when you smile in your sleep

I’ve texted most of my dreams over to my kpop friends the moment I woke up. Now after my 2nd 2PM dream I’m inspired to blog down all my kpop dreams for them (and for me!) to relive. If I miss something, do let me know! :D
　
My dream of TVXQ was had lots of skinship. It featured 4 members except Junsu. Since it happened quite some time ago, I cant quite remember the storyline.
The venue was at home. Me and a few of my friends were hanging out at home- much like a gathering tho many faces I don’t recognise. We were talking when someone introduced TVXQ as good friends of theirs. They were goofing around in my room so I went in. The feeling it had was of a very light, happy and friendly one. I felt very much at home :D
I think we were sitting on beanbags at one point (tho I don’t own any)..
Fun part happens when we were playing a game. But now tt I think abt it.. I don’t know what’s the objective.
HAHA
But it had skinship! Not those pervertic ones mind you.. More like funny games. With Changmin it had something to do with legs, then Yunho piggybacked me (I remembered having a good time! Haha). Then came Yoochun’s (my fave member) part.. We were thinking hard what to do with me blushing so hard…
.. But then I woke up.
:/ RAHHH what an anticlimax!


　
My first 2PM dream featured Leadja himself and the rest were just fuzzy images/ memories. Darn. The atmosphere was like at a pool party. Crowded and happy. But the venue was in my house too..
I had a conversation with Jay tho. There were so many of us. We all wanted to take individual photos with Jay and the other members but then I suggested to take like a whole group photo! Jay was very kind to all our requests; much like a good friend. Then I somehow had an inking that the dream was gonna end. That morning I was going out to meet Fuzzy. And she somehow got mentioned by me to Jay in the dream. I asked him if it was okay for me to bring a friend along to meet him and he said yes! Haha. I was so excited to text Fuzzy and tell her the good news when I suddenly woke up. The dream was all too real! I wasn’t sure if I was holding my phone when I woke up tho… HAHA
But u shld guess what happened next :p


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The dream I’ll treasure the most was of my baby Kwon.
Venue was none other than my workplace- in the hospital/ wards.
Kwon was one of my patients. It looked like it was a night duty whereby we stood at our posts/ stations outside our patient’s rooms. In the dream, the room was Room 25 first half.
Kwon’s bed was at 25/1. He looked so cute in white-ish blue patient’s uniform/gown. He woke up looking quite scared/ disturbed as if awakening from having a nightmare.
I quickly rushed over to him and hugged him to sleep.
The dream may be short but I’ll treasure it always.
I can still remember his smile in my dream. Ahh the tranquility of seeing Jiyong sleep brings me peace of heart.
Weirdly enuf now that I try to imagine the dream again, I keep seeing Kwon with blond hair when in truth it was long before he had it. I think tt time was even before they went to Japan.
　

One dream I had of jay alone is .. Can I say.. Personal?
Haha he and his sleeveless shirts! *drools*
XD


Another two dreams tt deserve mention includes my alltime favourite band :Blink 182. And also MCR!
At one point of time I was listening to Blink 182 to sleep every night. Thanks to my big brother’s disk player. Its one of those damn cool square portable players tt use square disks- I cant for the life of me remember what they are called!! I listened to them til I memorized every song and sang myself to sleep. I loved them to the extent that my heart ached! (Have you ever loved a band to that extent?)
I was hoping that my Blink dream had a lot of interaction with Thomas Delonge cuz he was my favourite member. But it had more Travis Barker. Venue was in my bedroom.
I used to sleep on mattresses on the floor with my two brothers. In the dream Mark Hoppus and Travis were lying with their head on pillows beside me. Mark didn’t really talk much but I recalled having like a heart to heart talk with Travis. In it he is such a good guy! Very down to earth; a very brotherly feeling. My sub consciousness has a very good image of him! (:
When we were lying down and talking, I spotted Tom checking himself out in the full length mirror we have in the hallway. (HAHA vain pot much?) Then I plucked up my courage to go talk to him. Cause everyone knows how shy I am to talk to someone I like. Wahhh in the end I got snubbed by him. Tom just gave me attitude like short answers etc.
All in all it was an honour getting to dream abt Blink and talking to Travis. But getting snubbed by Tom was like :X
Though I still love and respect the boy like no other!
Wish you all the best in the Blink reunion. You guys have to stop by Singapore!!
It might be cuz of all the interviews I read of Tom when he had Angel & Airwaves. You know how he was! LOL. He had such high expectations of AVA and himself..



I started liking MCR around Three Cheers & Helena era. I remember getting all excited buying their album and singing and dancing (and shouting!) along to their songs while playing it on the radio damn loud and replaying it til mummy nagged that her ears were crying. Daddy commented tt I listened to songs with singers who sounded like durians sprouted in their throats o.O
I really cant remember details but it was a blast! Cuz they were performing on my bed and I was jumping around like mad!! HAHA. And to think my bed is actually the bottom bunk of a double bunk bed! LOL
How the hell can a drum set get on it.. Not to mention the whole band! Memories <3
i want moar moar dreams!~

in the midst of the controversy

last night i had another dream of 2pm after a long time of not having them. I've missed them sooo much!! I had no idea why i was there but the storyline is just too cute for words! The moment i woke up i quickly mass sent my dream to my kpop friends.

First scene showed Bada being pulled into 2PM's rehearsal room by Baek Ji Young. Apparently Bada was jealous of BJY cuz she got to perform My Ear Candy with Ok Taec Yeon and all she got was her song So I'm In Love with him. Weird thing was that she kept insisting that she had never seen Taec. So we enter the room and Taec is standing there in a shiny white suit looking all surprised at his noonas' entrance.
Suddenly someone barges in and straight away sits on one of the many light pink chairs in the room. It was non other than Mr Park Jay Beom. All of us looked shocked. Taec was speechless and he kept jumping and pointing at Jay. I stared at Jay. He looked shy. Like how he was in those airport fancams. All of us were wondering how in the hell he flew back to Korea..
But there wasnt any crying only happiness! No one blamed him for anything. I cant really rmbr what conversation we had with him (tho it does seem to be a crucial part of the story) but on and off Jay had like a blank face on. I guess in my mind he was still troubled..
There cld have been a dance in there somewhere but my mind didnt register it. LOL

then came the funny part. we were back at my home kitchen. Nickhun was telling me something. Get this; He said that Singapore's main soccer team was SengKang FC! After he said that he turned with a smug grin on his face. (LOL cuteness la NICK! He looked like he was proud of being such a lil genius!) I was like.. uhhh okay... ( really random la nick! what reaction can i give? haha)
then i took the opportunity to tug on his sleeve and ask him for a favour (in view of him being one of the 'American Boys' :D)
I spotted WooYoung in my living room dinner table eating. So i pulled Nick over to Woo. He was very shocked and stood up. I looked straight into Nick's innocent eyes and told him to translate to Woo that he was my favourite 2PM member cuz he was so cute, crazy and humble! At the same time when i was spilling my heart out i cld feel tears flowing.. gosh

but then nick interupted by asking 'how do i translate 'humble' in korean?'

..
i woke up to the sound of baek ji young's song (my hp message tone) whilst thinking of a word to describe humble.
haha
one of the cutest 2pm dream ever!

i felt what this was missing was hottstuff hwang chan sung! :p
but i had a gut feeling he was one of those ppl stuffing their faces at the dinner table with wooyoung. tho i didnt really see his face. AWW~


friends whom i smsed my dream to texted back their LOLs and 'gratitude?' of having such a laugh in the midst of these trying times. I too feel the same. Na dhu~






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Jay,
how i wish the hands of time could be reversed.
how i wish you could have just stayed in the low instead of being such a hero that you are..
making the decision to leave our 6 boys
to protect them from harsh words just becuz they try to defend you
and thus breaking all our fragile hearts.
i respect your decision after knowing your reasons..
but i hate knowing that it happened.
and tt the team wont be the same again without you
please come back soon.
we'll wait till the end.
you have to come back'

once a 2PM. Always a 2PM.
11-1=0 <3

nett price!

mid sept im getting myself a netbook!
can i hear a yeah yeah?!?!
LOL

resolutions:
- continue learning to play guitar
- improve my hangul
- own a sims 3!!

ive been using internet explorer all my life. but recently it started to get haywire. i cant view videos embedded on blog posts and those on omonatheydidnt twitter post. damn annoying much? it appears as empty boxes instead. i think i might be missing some web cookies or some software not updated on my comp.
so i'll have to click on source to view the yt videos
kinda how it looks like on my N97.

then i jumped to mozilla. its better in a sense that the videos appear as how they shld be but i cant for the life of me use facebook! when i click on the side bar updates, it brings me to a blank page and refuses to load any further. still have the cheek to appear as 'Done' on the bottom! haha
i cant post videos or notes. but i can still comment on stuff ppl post.
RAHHH

its a good thing tt twitter and youtube works just fine (loads normally).

omo. netbook ppali nawa!
i can smell the net addiction already~
mwahahahha

..
lately ive been having this eensy bitsy crush on this on guy ive met last month. bad thing is, i dont know if we'll meet again cuz we dont have friends in common (much). i miss having this feeling which reminds me soo much of nyp poly days! but i dont want the restrictions of being in a relationship. espesh now how im loving living the life now. kpop here kpop there! haha so no one can criticise or question me doing what i love.
ive always been envious of my colleague who's bf loves japan as much as she does. he even speaks jap better than her! they've travelled there several times. wow. i wanna get me one of those!

just yesterday i was watching this one horror flick. i thot tt i'll get a nightmare tt night.
but instead i had this wonderful dream abt 'him'. wow wow wow.
something along the lines of a supermarket.
hehe
tho i miss having dreams of 2pm!
LOL parkjaebum likes to stay in my dreams~
baby woo refuses to appear tho T.T