the dream again, I keep seeing Kwon with blond hair when in truth it was long before he had it. I think tt time was even before they went to Japan.
One dream I had of jay alone is .. Can I say.. Personal?
Haha he and his sleeveless shirts! *drools*
XD
Another two dreams tt deserve mention includes my alltime favourite band :Blink 182. And also MCR!
At one point of time I was listening to Blink 182 to sleep every night. Thanks to my big brother’s disk player. Its one of those damn cool square portable players tt use square disks- I cant for the life of me remember what they are called!! I listened to them til I memorized every song and sang myself to sleep. I loved them to the extent that my heart ached! (Have you ever loved a band to that extent?)
I was hoping that my Blink dream had a lot of interaction with Thomas Delonge cuz he was my favourite member. But it had more Travis Barker. Venue was in my bedroom.
I used to sleep on mattresses on the floor with my two brothers. In the dream Mark Hoppus and Travis were lying with their head on pillows beside me. Mark didn’t really talk much but I recalled having like a heart to heart talk with Travis. In it he is such a good guy! Very down to earth; a very brotherly feeling. My sub consciousness has a very good image of him! (:
When we were lying down and talking, I spotted Tom checking himself out in the full length mirror we have in the hallway. (HAHA vain pot much?) Then I plucked up my courage to go talk to him. Cause everyone knows how shy I am to talk to someone I like. Wahhh in the end I got snubbed by him. Tom just gave me attitude like short answers etc.
All in all it was an honour getting to dream abt Blink and talking to Travis. But getting snubbed by Tom was like :X
Though I still love and respect the boy like no other!
Wish you all the best in the Blink reunion. You guys have to stop by Singapore!!
It might be cuz of all the interviews I read of Tom when he had Angel & Airwaves. You know how he was! LOL. He had such high expectations of AVA and himself..
I started liking MCR around Three Cheers & Helena era. I remember getting all excited buying their album and singing and dancing (and shouting!) along to their songs while playing it on the radio damn loud and replaying it til mummy nagged that her ears were crying. Daddy commented tt I listened to songs with singers who sounded like durians sprouted in their throats o.O
I really cant remember details but it was a blast! Cuz they were performing on my bed and I was jumping around like mad!! HAHA. And to think my bed is actually the bottom bunk of a double bunk bed! LOL
How the hell can a drum set get on it.. Not to mention the whole band! Memories <3
i want moar moar dreams!~
My dream of TVXQ was had lots of skinship. It featured 4 members except Junsu. Since it happened quite some time ago, I cant quite remember the storyline.
The venue was at home. Me and a few of my friends were hanging out at home- much like a gathering tho many faces I don’t recognise. We were talking when someone introduced TVXQ as good friends of theirs. They were goofing around in my room so I went in. The feeling it had was of a very light, happy and friendly one. I felt very much at home :D
I think we were sitting on beanbags at one point (tho I don’t own any)..
Fun part happens when we were playing a game. But now tt I think abt it.. I don’t know what’s the objective.
HAHA
But it had skinship! Not those pervertic ones mind you.. More like funny games. With Changmin it had something to do with legs, then Yunho piggybacked me (I remembered having a good time! Haha). Then came Yoochun’s (my fave member) part.. We were thinking hard what to do with me blushing so hard…
.. But then I woke up.
:/ RAHHH what an anticlimax!
My first 2PM dream featured Leadja himself and the rest were just fuzzy images/ memories. Darn. The atmosphere was like at a pool party. Crowded and happy. But the venue was in my house too..
I had a conversation with Jay tho. There were so many of us. We all wanted to take individual photos with Jay and the other members but then I suggested to take like a whole group photo! Jay was very kind to all our requests; much like a good friend. Then I somehow had an inking that the dream was gonna end. That morning I was going out to meet Fuzzy. And she somehow got mentioned by me to Jay in the dream. I asked him if it was okay for me to bring a friend along to meet him and he said yes! Haha. I was so excited to text Fuzzy and tell her the good news when I suddenly woke up. The dream was all too real! I wasn’t sure if I was holding my phone when I woke up tho… HAHA
But u shld guess what happened next :p
//
The dream I’ll treasure the most was of my baby Kwon.
Venue was none other than my workplace- in the hospital/ wards.
Kwon was one of my patients. It looked like it was a night duty whereby we stood at our posts/ stations outside our patient’s rooms. In the dream, the room was Room 25 first half.
Kwon’s bed was at 25/1. He looked so cute in white-ish blue patient’s uniform/gown. He woke up looking quite scared/ disturbed as if awakening from having a nightmare.
I quickly rushed over to him and hugged him to sleep.
The dream may be short but I’ll treasure it always.
I can still remember his smile in my dream. Ahh the tranquility of seeing Jiyong sleep brings me peace of heart.
Weirdly enuf now that I try to imagine the dream again, I keep seeing Kwon with blond hair when in truth it was long before he had it. I think tt time was even before they went to Japan.
One dream I had of jay alone is .. Can I say.. Personal?
Haha he and his sleeveless shirts! *drools*
XD
Another two dreams tt deserve mention includes my alltime favourite band :Blink 182. And also MCR!
At one point of time I was listening to Blink 182 to sleep every night. Thanks to my big brother’s disk player. Its one of those damn cool square portable players tt use square disks- I cant for the life of me remember what they are called!! I listened to them til I memorized every song and sang myself to sleep. I loved them to the extent that my heart ached! (Have you ever loved a band to that extent?)
I was hoping that my Blink dream had a lot of interaction with Thomas Delonge cuz he was my favourite member. But it had more Travis Barker. Venue was in my bedroom.
I used to sleep on mattresses on the floor with my two brothers. In the dream Mark Hoppus and Travis were lying with their head on pillows beside me. Mark didn’t really talk much but I recalled having like a heart to heart talk with Travis. In it he is such a good guy! Very down to earth; a very brotherly feeling. My sub consciousness has a very good image of him! (:
When we were lying down and talking, I spotted Tom checking himself out in the full length mirror we have in the hallway. (HAHA vain pot much?) Then I plucked up my courage to go talk to him. Cause everyone knows how shy I am to talk to someone I like. Wahhh in the end I got snubbed by him. Tom just gave me attitude like short answers etc.
All in all it was an honour getting to dream abt Blink and talking to Travis. But getting snubbed by Tom was like :X
Though I still love and respect the boy like no other!
Wish you all the best in the Blink reunion. You guys have to stop by Singapore!!
It might be cuz of all the interviews I read of Tom when he had Angel & Airwaves. You know how he was! LOL. He had such high expectations of AVA and himself..
I started liking MCR around Three Cheers & Helena era. I remember getting all excited buying their album and singing and dancing (and shouting!) along to their songs while playing it on the radio damn loud and replaying it til mummy nagged that her ears were crying. Daddy commented tt I listened to songs with singers who sounded like durians sprouted in their throats o.O
I really cant remember details but it was a blast! Cuz they were performing on my bed and I was jumping around like mad!! HAHA. And to think my bed is actually the bottom bunk of a double bunk bed! LOL
How the hell can a drum set get on it.. Not to mention the whole band! Memories <3
i want moar moar dreams!~
Saturday, September 12, 2009
in the midst of the controversy
last night i had another dream of 2pm after a long time of not having them. I've missed them sooo much!! I had no idea why i was there but the storyline is just too cute for words! The moment i woke up i quickly mass sent my dream to my kpop friends.
First scene showed Bada being pulled into 2PM's rehearsal room by Baek Ji Young. Apparently Bada was jealous of BJY cuz she got to perform My Ear Candy with Ok Taec Yeon and all she got was her song So I'm In Love with him. Weird thing was that she kept insisting that she had never seen Taec. So we enter the room and Taec is standing there in a shiny white suit looking all surprised at his noonas' entrance.
Suddenly someone barges in and straight away sits on one of the many light pink chairs in the room. It was non other than Mr Park Jay Beom. All of us looked shocked. Taec was speechless and he kept jumping and pointing at Jay. I stared at Jay. He looked shy. Like how he was in those airport fancams. All of us were wondering how in the hell he flew back to Korea..
But there wasnt any crying only happiness! No one blamed him for anything. I cant really rmbr what conversation we had with him (tho it does seem to be a crucial part of the story) but on and off Jay had like a blank face on. I guess in my mind he was still troubled..
There cld have been a dance in there somewhere but my mind didnt register it. LOL
then came the funny part. we were back at my home kitchen. Nickhun was telling me something. Get this; He said that Singapore's main soccer team was SengKang FC! After he said that he turned with a smug grin on his face. (LOL cuteness la NICK! He looked like he was proud of being such a lil genius!) I was like.. uhhh okay... ( really random la nick! what reaction can i give? haha)
then i took the opportunity to tug on his sleeve and ask him for a favour (in view of him being one of the 'American Boys' :D)
I spotted WooYoung in my living room dinner table eating. So i pulled Nick over to Woo. He was very shocked and stood up. I looked straight into Nick's innocent eyes and told him to translate to Woo that he was my favourite 2PM member cuz he was so cute, crazy and humble! At the same time when i was spilling my heart out i cld feel tears flowing.. gosh
but then nick interupted by asking 'how do i translate 'humble' in korean?'
..
i woke up to the sound of baek ji young's song (my hp message tone) whilst thinking of a word to describe humble.
haha
one of the cutest 2pm dream ever!
i felt what this was missing was hottstuff hwang chan sung! :p
but i had a gut feeling he was one of those ppl stuffing their faces at the dinner table with wooyoung. tho i didnt really see his face. AWW~
friends whom i smsed my dream to texted back their LOLs and 'gratitude?' of having such a laugh in the midst of these trying times. I too feel the same. Na dhu~
//
Jay,
how i wish the hands of time could be reversed.
how i wish you could have just stayed in the low instead of being such a hero that you are..
making the decision to leave our 6 boys
to protect them from harsh words just becuz they try to defend you
and thus breaking all our fragile hearts.
i respect your decision after knowing your reasons..
but i hate knowing that it happened.
and tt the team wont be the same again without you
please come back soon.
we'll wait till the end.
you have to come back'
once a 2PM. Always a 2PM.
11-1=0 <3
First scene showed Bada being pulled into 2PM's rehearsal room by Baek Ji Young. Apparently Bada was jealous of BJY cuz she got to perform My Ear Candy with Ok Taec Yeon and all she got was her song So I'm In Love with him. Weird thing was that she kept insisting that she had never seen Taec. So we enter the room and Taec is standing there in a shiny white suit looking all surprised at his noonas' entrance.
Suddenly someone barges in and straight away sits on one of the many light pink chairs in the room. It was non other than Mr Park Jay Beom. All of us looked shocked. Taec was speechless and he kept jumping and pointing at Jay. I stared at Jay. He looked shy. Like how he was in those airport fancams. All of us were wondering how in the hell he flew back to Korea..
But there wasnt any crying only happiness! No one blamed him for anything. I cant really rmbr what conversation we had with him (tho it does seem to be a crucial part of the story) but on and off Jay had like a blank face on. I guess in my mind he was still troubled..
There cld have been a dance in there somewhere but my mind didnt register it. LOL
then came the funny part. we were back at my home kitchen. Nickhun was telling me something. Get this; He said that Singapore's main soccer team was SengKang FC! After he said that he turned with a smug grin on his face. (LOL cuteness la NICK! He looked like he was proud of being such a lil genius!) I was like.. uhhh okay... ( really random la nick! what reaction can i give? haha)
then i took the opportunity to tug on his sleeve and ask him for a favour (in view of him being one of the 'American Boys' :D)
I spotted WooYoung in my living room dinner table eating. So i pulled Nick over to Woo. He was very shocked and stood up. I looked straight into Nick's innocent eyes and told him to translate to Woo that he was my favourite 2PM member cuz he was so cute, crazy and humble! At the same time when i was spilling my heart out i cld feel tears flowing.. gosh
but then nick interupted by asking 'how do i translate 'humble' in korean?'
..
i woke up to the sound of baek ji young's song (my hp message tone) whilst thinking of a word to describe humble.
haha
one of the cutest 2pm dream ever!
i felt what this was missing was hottstuff hwang chan sung! :p
but i had a gut feeling he was one of those ppl stuffing their faces at the dinner table with wooyoung. tho i didnt really see his face. AWW~
friends whom i smsed my dream to texted back their LOLs and 'gratitude?' of having such a laugh in the midst of these trying times. I too feel the same. Na dhu~
//
Jay,
how i wish the hands of time could be reversed.
how i wish you could have just stayed in the low instead of being such a hero that you are..
making the decision to leave our 6 boys
to protect them from harsh words just becuz they try to defend you
and thus breaking all our fragile hearts.
i respect your decision after knowing your reasons..
but i hate knowing that it happened.
and tt the team wont be the same again without you
please come back soon.
we'll wait till the end.
you have to come back'
once a 2PM. Always a 2PM.
11-1=0 <3
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