Showing posts with label b2st. Show all posts
Showing posts with label b2st. Show all posts

Friday, May 14, 2010

beastly classroom


okay i have been smiling thruout the day like a pabo! minutes ago we've watched and spazzed over SJ's comeback stage. pure awesomeness i tell ya~ cant wait for them to conquer the awards ((:

main reason im here is to share my newest BEAST dream!! like my past dreams i usually get spazzy and watch videos of the characters before i fall asleep.
Last night i slept at like 230AM when i was supposed to wake up at 630AM for work. So i had like 3 hours 40 mins plus of precious sleep left when i finally managed to doze off. Was watching the Adieu Stage for BEAST at MNet Countdown. As usual, i spazzed a whole lot on my beastly babies.

Setting for the first scene was in some kind of classroom. I was shocked to see a blond haired short boy walking around in class. It was Seobie!! I was like jumping in joy but was hesitant to approach him to tell him how much i like then~~ then there was this unnie friend of mine who was standing beside me. She suddenly came up to him and screamed YOSEOB SARANGHAEYEO!!!! ..and she sat down. LOL Seobie was like @.@ but didnt comment. Even i was shocked!
i was seated directly in front of him with my unnie fren beside me smiling happily. Seobie looked a bit uneasy by himself. I couldnt really rmbr if there were others in the room (but who the hell cares ey, this is Yang Yoseob in front of me!!)
So i casually turned behind in my seat and started to strike a perfectly normal conversation with him. He smiled a lot and spoke perfect english (which i suspect he is very good at IRL). I was happy cuz i wasnt in hyper fangirling mode and screaming at everything he said. LOLLLL

best part was when he casually mentioned that they were gonna come back to Singapore on 31st JULY!! This was the part when i spazzed openly! AHAHA I still remember tt cute smile on his face when he talked :D *faints*

when i felt tt he was more at ease, i decided to ask him for a photo together! there were many other fangirls present but i somehow managed to get a pic with him (: then i stashed tt camera somewhere in the room.

after a fulfilling conversation with the visual maknae and tt prized photo in my camera, i went out of the classroom to find something (either food or the other members). Imagine my friggin shock when i saw JunHyung and DooJoon at one corner of the room reading something. I ran over to YongYong and said tht Yoseob was waiting for them in the next room! Jun and DJ both had like a confused face on. (maybe cuz in my mind i knew they weren't tt proficient in English- WE ARE HAPPINESS! AHAHA).. So i kinda tugged on Jun's sleeves (he was wearing his red and black striped performance jacket!! HAHA) or was it his arms and led them to Seobie. I didnt manage to talk to DJ personally tho.

Then the scene changed to be the classroom again. Dongwoon appeared! It was at the back of the classroom unlike the Seobie part where it was at the front of the class. Dongwoon smiled a lot too and he was really tall! i started looking for my camera to take pics with him but it was missing. i rmbr cursing to myself for losing such a precious photo (ohnoesplzdunletthisbeaSIGN!) Suddenly DW turned to leave the room when his hyungs were all leaving.I managed to call his name and he turned back.
'You can speak really good english!', i said.
'Yes i can!' he replied with a wide grin on his face.

i swear i could have just pat him on his head and say 'GOOD JOB!!'
sho proud of maknae! XD

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on a side note i have no idea why i didnt dream of my beast bias gikwang instead. but im really happy with my beast dream within tt short 3 hrs 40 mins!
i kept waking up ard 6am tho cuz i was scared of being late for work! XP
and weirdest part was tt i had dongho's name like repeated so many times in my head the moment i woke up. news of ukiss fanmeet really got me essited!
AND THAT RUMOR OF BEAST IN SUNDOWN. PLEASE LET IT BE TRUE YO!
thanks.
amin~



*chants* Yoon Doo Joon, Jang Hyun Seung, Yong Jun Hyung, Yang Yoseob, Lee Gi Kwang, Son Dong Woon, to-get-her, 비-스-트!

Monday, December 28, 2009

wipe the tears


I just had my first b2st dream like 10 minutes ago. It’s still vivid in my mind and i so had to blog this down :)


Today I went back to school to do one of my assignments and brought along Song my lappy. On the way back home for some reason i started playing all of my AJ Wipe the Tears performances. Saw his smile and his cute hand dance for the chorus part. Always made me wanna join along! Not to mention seeing Doojoon & Junhyung in it and dancing as well. So since 530pm, that song was stuck in my head.


When I reached home, my persistent headache since yesterday was getting worse so i popped a paracetamol and decided to sneak off to bed (mum wasnt aware hehe). Here's when the awesome dream started..

The start of the dream was a bit vague. A lot of running around was involved. Not for fangirling but for .. desserts? HAHA. The setting was in some kind of hotel convention room. Not many people were around and there was this big silver glittery stage in one of the corners of the room. The spotlight was on the stage but then one waitress came up to us (me and a guy whom i can’t recall) and apologized and said that that was all the dessert that was left. I came up to the table and saw two big bowls of vegetable soup. It looked kinda disgusting but before my mind could register anything else I saw Fazlyna and Atiqa running out of their hotel rooms carrying empty plates. I ran up to Atiqa and asked her for a taste of her dish and she handed me an empty plate with a tiny portion of pasta. I looked at it once and quickly gobbled it down and stuffed the plate into a bin in the wall panel. Suddenly an all too familiar song started to play..

It was AJ’s Wipe The Tears. I screamed and started running towards the crowd that had formed in front of the stage. They were actually standing quite far away but I stood alongside them as the view was quite good/ wasn’t restricted. The song was ending so i started to sing along and try to dance to it. AJ looked into the audience and I danced and jumped and sang as hard as I could to give support. I was even able to witness Doojoon & Junhyung rapping!

When AJ’s performance ended, I was the only one who was still very hyper. The boys were gathering around, resting on some red chairs in front of the stage. I could clearly see Junhyung in a lime green beanie sharing a seat with blondie YoSeob. AJ and DooJoon were talking and standing. Around them were some dancers and unknown faces. But I wasn’t interested in them! Haha.

Well like any fangirl I started screaming all their names out loud. My voice was all scratchy and stuff but i still proceeded on screaming! I didn’t know that my sickness was even present in my dreams! Lol wthh. I remember screaming for Yoseob and Jun and they both turned and smiled. Weirdly enough no one else was screaming. But all the more attention to me then!
The best part comes later...

All the boys had left the room and only JunHyung in his white tee and lime green beanie was left behind. He was sitting comfortably in the red chair reading some kind of fan letter. You know the ones A3- A4 sized made by scrapbookers? He was flipped through those, quite intently reading the details and messages. I inched my way closer without saying a word. Looked at the names of the fans and saw that all of them were malay girls! One glance I even saw my name there and I gave it a second look and gave a confused face!! (haha i dunno why this is so random. Malay fangirls laa!)

I was quietly looking around, standing quite near to JunHyung. I wanted to speak to him but didn’t know what to say. JunHyung has this bad boy image that i admire but i always find myself thinking.. If i meet him in real life, will i ever have the guts to speak to him? But the more i read about him and see pictures of them goofing off, i know that he’s softhearted too! A very hip-hop guy.. And ohsogoodlooking!! :D
I spotted this circular black cardstock of a letter white letter S with four of those tiny bells in baby blue and pink on the floor. It was there for quite some time but i was afraid to make a move. In the end I bent down to pick it up. JunHyung suddenly straightened up in his seat and started counting the fancards one by one from the one furtherest away from him. ‘One, two, three, four, five.. Hmm yeah I think that’s the one that it came out from.’ That was when I took the chance to speak up.

I asked him what the cards were for. He told me that they were fan-letters and that he liked reading them. Then he started flipping the pages and showing me the different details and designs the fans have made. I was like ‘oh wow it really is nice!’ and he said ‘yeah i know, good right? I just wanted to show you how they made it’, and he grinned happily to himself. All of this was spoken in English. So i turned to him to ask another question as to how come he can speak English so well.. But then i became too conscious of my surroundings and woke up. I didn’t bother trying to revive the dream cuz i know too darn well that it can’t come back so i went online and started blogging this! HEHE

Ahh my JunHyung dream is very precious indeed. Makes me feel even more motivated to write fanletters to my favourite rookie group! One day i will show you my scrapbooking skills JunHyung! And you better speak to me in English! HAHAH
Truthfully I haven’t read anywhere which states that Jun is proficient in English. That short AJ, DooJoon & Yoseob parts in my dream made me darn happy too. Too bad HyunSeung and Dongwoon were nowhere in sight. And come to think of it, the screaming and fangirling part was all too real!!


I will strive to hunt you down and scream your names out loud for real my beastly babies! wahaha
lovelovelove!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

b2st revealed~

my new obsession: BEAST.
this is from their 10Asia interview.
the ones tt brought us hilarious answers from 2pm :D
i love this! hope u enjoy reading it as much as i did!!

Lee KiKwang
My name is Lee Ki Kwang

I was born on March 3, 1990. Junhyung, Hyunseung and I are the oldest children in our families. But we all have at least some cuteness. I have a younger brother.

I seem like I’m pushed around by the other members? Haha. I’m restraining myself for their sake.

Yes, I have taken off all the clothes on my upper body on stage before. Since I was filming a sitcom, I couldn’t be at the dry rehearsal, but the person who was in charge told me at the camera rehearsal that I had to take off my clothes decisively so I would show up well on the screen. But that person didn’t know how revealing my clothes actually were. He/she was fine with it since it was the first time but told me never to do it again.

I joked on the radio that I liked the ethics section of the college entrance exam, but fans took me seriously. Ah, I have to explain! Honestly, I’m not stupid. I studied well when I was younger.

Saeho from “High Kick Through the Roof” and the real me are pretty similar. We’re bright, a bit foolish, affirmative, and fond of exercise.

I couldn’t keep my focus when I had to film the scene where I confess to Jungeum nuna why I like her. Nuna is really pretty, and I think it was hard for me to recite the script in front of someone like that.

A lot of people say that Saeho is a character with a personality that is too simple. They also wish that he had more funny parts. But the truth is that Saeho is a character who is nice and bright when he’s outside but makes a 180 degree transformation when he goes home. Those parts still haven’t been shown, but I hope that they will be shown in the future.

I like crumping. I like to dance passionately with feeling and big movements like black people. So when I dance stage choreography, I dance so intensely that I’ve ripped my costume before. Starting with music video filming, the crotch area kept ripping so they changed the fabric, but they still ripped on stage, too.

I almost never do anything that’s bad for my body. I can restrain myself from things like that really well. I never eat ramen, and I hardly ever snack. Alcohol and cigarettes never touch my lips.

I’ve been working out for about 3 years. Even though there are times when it’s tiring to go work out by myself after our schedule, it’s become a part of my character so I have to. Also, if my body is good then I feel good, and I gain self-confidence, so I’m going to keep exercising.

I’m really nice to people when I first meet them. That’s my natural instinct. It’s not that I want anything from them later; I’m just the type of person who wants to become close with others. So I suck up to others a bit as well.

I think I’m a lot cooler than I was when I was younger. So I think that I “became a dragon at twenty years old.” My lips were thick back then…eh, now is better.

Son DongWoon

My name is Son Dongwoon.

I was born on June 6, 1991. All the hyungs acknowledge each other as friends, and I’m the only maknae since they can’t overlook a two year age difference.

I am a senior in high school. I took the college entrance exam this year. Kikwang hyung, Junhyung hyung, and Hyunseung hyung all took the exam too.

The day that Kikwang hyung excessively exposed himself, we were at a part in the choreography where all our heads were lowered, so we didn’t really know what was going on. The screaming was really loud, so I thought “Oh, Kikwang hyung must have done something really cool.” But after we came down from the stage, the director and other people said that it was a big deal. After watching the performance, the members were really surprised too.

I’ve lost my character, so even in my daily life, I’m gradually talking less. Ah…….. (Doojoon: Lately, Dongwoon has been hearing that he’s good looking. Have strength.)

The BEAST hyungs were trainees for long times too, but I started my trainee life a long time ago. I started in 2004 and then briefly left, but after seeing the hyungs that I practiced together with debut as 2PM and 2AM, I regained my focus. But while I took a break, I lost all my instincts and didn’t have any stage experience, so I was frustrated. (Kikwang: Dongwoon is only nice and good looking. Even during his trainee days, he was famous for that.)

When the other hyungs play games, Yoseub hyung and I eat midnight snacks, since we don’t even really know the rules of the games.

Truthfully, in MTV episode 1, my entrance into BEAST had already been decided, and we reenacted it. But because of my terrible acting, the PD didn’t give us any information after that.

That program was actually real. When we had the naval base experience, we thought we were going to play at the beach. We had our suspicions, but they kept denying it….they thoroughly kept the secret from us.

The hyungs are very protective of secrecy. When we divided into groups of 3 people and had a dance battle, we had to share the practice room since there is only one, and neither team told the other anything that they were doing. Hyunseung hyung, Yoseub hyung, and Doojoon hyung were one team, and they performed all kinds of things that they hadn’t even revealed in the rehearsal. They painted their faces, blew bubbles, and took off their pants. I was really surprised. (Hyunseung: We really wanted to win.)

When we practiced the choreography for the dance battle, the background music was R.Kelly’s “Bobble,” and I don’t listen to that song anymore. I heard it too much. I became sick of it.



Yang YoSeob

My name is Yang Yoseob.

I was born on January 5, 1990.

I have one older sister. You can think of her as me but with a smaller face, smaller body, and long hair. The truth is that my mom and dad look similar too. If the four of us stand together, even from far away people say, “Oh, they’re a family!”

I first started practicing singing after I listened to Brian McKnight’s music. After that, I listened to a lot of music of a similar style, but I thought about it and realized that I couldn’t be biased towards certain music. So I also started listening to dance music and rock.

I was in a band when I was in high school. At that time, we performed a lot of hard rock and metal, but the truth is that I wanted to try modern rock. But my sunbaes said that it would ruin the mood and forbade it. Even now, modern rock is a genre that personally, I really want to try.

Originally, I'm artistically or musically talented because I take after my dad. I couldn’t dance. Because I’ve practiced, I’ve reached this level with difficulty. (Doojoon: Yoseub learns the fastest now. Junhyung: He can even make choreography by himself.)

My hairstyle changed dramatically, but I think it was a successful transformation, so I like it. It’s to the point where the members look at old pictures of me with black hair and think I look weird. They keep telling me to bleach it, but it’s a bit sad. Since I’m Asian, black hair keeps growing…

On KBS , the PD said I looked like a shi tzu, and my mom was really happy when she saw that episode. Since I received one more camera shot. She complimented me on tying my hair.

Honestly, my manly/sexy side is disappearing, and I used to not like being called cute. I would just throw on clothes to wear carelessly, and I couldn’t act silly. But now that’s become a part of my color, so I accept it, and I even mess around more enthusiastically.

Maybe it’s because started filming videos a long time ago, but when people ask me to perform, instead of being embarrassed I try to make something good out of it. Even in front of a blue screen, I’m not embarrassed. If you type in “Yang Yoseub” in a search engine, a lot of videos come out. Look them up when you’re bored!

When Dongwoon is only with us, he’s really fun, to the point where at first, MTV PD said that Dongwoon and I had the biggest chance to succeed in entertainment. But as soon as the camera gets in his face, he’s not fun anymore. So he’s slowly becoming more awkward, his screen time is shrinking, and the kid seems like he’s going to develop a speech impediment, plus he’s aging more and more. Hahaha.

Doojoon has a strong sense of responsibility, and even if something is taken care of, he has to check the process himself before he’s satisfied. So if Doojoon wasn’t here [in BEAST] we probably wouldn’t have been able to do interviews, music programs, anything. You see, Doojoon wakes up first and wakes up all the other members.

At home, the members like to play games like “Winning Eleven,” but at those times, everyone’s desire to win is no joke. Kikwang kept saying that he would cancel the patbingsoo debt he owed Doojoon after he lost a bet, but eventually he had to buy patbingsoo for everyone in the house. At that time, I think he used more than 20,000 won? (approx. $20 ish) Hahaha.



Yong JunHyung

My name is Yong Jun Hyung.

I was born on December 19, 1989. Even though our school year is the same, whether one be born on '89 or '90, it doesn't seem like a huge difference.

When Ki Kwang was performing as AJ, I worked as his back up dancer as well as a featuring, so I do have some experience on stage, but as a singer, holding the microphone was pretty heavy. However, as I was standing on stage, I practiced spotting the camera and adapted to this really quickly.

We choreographed our dance. Our dance teacher did give us some feedback and opinions, but we are the ones who proposed the contents of the dance. In fact, during practices, we are very radical and would do our so-called 'jack-hammer-like' dance, but we ended up doing a light, lively stage performance, so it's a bit regretful. Just like MBLAQ, i would love to do a more strong, stylish performance in the future.

I nag a lot at our dorm. But i don't do it without a reason. There's always a reason. With our 6 members and 3 managers, making 9 guys living in the dorm, really...it makes no sense! They don't clean and after they eat snacks, they just leave it around, and when flies come out, they don't even catch them. A few days ago, I cleaned out the whole living room, you guys don't even know that, do you? [Doo Joon: We don't. After you clean, you nag. So that's how we know. hehe.]

Out of the members, me and Hyun Seung are interested in fashion. And in the past, since we came to watch many artists on stage, we were a bit greedy of their outfits. But somehow because of the song's atmosphere, team's environment, and the company's thoughts on our image, we aren't quite ready to enter the field of styling. And if the image of the stage outfits and our casual clothes are different, it's good to show people two different appearances.

I love hats, so I like wearing them. i don't have much to collect, but maybe one day i could get a room filled with hats.

Doo Joon can't fail when using his head. Doo Joon is always the best at thinking up a lot of games.

When practicing, as much as you do it, it isn't always efficient. Usually one would do it if they want to, Hyun Seung, unlike others, would always look for that moment. Even right now, when our schedule ends, Hyun Seung would be the one to practice alone until dawn.

I wrote the rap parts in the lyrics of 'Bad Girl'. Sometimes, to others, the lyric's rhyme and flow can be awkward. One time, before composer hyung went to get coffee, he told me 'some are durable, try it', and while he left, I started to think up ideas. When recording, I once modified it and we almost went with that. Though I can't say I am the best, I'm satisfied by the results.

As I practice writing lyrics alone, the contents of the lyrics are more imporatnt to me than the flow. I listen to a lot of underground music, like Kebee and The Quiett, and their lyrics really come to mind. I hate hearing people say that I rap because I can't sing, but I put a lot of effort on my own. But the more I do, the more I'm mesmerized. Whenever I'm writing lyrics, I always put Yo Seob next to me. We talk back and forth and come up with great ideas, so it helps a lot. [Yo Seob: Really? I should've just gathered those words and wrote it myself!]

The members talk to each other a lot. So, now I have nothing much to say. In the past, we talked about each other's past girlfriends so much that I'm not even curious anymore.



Jang HyunSeung

My name is Jang Hyun Seung

I was born September 3, 1989. Dong Woon and I entered just as friends we had thought. If you're taking care of different grades may have had.

Neckwear Items In the winter and fall I like to wear a lot of scarves. However, the members don't lend things to each other. There are rules in our group to what we can wear.

These days people dress more with a feminine image. People are very conscious of their style. Dong Woon has the original beauty¡¦.(Doo Joon: He has the pretty role, but all of Beast is beautiful!)

I wanted to have a stage name, a particular name before I debuted. Younger artist especially singers have to think of a name. Its how your seen on stage. Ah, but saying you don't want your name will upset your parents.

To get rid of stress is had. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. In some ways I live accordingly. But its frustrating.

I can be a perfectionist. I want things to be perfect. How should I put it. I don't hate anything I just pursue the idea. That's it.

Now after a month the company has made us start practicing everyday and dancing. But it is art so we have to keep a theoretical approach of how it will be in the future. Haha

When I first saw Doo Joon was probably when I learned he was our leader, he looked reliable. Jun Hyung was mysterious and shy but he was easy to get along with. Yo Seob was an old friend but I couldn't imagine as it is now!

Kikiwang or AJ made his debut and he was a good solo artist. I¡¯m so glad he joined our group. The dancing is difficult but easier when you have others. When you dance you can meet friends with similar interests and work hard together, it makes me happy. And, that¡¯s what happened. And, then I didn't know this was the cause.

When you eat it has to be light. I didn't know this when we had to exercise and it(stomach)hurt, but now I know. Even now I still want to eat cake but I can only look. Ah, I shouldn't eat.(Yo Seob: Look at Hyun Seung's body in the album!)


Yoon DooJoon

My name is Yoon Doo Joon.

I was born on July 4, 1989. I might not be the oldest, but I'm the team's leader.

Recently fans have revealed pictures from my past, but I'm afraid of my past, though there isn't a reason to avoid it. Now everything is out, but the present is more important so it's okay. However, when I was young, I was a cute kid.

Though Yo Seob shows many different dance adlibs, in fact, he just watches videos and tries to do them. For one month, we would be on 4 different music shows, and I feel as though the audience would get bored watching the same thing over and over. So, we are going to try to make an effort to show something different.

When we first filmed MTV BEAST, we decided to set our characters based on our image or features. But when, little by little, the cameras came over to me, and I think up words I want to say, in the end, I noticed the others showing their natural side. In my case, I was supposed to have the calm yet charismatic image......it makes no sense. Haha.

If MBC asks me to be a cameo, I'm ready at any time! I would love to be one of the students who pick on Seo Ho. And especially Yo Seob who can be the exchange student.

Honestly, even though I'm not the oldest, being a leader is burdensome. Though it's a difficult and embarrassing situation, what can we do, someone has to do it. Whether it be talking to adults or convincing others, it's better to place myself out there than having another member do it, only because it didn't fit their individual character.

My training period was really short. Because I started this when I was a senior in high school. I wanted to do music, but I could only do songs that I already knew. During my life as a trainee, even though I could mimic dance moves and liked decorating my face, if only I concentrated more on my singing I think I would sing a bit more better than now. When I was in middle school, I loved black people's music and since then i mainly listened to soul music. And so, I follow the features of the music and tend to sing along. I would try to find my own color.

I taught myself piano. I don't learn classical music or play very well, but by myself, I can play while singing. When attending my first music academy, my first practice song was Richard Marx's "Now and Forever", but since I didn't have the MR, I learned the piano code myself. At first I practiced that song to death.

Even though Dong Woon looks like that, he's really the maknae. When we're at home, he would come to me using his cute act and say "Hyung~~".

Without writing, I can remember trivial things really well. Like, when, where I met them, and the clothes they wore. And that's why I'm the best at rock-paper-scissors. Because usually, I can see who is going to put down what first. Scientifically proven, because the law is, I am invincible.

Ki Kwang's first stage as AJ? Of course I remember. April 2 Music Bank! (Yo Seob: No. That day was M Countdown!)



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hard surnames to rmbr! Jang, Lee, Son, Yang, Yong & Yoon <3